Still kickin'

Sup

To all those waiting for their NYFB t-shirts I want to apologize for the long wait. The shirts will be coming in Thursday and, if you don't pick them up at the DE Furbowl, will be shipped out on Monday.

Immediately after New Years my home and personal life came forward and demanded my attention. I did not have a proper strategy laid out for getting these t-shirts out to our attendees waiting for them when I should have, but I'm finally getting back into a more proper work/home life balance.

I apologize and want to thank you all for your patience. We will, for our next events, have a more proper system laid out so this doesn't happen again. I want to thank you all for bearing with us as we, as a community, go through these growing pains.

We look forward to seeing you all again throughout 2015,

- Russell "Kitt3ns" Jones
- New Years Furry Ball

The next DE Furbowl is coming up this Saturday! It's been a 3 month break and we're itching to get back into the action!

Who all am I gonna see out there on Saturday?!

You can still RSVP for it over here! http://furbowl.surple.com

Hotel:
Hunt Valley Inn

Sharing a room with:
My lovely AmarettoKitten and good buddy JasperWolf!

Can I visit your room?
I'd prefer to know ya but if we're hanging out anyways I'll more than likely invite ya.

Who do you hang out with:
I'm down to hang out with most anyone although you can prolly find me prowling around with the TFS furs mostly!

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
I'll be out and about in suit most of the time! Frequenting the fursuit lounge for sure!

What/where will you be eating?
Not sure!

Gender:
MANLY

How old are you:
25

Preference:
Butter and Jam on my toast please!

Relationship Status:
Mated in a very happy open relationship.

Can I kidnap you for *Censored*:
Shenanigans!

Can I take your picture?
No upskirts!

Are you an Artist?:
http://s.mlkshk.com/r/QTJ7

Do you do free art?
I mean... maybe?

Do you do trades?
I'll give you three chickens for that goat! Whadya say?

Do you take commissions?
If you want to give your money to a guy who barely draws anything then by all means.

Are you a Fursuiter?
ALL. THE. TIME.

How many Fursuits are you going to bring/wear?
The elusive Kitt3ns will be making an appearance. ;3

Attending parties?
Mwahahahahaha!

Do you dance?
Like a white guy dressed up as a giant white tiger. So yes.

Do you drink?:
Not at the moment!

Can I buy you a drink:
Sure, I got a thing for Coca-cola.

How can I find you?
Look for a white tiger who you haven't seen get out of suit nearly the entire con.

Are you nice?
Um... yes?

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Kittens... Kitt3ns... Hey Kitt3ns... Kit... KIT.... KITT3NS... RUSS!

Are you attending any panels?
We'll see where I stumble!

Stage or public performance?:
Nothing planned. :D

How do I identify myself to you?:
Say you went to a specific DE urbowl then watch as I desperately try to remember who you are and fail. Then introduce yourself and we shall go on merry adventures!

Rules of engagement?
No AWPS / Autos.

Anything to add:
My lovely  AmarettoKitten is going to be trying her hand at the artist alley this con! Go give her some loving!

FAU was fantastic, I can't go on enough about how much fun I had. The fact that we raised $10,000 for the NJSPCA makes it all the more special. =3

I got probably 8 hours of sleep the entire weekend and when I wasn't tending to the dealers den I was partying with some of the most fantastic buds a tiger could ask for.

Shout out to:
Protocollie & Abel: for being awesome roomates/party animals, and introducing me to Space Team.
JimBob: for letting me crash in your room Thursday and being a blast to hang out with despite trying to steal my tigers!
Jasper: for being one of the few locals at the con and driving some drunks around NJ.
Kitaronicus: for talent show drinking shenanigans and dancing till we died.
PepperCoyote: for slaps. <3
Blackdragon: for buying me GoldSchlagger shots. :3
Dragoneer: for hosting and chairing one of my favorite conventions, I'm so glad to be helping out and watching us succeed.
The Dealers Den Dealers: for being absolutely chill and awesome throughout the entire convention.

I can't wait until next year!

.. and yet I still feel like I'm 22.

Cheaper car insurance! Woo!

Sixth year at Anthrocon. Third year as con ops staff. This was an insanely magical Anthrocon for me. There wasn't a single bad minute for me at the convention.

I'm trying to recount all the good times I had at Anthrocon this year. My times and dates may be off but all of these events DID happen. :3


Tuesday.

Wake up at 5:30 in the morning, little did I know that waking up early all the time is going to be a running theme for me during this convention. I shower, grab my travel backpack and head out to the bus stop. Let me explain my travel plans for Anthrocon.

DART bus to the train station.
Septa train to the airport
US Airways from Philly to Pittsburgh (Fun note, I was pretty conviced we were going to crash for about 2 minutes there after I felt that freefall feeling in my stomach that just wasn't going away)
Pittsburgh Public Bus 28X to downtown Pittsburgh.

All of my heavy luggage was carried out by Reaux and Pandora on Wednesday.

I arrive in downtown Pittsburgh and approximately 2:00 PM and begin to get myself checked in. I hook up with CamoHusky who revealed his evil plan to stay incognito as much as possible while at the convention and how he was still stuck in Arizona, at least on twitter. ;3

Later that night, and after a very philosophical conversation about life, furry, and the universe with Camo, over Primanti Brothers' sandwhiches we get some Sushi at the fish market with Clementine, Rashia, and others! The fish market sushi is expensive but totally worth it. Really banging.

A few shots of tequila upstairs and welcoming Jasper to Pittsburgh when he arrives that night and a midnight dip in the Westin lap pool and I finally call it a night to get some shut eye for my early shift con-ops shift tomorrow.


Wednesday.

Wake up, 7:00. Shower and go get some breakfast from Hanlon's Cafe, which has sort of become a tradition for me. Get my breakfast at Hanlons before the convention gets in full gear.

8:00 rolls around and con ops opens it's doors to the masses. We begin taking in volunteers, unloading trucks, registering AC staff, and talking to the media almost immediately. Even though con ops is mostly paperwork and answering questions I really enjoy the hustle and bustle in being at the nerve center of Anthrocon administration.

My relief comes at 3 PM and I'm finally free to get my first taste of all the furries coming into town. I welcome my other roomates Reaux, Pandora, and Paintid and I also help Lupine and Luna get themselves unloaded.

Inu Renegade helps me meet another furry that I've known about and have considered trying to get to know better for a while, Windscar (or Raverkitty). We're introduced and I get to awe in some of his craftwork.

I can't awe too long though as I get tasked with leading Reaux, Pandora, Paintid, Jasper to Primanti brothers for some more colossal sandwiches with french fries. We meet up with Camo while there and cheer on the Pirates against the Phillies.

Afterwards I took a trip down to the Pittsburgh Regatta which was a big streetfair down at the point where the rivers all meet in Pittsburgh. It was pretty cool! BMX shows and corndogs ahoy!

I come back and I help begin Camo Rovak with his plan to fursuit in more suits than Yappy owns (8). He debuts as Kitt3ns and I debut as a guy trying to look as inconspicuos as possible. He is pretty successful, I am less so. Highlight of the night: sending Camo up to Shadows room under the guise of me looking for a room party. Had them fooled for a good ten minutes before I came in and revealed the suprise. ;3

Later that night I wind up meeting back up with Windscar that evening and we talk at length about our craft, the universe, and where to get some good food late at night in Pittsburgh. (Pizza Parma FTW).


Thursday

The big day of reigstrations! I help get my friends registered and we fill out the furry survey for Anthrocon. Best question: "Have you ever talked to the devil?"

I then hit up my con ops duties and made it through my three hour shift without any major or minor disasters. I worked with Mach Stormrunner who has been on conops for about 10 years and is a real pro. Excellent dude and I hope to get to know him better in the future!

I came back and floundered around until catching up with Peppercoyote who mentions he wants to visit the street fair... 9 blocks away... in suit. So we're off! We pick up blockfoot along the way and Tom, peppers' friend to act as handler. 3/4 of the way there however we lost Tom and I am now handling two fursuits surrounded by non-furs and thier kids at a streetfair in 80+ degree weather. Much props to both Pepper and Blackfoot for keeping the magic alive for the whole 1 3/4 hours we were out and about and for the 100+ picture stops we must have taken to get pictures with the locals! We were only at the street fair for about 20 minutes of the whole excursion!

My favorite question from one of the locals: "The longer you've been a furry the more peices you get right? That's why you're only wearing a tail and he has a whole suit"

My favorite kid: The little 2 year old kid who unstrapped himself from his stroller and sprinted up to Pepper to give him a big hug! His parents tried to get his attention for a picture but this kid was planted!

We bum around and wind up getting a meal at tonic. Well known for their excellent drinks they also have a pretty stellar apple burger! Pepper and myself get out of there just in time to catch the 4th of July fireworks from the balcony of the DLCC! Good thing we picked the balcony over the roof as well since lightning storms forced an evacuation from the rooftops!

After the fireworks I had to rush over to the AC Staff meeting and wound up being late along with about 75% of the other staff members. The staff meeting hopefully won't be on the same day as the fireworks next year. ><' Afterwards I liason with Wolfmax and Lupinespark. We chillaxed in the courtyard and enjoyed his excellent views of the DLCC loading bays! I got to enjoy a new red wine called red cat. I am looking forward to trying out the sister wine white cat at the next opportunity. =3


Friday

First day of the convention and I have a minor hangover. Nothing a few aspirins and a Gatorade can't solve at least. And a good trip to Hanlons with Reaux, Pandora, and Paintid. We chow down on Cheetah and Wildabeest specials.

Con ops duty noon to three. Lots of volunteer requests and lots of lost and found forms. Holy cow. Blithe and me had a very busy shift. Once my shift was up I actually got the opportunity to help K.P. come up with some of the clues for fursuit charades! Quebec, and Medula "Q." Oblongata made it onto the list. =3

I take my first stroll through the dealers den on this day and instantly impulse buy a frosted fur vodka t-shirt which I look forward to rocking around delaware.

I then make it up to Charades Impossible! followed by the Sarduyon performance and then I hit 2's rant. All enteretaining! And even though I didn't have sponsor or supersponsor this year I was still very much able to secure some excellent seats for these performances!

I finally got to see Clockingbird again, years after he moved out of DE! Himself, dixie, and thier roomies were excellent hosts with some totally pawesome furry puns. We were gushing about Delaware almost the entire time to the exclusion of the others, so we made it a rule where you had to take a drink if you mentioned the state that shant be named.

I get into suit and myself and Dixie go to the dance and I rock out like nobodys business. Unfortunately sometime during this escapade I lost my AC 2013 badge! My staff badge! I am... not happy at this point but I hold out hope that it will come be found sometime during AC.


Saturday

How is it already Saturday!? I go down to registration to get a new badge, and I get an earful but nothing too bad. Most of the furries are talking about the fursuit parade happening later that day. I spend a little time in the dealers den today and wind up sitting down at the Look Left table trying to help them hawk their CD's and t-shirts! I enjoy spewing my nonsense at random passerby's until a few of them throw money at me to get me to shut up.

After that round of economic terrorism I hop into fursuit and make my way down to Hall A for the Guiness Records. I'm the 200th suiter through the door and I get to hang out for about an hour inside just chilling suit with my buds Reaux, Tsumi, Draak, and others. For me, it was incredibly comfortable and I was even starting to doze off at a few points laying there in suit.

We took the picture, did the parade route, and then I decided to go a little beast mode and suit until my con ops shift at 6. I make it until about 4:30. Within my rounds however I did come across a wedding party! The bride ran up to me and I got her to show her claws with me in their official wedding photos. I then got surrounded by the bridesmaids and a few other suiters and handed the bouquet! More claws, rawrs, and a handshake to the groom and I was thouroughly overheating in the 90 degree weather.

I de-suit, me and Jasper hit up Furnandos and I get a Cajun Tuna sub. It. was. so. GOOD! I hope to get that again next year! Then my con ops shift at six and THEY FOUND MY CON BADGE! YES! YES! YES!

I staffed with my buddy Davin. He started con ops the same year I did and is another straight shootin dude who I only get to see at Anthrocon. All's quiet as it's during Kage's story hour. Most people dislike missing the big shows for staffing duties but I really enjoy these especially quiet staff shifts. However the Guest of Honor Larry Dixon stopped by the Con Ops office and signed a whole bunch of autographs for the staff members and in general joked around and bullshitted with us for a little while. What a cool dude!

Once it let's out though things really pick up and all the lulls we had are made up for by the rush of lost and found questions.

9PM rolls around and I hand over con ops to security. Furst State photoshoot at 11 PM! I send out mass texts and get in suit. In between getting in suit and the photoshoot I was lucky enough to snag one of the fursuiter badgeds!

Unfortunately 11PM on saturday night for Anthrocon is pretty booked for most people and we get a less than expected showing for the photo op but we still get a great picture with a lovely Lupine laying like one of my french girls along the front of the picture.

I catch the tail end of Firr's DJ set and make my way through the wall to wall dance rave to unexpectedly find Luna and Lupine. Then this song comes on a remix:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icC4WzYYpEQ

Holy shit. I had a moment. You couldn't see it underneath my suit head, but when the chorus come on, I let loose a few tears of special happiness. This was Anthrocon. This was special.

The next DJ comes on and I can't keep up the spassing out in fursuit so I head over to the headless lounge and chill out for apparantly then go to my suit to de-suit.

I wind up not getting to bed until about 3:30. Which sucks because I have to get up a 7:30 for a swanky breakfast.


Sunday

7:30... snooze button

7:50 allright fine I'll get up.

Shower and a breakfast with some high-level staff from other conventions. We chat about business, insurance, talking to the media, and other boring stuff that only a nerd like me would be interested in. Even KP was able to stop by and offer some advice on dealing with malignant groups in an elegant manner. An olive branch beats a war drum every day.

After breakfast I hit up the Look left hangover 10 AM concert and they really killed it. Best concert they've had. I hope they can snag a better time slot for next Anthrocon!

After that I finally got a true opportunity to peruse the dealers den. I got some time to really spend money in the dealers den. I then promptly spent another hour hawking Cd's and look lefts table. Twas fun!

I pal around the dealers den for a little while longer until my shift at 4 PM. This is a fun shift as you help shut down the con. It's both sad since the con's over, but relieving, since the con's over. Semi chaos, semi this is how everything goes at the end of Anthrocon until 7PM when the staff finally convene for a celebratory dinner. Salmon, beef tips, veggies, and some of the most delicious pies, cakes, and cupcakes around. 20 hours of staffing never tasted so good!

We got a con ops table and regailed each other with stories we gathered on our shifts and just what we needed to do for logistics to secure all of our items for packing up. I met a cool Dorsai who sat next to me, Kitaronicus. Which made it confusing when people came by our table asking for "kit".

Giza, Kitaronicus, myself, and the rest of the ops staff head back over to the DLCC to help with packing up. Artists alley needed a few extra hands this year and I like to think we helped them get back on schedule.

2 hours and a round of drinks later and I found myself singing Bohemian Rhapsody with about 100 other furries on the 2nd floor of the Westin. What a moment!

I'm not much for the dead dog dance so I went up to my room to find Blithe, Jasper, and Icefox shooting the shit. We must have talked for about 2 hours until I finally called it a night by falling asleep during the conversation.


Monday

All of my cargo had left the night before so all I had to carry back with me was my travel backpack. I helped Inu, Bo, Luna, and Fawks load up their own vehicles, before finally seeing them off on the drive back to DE.

I got a few last minutes words with Windscar before he took the shuttle back to the airport. I wasn't due to go for a few more hours and I wound up meeting up with Fox T, Sapphy, and Draak who said they were going to go to the Toonseum. I thought that sounded like a great idea but my stomach had other plans.

The gyro place is one of my favorite restaurants at AC and I hadn't been able to visit them until now. The owner of the place asked if we were leaving and I said that we were on our way out.

He then shook my hand and told me that we were awesome. Apparently we really rocked his business over the weekend. That always gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling. Proud to be a furry when that happens. ;3

I eat my gyro in the company of Boarhound before getting my final glance at the Westin lobby. I take a quick tour of the toonseum and finally head to the bus stop for the 28X. I meet a few other furries on their way to the airport on the bus including Ewolf who was out in Pittsburgh from CA!

The airport is pretty uneventful but I get a really tasty burger at the local sports bar in the terminal. Might have to check that place again in the future.

On the flight back there was a sweet old lady I sat next to who was a complete badass. She was from Tenessee and had all sorts of stories from her childhood. She was nervous and bored so I'm hopeful I helped her pass the flight without much trouble. She at one point in the flight called over a male flight attendant just so she could snap his suspenders!

I also wound up getting on the sour side of an Italian man with my motor mouth saying things before I thought. Ah well, we just landed so I made a quick exit out of that awkward moment.

My phone is becoming extremely moody without much battery at this point and I'm getting worried I'm gonna miss my train to Wilmington so I run over to the train terminal and catch the train to the University City stop. I then wait there for 2 hours for the next train to Wilmington.

I unfortunately get back to DE after the DART Busses end their routes and I take the most expensive taxi ride of my life. $30 for the 4 miles between my house and the train station. Blegh.

I walk through the door, collapse on my bed, and officially conclude my Anthrocon vacation.


I want to thank all of my friends, new, and old who made this Anthrocon super special. I came home and I knew I wanted to make a record of it so I'd remember this one forever. You guys all rock and if you made it this far then I love you tons.

My fingers are ready to drop off my hands after this report and my feet are finally starting to come back to life after walking around all weekend. See y'all at Furbowl and FAU guys. =3

I mean seriously, this guy delivers hella value. $20 got me this super awesome commission!

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/10971855/


Want some? Go commission him here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4775400/


Or you can find him in the artists alley at Anthrocon! Gogogogogo

Where are you staying?
I'll be staying in the Westin! Hopefully on a good, low floor

What day are you getting there?
I'll be flying in around noon Tuesday!

Who will you be rooming with?
I'm rooming with , , and !

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Not really sure yet! Definitely a lot of Furst Staters, and a few folks I only see at the con. Too many folks to list really. =3

What is the best way to find you?
If I'm on duty you can find me in convention operations dealing with lost and found, other than that I'm usually wandering around the convention taking in the spectacle of it all!

Are there any panels you might be attending?
I'll be in the fursuit parade for sure. I hope to catch the 4th of July fireworks. Furst State will be holding an AC photoshoot probably Saturday evening as well.

What do you look like?
I'm a beardy white guy / big headed white tiger.

Will you be suiting?
I sure hope so! Anthrocon is where I go nuts suiting!

Do you do free art?
If you want me to draw you something I'll give it my all but I'm not an artist by any means.

Do you do trades?
I enjoy a good barter!

Do you do badges/commissions?
I'm usually the one commissioning others, and even then rarely.

What is your gender?
Straight Male.

How tall are you?
5'11"

Are you in a relationship?
I'm pretty single at the moment.

Can I talk to you?
Sure! Just don't come up to me and say "Hey" and nothing else.

Can I touch you?
I prefer handing out fistbumps tbh. Nothing personal, I'm just not super touchy/huggy with random folks I don't know well.

Can I visit your room?
My room is pretty private, it's there to sleep and change clothing really. If that sounds like a party to you then sure!

Can I buy you drinks?
Rum and cokes, or a good old fashioned beer will be taken very well. :3

Can I give you stuff?
Sure can, although I'm not going to have anything to give you back other than my undying love and gratitude.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
I'm not really one for hugs/snuggles unless I really really know you.

Are you nice?
I like to think I'm pretty nice and approachable.

How long are you going?
I'll be there until late Monday!

Do you have an artist table?
Nope! But Paintid does! Go give him money!

Will you be going to parties?
We'll see!

Will you be performing?
Come see me at con ops improving with the best of them!

Do you have prints/CDs?
Hopefully I'll buy some to have!

Will you have art in the Art Show? General or Adult sections?
I don't think I will, but you never know.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
"Hey Kitt3ns!" or food. Food works very well.

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Certainly! I'm going to have to dig it up.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
If you want to draw in my sketchbook I'd be more than happy to have you do so! Don't draw on other pages though please.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If I know you more than you simple saying "hey" to me then sure!

Can I take your picture?
I won't stop you, but I'll give you a much better shot if you let me know you're taking it. :D

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Chill out, fursuit a bunch, and dance dance dance.

Time flies!

New Years Furry Ball is three weeks away and we are all working our butts off getting everything ready for the event!

If you haven't already done so check our our website at http://thefurststate.com/newyears/ . From there you can pre-reg, get a hotel room, and find out what we're all about!

The $39 pre-reg will be open until the 24th and it includes an exciting buffet dinner and a free drink (For those over 21!, if you're underage or don't want to drink then you can get extra raffle tickets!) If you want you can also register on site at the door for a slight increase to $45.

If you want to provide some more love and support for the event we will be having a sponsor tier registration for $65. This gets you a swagadellic T-shirt and a shot-glass sporting a special New Years Mayan themed print!

We'll also be having lots of entertainment throughout the night!

Look Left is going to be playing for the first time at New Years Furry Ball.
And DJ Comet, DJ Protocollie, and DJ Firr will be wowing us with some excellent dance tunes throughout the night!

We also plan to bring back the Rock Band projector system in the atrium which was a tremendous hit at the last event as well as having some consoles and video games set up for the awesome fun times!

I am so excited and I really hope to see you all there!

That website again is: http://thefurststate.com/newyears/

Pre-reg is here: http://nyfb2013.eventbrite.com/#

I can't wait to see you all there for another fun furry New Years!

I know this is a longshot but maybe someone knows someone, etc. etc.

I'm looking for BMW 318ti interior door panels. Both sides, preferably in gray vinyl. They have to come from the TI variant. A sedan won't do unfortunately.

If anyone knows where I could try and find some I'd be eternally grateful. Shopping around online I'm seeing some scary prices and so far junkyards haven't turned up anything useful.

Thanks y'all!

- Kitt3ns

The hotel rooms are opened up for New Years Furry Ball 2012-2013!

To reserve a room online go to this website: http://embassysuites.hilton.com/en/.....l?WT.mc_id=POG

To reserve over the phone you can call the Embassy Suites at 1-302-368-8000. Just mention the New Years Furry Ball!

Rooms are only $99 for the night. At the moment we only have the rooms available for the New Years night itself. We'll be sure to post if this changes however!

You can find out more about the hotel here: http://thefurststate.com/newyears/?page_id=16

Look forward to seeing you all there!

http://thefurststate.com/newyears/

Go check out the new website for the New Years Furry Ball! From there you can purchase tickets and we will have a link to hotel room reservations very soon! Stay tuned for details and we hope to see you all out there! It's going to be an awesome time and I'm already super excited.

Just wanted to say thanks for the birthday wishes everyone! It's been great so far!

Love you all! <3

Life is going pretty great right now!

I have fantastic friends and am lucky enough to the part of the best furry community in the world.

I have a loving girlfriend, a house and home, and two awesome kitty cats.

I just want to spread some of my happiness! I love all of you guys who have been part of my life and helped me get here today!

Keep on rocking on everybody!

http://fuckyeahdurrsuits.tumblr.com.....6124877081/wat

Hahaha, my giant head's famous! ;3

EDIT: Whoop, got removed. Oh well.

With inspiration from  Skippyfox I've been inspired to keep a dream journal. I'll post some particularly noteworthy dreams or re-occuring themes when I get the chance. Last night already had a few odd ones.

Apparantly I come up with some wild roller coasters in my dreams. And then I ride them.

Awesome.

Check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T52hzhr_Tm0

Got myself shacked up!

Lookin' forward to seeing y'all and happy new years!

---

Howdy all!

So New Years has sort of snuck up on me and I'm definitely going to Furstivus. I was wondering if any of y'all were looking for a fourth to fill up a hotel room. I got some friends who can let me crash on the floor but I'd like a nice bed to sleep in when I come back from the festivities.

I'd need a room for Friday and Saturday night. Can any of y'all help me out?

Thanks!
- Kitt3ns

Hey y'all!

I'll be hosting a panel at Furstivus and you should come by!

It'll be "How to run and organize a furmeet" at 12:30 Saturday in the Kelley Panels room!

I'll be going over exampels of good furmeets and the hypothetical terrible meet, I'll be talking about the steps to go through when setting up and running an event, I'll be giving out some tips on how to deal with certain situations, and finally I'll be taking whatever questions you got and see if I can help you figure out what kind of event you want to run yourself!

Hope to see y'all there!

You know, the hip thrusty kind of festive.

Brought to you by  reaux as a christmas present! Thanks so much, I do tend to lack in the icon department so this is perfect.

Also thanks to  tikky for capturing Kitt3ns so well. Those mannerisms are spot on!

Merry Christmas y'all!

Go check out  hizzie and their awesome arts!

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6819461/

So it's late and I'm in a good thinking mood. So I wannthinking little talking, a little thinking.

What is the defenition of a relationship?

I'm asking this because I don't think I know. It's more than just two jackoffs jumping in bed and calling each other cute names. Or is it?

Are there different types of relationships? What does time do to a relationship? Is sex a defining factor? Is attractiveness a factor? Are we hardwired into liking what we like or do we have free will to actually choose what we want? What's desirable? Are there constants? How much does material possession play into itt?

I have so many questions and the thing is nobody is wrong. It's whatever makes you happy. Whatever makes the two of you happy. I need to figure these questions out for myself though.

I think that for me... I want someone I can respect. Someone whose proven themselves in my mind. I think I have high standards though. Even for someone who I want to spend forever with. I worry that if I find this person I won't be good enough for them.

But I don't think I've been in enough, just plain experiences with women. Mom wasn't around much so I think that has something to do with my current ineptitude with the fairer sex. I want to fix this. I want to talk to more women, be thief friends, learn from them. Figure out from these experiences what would be a good woman for me.

I think I'm. going to try and just talking to girls more. I put a lot of pressure on myself to find the one. But her and I have yet to cross paths. Or maybe we have and I just don't know it yet.

For all the women I know reading this. I want you to know I appreciate all of you for dealing with my blubbering bumbling self. I'm young, stupid, and trying to find answers. I'm going to and have made mistakes. All I can ask is for your forgiveness and understanding as I explore and try to figure out what a relationship is.

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