For those who don't know, the first part took me a month of planning, and cause of delays
i was inking and colouring 3 pages a day to make sure that there was always 2 pages ready to post

i didn't want anyone waiting

as for part two
I spent this week planning, now i am refining and finalizing the idea
hopefully monday you guys will see the first page
thats right, going to do a page a day, it nearly killed me to do 3 pages everyday for 5 days on-top of other work
and i am sure it showed towards the end,

That said....I LOVED doing the first part! it taught me a few things and allowed me to test a few things
so i might do more smut comics in the future if people like them,

anywho, signing off!

https://picarto.tv/KittTV

Doing inking and sketching today, Mic will be on!

FUuuuaaaaaaaaa!!!

SO CLOSE TO 20,000page views! @.@!!
and one day til my birthday,

OH GOD WHAT TO DO!? @.@!!

Soo....26 more til i hit 20,000 page views , and its 3 days til my birthday,
I wonder if i'll be breaking 20,000 on that day!

Who knows....i don't see why not! X3

https://picarto.tv/KittTV

from 20000 page views.....Ok when did that happen?!

Cause of my drawing class, i am unable to do as much inking and colouring for myself as i would like

so i've taken to doing what i call "10 minute gesture doodles"
if you are familar with gesture drawing, the concepts are similar

basically i give myself 10 minutes to sketch out a character,
this is to train me into not overworking un-needed details and up my general speed, also helps me warm up a bit for the day


so again, i apologies for the dump of sketches just now
but i wanted to give proof that i was still active

Long and short, i've not been able to draw any smut lately cause my dad finally came out of hospital the other week
(apparently he doesn't care what i draw, but i am not about to test that)

So, been there while he recovers, and at the rate he is going i'll finally be home by thursday!
I can't wait....no more hayfever medication to deal with dogs, and back to 5 screens of my Main Setup
Seriously, been hard balancing refs and drawing on 2 screens

In other news, as you might of heard from  Lei-Lani I am doing drawing classes at university
so those do take up a chunk of my drawing time,
the classes are also being taught by a Pixar artist that i respect a lot (he made things like the "star wars weapons test" and helped make "GrimFandango" along with doing a lot of work for Pixar), so i am forcing myself to up my game a lot

anywho, that is just an update on things going on!

So for those who don't know my father has been in hospital for the past week or so
routine surgery

but as a result i've been house sitting, mainly looking after his dogs

So thats been interesting, especially with University classes starting again

So this was just a general update, for those who were curious

cause if that doesn't get anything, i know i am doing SOMETHING wrong

Basically i want to practice clothing, a novel concept for some furs >;P

what can you do? Simple!
Suggest Clothing, character and a Pose

as stated, these will be sketches only, i want to study how clothing lays on a body
and how to draw certain effects

SO I REPEAT:
Clothing, Character, Pose

Kinda sounds weird...but as i look at my journals, i noticed...i am not exactly social

but i am still scared of taking certain steps in the fandom, that for the most part...i don't feel like i am part of it

But i figured...if i can conquer my anxiety by getting it down to a reasonable level
maybe i can actually be a bit more social,

I am on Discord now, [Kittkitan@yahoo.com.au] i believe is all you need to find me

So...how have I've been? i..been better, i am still trying to push my art
I am still working hard on my inking and proportioning, its very hard given my physical disabilities...but I've been messing around with my tablet on an angle
which seems to be helping take strain off my wrist, and I've started making a standing work area for when i do projects to help my spine

I've also been working on some comic ideas....i am not going to be drawing it, someone liked the idea so much that they wanted to draw for me
Also, Been messing around with a Pod-Cast idea, since i always liked thinking about "How i would improve something" maybe i could make it into a small podcast
course all this is a lot of work, but i am probably going to enjoy it at the very least.

I am impressed that i am not getting as discouraged as much as i use to...
I mean, some of my pictures FLOP, like seriously....FLLLLLOOOOOOOP
...and i have no clue why...but fuck it...i am still improving, learning, and who knows, next pic might just do it!

course offering commissions flopped too, but that's life, could of been a bad week, Could of been ANYTHING,

I do kinda find it funny...since dealing with anxiety...its not gone....even now thinking about all this negativity
i am still...alright, i mean, i am not happy, but i am also not hurting.....i can deal with this....how i feel matters to me....


So i am sorry for rambling...but,
How are you Today?
And please comment, i am actually interested

offering 3 commission slots today

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Prices:
single char: $20-40 based on complexity
(Example a single pin-up pose is going to be cheaper then a character practicing contortionism)
+$20 for additional characters
includes full inking, coloring and shading

i couldn't even count the number of times i have heard this in my head
and felt things like
"Realy? him again?" "god just go away" "fuck off freak"
being said behind my back

i do sometimes even wonder if people put up with me
cause they are too nice to tell me otherwise

"Why should i bother"
often followed by
"i am achieving nothing" "i am so behind"
"how can i even compete?" "I am nothing"

And even i'll admit, i have my times of weakness,
times when it feels like all my strength has failed me

"oh look, you are writing another journal about how pathetic you are"
So what if i am? i am not asking for pity,
rather i want to give strength,

make others understand, that, they aren't alone.
and not in that "we are here for you" that everyone says
But in the more real way, you aren't alone in your feelings, everyone is different
but we all feel these things, some of us more then others

"So why should i bother?"
cause know what....this picture might be the one that does it
"Why should i bother?"
cause this might be the time i change someones mind
"should i bother"
YES! cause dam it, i've already come this far!
"I am a Bother"
BUT UNTIL SOMEONE TELLS ME TO STOP! WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I!

We all feel weak, we all feel envy for others strengths
we are actually blind to our strengths, cause we live with them
we don't think what we can do is special,
so we have trouble seeing how amazing we really are

sometimes we need to be reminded to step outside ourselves and look back
I've made over 1000 pictures on FA,
and i nearly have 1000 watches
I nearly have 20,000 page views
i've worked hard, and i've fallen, and i've kept on going

and i've decided to finally fight my true enemy, Myself
my weaknesses that blind me to my strengths
my pettiness that stops me seeing what amazing things i have done
am i going to defeat it? Probably not, but i think thats a good things
i need to know i can atleast fight

Thats Why i Should Bother.

No matter how small

see....i once had a...Lets call them "friend"
and they hated how they never became popular on this site, no matter what they tried
"I just can't do it, i just can't ever do it" "no one likes me" "i am going to quit"
and...well they did...and came back...then quit again
they became quite toxic, to the point where i had to block them for a while

but it always get me thinking
"Would i be missed if tomorrow i disappeared?" "does anyone actually like my work?"
"are they just tolerating me?"

as i started before, in a previous journal "It matters to me" - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7516930/
that i am mentally disabled and have a variety of mental problems that make it hard for me to articulate what i want to say

What i didn't say, is that this year, i am going to change a lot of things
focusing on getting rid of my Anxiety and paranoia
and i am going to do it my way

Now back to the point
I do worry if i am doing my best, or could i do better, is there anything i can do
will i be noticed? out of all the users, can i draw something that people will like

then i realized something, something i think i knew years ago, just never tried it
"Count your victories" -No matter how small
"Count your victories" even if they only matter to you
"Count your victories" even when all seems hopeless

I have so many things i can be proud of
and really...when it comes down to it
"No one is stopping me"
sure, i spend days trying to get a single picture looking as good as i think i can make it
and it gets...what? 20 views?
that sucks....but i still drew it, i took what i learned and what i tried and made something i can show

Sure, there is always going to be that side of me
that wants more attention, that wants to be noticed
but for now...the fact that i am still working hard, that i am trying to improve
that i have plans and goals,
the fact that i have my victories no matter how small

this is an idea I've been trying to place into words

i suffer from anxiety and paranoia, along with my autism, it makes it very hard for me to place my ideas into words
but i have noticed something, how dangerous being selfless is, having to hold things in cause you don't want to bother others

"It seems silly to be worked up over this" "other people don't care"
"if you tell them, you will look silly" "do you really deserve help for something so stupid"
"Normal people can handle this, why the fuck can't you?"

i also grew up with a mother who had cancer for all of my life, and i do remember times being told "at least you don't have cancer"
and yes...i didn't have cancer, it made all my problems seem small

while doing my studies, i started striking on the idea of perspective,
lets take the example of a child losing his favorite toy compared to a adult who just found out their best friend passed away
Real World, these are not the same, but lets look deeper
the child has no experience, this might be the first time he experienced loss, to the child this is a huge deal
now don't misunderstand, i am not saying a child losing his toy should be treated the same way as a person losing their friend
what i am saying, is look at it from all angles

Its why i can't ever bring myself to tell a child "well my mother suffered with cancer for 20+ years"
cause to a child, what is 20 years? what is cancer?

now we got this idea of experience and perspective, lets get to my main point
"It Matters to me"
just cause you think you should be "dealing" doesn't mean you shouldn't at least vent
you may actually lack experience and knowledge
and...well it does matter to you, its why its bothering you, its why its eating at you
"It matters to me!"
i am trying to embrace this as my motto for life,
And, it has helped, not saying its a cure-all for these problems

but i think the first big step for a lot of us, is understanding
we do need help, so we should ask for it

~I've been kitt, you have been fantastic
and thanks for at least looking at my ramblings

For Context: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Mkrj06CldA

Short version...you can't
the story is stupid, even by talking animals standards
the acting is stiff, the camera is lost half the time
and the audio...well barely there, even if you can hear it past the guitar noodling (which is always playing)
And seriously...why a fucking ninja?!

So this presented a HUGE challenge to me, so i watched it repeatedly over several nights, until it hit me


What you can do?....make it into a porno, a really cheesy porno
Now how did i get this idea? there is one scene where the girl "BJ" sits on a couch, across from the slimy carnival owner and his minion
i am not kidding, the angles and pacing makes it look like a really bad "Casting couch" Rip-off!
i was half expecting the carnival owner to say something about "interesting positions" for "BJ"

and that's where you work it, have the title character be a pervert, who constantly tricking "BJ" into giving him...what else, a blowjob
"wow, you really live up to your name!"
because we all want to see a girl go down on a midget alligator doll

would also make some of the on-going "jokes" about hotdogs make a bit more sense, atleast in a cheesy porno way

course, you have the female karate instructor and the female evil ninja "Battling"

instead of having the girl named "Slingshot" show up in the last quarter of the movie, have her called "Snowball"
And....well yeh...


it wouldn't make it a good movie, but it would make it a dam silly porno all about girls going down on a Gator Doll.
and honestly, we've had pornos about ET, Happy Days, Simpsons, all sorts, so why the fuck not?

-I've been Kitt, and you have been fantastic, and i hope this post doesn't give you nightmares :P

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/lei-lani

Seriously, she is need of financial help!
Long and short, got screwed over, and needs money
and trust me, she intends to work hard for it

i know i'll be giving her some support

but seriously if you can't pay, do me a favour and make another journal letting people know! More people know, the more we can help!

Yeh, probably going to start happening over the next month or so

but i am moving to  Kitt_kitan

problem is, i don't think i am taken seriously with the name :Kitt_Kitten:
only reason i ended up with that name years ago was cause of some auto-correct software

I might still use this account for some posting (most likely Sketches and WIP's) , but i think its about time to change over,
which would mean a lot of reposting, but i probably won't delete anything off this account,

so start watching me there,

As some of you might of noticed, i've been drawing a lot of LPS porn,
if not, check this out : http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/.....tlest-Pet-Shen

I want to offer commissions or atleast suggestions for future pics

for commissions:
the rules are simple, either your character becomes a female "littlest pet" or human,
and i get to have fun, maybe even get Shen to help out :P
prices will be cheap and spots will be limited to 2

for suggestions:
basically suggest a character from the show, and what they might be doing
and I'll do my best to draw that,
these will be free, but again, limited spots

just leave a comment if you are interested :3

Just an idea i am kicking around:

If you are not aware, I've been drawing Littlest Pet Shop smut
and was wondering if i should offer "Littlest Pet Sluts" Commissions

Long and short- I get your character, turn them into a "Littlest pet" and have Kitt, that grey kitty-wolf, have fun with them,
it would be somewhat restricted to female characters (that said, i have no problems with gender bending characters so i can fuck them :P)

I might even ask Shen if i have permission to use his character, if people would prefer that

I'd probably be charging $15aud (~$10usd), but this is for full color, shading and stuff,

So, if you like it, comment! :3

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/.....e-another-step

Seriously! they are trying to make a new episode! I loved this series when i was younger
its one of the things that drove me into drawing and animation!

i really think they can do it! but we all need to pitch in!
if you can't contribute, then atleast share this,

And why i couldn't be happier

Long and short, i worked a horrible job until recently
having to be a night shift carer, who had to sleep on site, working 5 days a week
that was 100 hours a fortnight, of basically getting crap sleep, for very little pay,

i requested time off cause of my University course, i had to go to work placement for 2 weeks,
but my bitch of a boss, refused and told me "what is more important, your education or your employment" implying the employment was more important
when i refused to budge, she just took me off the roster (Yes, she refused to give me time off, and punished me by giving me time off),
this was her attempt to make me crawl, claiming only way i'd get my shifts back is to arrange a meeting with her (Basically, she wanted to tell me why i was wrong)

but i chose to live off savings til she had to force me to come in, even bring someone in from the main office
also note, i was Casual, not even part time. but i didn't play ball, bringing in a union member and my sister to explain things

The meeting was fun, the number of times i watched bitch-tit's mask almost slip off in front of all these people she was trying to look good in front of
and it just kept coming back to the point:
-I was casual
so why did i have to leap through hoops to get time off? we even referenced the time she forced me to attend a staff review, when my mother was dying in hospital, that in her mind the "accreditation" of the site was more important then my dying mother

i did love seeing her face drop, when she asked when i'd be coming back and i simply said i won't
she seemed so sure i'd be crawling back, problem is, 4 years as a casual employee, functioning on less then 3 hours sleep a night
with no promise of a full time position or anything, course i wasn't coming back

~~~~~

Since then, i've passed my university exams last year, and now waiting to start uni this year

hope this explains my mood over the last few months of last year

just a video of me drawing: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18698238/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfVckCSd2hY

obviously sped up by 600%
just did it for the heck of it, but if people like it, might make it a regular thing

If any of you didn't know, i am an old school power rangers and super sentai fan

and i just found out what the new series is, and...well long and short, its furry power rangers!

https://www.dropbox.com/s/y69du0jxv.....or414.png?dl=0

thats right, complete with Female White Tiger, and a Female Shark!
So...yes...I'll probably draw smut of them! :P

actually kinda excited to see this, we haven't actually seen many anthro's in power Rangers/SuperSentai outside of the dog from DekaRanger/SPD

And to celebrate,
have this years "Slappy's Nude Rear!"
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18659751/ <-- First Page of seven

no, it isn't actually a comic, just a series of pictures featuring everyone's favourite Squirrel GMILF
and somehow it became a tradition for me to fuck her on new years, as you can see in previous years!

Furaffinity:
2015:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15489585/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15378659/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15361410/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15359071/
2014:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12438544/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12385726/

sofurry:
2015:
https://www.sofurry.com/view/803247
https://www.sofurry.com/view/802299
https://www.sofurry.com/view/802398
One Picture not posted, will fix later
2014:
https://www.sofurry.com/view/650149
https://www.sofurry.com/view/650160


AS SUCH, HAPPY NEW YEAR! and enjoy Slappy's nude rear! I know i did <3