Spent in a state of beating myself up over stupid things. Lovely.
Seems to always happen right before major holidays.
-sighs- Wonderful. Just great. -curls up into a ball and cries-

Have you ever just?

Foxes have dens and birds have nests
But a tired Lel has no place to rest his head...

T_T

That EVERY TIME I open up and actually answer the question of "How are you"
or "Why d you feel like that?" That I get yelled at and told my feelings are wrong?
Or I end up hurting people? And then when I say "I'm not answering that"
I get yelled at because I'm not being open?

Saving up for a pooter. Hopefully I get some cash. If I save my money enough I might have a good pooter by summertime.

"You can stick your dick in a Hot Pocket!" Direct quote from a friend about 3 minutes ago. Thanks pal.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7298586/

Helping pimp out an artist friend. They're really good, check it out.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18635760/

Check him out guys, it's a pretty neat one. SB is 0 (someone already grabbed that) but minimum increments of only 5 dollars!

It's officially one year ago at this exact time that my grandfather passed. Remembering the happiness he brought and the joy, and all the love I had for him puts into perspective my recent months. I don't know what I would do without my two good friends  Ethicist and  Kaioku and I look forward to 2016 with you both.

There's no bad guys. There's just people who made mistakes.

Hope you guys have a better one than I'm having

Anyone know someone who does really dark, emotional icon work? Like crying or bloody stuff? something that screams depression or regret? I feel I have far too many happy icons

#1: A physical sketchbook from  0cean filled with sketches of Gideon, Ziz, and Lellerz

#2: The All-In option of  scarlet-frost's 3d animation, including a villain role and a playable hero both of Gideon

#3: A new laptop or money for a new laptop, to go  Kaioku so he can get back to doing commissions

#4: A comic made by  Vonboche of Gideon and Kaioku

#5: Well-made wearable Antlers, and/or claws, and/or lions feet, and/or lion tail based on Gideon

#6: A new pair of eyeglasses

#7: A handmade plush or crochet doll of Gideon

#8: ANY of these https://www.etsy.com/listing/194991.....on-england-tin
https://www.etsy.com/listing/228046.....m-replica-copy
https://www.etsy.com/listing/194981.....rachm-coin-tin

#9: This https://www.etsy.com/listing/166755.....t-gryf-gryphon

#10: This https://www.etsy.com/listing/216312.....ax-hand-forged

#11: This https://www.etsy.com/listing/158919.....eather-griffin

#12: This https://www.etsy.com/listing/229573.....e-cosplay-prop

#13: This https://www.etsy.com/listing/150004.....beon-meteorite

#14: This https://www.etsy.com/listing/208085.....or-from-how-to

#15: For all of you to have a Merry Christmas!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18432809/

For 10 bucks? How could you not.

Yell at me and tell me to not buy anymore art. I'm saving for a slot in a chibi furry game. I plan on purchasing a certain ych, a Christmas icon from Squiddles~ and a set of three Christmas IDs from lock. Other than that no more art. Letting the chiding begin. GIVE ME ALL OF YOUR WILLPOWER GUYS

My accelerator pedal got caught in the floor mat of my truck so it randomly continued to go faster. Instead of doing the smart thing and putting it into neutral, I slowly applied the break and got it unstuck. I'm disappointed in myself because my dad is a mechanic and I should have known better. I mean, I didn't do the wrong thing or the stupid thing. Just not the best thing.

Disagreements are like wounds. And arguing and discussing them is like alcohol. It stings and it may make you cry and feel hurt for a while, but if you don't then it festers into an infection that will kill the relationship.

Can I just say ow much I love the Pokemon Mew? I love the playful and tricky nature but still the intelligence of it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:47904743

It's still going on, might wanna join it. Good prizes