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Posted 10 years agoIm going to be gone for a while, not sure this will be noticed but it doesnt matter much. This wasnt anyone person, and this isnt for any one person.
At some point i realized a hole in me, slowly it has grown and eaten at the light.
Things i would love and never think could taint now bring me bitterness, anger, jelousy and sorrow.
I would look at other littles, families and think how cute, now it just hurts more and more as i feel myself being dragged down.
I miss my friends, I miss my family, i miss being part of something because it has been a very long time since i truly was.
But in my current state i am toxic, i am deadly and it needs to stop.
At some point i realized a hole in me, slowly it has grown and eaten at the light.
Things i would love and never think could taint now bring me bitterness, anger, jelousy and sorrow.
I would look at other littles, families and think how cute, now it just hurts more and more as i feel myself being dragged down.
I miss my friends, I miss my family, i miss being part of something because it has been a very long time since i truly was.
But in my current state i am toxic, i am deadly and it needs to stop.
Happy Birthday
Posted 10 years ago=^-^= Yay birthday!!! *blows noise maker* I might have friends over tomorow!!!
Oddest exchange ever
Posted 10 years agoIm chatting with friends online playing a game and i kinda blanked there was a new person in chat.
We got talking about in game pets and i got really excited and began mewing and wiggling and just being super hyper (soda might have had something to do with it)
Suddenly i hear from our new person "Hey Kuro?"
Yessum?
"Why do you keeping doing that?"
Doing what mew?
" you say mew a lot and add it to the end or in place of a lot of sentences "
Ohh...ummm...mewww
"are you a baby mew pokemon?"
I....what?
" your a shifter, mew transforms, your a ball of fluff and i sure as hell havent met many like you."
I...i guess im a mew...
"gonna catch you"
Eeep!!!
We got talking about in game pets and i got really excited and began mewing and wiggling and just being super hyper (soda might have had something to do with it)
Suddenly i hear from our new person "Hey Kuro?"
Yessum?
"Why do you keeping doing that?"
Doing what mew?
" you say mew a lot and add it to the end or in place of a lot of sentences "
Ohh...ummm...mewww
"are you a baby mew pokemon?"
I....what?
" your a shifter, mew transforms, your a ball of fluff and i sure as hell havent met many like you."
I...i guess im a mew...
"gonna catch you"
Eeep!!!
Oral Surgery
Posted 11 years agoT_T Owwwiiieeee
My Mate, My Master, My Love!
Posted 11 years agoI wanna welcome Sarparajni to FurAffinity!!! She is my love, my heart and my strength. She believes in me when my courage fails and loves me unconditionally! Please if you can go say hi! Send her a note! Welcome her to the furfandom!
PS She ish a scaley!!!!!!0
PS She ish a scaley!!!!!!0
Disney Part 2
Posted 11 years agoThough I was he luckiest fur in the world haven't gotten not only to hang out with my fellow fur Comet yesterday who I haven't seen in like a bajillion years, today I am going with Comet's mate and my long time friend Moonstar to Hollywood Studios!!!!!
To make things even awesomer my Master is joining furaffinity as soon as her confirmation email finally gets to her lol.
*squees excitedly* cya later mew!!!
To make things even awesomer my Master is joining furaffinity as soon as her confirmation email finally gets to her lol.
*squees excitedly* cya later mew!!!
Disney Part 2
Posted 11 years agoThough I was he luckiest fur in the world haven't gotten not only to hang out with my fellow fur Comet yesterday who I haven't seen in like a bajillion years, today I am going with Comet's mate and my long time friend Moonstar to Hollywood Studios!!!!!
To make things even awesomer my Master is joining furaffinity as soon as her confirmation email finally gets to her lol.
*squees excitedly* cya later mew!!!
To make things even awesomer my Master is joining furaffinity as soon as her confirmation email finally gets to her lol.
*squees excitedly* cya later mew!!!
Disney!
Posted 11 years agoToday was awesome!!! Comet came to hang out and we went to Epcot!!!!! Sooo much fun!!!!
The Trip ish NOW!!!
Posted 11 years agoBai bai everyone!! I'm off tew Florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squees* I hopefully will get tew hang out wiff a few of my furrie friends down here!!!! <3 <3 <3 Soooo excited!!!!!!!!! Send me a Note if ya wanna meet up tew!!!
The Trip ish NOW!!!
Posted 11 years agoBai bai everyone!! I'm off tew Florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squees* I hopefully will get tew hang out wiff a few of my furrie friends down here!!!! <3 <3 <3 Soooo excited!!!!!!!!! Send me a Note if ya wanna meet up tew!!!
art raffley thingie!!!
Posted 11 years agoMiss Strawberry lady is doing a raffle! Yay Art!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:41552171
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:41552171
Florida!
Posted 11 years agoI'm headed to Disney!!! Well kinda!!! I'm headed to disney the first week of August! But Just found out we don't have tickets for the parks so we might just drive around Florida and hang out with friends and stuffies!!!
Anime Next
Posted 11 years agoOff to Anime Next!! *squees* Hope to run into some friends and hang out! Unfortunately I don't think I will be cosplaying this year, bills kinda over took me but I have a wonderful plan for the future!!!
Happy Beltane Everyone!!!
Posted 11 years agoI made a very yummy dinner!!!!
Trying something new!
Posted 11 years agoI decided to change myself up a bit! I find myself less babish as of late still definitely have my baby moments but I think I wanna try running around in my big girl panties for a bit and try and give being a bit more open about being a fur and less afraid of everything a shot!
Wish me luck! The last time I tried this ended in disasters but I am hoping with a few friends I can make it through this time!
Wish me luck! The last time I tried this ended in disasters but I am hoping with a few friends I can make it through this time!
Big Girl
Posted 11 years agoSo I wanna get a big girl commision done of me and Kyobi and also we are gonna split the account so she can have an FA of her own. If FA ever lets us make new accounts again....
Happy Birthday Me!
Posted 11 years agoIts my party and....I'm the only one here.....*hugs her tail and looks around* Everyone is excited about upcoming parties and cons and stuffies...*whimpers*...I....*hangs her head* I am gonna go cuddle my plushies and wait for my Master to come home....at 7.....Well at the very least Master and I started planning cosplays and stuffies for Anime Next so Yay!! Think of happy things!!! =^-^=
Pokepony raffle!!!!
Posted 12 years agoChioro is aweosme and is doing a super raffley thing for Pokeponies IT IS POKEMON AND PONIES!! That ish awesome!!!! If you haven't seen her stuffies! GO!!! GO NOW!!! Seriously there is gonna be a link down there somewhere go check her stuff out!!! Also this contest is for ANYPONY! I mean anyone....no i don't...
You don't have to be a watcher just gotta pick your favoritest pokemon and pony and a color!!! Oh and ya gotta make a journal of course! Then you post it with all your info and you have a chance to win!!! Gotta hurry though it ends on friday!
So the link you have all been waiting for!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5226177/
MEW!!! Good luckies!!!
You don't have to be a watcher just gotta pick your favoritest pokemon and pony and a color!!! Oh and ya gotta make a journal of course! Then you post it with all your info and you have a chance to win!!! Gotta hurry though it ends on friday!
So the link you have all been waiting for!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5226177/
MEW!!! Good luckies!!!
A very much needed rant, and a hope for help.
Posted 12 years agoTo all my fur suiter friends I really need some help.
For those who know me you know this has been an interesting trip, when i was younger I was actually scared of fursuits, never understood why....they just made me feel confused and that scared me and I never explored it more then that
When I went to college I was finally introduced to the furry fandom and I thank my stars for that, a new world was open to me I felt like I wasn't alone, though still terrified of truly letting loose just knowing there was others out there gave me hope.
During my college years I made a bunch of fur friends who have made their way very close to my heart.
I after years of being nervous about it decided to go out in public with a fox tail and my collar and a wig. Nothing crazy but to me this was a giant step. Unfortunately it was greeted with someone running up and ripping my tail off then as I spun they ripped it in half and screamed fag.
I am big. I won't deny that. But this was me at my most fragile, I was very uneasy about my looks and trying to get out there made it to be walking on glass. When that person who won't be named did that....I broke...I couldn't look at myself for a while, I couldn't deal with myself for a while. I had dealt with my father throwing away my cosplay stuff in the past, heck i have dealt with him being ashamed of me because of who I have turned out to be and that is without him knowing my true quirks or sexual preference or any of that. After the scene at the college I packed up my stuff and left, I locked my cosplay and fur stuff up in a trunk and didn't touch it for a long time.
It wasn't till I was dragged to an anime convention with my fiance who it was her first time that I really felt a longing for both cosplay and my furry side again. I didn't just want it back in my life I needed it, I saw the joy and wonder in my fiances eyes as we drove around boston looking at the cosplayers and I wanted that back bad!
Later I reconnected with my college friends and fur friends through facebook and what not....and I started to feel brave again, I actually talked to a very good friend who is a very famous fursuiter and she said it would be cool to work on a fur suit with me!
To wrap this very very long journal up, I have come a very long way and I want to keep being brave. I want to be a fursuiter, I want to be comfortable dressing up in public. But I need help. Please if you guys could just leave me a message, tell me something about your first ventures be it fursuiting or what ever. Tell me about the fur cons that I keep being to chicken to go to. Please give me some tips about where to start, how much a fur suit can cost, tips anything! Please it would me a heck of a lot.
Thank you all very much who have read this.
~Kuro
For those who know me you know this has been an interesting trip, when i was younger I was actually scared of fursuits, never understood why....they just made me feel confused and that scared me and I never explored it more then that
When I went to college I was finally introduced to the furry fandom and I thank my stars for that, a new world was open to me I felt like I wasn't alone, though still terrified of truly letting loose just knowing there was others out there gave me hope.
During my college years I made a bunch of fur friends who have made their way very close to my heart.
I after years of being nervous about it decided to go out in public with a fox tail and my collar and a wig. Nothing crazy but to me this was a giant step. Unfortunately it was greeted with someone running up and ripping my tail off then as I spun they ripped it in half and screamed fag.
I am big. I won't deny that. But this was me at my most fragile, I was very uneasy about my looks and trying to get out there made it to be walking on glass. When that person who won't be named did that....I broke...I couldn't look at myself for a while, I couldn't deal with myself for a while. I had dealt with my father throwing away my cosplay stuff in the past, heck i have dealt with him being ashamed of me because of who I have turned out to be and that is without him knowing my true quirks or sexual preference or any of that. After the scene at the college I packed up my stuff and left, I locked my cosplay and fur stuff up in a trunk and didn't touch it for a long time.
It wasn't till I was dragged to an anime convention with my fiance who it was her first time that I really felt a longing for both cosplay and my furry side again. I didn't just want it back in my life I needed it, I saw the joy and wonder in my fiances eyes as we drove around boston looking at the cosplayers and I wanted that back bad!
Later I reconnected with my college friends and fur friends through facebook and what not....and I started to feel brave again, I actually talked to a very good friend who is a very famous fursuiter and she said it would be cool to work on a fur suit with me!
To wrap this very very long journal up, I have come a very long way and I want to keep being brave. I want to be a fursuiter, I want to be comfortable dressing up in public. But I need help. Please if you guys could just leave me a message, tell me something about your first ventures be it fursuiting or what ever. Tell me about the fur cons that I keep being to chicken to go to. Please give me some tips about where to start, how much a fur suit can cost, tips anything! Please it would me a heck of a lot.
Thank you all very much who have read this.
~Kuro
Free Friday contestie thing!!!
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5165594/
a chance to win some very pretty and free art! Why not take a look mew!
a chance to win some very pretty and free art! Why not take a look mew!
Engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted 12 years agoI GOT ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSS*
Help my friend with her block!
Posted 12 years agoA referance sheet raffle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted 12 years agohttps://www.furaffinity.net/view/11452231/
OH MY GOSH! Her art is pretty! I hope I win!!!!! I am not sure how to link a icon thingy but I will try ^_^ her icon thingy moves!!!
OH MY GOSH! Her art is pretty! I hope I win!!!!! I am not sure how to link a icon thingy but I will try ^_^ her icon thingy moves!!!
Tail tail tail
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4996100/
A raffle to win a tail mew!!! Can't win if you don't try!!! ^.^
A raffle to win a tail mew!!! Can't win if you don't try!!! ^.^
