My debut will be on 10/3 at 6pm! see yall then!
https://www.twitch.tv/nanochi

Am excited and cant wait to start streaming again~

https://twitter.com/Milky_kou/statu.....66370246832128

if you want the tldr; trying to find myself...hoping to make a art career once i can help myself...and trying to defeat this depression.

looks like im not being quarantined and wont be paid. might lose my job. Not a fun way to start off the week.....Though i havent been confirmed positive so this is going to be a fun time since my work will ONLY pay if i have been infected, not if i have another disease...we are working on this but either way this is going to put alot of strain on me since i just got out of a....not so good situation and now trying to avoid going back...I might try to take commissions but i need to clean up the area and work on the nerve to do so...Will keep you all posted, check my twitter as well https://twitter.com/PixelatedMilky

If you have a nintendo switch and want to join me on animal crossing new horizons once we are all shut in add me~
sw-6592-9885-3005
see you all there stay safe everyone.

I would love to stream this game dunno how that would work though as a stream, and until i get new streaming hardware its going to be a while before i can do console streams. See you all soon~

So if you haven't heard by now via my twitter or discord group or my twitch streams, i am on medical leave until further notice. This means that there is no income what so ever for me, and no food. Now while I am streaming a lot on twitch, it doesn't guarantee me money. In fact i haven't really gotten much at all but that's OK, because I do it to help me out mentally. But that's a topic for another time why i stream. At any rate this means I will be living off of essentially basic soup bullion that i had gotten.

That is why I am asking for any help at all to help me get by until my medical leave is up next month when Im allowed to go back. Starting today or tommorow, I will be doing for at least 3+ hours (or at least try to if my depression doesnt get me) art streams on picarto. you can find it here https://picarto.tv/LeakyMilky if you want to do any commissions I will be open. Fair warning, i am not a very good drawing artist, but i can color quite well. I can STILL TRY to do some drawings if you wish, itll take a while for me to get to them since i need references and such at any rate!

Ko-fi is here as well Ko-fi.com/leakymilky

you can check my gallery here for my coloring examples, but right now both the sketches and colors will be $10 whether its coloring something already done or a new sketch. I only accept paypal which can make the payments here https://www.paypal.me/leakymilky

If you want to donate you can also use the link above. or you can use this link https://streamlabs.com/pixelatedmilky/tip from my twitch stream here even during my stream ill see this~. My twitch channel by the way. https://www.twitch.tv/pixelatedmilky


At any rate anything helps, even passing this journal along. I need to raise about $500 for bills and food so that I dont get kicked out. I will try to do something tonight either stream wise or art wise but you can always message me on my discord server if you wish. discord.gg/t6Vbs6V is my server. Feel free to join im trying to make it grow for twitch and to have fun~.


Anyways thank you again for the love and support, hope to see you soon and hope to be forcing myself to art so i can do it to make life a little bit easier.

https://www.twitch.tv/pixelatedmilky Thieves in space will now continue!

Scary stream with resi 7 on pc~ come join me for a new stream and a game ive never played~ https://www.twitch.tv/pixelatedmilky

hey everyone tomorrow at 2pm az time I will be doing undertale for the first time. Ive never played the game, idk anything about it but I figure it would be fun. So come join me~

https://www.twitch.tv/pixelatedmilky

On augest 8th at 12 am/midnight arizona time I will be hosting a 12 hour Xenoblade chronicles X stream to heop me gain not only followers but to also help raise donations so that i can get a new computer to start doing games I want to do like alien Isolation and such for you guys as well as to be able to handle more drawing sessions with my tablet [tldr its super slow and laggy when trying to draw]
I hope you guys can come and join in for some fun. Even if you cant donate, just having fun and talking with you all is well great~
The stream can be found here https://www.twitch.tv/pixelatedmilky
And if you wish to donate you can do so here! https://www.twitch.tv/pixelatedmilky
I hope to see you all there!
More info at my video here!~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfnAwrdYnd4

To those that have a commission from me, I do apologize that it is taking a while to finish. These past few weeks have been very hard for me and i have gone through a mental breakdown and have pretty much been forced to rethink recent decisions as well as try to figure out what I am going to do. I will still finish your commissions though I can not guarantee the date it will be finished at. Commissions are still open and i will hopefully be able to get more done down the line but for now i have to rethink everything and figure out what is going on with my life. I am currently going through therapy that should hopefully help me figure this out and hopefully also maybe something will happen to where my artistic skills will start going through and finally improve.

I want to thank you all for the love and support you have given me through the years as i go through this hard transition. And your continued patience while I try to do what I want to do and trying to get past my barriers.

How would you guys feel if i did daily streams after work and possibly commissions? Im looking to get my name out there and any and all help would work i guess streaming more would help? What do you guys think?

As for the time frame, there isnt really a set time per say since my schedule at work is random each day so...I guess it would be on the lookout but i would be doing streams more likely during the afternoon or night. Idk what do you guys suggest?

As for commissions im open but i will be slow since im relearning

Current commissions
Bimbo tf sequence for sigmarrio
Full bust for Matthew250

First thank you everyone for all of the support over the past few months, its been very stressful for me and all of your support has helped. For more info PLEASE PLEASE watch this video i have made. It will explain alot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1H8TljlVoz0


Now i have emergancy commissions open so that i can get me a new tablet. I need to earn a little more than $400 to get to my goal and I am currently offering colors for $10 shading $15 and then drawing actual sketches for $5 this is so that i can practice and learn how to draw but also so that i can get better. When I say color i mean ill color anything you throw at me already in grey scale or black and white. Restrictions i normally have are lifted so Anything goes.

If you can not pay for commissions All i ask in return is to share this with everyone so that the word can be spread to help me out. Thank you so much for your help.

So it has been quite a while since i did anything but ill put that up in another journal. For now My da will be a little inactive as most of my drawings are now extremely nsfw and I would need to submit them elsewhere however ill keep you all up to date as i can. But for now you can now find ALL of my future arts at http://leakymilky.tumblr.com as i will be uploading them first then to FA im glad to be back to doing art and i cant wait to work on more things. Hope everyone is having a great year!

Commissions are officially open! I will be streaming at least 3 times a week if not more, and on each stream I will accept up to 5 commissions. Once slots are filled they will be filled till the end of the day unless i get through them all, then I will open up more slots. This is to help me get back into things and to improve my art.


Color commissions: $10
Shadows: +5

Color commissions are pre-existing imaged that I will color for you. Any image, any kink is on the table. I will not charge extra if it is a anime character vs oc. This is to help me and to help you. You can message me directly here, or on discord. Add me on discord @ milkykou#8909 Or on the streams

Payments are accepted paypal only at this time.

So I will soon be opening daily coloring commissions, it is first come first serve however, If i get all slots finished before the end of the day I will open again.
How this will work is I will color ANYTHING you give me if its sketched lined pre shaded all that in my own style i have been working on in secret for a few weeks. Yes I mean ANYTHING. My no rules for things i refuse to color and draw is being dropped in favor of getting my name out there.

This is the main reason ive been inactive besides not having internet. Now that things are a little more stable I can go ahead and get started with this.


At this time I will have 5 slots open each day. Colors are $20, which include full flat colors and my special layer i add on top. When providing the pic a reference sheet or what colors you want, will be appreciated though If you want me to iron man it I can as well.

Payments to be accepted via paypal, and once accepted work will begin that day.

I hope to offer lots of colors to everyone.
I will go ahead and accept commissions now, but these will fully start by next week. I will even be streaming some of these.
I know this is a lot to take in on a short notice, but the more commissions i can get, the easier it will be in the long run for some personal RL stuff.

And soon ill be offering full blown drawing commissions but the prices I have not worked out yet. But give me time and ill be able to draw what you want.
Thank you all for your love and support.

So I have been thinking about this for a very very long time and while there are still a few things I need to finish first, Im thinking of going back to re-learn how to draw and open up commissions again. To be honest, when I was drawing (even though my skills are terrible at this time) I was quite happy for the most part, at least till i discovered the things i truly liked but lacked the ability to draw. I would love to get back to drawing for living than the current situation of stressful inducing jobs that im currently stuck in now. It would be a much better position for me than how I currently am.

Now I know its been quite a few years since ive been able to draw with any decent skill ever since my accident (long story short the radial nerve in my arm is shot and causes alot of issues with me functioning) years ago. I however dont want to give up hope of drawing again, so with much therapy and medication im finally at the point I may be able to help myself draw again and function normally. Theres still spasms in my arm from time to time that may cause issues, but im hoping after going back to class to re-learn how to draw, and how to handle myself with this tool, i can get back to doing what i love, and start commissions and drawing things id like to draw, rather than have others draw for me (though ill still prob do that)

I dont know what do you guys think? Would you love to see me get back into drawing? I know i havent uploaded any of my good stuff but id love to get back to drawing and bringing happiness to people rather than go day to day stressing out about stats at work, do this do that, worry about making 1 tiny mistake to cost me my job, and all that stuff, and id like to be happy again lose the stress, and maybe actually have a life and do things I want to do.

Of all the items I have colored? Which do you like the most in terms of style/coloring? Im looking for what works for my colors the best but its very hard to determin which is working the most. Anyone that has a favorite style please let me know.

So I know its been quite a long time since ive posted anything here, even a journal or pic or anything. Im sure some of you had been quite worried, some of you wondering where your coloring requests have gone, (dont worry i still have them saved, just alot has happened in the past well year and a half. I guess the best way is to start from the beggining

Back in may 2015 as you guys know I announced that I would be out of it for a few weeks/months from vocal surgery that i have to get ever couple of years. its a mix of multiple surgeries combined that i have to have due to constant muscle growths and its to help me breath and talk and not choke on blood when my cords tear.

As you all know i was out for a while and while it was fine for a while, complications did arise and i had to go back for follow up surgery. Twice. Its been a few months and so far no complications again. Which is great since alot of other things have happened since then.

I had lost my job at hostgator as well as my website i had hosting with them, so for now the site is kinda on hiaatus till i get it back up, money issues have araised with my limited funding from work, I have also moved out of my current living quarters and am finally on my own with no roomates, no guests living with me, finally on my own. With that in mind comes all the stress happening in my life.

If anyone has worked in customer service, they can relate, it is one of the most stressful jobs you can ever have. It is more stressful when you are in a call center environment as customers can get away with more than they can in person. There are also set expectations that are very hard to meet or even exceed at when in this environment. To put this in a perspective for those not aware, Imagine having to take a test on another subject that is something youve not studied for, in another language, and you have to make 100.

That is the closest perspective for how it is at this type of job. Now because of all of this, and with having to mvoe on my own to a part of town that is not well, not the safest place but not the worst, and up three fights of steps, as well as worrying about Bills for rent, power, water car insurance ect ect, this stress gets to you quite quickly. I probably could have typed this better but i do not have a way of typing it. needless to say, With the past few weeks, I have had to go to the emergancy room multiple times for chest pains, anxiety attacks passouts, among other things.

So Now im on multiple medications at this time for different things, mostly physical, as well as depression and anxiety. This has severly limited what I can do between the little time I have after work, to the point that Im not able to do much even move. While I do have some energy for things, Alot of things I used to be able to do, recording games, chatting with friends, drawing and coloring, im now very very limited as not only does the medication mess with my ability for this, it also reduces my energy as well as the therapy i have to go through daily between my off work hours.

There is some good news in this however, while I am limited on what I can do, I can do 1 or 2 things a day that Hopefully will be making things better. Once im finally off my medication or to a point it is reduced, I can go back full schedule for the things I want to do, however even then I have to severly reduce what I was doing before.

Before I was trying to learn to draw, record games, do video reviews, lets plays, color, go to college and more all at the same time, ussually multiple things at a time a day. Because of my current condition and from now on, I will have to as the dr puts it *mellow out* and reduce what I can do. I will still be trying to draw so i can get to doing my own things, and hey maybe ill enjoy it with commissions and perks. I will still be trying to record games and such for my youtube, (which to those that follow me thank you again for keeping up and with all the wishes.) however I will be limited to preety much these 2 things. I cant keep up this life style of doing multiple things as before as stress and planning for the future will continue to be on my plate, and until i am able to get to a less stressful job one that I enjoy these kinds of issues will continue to come up

I do appologize if this all seems a bit kind of a rant but It is something i needed to get out of the way to let everyone know. So again everyone, thank you for all your continued love and support, I truly can not tell you how much I appreciate this and how it helps me get by each and every day. There will be alot of changes you will all be seeing, some good, some not as good, but its all for a better future and to help me out. And thank you for taking the time to read this, if you made it this far, thank you, you should get a cookie.

Expect more journals in the future, this is more of a generalized one of what will happen, plans like my livestreams and commissions and such will come later.

As a last note, I am going to try to improve my art a little at a time, if anyone has great *schematics* on drawing things like hair hands anatomy they used to help them, please let me know, im going to take things one at a time focus on hands then hair then feet ect ect till i can bring it all together. it may be the best way to learn, any help will help me out.

Hey guys, so since im back in the art community i have opened up my commission slots again. At the moment i do not have a limit on how many can take. Please be aware there is a small list from those that have gotten ahead first from the emergency commissions back in feb.

Please be aware im not doing drawings and coloring at the same time, but im coloring your lineart/sketch for you with shadows included. This is to help build my confidence back up before i start doing real art. Thank you for waiting and the support.

Colors+shading
$5 1 character
$10 2+ characters
+$2 for any background coloring
static background colors are free!

If you want to have something colored send me a note on here. Please provide your png files or if possible your .psd files to make it easier to color.

So im going to try and do this more often on my days off from work by doing all day art streams hopfully once a month or so. Since i finally fixxed issues with my internet on streaming i should be good to go now tommorow. It will start between 12-1pm tues nov 17 and will last at least 8 hours or more, if not 24 hours (if i can go that far) Im hoping to improve my art as well as get some commissions i promised done. Please feel free to drop by and have some fun or even help me out.

I will post a art when the stream starts.

Figure i might as well try to do a art stream again for everyone. Stream will start at about 930am central time and will last till i pass out. I hope you can all join.

Hey everyone! I got some good news, i got alot of extra steam games i have for sale and It would be very appreciative if you guys can help out. Im looking to raise money to help me get a special commission for down the road and I thought it would be best if i sold some games i have extras of for cheap. All keys are for steam and are brand new (a few are on origin which will be noted) And Im selling them unless marked otherwise for $10 each. All of these are just cluttering up my pages for where i purchased the keys and i need to get rid of them. All of them are from humble bundle and indie gala and indie royal so they are new.

If you are interested in any game, please send me a note stating the game you want or you can send the money to me directly at paypal at milkykou[at]paypal.com with the name of the game you want.
This list will be updated as games are sold so please bear in mind if its up here its still for sale.


Thank you all very much, hopefully you will all see what i mean soon by special commission~


And now for the games.

Origin game keys

Command & conquer red alert 3, Crysis 2 maximum edition, Medal of honor Populous


Steam keys


RPG Maker VX Ace $50
orcs must die 2 complete $15
the incredible adventures of van hellsing complete edition($15)
Crusader kings 2 (20)(dlc is $5 for 3 dlc items)
a special cluck costume for awesomenauts ($5)
tropica3 sin mora skydrift and anna (4 in 1 key $25)




Command & conquer red alert 3, Dead space 2, AaaaaAAaaaAAAaaAAAAaAAAAA!!! for the Awesome, Abyss odyssey, analouge a hate story with sountrack, ascendant, A ciruse name tom, awesomenauts, the basement collection, bit trip runner 2, prazen prototype, bridge constructor, broken sword 2, canabalt, capsized, cook serve delicious! cryon physics deluxe, , deadlite, dear esther, dynamite jack, eets munchies, eldritch, english country tune, fez, fist of awesome, fist of jesus, fractal, galactic civilizations 2 ultimate edition, gemini rue, giana sisters twisted dreams, gigantic army, go go nippon my first trip to japan, guacamelee gold edition, insurgency, intrusion 2, jack lumber, jazzpunk, kingdom rush, knights of pen and paper +1 edition, lara croft and the guardian of light, legend of grimrock, little inferno, machinarium, mcpixel, men of war assault squad goty, mitsurugi kamui hikae, nights into dreams, nightsky, the noveelist, offspring fling, oil rush,, organ trail directors cut, osmos, papo and yo, pixeljunk eden, proteus, ravensword shadowlands, reaper tale of a pale swordsman, red orchestra 2, risk of rain, rocketbirds hardboiled chicken, savant acent shivah kosher edetion, solar 2, sound dodger+ and soundtrack, splice, steal bastard delux, superbrothers sword and sworcery EP, super hexagon, super comboman dont mash edition, supreme commander 2, the swaper, tales from space mutant blobs attack, thomas was alone, tales of majeyal, tiny and big in grandpas leftovers, total war rome 2 caesar ion gaul dlc, towser of guns, Type Rider, waking mars, woah dave, 1 month xsplit premium license, zenbound 2

Hey so im looking for a 3d artist for creating some of my characters for me. I am needing a 3d model of my characters to be made and to get the model itself so that i can do the animations with them. I can animate myself in 3d, i just am unable to make 3d characters. If anyone know anyone that can also provide the model with the character commission Please let me know. I am willing to pay to have the models done so long as i can get the source file of the model itself.

What am i doing to get all these watches views and favorites? I dont really do much here cause Im still recovering and still trying to learn to draw.

So why all the watches and views? Im grateful, just dunno where this is all coming from

Hey everyone. I finally set up a patreon. However this patreon isnt quite for art. Its for Helping me get the funds to get new equipment for my youtube channel so that i can bring better quality videos and games to you guys. This is mostly so i can earn a little extra during surgery when im going to be out of it for a while to get a new mic and stands so my voice comes out better. If everyone pitched even $1 to the pool, ill be able to get the new equipment by the time i get back from surgery.

www.patreon.com/pmilky?ty=h

Thank you all for your continued support for me and my times of need.