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Biggest apology to date and update
Posted 10 years agoAgain, I am sorry.
It's been over a year now and I havn't once been on FA in that time v.v I'm a horrible person since I know some of you here actually care about me and want to keep up with me.
I had a little girl, she is now 1.
She's a handful, she's walking, she's climbing, and we are already starting potty training. :)
I'm engaged now. We do not have a date or anything set and probably won't for a while. There's no big rush.
I now have 3 cats, and 1 dog. I miss my Sparta dearly but I have a hard time being in a place without a dog. I feel protected and more comfortable when living somewhere with a dog. Potize and Ruze are still alive, we celebrated their 5th birthday this year, complete with special treats. The other kitty is just 1, he turned 1 about 2 months before my daughter did. They are all very protective of my spawn, I often catch them all in a cuddle pile during nap time.
I work 40+ hours a week, then come home and work with my mate, since we also "own" a business. We both put 60+ hours a week into working on this, which is why I almost never log in anywhere anymore. I am going to -try- to log in a little more... but I can't promise anything due to work and having a little one.
Feel free to message me, I will respond.
It's been over a year now and I havn't once been on FA in that time v.v I'm a horrible person since I know some of you here actually care about me and want to keep up with me.
I had a little girl, she is now 1.
She's a handful, she's walking, she's climbing, and we are already starting potty training. :)
I'm engaged now. We do not have a date or anything set and probably won't for a while. There's no big rush.
I now have 3 cats, and 1 dog. I miss my Sparta dearly but I have a hard time being in a place without a dog. I feel protected and more comfortable when living somewhere with a dog. Potize and Ruze are still alive, we celebrated their 5th birthday this year, complete with special treats. The other kitty is just 1, he turned 1 about 2 months before my daughter did. They are all very protective of my spawn, I often catch them all in a cuddle pile during nap time.
I work 40+ hours a week, then come home and work with my mate, since we also "own" a business. We both put 60+ hours a week into working on this, which is why I almost never log in anywhere anymore. I am going to -try- to log in a little more... but I can't promise anything due to work and having a little one.
Feel free to message me, I will respond.
Update
Posted 12 years agoSo I dropped off the face of the planet.
Yes I know it's mean of me, yes I know I should have warned someone or given another way to contact me but honestly I think it was for the best at the time that it happened.
I am now living in my own place, in a way, I live with my mate and our friend. My furry children live with me, sadly however my Sparta passed away about a year ago now, however my attention loving cats cuddle with my Mate and I daily. If we don't give them the attention they want they demand it in obnoxious ways.
I met someone (shocker considering I mentioned him right before this) We have been together for a year and 6 months now, he moved in just a few months ago. Out of every relationship that I have ever had, this one is bar far the best. Being with him is completely different then it was with anyone else I was with. Hard to explain in a way, but I'm so much more comfortable around him then others I've been with, I'm free to be me and not this image of what they want me to be. It's the best feeling.
Lastly My mate and I are now expecting our first child, which in itself is exciting, but to have overcome cervical cancer and after being told I could never have children because the Radiation and Chemo made me sterile, to find out that I was able to conceive and that we are going to have a baby... is indescribable. We are both super excited, and working hard to make sure we can support our little bean as soon as they are brought into this world. No we don't know the baby's gender yet, we actually just found out that we are expecting about a week ago, I will be going to the doctor to get a due date as soon as she can get me in for an appointment. After that I hope to at least give small updates even if it's just the due date and the baby's gender.
For now I am going to log off, seeing as it's 4am and I'm tired. Excitement seems to keep me awake a lot, that and nausea from the baby lol.
I hope that all of you are doing well, I do miss you my friends, and hope to be able to get in touch with you all soon. Take care!
Yes I know it's mean of me, yes I know I should have warned someone or given another way to contact me but honestly I think it was for the best at the time that it happened.
I am now living in my own place, in a way, I live with my mate and our friend. My furry children live with me, sadly however my Sparta passed away about a year ago now, however my attention loving cats cuddle with my Mate and I daily. If we don't give them the attention they want they demand it in obnoxious ways.
I met someone (shocker considering I mentioned him right before this) We have been together for a year and 6 months now, he moved in just a few months ago. Out of every relationship that I have ever had, this one is bar far the best. Being with him is completely different then it was with anyone else I was with. Hard to explain in a way, but I'm so much more comfortable around him then others I've been with, I'm free to be me and not this image of what they want me to be. It's the best feeling.
Lastly My mate and I are now expecting our first child, which in itself is exciting, but to have overcome cervical cancer and after being told I could never have children because the Radiation and Chemo made me sterile, to find out that I was able to conceive and that we are going to have a baby... is indescribable. We are both super excited, and working hard to make sure we can support our little bean as soon as they are brought into this world. No we don't know the baby's gender yet, we actually just found out that we are expecting about a week ago, I will be going to the doctor to get a due date as soon as she can get me in for an appointment. After that I hope to at least give small updates even if it's just the due date and the baby's gender.
For now I am going to log off, seeing as it's 4am and I'm tired. Excitement seems to keep me awake a lot, that and nausea from the baby lol.
I hope that all of you are doing well, I do miss you my friends, and hope to be able to get in touch with you all soon. Take care!
Really?
Posted 14 years agoLast night I was told to text someone this morning, to see what time I needed to be there to help out. So I wake up nice and early, send them a text at the same time I do every Sunday. Normally takes them about 5-10 minutes to text me back and tell me what time I need to be there. It's now an hour later, and I've not heard anything. Let me back up a little...
Yesterday I was helping out at the place I normally help out at, the person who I texted this morning is supposed to be my "boss" while I'm there, it's actually my Aunt. I can separate things, as in the fact that she's related to me doesn't come into play when I'm working and work doesn't get in the way of things that happen with her as my aunt. However I don't think she can separate things. Last night after things were all closed down, I was in the house and trying to relax a little before going home. That and my car was blocked in I couldn't have left if I wanted to, had to wait for someone else to leave first. Sitting in the house she starts to go back into "aunt" mode so I went back to treating her different then I do when she's my "boss"
So my uncle and I started joking around and I guess my Aunt didn't like it because she started screaming at me. then she goes on to tell me that I don't do anything when I'm there, the only thing I do is get in the way and Make things harder on everyone around me. I asked her if she felt that way if she wanted me out there Sunday to "help" She said to text her in the morning like normal to find out what time she wanted me there. This was AFTER a huge fight, her husband started yelling at her and when she told me I was worthless as a person I yelled back at her.
So now, here I am waiting on a text that I know isn't coming since she apparently can't separate work life and personal life. I also know that she's going to tell grandpa, that I never texted her this morning and that I just didn't show up without a word to try and get me in trouble. How do I know this? Because she's done things like that before when she was mad at me over something dumb. (I live with my Grandfather, and he's the one who owns the business. So in a way he does have to know about me not showing up and why.)
I saved the text message of me asking what time to come over this morning... This is annoying and really childish... Is it really that hard to separate work and Personal life?
Yesterday I was helping out at the place I normally help out at, the person who I texted this morning is supposed to be my "boss" while I'm there, it's actually my Aunt. I can separate things, as in the fact that she's related to me doesn't come into play when I'm working and work doesn't get in the way of things that happen with her as my aunt. However I don't think she can separate things. Last night after things were all closed down, I was in the house and trying to relax a little before going home. That and my car was blocked in I couldn't have left if I wanted to, had to wait for someone else to leave first. Sitting in the house she starts to go back into "aunt" mode so I went back to treating her different then I do when she's my "boss"
So my uncle and I started joking around and I guess my Aunt didn't like it because she started screaming at me. then she goes on to tell me that I don't do anything when I'm there, the only thing I do is get in the way and Make things harder on everyone around me. I asked her if she felt that way if she wanted me out there Sunday to "help" She said to text her in the morning like normal to find out what time she wanted me there. This was AFTER a huge fight, her husband started yelling at her and when she told me I was worthless as a person I yelled back at her.
So now, here I am waiting on a text that I know isn't coming since she apparently can't separate work life and personal life. I also know that she's going to tell grandpa, that I never texted her this morning and that I just didn't show up without a word to try and get me in trouble. How do I know this? Because she's done things like that before when she was mad at me over something dumb. (I live with my Grandfather, and he's the one who owns the business. So in a way he does have to know about me not showing up and why.)
I saved the text message of me asking what time to come over this morning... This is annoying and really childish... Is it really that hard to separate work and Personal life?
joy
Posted 14 years agoI like how I'm the one who has to be hidden, what the hell did I do so wrong?
Bah... ignore this... I had to let it out somewhere v.v
Bah... ignore this... I had to let it out somewhere v.v
All you have to do is click <3 A tad IMPORTANT
Posted 14 years agoSo I'm trying to win a Bamboo tablet, and right now they have this thing going on where you can win one :B all people have to do is click this link
http://www.discoverbamboo.eu/click/.....c9c5d59c1c6868
And it counts the votes, the more votes you get, the better your chances are at winning, The link can be clicked once a day per person. So I'm asking those of you in the furry community to help me out in winning a bamboo tablet so I can start drawing on the computer again. Please pass the link on to as many people as you can so I can get more votes and Hopefully win one. Please and thank you, and if you can try to remember to vote once a day <3
http://www.discoverbamboo.eu/click/.....c9c5d59c1c6868
And it counts the votes, the more votes you get, the better your chances are at winning, The link can be clicked once a day per person. So I'm asking those of you in the furry community to help me out in winning a bamboo tablet so I can start drawing on the computer again. Please pass the link on to as many people as you can so I can get more votes and Hopefully win one. Please and thank you, and if you can try to remember to vote once a day <3
Free art.
Posted 14 years agoNot by me of course By Sylo.
Go here --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2830168/
Go here --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2830168/
Whootness
Posted 14 years agoI took my little brothers to the eye doctor's today, was funny because we were going through and trying on glasses. I found a pair that I really like XD needless to say my old glasses were "lost" in a move (yeah the asshat broke them and then told me he couldn't find them, I later found out when another friend brought it up in front of me) So, now I'm on a mission to raise money to get me some new glasses since I'm on my last pair of contacts :o
Little bit of help please ^^
Posted 14 years agoI went to the doctors the other day and I just got my test results, They weren't entirely to good. Now I am in need of money to begin my treatments. $150.00 for the first set. I don't know how much it will be for any of the ones after that.
So now I am in need of the money to at least start treatment. I'm willing to write short stories for $5.00-$10.00, in order to raise the money. $10.00 will be for anything of Yiffy or extremely long nature. Please note me if you are interested. ^^ And it would be AWESOME if the word could be spread, so that I might have some more help. Thank you guys.
So now I am in need of the money to at least start treatment. I'm willing to write short stories for $5.00-$10.00, in order to raise the money. $10.00 will be for anything of Yiffy or extremely long nature. Please note me if you are interested. ^^ And it would be AWESOME if the word could be spread, so that I might have some more help. Thank you guys.
It made me smile on a bad day, free butts lol.
Posted 14 years ago
is doing some free butt Icons for those who wish for one. ^^ Its simple you just gotta follow a few steps. the steps are here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2576543/ <-- So click the link and go follow them ^^ Go have fun!!!
Posted 14 years agoMouthBreathers
Posted 14 years agoSo, today went well, the beginning at least. I relaxed with my friend Yorkie, then our friend Cameron came over to hang out for a bit. We ended up watching Sucker Punch, Which is an amazing movie. [in my opinion]
The friend that I live with, works third shift and has two kids, I normally watch the kids over night for him.
I get a text message today, informing me that some shit was possibly going to go down at this house I'm living in, the kind of shit where Children Services knocks on the door goes through the house and takes away the kids. I look out for my friends, I wasn't going to just let this shit happen ya know? But I also wasn't going to tell my friends about it in front of everyone else since, its his business and not everyone needs to know. I waited till they all left so that I could inform him of what was possibly going to happen, I don't want him to lose his kids.
The information I received indicated that they were getting called because of the "Filthy living conditions" the kids were living in. So I busted my ass to clean his whole damn house top to bottom to make sure that if they came in there would not be a problem, well not a big one. I finally was able to give him this information, I even gave him the phone I received this message on as proof. He went silent for about an hour, didn't say a word nothing, then he tells me he's having some Plants dropped off at the house tonight and that he wants me to leave them in the kitchen, I said that's not a good idea because of the kind of plants they are. This is where it gets interesting, As soon as I said it wasn't a good idea, he freaked out and started screaming at me.
Apparently I'M the one who called Children Services, I'M the one who reported POT and SHROOMS being grown in his house and I can't be trusted now. Mind you I didn't know He was GROWING that crap in his basement, if I had known I wouldn't have been living there in the first place and he knows that. But no this is all my fault, and I was sitting on the information and wanting to hold it over his head and use it against him whenever it suited me. Cause you know the person who called Children Services on you for Filthy living conditions would totally come to your house and clean it for you so you don't get in trouble, they would totally warn you the possibility of someone knocking on your door and going through your house with a fine tooth comb, They would also go out of their way to make sure that no one else in the house found out about it.
Needless to say he gave me until 4 am to get all of my shit out of his house, this would be the time that he's at work since he gets home around 4 am. Since I'm such a terrible person and I can't be trusted. So I got all of my shit packed into my van, and I will be staying there until further notice. I'll be popping online to see how everyone is, whenever I get a wifi signal.
The best part about all this is... When I went to get the little bit f money I had saved up to pay bills with it was gone... The person who told me I couldn't be trusted had stolen my money and I know it was him because he magically had extra money, he just told me that it was stuff he forgot he had in one of his pockets. So now I'm broke as well.
I hope you guys are doing MUCH better then I am right now... I miss you and love you
The friend that I live with, works third shift and has two kids, I normally watch the kids over night for him.
I get a text message today, informing me that some shit was possibly going to go down at this house I'm living in, the kind of shit where Children Services knocks on the door goes through the house and takes away the kids. I look out for my friends, I wasn't going to just let this shit happen ya know? But I also wasn't going to tell my friends about it in front of everyone else since, its his business and not everyone needs to know. I waited till they all left so that I could inform him of what was possibly going to happen, I don't want him to lose his kids.
The information I received indicated that they were getting called because of the "Filthy living conditions" the kids were living in. So I busted my ass to clean his whole damn house top to bottom to make sure that if they came in there would not be a problem, well not a big one. I finally was able to give him this information, I even gave him the phone I received this message on as proof. He went silent for about an hour, didn't say a word nothing, then he tells me he's having some Plants dropped off at the house tonight and that he wants me to leave them in the kitchen, I said that's not a good idea because of the kind of plants they are. This is where it gets interesting, As soon as I said it wasn't a good idea, he freaked out and started screaming at me.
Apparently I'M the one who called Children Services, I'M the one who reported POT and SHROOMS being grown in his house and I can't be trusted now. Mind you I didn't know He was GROWING that crap in his basement, if I had known I wouldn't have been living there in the first place and he knows that. But no this is all my fault, and I was sitting on the information and wanting to hold it over his head and use it against him whenever it suited me. Cause you know the person who called Children Services on you for Filthy living conditions would totally come to your house and clean it for you so you don't get in trouble, they would totally warn you the possibility of someone knocking on your door and going through your house with a fine tooth comb, They would also go out of their way to make sure that no one else in the house found out about it.
Needless to say he gave me until 4 am to get all of my shit out of his house, this would be the time that he's at work since he gets home around 4 am. Since I'm such a terrible person and I can't be trusted. So I got all of my shit packed into my van, and I will be staying there until further notice. I'll be popping online to see how everyone is, whenever I get a wifi signal.
The best part about all this is... When I went to get the little bit f money I had saved up to pay bills with it was gone... The person who told me I couldn't be trusted had stolen my money and I know it was him because he magically had extra money, he just told me that it was stuff he forgot he had in one of his pockets. So now I'm broke as well.
I hope you guys are doing MUCH better then I am right now... I miss you and love you
Sorry
Posted 14 years agoI've been busy with RL recently, Working on some things and I have a job that takes up a lot of my time anymore. I work 6am-4pm 6 days on 2 days off, in a steel factory. Its interesting to say the least since out of over 300 hundred employee's only 7 of which are female. I'll try to get on sometime soon. Go through journals and go through submissions x.x Miss you guys
Looking for a new icon
Posted 14 years agoI'm thinking about a new Icon for FA, I want one of Kamea this time. I'm not to particular about what I want her doing. At this point I'm just thinking but if anyone has any idea's please feel free to let me know. Its just time for a new icon.
~sigh~
Posted 14 years agoNext few days will be interesting, my birthdays coming up I was hoping for once to actually have a happy birthday but people are making it impossible, lol. I don't know if I'll be on for a little bit, pretty much the rest of this week, I don't think I can deal with the online drama on top of RL drama all so close to whats supposed to be a happy day.I'm still alive and I still loves you all. I'm still up in the air on whether or not I'll be taking this week off from the computer or not. I'll decide by the end of today though
Ugh
Posted 14 years agoSo my roommates cat is sick, like bad sick. I want to take the cat to the vet but he's bitching that he can't afford it. Anyway this cat is wandering around the house constantly sneezing and weezing, I've never seen him sick like ever and I've known him for a few years. He's miserable and I want him to go get meds for it. The cat has an Upper respiratory infection. At least thats what I think it is, he's acting very much like Ruze did when he had his upper respiratory infection. When I took Ruze it cost me $85.00. ya know he's had this cat for about 7-9 years, you would think he would be willing to take him to the vet the ONE time he gets sick...
Heres what I am doing... I'm more attached to animals then I am to people nine times out of ten, I'm going to try and raise the money to take the poor cat to the vet and get him treated. it should cost $80-85 if I can manage to raise that much I will be super happy. if you can spare it every little bit helps.
Tell me who you are if your donating, I will be doing things to thank you. What those are I do not know yet.
Paypal is KioneKitty[at]yahoo.com
Heres what I am doing... I'm more attached to animals then I am to people nine times out of ten, I'm going to try and raise the money to take the poor cat to the vet and get him treated. it should cost $80-85 if I can manage to raise that much I will be super happy. if you can spare it every little bit helps.
Tell me who you are if your donating, I will be doing things to thank you. What those are I do not know yet.
Paypal is KioneKitty[at]yahoo.com
Hey guys LOOK
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2143309/
look at that. If you think about it, thats an AWESOME deal for art. its pretty much $1.00 per picture. I highly recomend going and getting one of these before they are gone. Not to mention,
TheUnborn is doing this for a good cause. Hurry guys!!
look at that. If you think about it, thats an AWESOME deal for art. its pretty much $1.00 per picture. I highly recomend going and getting one of these before they are gone. Not to mention,
TheUnborn is doing this for a good cause. Hurry guys!! Free Icons
Posted 14 years agoI command you!!!
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2020826/
she's offering a free peice of art!! matter of fact
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/teekay/
go here and click watch :D Make Teekay happy :3
she's offering a free peice of art!! matter of fact
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/teekay/
go here and click watch :D Make Teekay happy :3
Sorry guys
Posted 15 years agoI've been a little busy recently and trying to keep up with FA as well as RL has been interesting. I'm going to be trying to come back onto FA more now. I hope that everyone had a happy new year and an amazing christmas <3
Small thing
Posted 15 years agoI'm going to be doing a small simple stream just for the hell of it. If anyone wants to Join feel free.
http://www.livestream.com/kionekitty
Be about 15-20 mins then I'll be there.
http://www.livestream.com/kionekitty
Be about 15-20 mins then I'll be there.
Thinking...
Posted 15 years agoSo I recently got an OC made for me and Named her Kamea, I adore her she's so cute and 
Lillium did an amazing job on making her for me. She did so well in fact that I am honestly considering Making Kione a secondary character and making Kamea my main Sona.
Anyone have any thoughts on this? I've been tossing up the idea of changing Kione a lot lately, like making her pure panther instead of a mix, and changing a few things on her as well. However now with Kamea I'm just thinking about leaving Kione as a secondary and using Kamea.
I want to know what you guys think. Please let me know ^^
Kamea: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4881398/
Kione: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3652736/ (blue feline)
Lillium did an amazing job on making her for me. She did so well in fact that I am honestly considering Making Kione a secondary character and making Kamea my main Sona. Anyone have any thoughts on this? I've been tossing up the idea of changing Kione a lot lately, like making her pure panther instead of a mix, and changing a few things on her as well. However now with Kamea I'm just thinking about leaving Kione as a secondary and using Kamea.
I want to know what you guys think. Please let me know ^^
Kamea: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4881398/
Kione: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3652736/ (blue feline)
Whoo!! -facepalm-
Posted 15 years agoSO because I no longer have a job, I am going to try doing commissions. With the hope that I will be able to have some form of income to pay my bills as well as maybe be able to get some gifts for people for Christmas. I'm honestly more worried about the bills at the moment to be honest. I'm going to post prices on my page, and hope that someone is interested. I'm working on a few things at the moment to use as examples.
Thanks guys!!!
Thanks guys!!!
mew California.
Posted 15 years agoAlright so I'm in Cali now. Granted I'm not entirely sure whats going on anymore. anyway wanted to let you guys know that I'm still alive as well as that I made it to Cali and am no longer in Ohio.
Gone for a few days
Posted 15 years agoI'll be on the road. not sure if I'll be able to get online at all or what. Love you guys!!!
wearing myself out.
Posted 15 years agoI've been trying to be productive in some way the past few days seeing as I stay home all the time now. Sadly there's not much for me to do at the moment. So I started doodling again. Dunno if anything good will come out of it but its a start at least.
I'm also not sure what to do about all my stuff... Leave it packed or unpack it.... meh anyway I might be going to bed. Night night FA.
I'm also not sure what to do about all my stuff... Leave it packed or unpack it.... meh anyway I might be going to bed. Night night FA.
