Welp finally made the decision to go to college and try to better myself. Got accepted and am now finalizing everything. These next couple of years won't be easy but as long as I stick it out it will be worth it.

Been dealing with a lot of internal shit oer the past two months :/ seems like night time when I can't sleep is the worst.

Welp, I had a good bday. Even though not many people actually wished me a happy birthday or answered when I called I still had fun with the few friends who did answer. Was kinda hoping family would send me money so I could get a Commish or two but oh well, maybe next time.

Been a while since i was actually active on here, havent really been on too much until recently and then when i am on it seems like i avoid people and just kinda scroll through without actually talkin to anyone and i am trying to change that. Basically all the people i used to talk to dont talk to me anymore when i try so i am in need of new fur friends and chat buddies.

Hello everyone! Im really bored and even though im pretty sure no one reads my journals i was wondering if anyone wants to chat on pms here or possibly on kik? Been a while since i have heard from some of you. Just hoping everyone is doing okay.

Hey guys I wanna find a different furry social network. Not many talk to me here anymore after my extended absence here and I am searching for more/new people to meet and socialize with. If any of you out there know any good sites please let me know.

Feels like its been forever since I have actually been active on FA how is everyone doing? Feel like most of my old friends on here have either forgotten me or no longer care to associate with me. I can understand I was gone quite a while probably feels as though I forgot them or abandoned them. just know that I haven't forgotten, I still remember you all and that I love and miss you all! Hope everyone reading this has a good day!

Welp it been a while fellow FA friends. long time no see. been going through a hellish rollercoaster the past few months it feels like but then again I guess things could be a lot worse. Well I've gone through like 3 jobs, fell behind on my student loan payments had to forbear those for a while. Basically went broke and had to leave California and come back to Georgia, luckily my beautiful girlfriend who has never left California decided she was willing to move all the way here to Georgia with me and my family just to stay with me (yea awesome right :D). I feel like I've lost all my friends and companionship due to being focused on my working and my girlfriend and I's relationship. seems the only person I really talk to anymore is my brother who also lives here with our parents and then I pretty much only get invited to stuff because I'm with him and people don't want to seem rude and not include me (but hey maybe that's just me being a paranoid fuck as usual). well hell its at the point I don't even know if I have any FA friends left due to my inactivity lately. Strange how this used to be one of my safe places I could come to and almost always feel loved or needed now even here and in my own house with my family and my girlfriend I believe I have never felt so alone. Lately it seems like when I think about my future all I can see is sadness and pain and that scares the shit out of me. Maybe this is just part of the adult life and my immaturity has left me unprepared for these hardships but maybe I am overthinking things and just kinda freaking out. In other news: I am 21 now, that's fun. Been playing this new game called Albion Online that my buddy showed me and I love it. cant really think of anything else to add to this so I'm just post it up now. feel free to comment and pm me guys. May you all have a great day!

Welp I graduated UTI and am looking for a full time job at a diesel shop. I am very happy I am finally done with school! I have a lot more free time on my hands now and I'm trying to be more social too. I hope everyone else has been having a good time lately as well. Well just pm me if you wanna talk or anything.

just been feeling so empty lately

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? ~ Yes
Been arrested? ~ Yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? ~ Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? ~ No
Fallen asleep at work/school? ~ Yes
Ran a red light? ~ Yes
Been suspended from school? ~ Yes
Experienced love at first sight? ~ No
Totaled your car in an accident? ~ Yes
Been fired from a job? ~ No
Fired somebody? ~ No
Sang karaoke? ~ Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? ~ No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? ~ Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? ~ Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? ~ Yes
Kissed in the rain? ~ Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own) ~ Yes
Seen someone die? ~ No
Played spin-the-bottle? ~ Yes
Sang in the shower? ~ Yes
Smoked a cigar? ~ Yes
Sat on a rooftop? ~ Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? ~ Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? ~ Yes
Skipped school? ~ Yes
Eaten a bug? ~ No
Sleepwalked? ~ Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? ~ Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? ~ Yes
Dumped someone? ~ Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? ~ Yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? ~ No
Ridden on a helicopter? ~ No
Shaved your head? ~ Yes
Blacked out from drinking? ~ Yes
Played a prank on someone? ~ Yes
Hit a home run? ~ No
Felt like killing someone? ~ Yes
Cross-dressed? ~ No
Been falling-down drunk? ~ Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? ~ Yes
Eaten snake? ~ No
Marched/Protested? ~ No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? ~ No
Puked on amusement ride? ~ No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? ~ No
Been in a band? ~ No
Knitted? ~ No
Been on TV? ~ Yes
Shot a gun? ~ Yes
Skinny-dipped? ~ No
Caused someone to need stitches? ~ No
Ridden a surfboard? ~ Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? ~ Yes
Had surgery? ~ No
Streaked? ~ No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? ~ No
Passed out when not drinking? ~ Yes
Peed on a bush? ~ Yes
Donated Blood? ~ Yes
Grabbed electric fence? ~ No
Eaten alligator meat? ~ No
Eaten cheesecake? ~ Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? ~ Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? ~ No
Peed your pants in public? ~ No
Written graffiti? ~ Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? ~ No
Think about the future? ~ Yes
Been in handcuffs? ~ Yes
Believe in love? ~ Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? ~ Yes
Befriended a foreign exchange student? ~ Yes

Everyone should do this!

welp i fucked up my computer :/ i updated my amd drivers cause it said i needed to and it messed up my g-mod and cause some kind of error and while trying to fix it i messed up one of my graphics driver (i updated it and my screen is kind of acting like a blown up (zoomed in) so i checked for restore points and there were plenty so i defragged my system to see if that would fix anything (it didnt) so i went to restore it to a previous good point but all my restore points were gone D: oh no!!! but luckily my mother offered to buy me a computer and i got her to buy me the hp omen. i dont know much about computers so i probably shouldnt have tried to fix it myself but oh well lesson learned. if any one knows anything about computer stuff is the omen really any good? ive read good reviews on it but im a car guy so again i dont know much about computer stuff.

Well it's been a while everyone and I've missed you guys. I have neglected my FA for quite a while. I have recently started checking my FA more consistently and if there is anyone that wants to talk to me just send me a note!

So turning 19 tomorrow and goin back down to monterey to visit friends and family and celebrate! Twill be mucho kickass.

Welp spent my first night in my new room in my new apartment. Just moved to Sacramento yesterday. so far so good.

about to put some money on a paypal for the first time and was wondering if anyone could do krowler in a full vizard form or something for somewhere around 10-15 dollars. hit me up and let me know before its gone!

Need peeps to talk to. Add me on Skype: iamkrowler

I wish things could go back to the way they were

so im not all that good at WoW to be honest, I need Pvp Gear and friends!!

It's my 18th birthday!!! :) I'm really excited.

I need new friends, new people to talk to. Anyone wanna chat?

So volunteering at the Russo and Steele car auction is so fucking badass all the sick ass cars and shit. It was hard not to try and steal one lol. And being a spotter, directing the cars so they could park with the random people getting in the way it was hard not beating the shit out of one of them. But overall it's a great experience and I'm glad I did it.

I can not sleep. Someone talk to meh

So yesterday i was in san francisco with only one hour of sleep and me and a couple friends went to hippy hill :D i did molly and shrooms for the first time. Me and two of three people i was with threw in some money for 6 molly so we all took one and split the last two open and made four lines and we all railed one and then my friend bought some shrooms and we all took em 4 and a half hours after the molly but we didnt have enough to makes us all hallucinate but i felt fucking amazing with all that and a bunch of bowls of weed on top of it all :) couldnt stay till the 4:20 on 4/20 celebration tho cause we had to leave at 1. But at 7 i went to a bonfire with a bunch of my bestfriends and we smoked some fat ass blunts and made some smores over a fire. 4/20 was amazing :)

Had a greatday! Did some "retail therapy" as my mom calls it, some shoppin at the outlet mall in a town close by called Gilroy. Got some jean, shirts, hats, and some new cologne. And some bomb ass starbucks :D