I finally got a replacement for my laptop so I can draw again ^^

Hey all. Just passing on a note that I'm still here even though I haven't posted much. Been going through some really rough times and have been rethinking what I want to do. I don't feel my art is good enough for commissions as no one has commissioned me in over a year and no one seems interested in my amigurumi or other crochet projects either. I need to find a way to bring income in but I'm out of options. What do you guys think I should do? should I just give up everything or should I spend money I don't have and hope something comes through so I can hopefully start up some income? Any thoughts on this is appreciated.