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Happy New Year and a Reflection of the year
Posted 5 years agoFirst of all, happy new year to everyone, whether you've been watching since I started or just watched. This year has been a wild ride for all of us. I just want to take some time to reflect on this year a bit and share my thoughts about the year.
I think we can safely say that 2020 was a hard year for everyone, with SARS-Cov2 becoming a real life game of Plague Inc in a sense and changing the lives of everyone. March-May was especially tough as I had to finish my junior year of high school all online, and with how I tend to get distracted by anything even remotely more fun than school, it was tough. I remember having to do essentially a month's worth of schoolwork all in the span of 2 weeks. It wasn't fun. The summer really wasn't interesting since most of us were following stay-at-home orders. I started my senior year of high school in the fall and experienced in-classroom school with all the precautions taken to avoid spreading the coronavirus. It's become a sense of normal now.
The real stuff I want to talk about is the ending of this year, especially from October onwards.
In October I turned 18, which is a big milestone in anyone's life. You're legally an adult and can really do anything you want essentially since you're not bound to your parents. What I didn't know is how turning 18 would be the biggest effect in my life online thus far.
November is where everything took a reality turn for me. If you haven't read about it, you can read up about it here. It was a hard reality check that was hard to overcome, but I knew what I was doing was very, very wrong of me and I still lament about it to this day. The entire month was filled with my depression and thoughts about what happened. I could barely focus in school and every time I came home, I would cry for about 20 minutes. I remember one day I even contemplated about even going to school or whether my life mattered up to that point. It was a hard time that I had to make right before Thanksgiving break happened. I talked to my counselor before Thanksgiving break and told her about what happened. She was very understanding and knew that I'm not that kind of person to do it purposefully. It took a lot of weight off my shoulders for the time being knowing I had at least someone that understood my situation.
December was not as bad as November, but I still struggled mentally. My discord account was disabled by discord on 1 Dec and they said they would not be reinstating it, so it's essentially gone now; with it I lost all of the friends I've added over the 2 years I've had that account. I don't know when I'll make a new account, but for now, I'm staying away from discord while I recover. Twitter I might make a slow comeback eventually, but for now I still find depression on there all the time whether I want to or not. In fact, seeing any kind of diaper art at all just fills me with sad thoughts about the whole ordeal. All the friends I lost/lost contact with especially. I may look happy, but in reality I don't. I feel like I may have an undiagnosed mental condition, but I'm not sure. My parents both noticed I can't stay still for long periods of time and I fidget a lot when I'm sitting for a long time. I too noticed this while at school. Only time will tell I guess whether I have a condition or not.
December did have some good parts for me though. I had my winter band concert and that was the most fun I'd had since the incident. Playing an instrument really picked up my thoughts and mind and I'm glad I play one because of how much it has helped. I did standardized testing on the 12th and got a decent score on it that I'm happy with. The highlight of it was Christmas by far.
On Christmas I got several nice things, but by far the most significant one was a gaming pc. Up until the 25th, I've been using an HP laptop from 2012 that we got on New Years 2012. It was good for the time, but by the time 2018 rolled around, it really took a hit, especially with Chrome being such a RAM hog. Pages would take 30 seconds to load and booting up would take about 5 minutes. It was a nightmare, but it was all I had. Now I have an actually decent pc with decent specs that I can actually multitask on without one program not responding, and even game on. It was like I was taken into a portal into the modern day. How much of a difference 12 more GB of RAM makes. Dual monitors are also really cool since I can play a game and watch a video at the same time or do some neat stuff that I didn't even know Windows 10 could even do.
So yeah. Those were my thoughts about how this year went. It was super crappy and will certainly be a year to remember not just for me, but for all of us.
2021 will be a big year. Big changes for sure. I will still be here, but will look nothing like the Ivan from years past. 2021 will be the year of responsibility, change, and amending problems.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Happy New Year and here's to an optimistic view of 2021.
-Ivan Koopa
Also, if you want to contact me in any way, right now the best way is FA Notes and Twitter DMs.
I think we can safely say that 2020 was a hard year for everyone, with SARS-Cov2 becoming a real life game of Plague Inc in a sense and changing the lives of everyone. March-May was especially tough as I had to finish my junior year of high school all online, and with how I tend to get distracted by anything even remotely more fun than school, it was tough. I remember having to do essentially a month's worth of schoolwork all in the span of 2 weeks. It wasn't fun. The summer really wasn't interesting since most of us were following stay-at-home orders. I started my senior year of high school in the fall and experienced in-classroom school with all the precautions taken to avoid spreading the coronavirus. It's become a sense of normal now.
The real stuff I want to talk about is the ending of this year, especially from October onwards.
In October I turned 18, which is a big milestone in anyone's life. You're legally an adult and can really do anything you want essentially since you're not bound to your parents. What I didn't know is how turning 18 would be the biggest effect in my life online thus far.
November is where everything took a reality turn for me. If you haven't read about it, you can read up about it here. It was a hard reality check that was hard to overcome, but I knew what I was doing was very, very wrong of me and I still lament about it to this day. The entire month was filled with my depression and thoughts about what happened. I could barely focus in school and every time I came home, I would cry for about 20 minutes. I remember one day I even contemplated about even going to school or whether my life mattered up to that point. It was a hard time that I had to make right before Thanksgiving break happened. I talked to my counselor before Thanksgiving break and told her about what happened. She was very understanding and knew that I'm not that kind of person to do it purposefully. It took a lot of weight off my shoulders for the time being knowing I had at least someone that understood my situation.
December was not as bad as November, but I still struggled mentally. My discord account was disabled by discord on 1 Dec and they said they would not be reinstating it, so it's essentially gone now; with it I lost all of the friends I've added over the 2 years I've had that account. I don't know when I'll make a new account, but for now, I'm staying away from discord while I recover. Twitter I might make a slow comeback eventually, but for now I still find depression on there all the time whether I want to or not. In fact, seeing any kind of diaper art at all just fills me with sad thoughts about the whole ordeal. All the friends I lost/lost contact with especially. I may look happy, but in reality I don't. I feel like I may have an undiagnosed mental condition, but I'm not sure. My parents both noticed I can't stay still for long periods of time and I fidget a lot when I'm sitting for a long time. I too noticed this while at school. Only time will tell I guess whether I have a condition or not.
December did have some good parts for me though. I had my winter band concert and that was the most fun I'd had since the incident. Playing an instrument really picked up my thoughts and mind and I'm glad I play one because of how much it has helped. I did standardized testing on the 12th and got a decent score on it that I'm happy with. The highlight of it was Christmas by far.
On Christmas I got several nice things, but by far the most significant one was a gaming pc. Up until the 25th, I've been using an HP laptop from 2012 that we got on New Years 2012. It was good for the time, but by the time 2018 rolled around, it really took a hit, especially with Chrome being such a RAM hog. Pages would take 30 seconds to load and booting up would take about 5 minutes. It was a nightmare, but it was all I had. Now I have an actually decent pc with decent specs that I can actually multitask on without one program not responding, and even game on. It was like I was taken into a portal into the modern day. How much of a difference 12 more GB of RAM makes. Dual monitors are also really cool since I can play a game and watch a video at the same time or do some neat stuff that I didn't even know Windows 10 could even do.
So yeah. Those were my thoughts about how this year went. It was super crappy and will certainly be a year to remember not just for me, but for all of us.
2021 will be a big year. Big changes for sure. I will still be here, but will look nothing like the Ivan from years past. 2021 will be the year of responsibility, change, and amending problems.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. Happy New Year and here's to an optimistic view of 2021.
-Ivan Koopa
Also, if you want to contact me in any way, right now the best way is FA Notes and Twitter DMs.
Merry Christmas!
Posted 5 years agoI hope that you're all having/ have had a great Christmas and got what you wanted and that it was better than mine.
Raffle
Posted 5 years agoA friend is doing a raffle! Go check it out!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39033059/
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Happy Saturween!
Posted 5 years agoHappy Saturween from the Prince!! However you're going to celebrate, let's make today a fun day! Whether thats trick-or-treating, hanging with friends, or eating lots or candy, today will be a fun day! 🍬🎃
PIKMIN 3 DELUXE!
Posted 5 years agoIT'S FINALLY OUT AFTER SO LONG AND I'M EXCITED TO FINALLY PLAY THE FULL GAME!!! THIS'LL BE THE BEST GAME EVER!!!
It's my hatchday!
Posted 5 years agoWow.... it's my hatchday once again. This one is a special one since I turn 18 today. Yep. The big one eight. I don't know if I'm ready for it tbh. I guess the most important thing is that I'm still in diapers! I've already gotten a lot of hatchday wishes on Discord. I was literally replying to over 50 DMs by the time it hit 12 am plus ones from when I woke up, and I just got like 20 more >w< Thank you all for helping me come this far!
Many thanks to the people that supported me while I was a minor, like
Flutterlove , my daddy 
Yoshi-eats-your-pie , my big bro 
SlyChestnut , 
Vinal211 , and 
iedino. You guys made my time in the pamp community so much better in that time I joined when I was 15. I appreciate it. <3 Also many thanks to the many friends I've made along the way. You also helped! <3
Here's to more years of diapers and fatties!!!!
Also if you have Discord, why not join my castle? Free food, free Lil Koopalings, and we're busy celebrating today!
https://discord.gg/xQ8pbnz
Many thanks to the people that supported me while I was a minor, like
Flutterlove , my daddy 
Yoshi-eats-your-pie , my big bro 
SlyChestnut , 
Vinal211 , and 
iedino. You guys made my time in the pamp community so much better in that time I joined when I was 15. I appreciate it. <3 Also many thanks to the many friends I've made along the way. You also helped! <3Here's to more years of diapers and fatties!!!!
Also if you have Discord, why not join my castle? Free food, free Lil Koopalings, and we're busy celebrating today!
https://discord.gg/xQ8pbnz
My Thoughts on FurryLife Online
Posted 5 years agoWhile I do think the site has potential, it's quickly becoming a furry version of DA (DeviantArt). The one thing that's a deal-breaker for me is that currently, they're marking everything that could be considered a "fetish" as nsfw, even if the pic has nothing nsfw in it or is not nsfw by nature. I found these two tweets that perfectly highlight this.
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If me wearing a diaper or me being just a bit fat is going to mark the art I get as nsfw on that site, then I don't think I'll join.
So yeah. I won't be getting a FLO account anytime soon unless they change this. I'll be sticking to FA, Discord, and Twitter (which you can follow here!
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If me wearing a diaper or me being just a bit fat is going to mark the art I get as nsfw on that site, then I don't think I'll join.
So yeah. I won't be getting a FLO account anytime soon unless they change this. I'll be sticking to FA, Discord, and Twitter (which you can follow here!
Wishing a Happy Birthday
Posted 5 years agoIf you haven't already, go wish my big brother SlyChestnut a happy birthday!
SlyChestnut a happy birthday!Happy Iggy/Ivan Day and Vore Day!
Posted 5 years agoIt's the 8th of August! That means it's Iggy/Ivan Day! Yep! A day for the twin bros! Hopefully today we'll do a lot of fun stuff~ Go celebrate Iggy and I today!
Also it's Vore Day as well. Be careful or we might eat you!~ >:3
Also it's Vore Day as well. Be careful or we might eat you!~ >:3
Happy Daddy Bowser Day!
Posted 5 years agoForgot to post this here, but happy Bowser Day! Go celebrate Daddy and his awesomeness!
Happy Fourth!
Posted 5 years agoJust the Koopaling wishing all the humans a happy 4th of July! Go light those fireworks, but don't burn yourselves.~
Thank you for 200 watchers!
Posted 5 years agoI just noticed that I reached 200 followers! Thank you all so much! I'm glad you guys like the art I get enough to watch me! This fat crinkly Koopaling thank you all! 💚
Pokémon Mystery Dungeon!
Posted 5 years agoRescue Team DX released today and I've been playing it non-stop! It's so great!
2020
Posted 6 years agoHappy New Year!
¡Feliz Año Nuevo!
🔥🐢
¡Feliz Año Nuevo!
🔥🐢
My 2010's Decade
Posted 6 years agoSince today is the last day of the 2010's decade, I wanted to share how these 10 years of my life really helped me grow as a person.
At the start of the decade, I was just starting school, not aware of anything really. I made some dumb decisions then, but they helped me grow as a person. About 2015 is when I started having a fetish for diapers. At first I wasn't sure if I should share it with anyone for fear of teasing or similar things. I kept it secret for a while, a good while, about a year.
It wasn't until 2016 when I started sharing how I was. Back then, the Wii U and 3DS had this "social media" called Miiverse (which btw I'm glad is dead), and that's when I met a few friends that actually like diapers. At the time, it amazed me how there were others that liked this underwear you were supposed to stop wearing and noticing after you're 2 or 3. Those friends made me less shy about liking diapers and helped me grow my confidence in general.
When I moved to Twitter after Miiverse shut down, I started actively showing my likeness to diapers a lot more, and that's when I made my Koopasona, Ivan Koopa, which is basically me if I were my favorite villain species, and I started applying my fetishes to him too. Soon after that, I got fetishes for fat, inflation, and vore, but felt right at home with them since I already showed my likeness to diapers first, so showing the others off wasn't that hard.
That year is also when I made an FA, and have felt at home ever since. I can't talk about this without mentioning some good friends I made along the way. I thank Cole for being my first diaper-loving friend and raising my confidence to show it off, and later persuaded me enough to get a Discord, Yoshi-eats-your-pie that made the art that would eventually get me into diapers and fat, and eventually become one of my bestest friends💚and also encouraged me to start using FA, Car for inviting me into my first diaper discord server and being there for me and being a great friend, Flutterlove for being a great friend once I entered the fandom, SlyChestnut for being a great friend in general, & finally, all of my non-fetish friends and fetish friends that I have not mentioned yet! that I've met over the years! You too made me feel special and that I had a purpose on the internet! I wouldn't be where I am today without you all! Thanks for making me feel at home!💚🔥🐢
All my recent friends that I made in the past 6 months, you're also the best and also helped me!💚
At the start of the decade, I was just starting school, not aware of anything really. I made some dumb decisions then, but they helped me grow as a person. About 2015 is when I started having a fetish for diapers. At first I wasn't sure if I should share it with anyone for fear of teasing or similar things. I kept it secret for a while, a good while, about a year.
It wasn't until 2016 when I started sharing how I was. Back then, the Wii U and 3DS had this "social media" called Miiverse (which btw I'm glad is dead), and that's when I met a few friends that actually like diapers. At the time, it amazed me how there were others that liked this underwear you were supposed to stop wearing and noticing after you're 2 or 3. Those friends made me less shy about liking diapers and helped me grow my confidence in general.
When I moved to Twitter after Miiverse shut down, I started actively showing my likeness to diapers a lot more, and that's when I made my Koopasona, Ivan Koopa, which is basically me if I were my favorite villain species, and I started applying my fetishes to him too. Soon after that, I got fetishes for fat, inflation, and vore, but felt right at home with them since I already showed my likeness to diapers first, so showing the others off wasn't that hard.
That year is also when I made an FA, and have felt at home ever since. I can't talk about this without mentioning some good friends I made along the way. I thank Cole for being my first diaper-loving friend and raising my confidence to show it off, and later persuaded me enough to get a Discord,
Yoshi-eats-your-pie that made the art that would eventually get me into diapers and fat, and eventually become one of my bestest friends💚and also encouraged me to start using FA, Car for inviting me into my first diaper discord server and being there for me and being a great friend, Flutterlove for being a great friend once I entered the fandom, SlyChestnut for being a great friend in general, & finally, all of my non-fetish friends and fetish friends that I have not mentioned yet! that I've met over the years! You too made me feel special and that I had a purpose on the internet! I wouldn't be where I am today without you all! Thanks for making me feel at home!💚🔥🐢All my recent friends that I made in the past 6 months, you're also the best and also helped me!💚
Merry Christmas!
Posted 6 years agoMerry Christmas! I hope you got everything you wanted! I got 39204 coins from Daddy Bowser and more onesies! Have a great day! <3
Merry Christmas Eve!
Posted 6 years agoTomorrow is the day, today is the lead-up to the excitement! I hope you're all going to get what you want!
¡Feliz Día de Los Muertos!
Posted 6 years agoOlvidé antes, per Feliz Día de Los Muertos. Recuerden los que han muerto en tu vida y estén emocionados por la muerte.
Happy Halloween!
Posted 6 years agoHappy Halloween to everyone! Hope you get lots of candy and fill those pamps after eating them all~
New drawings
Posted 6 years agoI hope you like the drawings I uploaded today! Both of ones that I've needed to upload for a while and the ones I got for my hatchday! I have one more drawing, but I wish not to post it because it has info in it I would like to keep private. If you want to see it and are a friend, give me a DM on Discord or note me!
It's my hatchday!
Posted 6 years agoAlso it's Iggy's hatchday since we're twins. While I am a year older, I still think I won't ever leave diapers. They'll stick with me. I'll keep on filling them for you all. >w<
Expect some art too!
Expect some art too!
It's coming...
Posted 6 years agoHatchday is coming up this weekend on 6/10~ Hope you're ready with lots of gifts for Iggy and I~
Signal Boost for a Raffle!
Posted 6 years ago
Diaper_Plush is doing a raffle for watchers! You should enter for the chance to get a free 6000 word story! My thoughts on the Direct in a nutshell
Posted 6 years agoSNES online is cool.
Screw the rest. No Pikmin 4 either. Not even a tiny bit of news about it.
Overall it sucked. I'd give it a 4/10
Screw the rest. No Pikmin 4 either. Not even a tiny bit of news about it.
Overall it sucked. I'd give it a 4/10
Happy Iggy/Ivan Day!
Posted 6 years agoI'm late on writing this because cleaning but hope you enjoy the day dedicated to my twin bro Iggy and I! 💚
