I would love to write more here, but I am in far too much pain. I miss you honey.

Today Sebastian was cut off by some younger drivers in a truck and died on impact of a tree.

R.I.P. 4-9-1988 ~ 10-8-2014

If anyone wants to know more feel free to contact me Steam: Kisach Skype: kishie-ishy[at]hotmail.com or by my cellphone if you don't have my new phone number or want it. Playing games or having people to chat with would be greatly appreciated.

Also I would like to add that it means alot to me that so many people care, he was a great person that completed my me, and made alot of people happy. He took every day in stride even in our hardest times and I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him.

Im sorry I cant respond to everyone or to the notes, Its tearing me apart every waking moment and just cant get myself to respond to everyone individually.

Holiday wishes to you all. :3

Actually using it now, Seb and I both have accounts so please add us~!

Seb and I both came across this, and...its totally addicting. Does anyone else out there dabble with this unique blocky program by any chance? Minecraft totally rocks square blocks.

All day baby, also needed an excuse to bump the last journal into oblivion.

Imma waggin' mah tail. <3

Refresh if you can't see the kyoooteness. D:

Both Sebastian and I are going to be on the road for several hours, things suddenly came up and I don't have much time to go into detail. We won't be around for a day or so.

Unable to sleep and Seb is apparently in a coma, I am so killing time with some things. I recently got a Zune HD, an amazing gift from a good friend that I am really enjoying now that I can use all the music I collected over the years on the go. Only problem is I have no idea about these podcast things, I found a few good ones yet most are completely pointless.
Ontop of the need of decent podcasts, my Zune seems to have quite a few apps which are some fun games. Two new ones that appeared lately that are not even games at all, being Facebook and Twitter. Now I've never used these before and haven't thought about it, but laying there for awhile I was wondering what they were since its the only two programs on my Zune I haven't burned through yet. So out of curiosity I created an account on both just to see what they were and randomly adding a few of you I know on there just for the hell of it. There was more I wanted to add or go on about, but I feel that can wait for some other time.

Journal bumping~

I decided to log in for the first time in years, and I completely have no idea how to use it anymore.
If anyone is on and wanna hang out while I fumble around trying to figure out SL again I wouldn't mind the company or verbal assistance. xD

I'll be on for awhile as Kisach Cruyff.

EDIT: Okay, enough with the bicycle quote comments, sheesh. xP

Does anyone even use it anymore? Just wondering since its been several months or more since I even thought of it. Maybe someone could tell me if its worse or better (most likely worse I bet) and whats new? Might hop on for the nostalgic sake of lag... ah the good ol' laggy yet fun days.

Anyways, back to killin' zombies, devouring of sandwiches, poking people with a stick and drawing. . . not exactly in that order of course~ <3

Oh yeah, and watching this, because its awesome. http://www.youtube.com/user/drewtoo...../2/jjEqsnuUN7k

~Well, almost back...been gone a bit longer than I expected, but I will be back soon. Things hit a rough spot for awhile there, and I'm very sorry that I couldn't give proper warning to everyone. Also to those who've tried to call/and or text me, my phone has been off for awhile and I'll probably have a new number eventually so I'll update with such info when the time comes. I really wish I could be around for my upcoming birthday but I'll be taking a trip east to see and possibly live near my besterest wolfox-taurbutt buddy (you know who you are :B) to party it up properly! Until then I won't be entirely on much other than to just check mail and whatnot until after my b-day which I'll be poking said taurbutt with a stick in roughly two weeks.

~Also, wow... a lot of messages and watches, I wish I could respond to them all as I often do in the usual silly manner, but I don't have the time at the moment. So please take this as a massive as my rear thank you to everyone, which is rather massive if I do say so myself. <.<

~I really hope I'm not forgetting anything, I've been gone too long and I miss my friends and possible new ones I could have met. :X

~Happy belated birthday(s), fatlop, Wooferoo, and Sylverstrike. Sorry I haven't been around for them.

PS. - Thanks for the food and fun times if you read this meph! Even though you can't beat me in bloody roar. >:3

Much love and big hugs~
Kissy~

Yes, a dosage of completely pointless journal, absolutely FREE! Apply now while supplies last!

Not responsible for loss of appetite (because I will eat all of your food!), squishing, property damage or even death!

Needed a journal change~
~BUMPITY BUMP~

You are all DOOMED! Mwahaha~

I'm back and better than ever, updating all my programs and finally getting my messengers installed. Also possibly, and that is a very small chance I might be going back to SecondLife, since I don't even remember the last time I logged in... o_O I had more to add, but I don't remember and I'm still drowsy. :X

Well, enough of that, enjoy my earth shaking 8-bit icon while I stomp around setting everything up. :B

*update* Also I forgot to mention my phone has been deactivated for quite some time, so to those who have tried to keep in contact, I have no idea that you have been texting and/or calling. My apologies.

Been rather busy lately along with preparing to move, as it seems the whole economy is dealing with the same. Anyways, one of the problems was me having some computer problems and a very good cuban wolf fox friend of mine (with a mustache) helped getting it to work again...BUT he forgot my Hard Drive!!! with my messengers, settings and many many other things on it etc etc. So for now, I'm too lazy to install anything and use just Steam for my chatting needs till I get my files back. Another thing is, I've resorted back to practicing drawing on paper again, since I've adapted to a tablet so quickly and easily in just a year. Paper seems almost impossible again (except its easier with my love's help ), and with no scanner (well, I did have one, but it barely worked and was dared to chuck it out of a second story window >:3), I can't burn anyone's eyes with the mess anyways. :B

Ontop of all that, my poor lil sporty red car is crippled for now, so I'm probably going to be home and around more often drawing to pass the time and improve myself (and texting and calling thoes who've entrusted such a number to). To anyone who thinks I disappeared and/or is ignoring them, YOU ARE WRONG!

Well, since this is seeming to get rather long, before I think of something else to say, I should probably stop. Now for me to go through thousands and thousands of messages! DX
Byyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Just moving the last journal so I can stop seeing it. Also I need to get into drawing more again... various things and games have been absorbing most of my attention lately. Speaking of which, anyone else out there tried L4D yet? Im still addicted to it and need more zombie killing buddies to join in. Or at least something to enforce drawing time again. DX
*update* Forgot to add SteamID: Kisach. As if that was difficult to guess. =p

I really didn't mean to disappear like that, had to pack for a couple weeks vacation where everything is bigger, and I had to go test this theory myself! So grabbed a stray wifi signal to state I wont be around for a bit because Im down at you know where with you know who <3. Once again I'm sorry my dear friends and loved ones, I am okay and will be back eventually and ready to kick much ass in Left 4 Dead pretty much. :B

Much loves,
Kissy~

Thank you for all the love, caring comments, etc and whatnot even though I've been really busy lately, I got home really late and had far too many windows open and messages to reply to, so I though it would be easiest to do it this way, so yay! <3
Didn't exactly spend the day how I would have liked, but doesn't mean I cant make up for it later, either way, Hugs and squishes for everyone!

It's that time of year again, it seems the big day is tomorrow, and seeing a big day for someone big like me. -That- must be pretty BIG, but sadly the way things are coming, plans have me too busy to be around to have fun with my friends. ;-; so hopefully I can still finalize the plans for the Secondlife party or something when I get the chance to have fun with everyone then. Anyways, that is the latest update, see you all soon! <3

It has occurred to me that my birthday is coming up next month, and I probably wont be around on the 2nd, but...trying to plan some sort of super birthday bash on Secondlife. Maybe on that coming weekend, hopefully get some land or a sim to set up everything and  arthro already volunteered to DJ for us. Still thinking things through so if you want to help come up with some plans or even join in on the fun, let me know. Any and all input or help greatly appreciated!

PS. Also a couple other friend's of mine b-days are in the same week or so, maybe pull it all together for a super huge party, who knows? x3

I'm back in Ohio again, I don't have a tablet or anything so I wont be posting or oCing anymore till I get my own.

This song is like perfect, it was like secretly made for me or something. :P
Always makes me think of mah  sebastian_nightingale and vice verca.
Just a random journal to remove the old one. x3 If you want to enjoy it too, download Smile DK - Kissy kissy X3


I'm a girl, and you're a boy - we're too old to play with toys
Won't you tell me what's your name? You could be my brand new game
You begin and roll the dice, I would smile and break the ice
Tell me how could I resist, when you're my favorite kiss?

Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy take my hand, and come along with me
Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy love is grand with you, my sugar bee.

See the moon, and see the sun, shining down on everyone
They know how in love we are, I heard them tell it to a star
There's no mountain, there's no sea, to keep your love away from me
No matter what the distance is, you're still my favorite kiss.

Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy take my hand, and come along with me
Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy love is grand with you, my sugar bee

Dah, nah, nah - Tell me what your secret is
Dah, nah, nah - Oh, won't you let me know?
Dah, nah, nah - Nothing makes me feel like this
Dah, nah, nah - Cause you're my favorite kiss

Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy take my hand, and come along with me
Kissy kissy makes me happy, honey, honey, sweet as candy
Kissy kissy love is grand with you, my sugar beet (2x)

Dah, nah, nah - Tell me what your secret is
Dah, nah, nah - Oh, won't you let me know?
Dah, nah, nah - Nothing makes me feel like this
Dah, nah, nah - Cause you're my favorite kiss.

Apparently computer decided to have major issues, perfect timing as usual. Lost quite a few things, along with unable to make something for valentines on time, but...At least I am back and sorry for worrying anyone.

Finally starting to be happy with my doodles and what not, I guess all the practice is paying off, and thanks to my friends which were giving me the confidence to keep trying, also for the tips and tricks and what not! Much love and hugs to you all, I'm in a really great mood today. X3 I feel like giving everyone a kiss on the cheek. @.@ *bounces around*