Hella Rad Time
Posted 2 years agoAlso known as, Hormone Replacement Therapy! It's a go!! Started on December 7th so it's only been a few days now, but it feels really good to know I've started. It'll be awhile before I have any physical changes, but knowing it's happening just makes me happier alone. Hell finally coming out as trans in April alone did WONDERS for my mood. I know there is going to be a lot of struggle with this journey, but I'm happy. The world will one day be a little more understanding of it, or just have something else to hate >_>'
It's so wild how I went so long just..ignoring/suppressing this. From a young age (like..13..14??) I never really felt like I was a guy, It just felt wrong and over the years I'd either randomly cross-dress (especially at halloween lmao) or just present as femme in random ways online. Hell I had a lot of art of Larc as femme even though I made Ren to kind of..fill that need? A lot of stuff just makes sense to me now. I just felt like making this random journal cause I never make these and I'm just excited c:
It's so wild how I went so long just..ignoring/suppressing this. From a young age (like..13..14??) I never really felt like I was a guy, It just felt wrong and over the years I'd either randomly cross-dress (especially at halloween lmao) or just present as femme in random ways online. Hell I had a lot of art of Larc as femme even though I made Ren to kind of..fill that need? A lot of stuff just makes sense to me now. I just felt like making this random journal cause I never make these and I'm just excited c:
Haha, it's been awhile again :)
Posted 2 years agoI don't post journals really but I felt the need to update on here. tl;dr oh I'm trans 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️?????? Yes.
But yeah, that's a neat thing and I feel so much happier now! I am gonna be posting some random new and improved Larc Arts soon (Done by others of course)
Don't be weird or hateful or whatever? 9:U
But yeah, that's a neat thing and I feel so much happier now! I am gonna be posting some random new and improved Larc Arts soon (Done by others of course)
Don't be weird or hateful or whatever? 9:U
Hello.
Posted 4 years agoI haven't really done anything with this account in awhile. Did some small updates to the profile page and I may start slowly adding in art as I feel like it? Not much to report, it looks like my last journal was back when Mixer was still a thing lmao I stream on Twitch now and that's going really well. If any of you find this account feel free to say hi uwu
My twitch is https://www.twitch.tv/larcbark in case you didn't see that on my profile.
Oh I'm out as Gender fluid now, which to many apparently is not a shock lmao so that's a thing. It's been an interesting experience actually knowing this and accepting this part of me and in doing so it comes out more noticeably (at least to me now, I guess before people could tell?). So if I am feeling more masculine I have Larc to represent that, and if more feminine I have Ren for that! (even then Ren is intersex, I feel more in the middle than one way or the other). Also thought about art of like..a mix of the two right in the middle cause that's sometimes where I feel too and to make a homestuck reference
Gender is hard, it's hard and everybody understands.
Oh I guess I could also post more fursuit pics as I get those. I have a suit by https://twitter.com/Hunni_Bear_Art and she did a fantastic job! I guess cons will be a thing soon so maybe I will get some fun pics to post!
Also if anyone knows of people that do emotes and stuff for twitch let me know o:
This is really rambly and all over the place hahah
My twitch is https://www.twitch.tv/larcbark in case you didn't see that on my profile.
Oh I'm out as Gender fluid now, which to many apparently is not a shock lmao so that's a thing. It's been an interesting experience actually knowing this and accepting this part of me and in doing so it comes out more noticeably (at least to me now, I guess before people could tell?). So if I am feeling more masculine I have Larc to represent that, and if more feminine I have Ren for that! (even then Ren is intersex, I feel more in the middle than one way or the other). Also thought about art of like..a mix of the two right in the middle cause that's sometimes where I feel too and to make a homestuck reference
Gender is hard, it's hard and everybody understands.
Oh I guess I could also post more fursuit pics as I get those. I have a suit by https://twitter.com/Hunni_Bear_Art and she did a fantastic job! I guess cons will be a thing soon so maybe I will get some fun pics to post!
Also if anyone knows of people that do emotes and stuff for twitch let me know o:
This is really rambly and all over the place hahah
Streamin' Terraria at Mixer
Posted 8 years agoI stream a lot on Mixer.
Posted 8 years agoDoes anyone care (ie did you open this up) say anything lol. Cause I could post when I am or at least post when I plan to stream in suit? Cause I wanna start doing fursuit friday streams at some point. So I figured I'd see if anyone is interested in such things.
But hey here's my Mixer eitherway :3 https://mixer.com/Larc come hang out if ya want!
But hey here's my Mixer eitherway :3 https://mixer.com/Larc come hang out if ya want!
Obligatory birthday post.
Posted 8 years agoIt's my birthday! :U Also I am gonna be streaming random stuff tonight and maybe drinking. Probably Yooka-Laylee and some other stuff. I might play Dark Souls for the first time and get mad too lol
Game Strem
Posted 9 years agoPlaying Divinity Original Sin
though we all know furries were the original sinners.
:U
gaming.youtube.com/TehLarc
Come listen to me say dumb words and forget the names of things half the time! :V
Though I am not starting for another 20 mins or so (9pm central)
though we all know furries were the original sinners.
:U
gaming.youtube.com/TehLarc
Come listen to me say dumb words and forget the names of things half the time! :V
Though I am not starting for another 20 mins or so (9pm central)
Roomie Streaming PWYW
Posted 9 years agoArt from a cool person!
Posted 9 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/toxius/
Go check out her art cause she is super awesome does great stuff and is fun to hang with.
Also, she about to do the schools THAT SHIT COST MONEY. HELLA MONEY
GO GO GO GO!
Go check out her art cause she is super awesome does great stuff and is fun to hang with.
Also, she about to do the schools THAT SHIT COST MONEY. HELLA MONEY
GO GO GO GO!
Fursuit pics?
Posted 9 years agoSo I have a decent amount of followers on here (for whatever reason? >.> thanks I guess? lol) but I got some neato pics of me from Furry Siesta. Anyone interested in even seeing them? If so should I post here, or to my weasyl or to both? I dunno I just want some feedback I guess see what people think.
Also, if people are wanting me to do more stuff like this then I could go out and suit randomly, but I guess I'd have to post these initial pics first. I got some from furry fiesta as well.
SO LEMME KNOW OK? I LEGIT WANNA KNOW AND AM CURIOUS AND IF YOU DON'T CARE JUST BE LIKE "dam larc stfu u fuk"
I guess another option is my tumblr too which is mostly just random nonsense. *Shruuuuuuuuug* Lemme know!
Also, if people are wanting me to do more stuff like this then I could go out and suit randomly, but I guess I'd have to post these initial pics first. I got some from furry fiesta as well.
SO LEMME KNOW OK? I LEGIT WANNA KNOW AND AM CURIOUS AND IF YOU DON'T CARE JUST BE LIKE "dam larc stfu u fuk"
I guess another option is my tumblr too which is mostly just random nonsense. *Shruuuuuuuuug* Lemme know!
Hella cool roomie/friend is doing PWYW coms!
Posted 9 years agohttps://join.me/227-770-685
This is the link for it! All we ask is that if you want color it's at least $5! She does super cute stuff she really does, so check it out~ :D
This is the link for it! All we ask is that if you want color it's at least $5! She does super cute stuff she really does, so check it out~ :D
Elder Scrolls Online
Posted 9 years agoI have no idea how popular this game is, I know at first it was apparently awful but I am having a lot of fun with it. Specially with the Thief's Guild and Dark Brotherhood dlc being added in. So if anyone plays lemme know :o
Dang today is my birthday
Posted 9 years agoand I have reached level 30 :U
TFF Mememememe thingy. Aw yeee
Posted 9 years agoWhere are you staying?
Con hotel
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday night
How long are you going?
Wednesday night - Sunday night prolly
How are you traveling?
Goin on de car again bic boi
Who will you be rooming with?
Rollinstein, Glaceon,
Shayoni, a couple others.
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Ah man new and old friends I've made~ Prolly gonna have a party so semi-random people too?
What do you look like?
Slightly buff (werking at it xO) dude who is bald from too much training. Or in my pompdog suit!
What is your gender?
Duder
How tall are you?
5'10
How is the best way to find you?
Look for the blue pomp or spinning glowy staff I guess!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say Larc or be like "ayy lmao" loudly enough. Shout dank memes, I dunno. lol
Are there any panels/events you might be attending?
A couple I might go to
Will you be going to parties?
Hosting one ye
Will you be fursuiting?
Probably a lot. Will be my first time
Can I talk to you?
Yea go for it.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs sure, just don't get crazy with it
Can I buy you drinks?
If you want to sure go for it. I hate dark liquor though aside from rum. :U
Can I give you stuff?
If you really feel like it sure o-o'
Are you nice?
I try to be yee
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Wandering.
What/where will you be eating?
Shit loads of Ramen. itadakimasu~
Can I take your picture?
Fuck yeah. Just lemme know so I can get copies later~
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have even more fun than the last year, suit a bunch
How can I contact you?
Twitther at TehLarc Telegram is Larc
So yee. Expect me to usually be in my suit. I'll probably have a greaser look going, I'd do the japanese punk thing but I don't got the time or material for that ~-~
Con hotel
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday night
How long are you going?
Wednesday night - Sunday night prolly
How are you traveling?
Goin on de car again bic boi
Who will you be rooming with?
Rollinstein, Glaceon,
Shayoni, a couple others.Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Ah man new and old friends I've made~ Prolly gonna have a party so semi-random people too?
What do you look like?
Slightly buff (werking at it xO) dude who is bald from too much training. Or in my pompdog suit!
What is your gender?
Duder
How tall are you?
5'10
How is the best way to find you?
Look for the blue pomp or spinning glowy staff I guess!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Say Larc or be like "ayy lmao" loudly enough. Shout dank memes, I dunno. lol
Are there any panels/events you might be attending?
A couple I might go to
Will you be going to parties?
Hosting one ye
Will you be fursuiting?
Probably a lot. Will be my first time
Can I talk to you?
Yea go for it.
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs sure, just don't get crazy with it
Can I buy you drinks?
If you want to sure go for it. I hate dark liquor though aside from rum. :U
Can I give you stuff?
If you really feel like it sure o-o'
Are you nice?
I try to be yee
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Wandering.
What/where will you be eating?
Shit loads of Ramen. itadakimasu~
Can I take your picture?
Fuck yeah. Just lemme know so I can get copies later~
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have even more fun than the last year, suit a bunch
How can I contact you?
Twitther at TehLarc Telegram is Larc
So yee. Expect me to usually be in my suit. I'll probably have a greaser look going, I'd do the japanese punk thing but I don't got the time or material for that ~-~
Words and such.
Posted 10 years agoI am writing a journal for no real reason other than to do it because it's been awhile.
Don't have a job currently, kinda blows but hopefully one of the places I am interested in contacts me. Been going to the gym though which has been nice me and a frond. Furry fiesta is in a couple months. Looking to the right I generally make a post before TFF, and speaking of which who all is going this year? It'd be cool to see old friends I've met and of course make new ones. Hopefully my partial will be done before then, just gotta get with the waifu and work on it. The head is mostly done though just need to trim it a bit and then get a little more done, then the hands and tail..possibly footpaws if we get around to those, if not ah well.
Also I may be posting a bunch of stuff soon if I get around to it? So sorry in advance for the flood of bat and dog dongles.
My d key is apparently trying to stick how annoying of it :c
Don't have a job currently, kinda blows but hopefully one of the places I am interested in contacts me. Been going to the gym though which has been nice me and a frond. Furry fiesta is in a couple months. Looking to the right I generally make a post before TFF, and speaking of which who all is going this year? It'd be cool to see old friends I've met and of course make new ones. Hopefully my partial will be done before then, just gotta get with the waifu and work on it. The head is mostly done though just need to trim it a bit and then get a little more done, then the hands and tail..possibly footpaws if we get around to those, if not ah well.
Also I may be posting a bunch of stuff soon if I get around to it? So sorry in advance for the flood of bat and dog dongles.
My d key is apparently trying to stick how annoying of it :c
Friend is looking for roomies in BOULDER CREEK - CA
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6980616/
That is the link to their joirnal. I can definitely vouch that these are some super cool people and you should move in with them. It's off the CHARTS how you should move in with 'em.
That is the link to their joirnal. I can definitely vouch that these are some super cool people and you should move in with them. It's off the CHARTS how you should move in with 'em.
Obligatory Birthday Journal
Posted 10 years agoIt is my birthday, daaaaaamn. I am 29 now, and I still feel like I am 20 rofl Have work today, but I work at a liquor store and I can watch movies and play games so it isn't too bad. XD
Leaving for Furry Fiesta tomorrow.
Posted 10 years agoSo hype for it, gonna be in a van with 6 of my peoples and I'll be wandering around in a bat hoodie~ So if you see me say hi, or poke me, or give me a hi-five or whatnot~
TFF 2015
Posted 11 years agoIt's in little over a month. Daaang. ALSO WHO IS GOING. :U I wanna say hi and such
Streaming Freddy's tonight?
Posted 11 years agoI dunno, I might be. :X I have refused to play that shit but people keep pestering me, but I don't wanna play for an empty room haha. It'd be at 10:30ish central time. So if anyone's interested lemme know haha.
And I'll be drinking.
..oh god will I be drinking.
;~;
And I'll be drinking.
..oh god will I be drinking.
;~;
Theory about Five Nights at Freddy's
Posted 11 years agoEveryone is always saying "Well why do they hire a guard, why not give him a suit, why does using stuff use power, etc etc"
The owner knows all about this obviously, the guy on the phone even mentions that the carpet has to be replaced. So why does he put a security guard into this dangerous situation to guard such a place?
Sacrifices.
The fact that he has to -know- about the bodies being in these suites, the fact that when you do die you see your EYES hanging out of it. It's mentioned that they smell absolutely horrendous. He knows there are evil spirits inside of this animatronics and he is afraid of what they can and will do if there isn't someone there to go after at night. It was originally someone dressed as a security guard that killed the kids. Using the doors and lights use power, but it is there to give the security guard a false sense of security. Even if someone does manage to survive and tamper with the mascots at all, they get fired on the spot. Not for the simple act of tampering with them, but for potentially pissing off the spirits within those mascots more. Also, there is a -recording- of the security guard being killed by them. I find it hard to believe the owner would take notice of this.
There is also the fact he is apparently making a second game and then the place is closing down..What the hell is going to happen with these mascots when the places closes? I don't think destroying them will be enough and if they're just left in there alone..who knows!
But this is just what I was thinking as I fell asleep last night (Great thing to think about right?) I am sure some will argue against it, or hell this could have been thought of by someone else! But I felt like posting my idea anyway xP
The owner knows all about this obviously, the guy on the phone even mentions that the carpet has to be replaced. So why does he put a security guard into this dangerous situation to guard such a place?
Sacrifices.
The fact that he has to -know- about the bodies being in these suites, the fact that when you do die you see your EYES hanging out of it. It's mentioned that they smell absolutely horrendous. He knows there are evil spirits inside of this animatronics and he is afraid of what they can and will do if there isn't someone there to go after at night. It was originally someone dressed as a security guard that killed the kids. Using the doors and lights use power, but it is there to give the security guard a false sense of security. Even if someone does manage to survive and tamper with the mascots at all, they get fired on the spot. Not for the simple act of tampering with them, but for potentially pissing off the spirits within those mascots more. Also, there is a -recording- of the security guard being killed by them. I find it hard to believe the owner would take notice of this.
There is also the fact he is apparently making a second game and then the place is closing down..What the hell is going to happen with these mascots when the places closes? I don't think destroying them will be enough and if they're just left in there alone..who knows!
But this is just what I was thinking as I fell asleep last night (Great thing to think about right?) I am sure some will argue against it, or hell this could have been thought of by someone else! But I felt like posting my idea anyway xP
Assumption memememe
Posted 11 years agoMakes an ass out if you and me 8^y
But really, post assumptions you have and I'll confirm or deny. UNLESS IT'S TERRIBLE THEN I'LL IGNORE AND BLOCK YOU BAAAWWWW (Nah)
But really, post assumptions you have and I'll confirm or deny. UNLESS IT'S TERRIBLE THEN I'LL IGNORE AND BLOCK YOU BAAAWWWW (Nah)
TMI tuesday? Tmi tuesday.
Posted 11 years agoUh, ask stuff I guess? :U
Furry Fiesta
Posted 11 years agoOh my goodness I am so friggin' EXCITED. Even MORESO than last year. Mostly 'cause I met a lot of people and didn't get to speak with 'em too much! If you wanna hang or whatevers just leave me notes on here ORRRRR skype. (Skype will probably be best). Also gonna have a couple extra friends this year, one is..sort of a furry? But on the DL about it I guess? The other is completely not a furry but down to experience anything once and is goofy as hell. I am grinning like a damn idiot right now as I type this thinking about the con. Oh, I did one of those meme things too if you're curious about stuff? the tl;dr is yes lets hang out, yes lets have some drinks and giggle and be silly~ :D
I don't know what else to say other than I am excited and that EL LARCO LUCHADOR EXTRAORDINAIRE WILL BE AMAZING.
I don't know what else to say other than I am excited and that EL LARCO LUCHADOR EXTRAORDINAIRE WILL BE AMAZING.
Get to know me and my nonsense meme.
Posted 12 years agoWhat's your real name?
Chris :| buuut, originally my name was going to be Carl which funnily enough if you rearange the letters makes Larc. Which I didn't realize until later on hahah.
How tall are you?
5"10
What's your natural hair color?
Brown
What's your eye color?
Blue!
What's your orientation?
Uhh..I'm not entirely sure. As odd as that sounds.
Are you single, taken or undecided?
I am taken. Taken away to a place of mysterious and magic.
What do you do in your spare time?
I like to play games, hang out with people, hang out with people in second life, roleplay stuff, watching random anime/shows. I like to read Homestuck On my..5th or 6th reread now >->)
What's your job or occupation?
Right now it's Office Depot, hopefully soon it's something better.
What do you like about yourself?
I'm able to act silly and just say whatever I want without worry of other's opinions, I have this knack for wanting to do really well if I say out loud "I don't give a fuck" I still end up doing whatever it was haha.
What do you dislike about yourself?
I am way too hard on myself and I have set up these 'barriers' that keep me from trying to do/learn new things. It's really frustrating for me to try and do things sometimes and when I am trying to learn something new I just can't do it. I was trying really hard to dance one time in a class thingy at TFF last year and I nearly had a panic attack.
What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
"You're nuts"
What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I believe in some sort of power or order of things, I don't like to think that we just die and that's it, but I also don't think we go somewhere for eternity..it'd be too crowded. So I like to believe in Talos, TRUE GOD OF MAN(and furs)
Do you drink?
Probably too much, I wouldn't say i'm an alcoholic because I don't 'need' to drink. It's just fun and when people ask I say sure XD
Do you smoke?
I vape! But there's no nicotine I do it purely for the flavor and to see the vape floating around, it's amusing.
What are your major fears?
My biggest fear is failure, as mentioned before I have a problem with trying to do things and that's because I'm so afraid to fail at it. I have other minor fears though..Like wasp! and bees, both of them I hate them. >:C
Do you have any dreams or goals?
My big dream that'll never happen is I'd love to be a meteorologist or storm chaser, will never happen but it's a dream xD but really I just want a job I don't hate and make enough money to support me and my waifu.
Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
I've had a couple crushes I guess? One I am still with! No Ex's
Who's your best buddy?
I have several of them, several online and a few close buddies outside of the net. But the ones I consider close online are also ones I'd like to meet in person and be awkward!
What's your favorite dish?
I dunno about 'dish' but I loooooooooove thai food and cajun! Also really spicy stuff, people will warn me "This is spicy" and I usually laugh.
What's your favorite drink?
Probably chocolate milk o-o
What's your favorite color?
Blue, purple, orange, silver. in that order.
If you had a super power, what would it be?
I'd like to be a shapeshifter. I'd abuse it soooo bad.
What's your favorite movie?
Ace Ventura, Step Brothers, uh..some others one I can't think of haha.
What's your least favorite food?
Beans and mushrooms, hate the texture and the taste.
What's the last meal you want before you die?
Toriko's full course meal.
What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I drive a Yamaha scooter. BEEP BEEP
What is your most disliked bug?
Wasp. FUCKWASPSIHATETHEM
What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
When people smack when they eat...It takes me from 0 to rage pretty fast, I will literally twitch when I hear it.
What do you dislike in life?
All the stupid stuff that sucks.
Chris :| buuut, originally my name was going to be Carl which funnily enough if you rearange the letters makes Larc. Which I didn't realize until later on hahah.
How tall are you?
5"10
What's your natural hair color?
Brown
What's your eye color?
Blue!
What's your orientation?
Uhh..I'm not entirely sure. As odd as that sounds.
Are you single, taken or undecided?
I am taken. Taken away to a place of mysterious and magic.
What do you do in your spare time?
I like to play games, hang out with people, hang out with people in second life, roleplay stuff, watching random anime/shows. I like to read Homestuck On my..5th or 6th reread now >->)
What's your job or occupation?
Right now it's Office Depot, hopefully soon it's something better.
What do you like about yourself?
I'm able to act silly and just say whatever I want without worry of other's opinions, I have this knack for wanting to do really well if I say out loud "I don't give a fuck" I still end up doing whatever it was haha.
What do you dislike about yourself?
I am way too hard on myself and I have set up these 'barriers' that keep me from trying to do/learn new things. It's really frustrating for me to try and do things sometimes and when I am trying to learn something new I just can't do it. I was trying really hard to dance one time in a class thingy at TFF last year and I nearly had a panic attack.
What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
"You're nuts"
What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I believe in some sort of power or order of things, I don't like to think that we just die and that's it, but I also don't think we go somewhere for eternity..it'd be too crowded. So I like to believe in Talos, TRUE GOD OF MAN(and furs)
Do you drink?
Probably too much, I wouldn't say i'm an alcoholic because I don't 'need' to drink. It's just fun and when people ask I say sure XD
Do you smoke?
I vape! But there's no nicotine I do it purely for the flavor and to see the vape floating around, it's amusing.
What are your major fears?
My biggest fear is failure, as mentioned before I have a problem with trying to do things and that's because I'm so afraid to fail at it. I have other minor fears though..Like wasp! and bees, both of them I hate them. >:C
Do you have any dreams or goals?
My big dream that'll never happen is I'd love to be a meteorologist or storm chaser, will never happen but it's a dream xD but really I just want a job I don't hate and make enough money to support me and my waifu.
Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
I've had a couple crushes I guess? One I am still with! No Ex's
Who's your best buddy?
I have several of them, several online and a few close buddies outside of the net. But the ones I consider close online are also ones I'd like to meet in person and be awkward!
What's your favorite dish?
I dunno about 'dish' but I loooooooooove thai food and cajun! Also really spicy stuff, people will warn me "This is spicy" and I usually laugh.
What's your favorite drink?
Probably chocolate milk o-o
What's your favorite color?
Blue, purple, orange, silver. in that order.
If you had a super power, what would it be?
I'd like to be a shapeshifter. I'd abuse it soooo bad.
What's your favorite movie?
Ace Ventura, Step Brothers, uh..some others one I can't think of haha.
What's your least favorite food?
Beans and mushrooms, hate the texture and the taste.
What's the last meal you want before you die?
Toriko's full course meal.
What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I drive a Yamaha scooter. BEEP BEEP
What is your most disliked bug?
Wasp. FUCKWASPSIHATETHEM
What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
When people smack when they eat...It takes me from 0 to rage pretty fast, I will literally twitch when I hear it.
What do you dislike in life?
All the stupid stuff that sucks.
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