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WILL MAYBE GET ART

(if you have a dragon you'll probably have even better luck because dragons are my life right now)

I just want a little something to really flesh out my characters some, while giving anyone who watches a chance to have a little roleplayish fun, with practically no effort for you!

Just pose any questions for Sshkisk down bellow! :D I might do more of these, if anyone dares to comment. Feel free to ask anything at all. Just expect the answers to be in-character!

And here's a bio for him! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6537370/



I saved the options for fun characters like Taernyll and Garruf for a sequel to this journal. That way, you people have insentive to deal with my less-than-exciting characters before getting the really hilarious ones. :3

Boobs
Suna
Morca
Ries
Fay
Twiggy
Vhshier
Eso
Myself
Fawn.
Nny.
Onisyra.
Bakel.
Kitoxa.

Along with mailing Fay a video card to play the game!

:3 ... Totally not having an emotional crisis and spending buttloads of money on my friends. Nopenopenope.

:3

BD

LeonClaus (7:15:55 PM): Ok... So.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:16:01 PM): welcome back?


LeonClaus (7:16:05 PM): Let's start from the begining.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:16:21 PM): k


LeonClaus (7:17:10 PM): Yesterday, I finally became fed up with my enviroment. I was tired of being the passenger into how people treated my room. And yes, I don't pay rent, I don't really offer too much back, but it's not as if I don't want to help in any way I can, because I do. But that isn't what matters here.
LeonClaus (7:18:25 PM): I finally tore into my room yesterday at about 9 aM, taking garbage out, rearranging shit, and just generally moving things around to START making a difference. At 11AM a family friend, Andy, the son of my fathers late-best friend Tom, showed up at our doorstep needing a place to stay thanks to being evicted from his appartment. His family lives in texas, he's unemployed, ect ect.


LeonClaus (7:20:02 PM): So, then everyone began to help, assuming that Andy needed the better half of my room to crash. We decided Glenn gets to share my room, as I know glenn much better anyway. I cleaned out ALL of the garbage/toys/dead things out of my brother's closet that he'd never touched in 13 years, and just generally really made a difference in the room. Finally, when I had changed all I could, my mother, Glenn and I decided we'd go to walmart to purchase what we would need for the new space. And look for a desk for me, as the dresser thing wasn't cutting it.
LeonClaus (7:21:28 PM): We went to walmart, bought groceries, along with a cot and inflatible matress for Glenn, a 70$ Desk/Cupboard/Mini table combo for me, with a chair mat so I dont have to run ruts into the barren wood floor anymore, a new trashcan, an extension cord/splitter, and a pillow.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:21:49 PM): yay


LeonClaus (7:21:54 PM): We come home, with a 5'x2' block box I had to carry alone practically up three flights of stairs


LeonClaus (7:22:28 PM): It took me, with some handy-man help from Andy (locating screws/tools/parts of the desk), 3 hours to put it together, with only one true error--
LeonClaus (7:22:59 PM): The back piece of wood to hold the cardboard finish to the back was put on upside down. So it's not 100% bolted to my desk, but that doesn't matter.
LeonClaus (7:23:35 PM): I also fucked up the placement of the right/left sides of the keyboard shelf drawer things, and screwed up a doorway hinge/washer about 12 times.
LeonClaus (7:23:52 PM): I attempted to put together the other pieces of furniture, but couldn't.


LeonClaus (7:24:30 PM): I set up my computer on my newly made desk and attempted to make it work, after dusting it off. After my GOING AWAY FOREVER status update.
LeonClaus (7:24:56 PM): Something burst in my old PSU, and it refused to power my computer any more. It recieved power, but did nothing to disperse it to my computer.
LeonClaus (7:25:35 PM): After 2 hours of research I finally couldn't stay up anymore. Out of outrage and the heavy emotional place I've been in the past few days, I needed sleep. It was 2 am in the morning.
LeonClaus (7:26:03 PM): Waking up at about 1pm, I got up and fiddled with my computer for 1-2 hours, before contacting anyone I could on my phone/glenn's laptop to get any information I could.


LeonClaus (7:26:43 PM): Amber convinced me it had to be the PSU, and I thought I'd be fucked for a few days, forced to eat up my entire budget and then some to get a replacement part on newegg or something.
LeonClaus (7:26:58 PM): She told me to go to any store but Best Buy, and they should stock relatively cheap, effective PSU's.
LeonClaus (7:28:27 PM): I called all the local shops, and specialty electronic stores, no one stocked any. Andy wanted to help, so I asked him if he'd be willing to drive me up to Wilsonville, a 20-30 minute drive, to Fry's Home Electronic store. The best electronic store in all of Oregon. You need it? It's there.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:28:47 PM): Frys is like god
DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:28:52 PM): we have frys here too


LeonClaus (7:29:15 PM): My mother offered to pay for the PSU, but I told her it would be another 50-70$, and after the desk, I couldn't really ask for that. She did offer me a 20$ to buy more canned air for dusting.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:30:25 PM): you keep talking, I'll be right back cause I gotta pee


LeonClaus (7:30:26 PM): Now, on the way to Fry's, I get there and find a 500 watt PSU for 45.99. At the time I thought my computer's old PSU was 550 watt, apparently HP Pavilion a6650f PSU's are 300watt, according to the internet. But anyway, it was a good purchase.


LeonClaus (7:32:53 PM): So, I wont be buying anything fun or dandy the rest of the month, but being able to get on my computer is all I ask for. At the store, btw, I was doing a constant stomach clenching dance, after having eaten nothing but gut-wrenching Jack 'n the Box breakfast meal, after a miscommunication with this spacey retarded cashier on the JntB off the highway. Tl;dr I wanted to fall to my knees and spew from all ends. With pain, cold sweats rising up from my toes, and a constant lack of balance. After finding a place to pee (I had to use an employee bathroom), I at least felt more composed to consult someone without vomitting on them and doing a weird ass wiggle dance.
LeonClaus (7:33:31 PM): I buy the thing, come out of Fry's, we get in Andy's truck and get ready to go. Here I am thinking I'm going to barf all over everything, but once we got the truck going I felt much better.
LeonClaus (7:33:49 PM): So we're coming out of Wilsonville, on the country-side roads, when, suddenly Andy starts freaking out.
LeonClaus (7:34:09 PM): His engine heat flares up, his power light turns on, and he tried to SWERVE his wheel, the car was NOT responding.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:34:50 PM): antifreeze leak


LeonClaus (7:35:01 PM): He's freaking out. This fucking school-distract place has NO median to pull off to, there's no clear spot in place, and we're about to catch fire. I tell him, grab the wheel and drag that fucker down to the right, and we fucking. We were the luckiest fuckers ever.
LeonClaus (7:35:50 PM): The kids were coming home from school, but there was no one in that spot, our breaks locked up, and we drove up until our fender hit the light post, eating up the corner of an intersection, with just barely enough room to get by us.
LeonClaus (7:36:19 PM): I get out, engine's burning, and leiu and behold, antifreeze -pouring- out of the car. I THOUGHT it was a leak... But no, it gets so much better.
LeonClaus (7:36:27 PM): It was the collant belt.
LeonClaus (7:36:53 PM): It snapped, got caught AROUND the radiator's fan and grill, and the antifreeze was BOILING out of the tank.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:37:11 PM): scary


LeonClaus (7:38:07 PM): We're here, sitting about, making calls, seeing if we can get a tow truck, people staring at us while they pass the intersection. Stuck there for about two hours, expecting a tow, when my dad shows up moments after asking me to check the belt. This belt was worn so thin it was a fuckin' shoelace when it finally snapped.
LeonClaus (7:38:56 PM): So we get it all fixed up after hours sitting, eating up a whole lane and turning lane, no body damage, helping my dad replace this belt and carving the old one out of the radiator. And that's when we had the scary realization.
LeonClaus (7:39:09 PM): That was the last intersection before leaving Wilsonville into the countryside.


LeonClaus (7:39:37 PM): The roads from Wilsonville to Newberg are filled with more S curves and U tight corners on the side of the hills than any other in all of the Willamete valley.
LeonClaus (7:39:55 PM): If that belt snapped 2 minutes later, you know where I'd be?
LeonClaus (7:39:56 PM): Dead.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:40:17 PM): very scary


LeonClaus (7:40:34 PM): So we get home, I'm expecting the PSU to not work. It'll just be our luck right?
LeonClaus (7:41:05 PM): I fight with the processor's outlet, get everything barely into the motherboard. I'm freaking out when I finally plug in the computer, nothing was happening...
LeonClaus (7:41:09 PM): WHY WASNT ANYTHING HAPPENING
LeonClaus (7:41:14 PM): then I took a deep... deep breath.
LeonClaus (7:41:21 PM): Stood there until all I could hear was my heartbeat.
LeonClaus (7:41:26 PM): Then I pressed the power button.
LeonClaus (7:41:28 PM): And it came on.


LeonClaus (7:42:22 PM): I rushed to get everything plugged in, to test everything out. On the first plug in, the processor DEFFINATELY was lacking. My start up is heavy. About 4 im programs, 2 nagwares made into the hardware, and internet connections for about all of them
LeonClaus (7:42:43 PM): I thought "Oh great, this PSU's going to make my GOLIATH a MONSTER"
LeonClaus (7:42:52 PM): My keyboard didn't work either.
LeonClaus (7:43:13 PM): I restarted, and obviously it all works. The start up this time was a bit better, since I had internet connected before the start up, but man IDK.
LeonClaus (7:43:43 PM): My old PSU, after looking it up, was a 300 watt, and this is a 500 watt. But with how the comp starts up, and how long it takes to start up Firefox, I dont know man...
LeonClaus (7:44:03 PM): I think GOLIATH has finally started to show she's getting battle scars.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:44:09 PM): it could be pumping more power then your can take.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:44:31 PM): or, when the old one fiied, it did minor (can still work) damnage to something


LeonClaus (7:44:50 PM): Probably the processor, IDK, I can get online that's what matters to me right now.
LeonClaus (7:44:56 PM): But... That's my story.
LeonClaus (7:45:01 PM): I could have died today.
LeonClaus (7:45:10 PM): But I was blessed, in a way that appeared to be bad luck.


DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:45:15 PM): it sounds like quite a adventure.
DRAGOONQUEEN180 (7:45:47 PM): burno peed on the tech guy who installed everything..he got to excited


LeonClaus (7:46:02 PM): Pff. Yeah. Now I'm sitting here with a sore back, smelling of car, dust, sweat, blood, and tears, starvin' my ass off, fucking blood pumpin in excitement.
LeonClaus (7:46:06 PM): That sounds hilarious.

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII am currently on a friiiiiiiiends awful laptop full of numeros problems and a shoddy ass keyboard so iiiiiiiiiiiill just make thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis quiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick

The PSu iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin myyy HP Pavilion a6650f computer has died. Most liiiiiiiiiiiiikelyy, unless thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis problem iiiiiiiiiiiiiis actually the motherboard.

Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirstlyy IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII am askiiiiiiiiiiiiing iiiiiiiiiiiif anyone knows of a reliiiiiiiiiiable siiiiiiite to buyy replacement PSu's. The same goes for motherboards just iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin case that iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis the problem

secondlyy iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii was wondering iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif anyyone has anyy iiiiiiiiiiiiidea on how to help me out here. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim not sure iiiiiiiif iiiiiiiits the cord or the actual psu at thiiiiiiiiiiis poiiiiiiint and man iiiiiiii just dont know what to do. thiiiiiiiiis couldnt have happened at a worst tiiiiiiiiime :( iiiiiiiiiiii wiiiiiiiiish iiiiiiiiiiii could explaiiiiiiiiin iiiiiiiin better detaiiiiiiiiiil what myy iiiiiiiiiiiissues are but iiiiiiiiit should be apparent that typiiiiiiing on thiiiiiiiiiiis laptop iiiiiiiiiis completelyyyy ridiculous. iiiiii might muster the courage to respond tomorow iiiiiiiif anyone has offered any sources or anythiiiiiiiing

iiiiiiii love you all ;.;

For those of you who know me, or my position. I still live unemployed, without going to school, with my mother, father, sometimes my younger brother, sometimes my two nephews, and a family friend named Glenn.

My parents are both horrible packrats. I am genuinely appreciative of the courtesy they've extended to me to keep here with them while I look to get set off on my own. For like 5 years I've been told what children are most often told TO do! DO NOT clean the room. There's too much stuff in my room, and my parents don't know what to do with it and aaaa I don't want to explain EVERYTHING to the general viewer so anyway



I don't want to do what might inconvienance my family, but today I just snapped. I GOT MAD ~Cave Johnson. I started to clean, and I've only taken a momentary break from cleaning. But get this. WHILE CLEANING IT, FINALLY, a friend of the family- the son of my father's late-best friend- got kicked out of his home and his family wont take him. And now he might need the room of the room I'm cleaning. And jesus. This is hilarious. Anyway. hi. going back to cleaning

might be pretty aloof lately.

I insist. If you've ever wanted to talk to me, message me, say something specific, or interview me, whatever. Do drop me a message at my AIM address, located on my profile. Or, you can send me a note. MAYBE, even, you could convince me onto like Steam, if you are just dyyyyying to meet me.

I also have a skype, but if you want that please note me for it.

i made cookies

not really but i can make cookies

maybe :(

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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1. Ever dealt with a certain someone. And the many people who surround the one. I'm not disclosing names.
2. It's hard to really bring up regrets. I don't really have many, and those I do from time long past are so out of thought it's staggering. I guess at times I wish I didn't get my diploma early in high school. The next 3 years would be filled with nothing but boredom and irresponsibility. Not being the opposite of responsible, but rather lacking anything to really wake up for. Beyond cancer right after graduating.
3. Sometimes, I regret ever spending so much time online, that I did at all. I would've been a much bigger social fuck up, like many of my peers, if I hadn't but... Sometimes I just wonder where my life would have me, how I would behave if I was still a slave to the mental conditioning of a teenage american underprivledged kid. It makes me feel hallow to think about not having what I've earned today, but if I had stayed as I was, I would've never felt the loneliness. It's a tough call.
4. I wish I was never a kid lol I wish I just poof, became who I am today, so I wouldn't have the baggage I do. From the poor experiences, to my over-reactivity, and my unending passion to better myself draining me of my entire childhood niavity. Sometimes I think I would've been better off never having that childhood and life up til now.
5. That I'm going to do the other five memes today anyway because I'm bored and I'm going to be even more bored tomorrow lmao FUCK THE RULES
6. Never spending the time I could have with my grandfather... I was already planning on calling my grandmother to do the hanging out we normally do at the begining of every fall. Also because she offered, or rather requested lmao, that i drive her around everywhere. And shit man I need experience so why the fuck not. ... I think I might do that today. Though she'll probably get on me for my facial hair and long hair.... ;A; BUT GRANDMA THE LONG HAIR KEEPS ME WARM IN THE WINTER DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND LOOK I KEEP IT TUCKED BEHIND MY EAR SO ITS NEVER IN MY FACE I PROMISE ;o;

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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1. Doing shit with Kilehye. Gotta do stuff. Wanna do stuff. Needtodostuff. Hhhhhhnnnnggottagotospace. But no seriously, I constantly think about what my best friends would do/feel in X situations. Usually when I'm in them. Like, going to walmart and looking at old board games revamped? IDK. I find a lot of little stuff delightful. Frankly, I live off the little things. Tallahassee is pretty much my role model.

For Ki specifically; omg, I wonder if she'll get some freetime and might stream <3, Monstar huntan time?, i wonder if knitting is easier than crocheting, maybe ill ask ki ( NEVER ASK ). And sometimes, I just generally think of her laughter. It's quite infectious, and stupidly adorable. :3 hi im tae i really love my friends
2. Songs. All the time. Songs. Songs songs songs songs. I always listen to one or two songs on practically looporgies for about a week before i move on to another.
3. I WONDER WHAT'S FOR DINNER WHO THE NEXT LEAGUE OF LEGEND CHAMPION WILL BE
4. The song that I was going to listen to THAT I JUST FORGOT AND CAN'T REMEMBER. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
5. Money. Mostly just taking into consideration how much I have left at all times. I keep track of a lot of shit like that. Though I can never remember to tell people hi for others haha :|
6. Sex. I'm a hornball get off my back.
7. "Where the fuck is Fay/Vhshier/Fawn/Kilehye/Kay/Tina/Phil/Skull/Kiry/Eso/Kito/Ticon/Katz/Henzy/my tablet pen?"

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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1. Honesty. It's easy to smell the stink if someone's being dishonest. Unless you already have me fooled into believing an honest streak. Now being naive and tactless about your honesty isn't what I'm talking about. Taking responsibility for ones mistakes on their own accord, is the biggest example of respectable honesty from me.
2. Appreciation. I do not have expectations for people when I do things for them. I have hopes. But even if the hopes were left wanting, I do not react with entitlement to my gestures. However, to be appreciative, to get engaged in shared activities, to find the little things like singing or scribbling up a doodle, to... Knitting you a warm scarf. That is how you win over my heart. I live, practically, for other people half the time. To entertain, to make smile; to help bring a bit of awesome into all the lives I can, because I know how boring the world is when it's just your onesies.
3. Receiving gestures as above. Not because either of us may have started first, but because we want to give and make the other happy. Being the receiving side of a selfless thought or compliment gives so much to support myself on. Even an OPTIMIST PRIME like me gets a little NEGATRON sometimes.
4. Communication. Talk about yourself and your thoughts with preemptive introversion. Know what you want, or have an idea of where to begin, so we can discuss your feelings, thoughts, wants and needs together. Expressing, and asserting what you need and hope for. The capability to come to me with a problem, not to curl up and keep all your troubles and thoughts to yourself, until they eventually lead to self-destructive or passive-aggressive implosive impulses. Communication is key to the healthiest relationships one can have.
5. Patience. The human mind has needs to be fulfilled , wants to be satisfied, and goals to be achieved. And you may want to work, and get to it as fast as you can. You may want to do this, or that, or this and that. But the capability to take things easy, responsible, in pace is truly valuable to me. Especially when it comes to socializing with one another. People will run out of things to talk about. People will panic and worry that they're unsatisfying, and they have to achieve some "social norm". For me, anyone who can look past that innate fear, and be capable of comfortably sitting with me, saying nothing, doing our own things, sharing company, saying not but a few words of commentary and rhetoricals every so often... That's just where the chill needs to come in motherfuckers.
6. Compromise. Not everything can, or should be unconditional passivism. If you have something you truly, heavily want, assert your desire firmly, with rationale and respect towards others thoughts. Explain the reasoning for your desire for this object/event/entertainment/ect and check it against those around you's wants against it. Do not be aggressive, or entitled for these dilemmas. If it seems that another's desire against yours outweighs your passion, respectfully back off, or find an economic alternative to work off of. This goes for both parties. I will always keep a humbled position when it comes to wants and needs, though I can and will get very passionate about something I REALLY want. If the desire is not shared, or disliked, I will attempt to persuade (and even bribe) to achieve my goal, rather than simply acting on an impulse I'm aware another will dislike with reckless abandon. This also plays in the practically all the past goals, because you NEED to compromise to live together. Not everything will go mine, or your way, the way we want it. It could be money, it could be disagreements, it could be anything else unexpecting. Willingness to compromise is the only way we as people can live symbiotically.
7. Sharing experiences. I am the sort of person who adds a sprinkle of the affection spice into every meal I make. Wether that be movie night with friends or a beloved, or playing the stupidest of video games. This is a hope, and much less a necessity to win my heart as the other 6 have been. I will always hope I can do things with the people around me. Make food, watch things, go out to watch things, sit around in the mall and just sip a slushy, go fishing, go work out together. I am the sort of person who is his best when with someone. Sharing something with me is the way to make me a very, very happy camper.
8. Sex. Sex. Sex. Fucking. Romantic, quickie, kinky, anywhere in between. I'm 18, turning 19, I'm an incredibly energetic and sexually active individual. This is a borderline irresponsible desire, as it comes close to being a "need". What's not to love about sex? It's physically, emotionally, mentally, and chemically stimulating. Physical pleasure, the sort of medicine that fights several aches and pains, a good work out when it becomes so. Not for having sex with strangers, or so much new people, but emotional. Regardless of how casual I like to treat sex, when you fuck someone enough you develop a sense of some good bubbly emotion. Not a prideful "oh yeah i totes fuck dat bitch unf", feeling either. The happy to be wanted, incline of sex appeal. Ect. ect. That ties in with mental feelings. I personally find the emotional a conscious platform, while the mental is more subconscious/mental conditioning. Being wanted, essentially not repulsive makes you feel supported and confident. Since some people need clarification, because they're internet vultures who like to nitpick at anything not made completely elaborate; to recieve confidence solely from sex is stupid, and not what I'm endorsing in any way. And finally, chemicals. An orgasm is a mood lifter, a physically relaxing, happy good time juice. It's natural, it feels great. Fuck. There is no reason against this all. I could've better formulated this wall of text. But I didn't. So live with it. Unf.

Ten Day Meme

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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1. I am currently enjoying Assassin's Creed II music, wishing that Brotherhood was a bit easier to get into. The lairs of Romulus, and the retarded UI changes, shoddy graphical errors, and subquests really burned me out from my AC2 momentum.
2. I have chapped lips and my left leg is sore and restless, I believe I am experiencing mild cabin fever from doing nothing for forever, nocturnally.
3. I used to value the sophisticate and intricate, but I find the simplistic so much more coaxing. I feel great shame over myself in many aspects of my life, but I also take incredible pride in what I have come out to be. Having mere appreciation putting me at least ahead of the rubbish that seems to litter my country.
4. I am 18, I have no idea what I want to do with my life, almost all my relations have been made online, and while I am content with my life and living, I can't help but feel like a failure.
5. I love to perform and entertain. All that I do is for the sake of recognition, typically out of people I know and/or respect. Artistic mediums from drawing, to crafts, to singing, to performance stunts, taking people for rides. I am an incredible social creature, and I know how poor and boring my life is, so I do all thats in my power to make others feel radiant for even a moment.
6. I am a morning person, and find fixing a nocturnal sleeping schedule incredibly difficult.
7. I am of mind that sex, drink, and good company are all that it takes to live a full life.
8. I am not a misanthrope, I'm a realist. People are retarded, people are opportunist scum. I am. You are. Every last one of you are out to do what you want, wether that be finding a pretty to fuck, or giving your liver to save a kid's life. Regardless of the rationale, people are always going to do what they're programmed for. Wether that programming come from mommy and daddy, their bearded fucking santa claus in robes in the sky, or their twisted and entitled jaded perspectives. The scope of the human mind and capabilities is impressive and beautiful. But the likelihood that any of you in question are not in the shit-tiers of child-fucking sociopaths is hardly worth noting. Not to say I haven't found a wealth of pretty gems in the rabble of you dribble-soaked spunk dumpsters.
9. I zoned out and let my vision drift into an off-cantor peripheral damn near 7 times writing this.
9.5. My relations are my most precious treasures in this world. Sharing experiences, life, woes, weary, drink, happiness, and freedom with my fellow man... Though of course, the spearhead of said treasury is my beloved, of all people.

Might be interesting. I like how this one evolves with time. :)

Ten Day Meme

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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1. I love you. Vhshier.
2. Wake the fuck up you sleepy cuntface we have done nothing the past week ;A; Fay.
3. Kaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Get on skype so we can has RPz plz ty. <3 Kay.
4. Hai noodle :3 Eso.
5. Hi Tina! Tina.
6. IDK =/ I'm aloof as ever. I kinda just talk when and where I can but ... ;A; Mostly its all the same thing. Hi's, hellos, loves, lets do stuff lol. Oh,
7. Wanna stream today? <333 Kilehye
8. whos taking commisions right now? anyone
9. i love you gandalf. Sir Ian McKellen
10. bobbeh. Hank Hill.

On a scale of 1 to Tae where does Tae stand with you? ',:3


(Answer: Over you. Unf.)

Vhs ;u;

i have missed you so much, lovely

Above the clouds, broken free from the world and its woes. To see the virgin blue sky stretching on from horizon to horizon, the beautiful open space on an ocean of tender clouds that blanket and shield the facade called reality bellow from the sight of us. Our lungs filling with that crisp, frigid thin air. The heat of the sun bearing down on us for all its worth. A place where there is nothing but you, I, and the clean and the shameless. To love you without reason for sorrow, or guilt, pressure. To live in absolute abandon of all that makes us flawed and human, in an eternity of bliss, wrought ethereal form by the wisps of cloud caressing our bare ankles. To dream of a heaven, without law beyond the comfort of our eternity together. Without needs, without pains... So often I have dreamt of an escape from mortality and reality, to become a watcher on planes that forsake consequence. It is now, only few years into our lives shared together, that you have grown so deep within my being that I find my heart does not long for you, it beats for you. Though it stresses me to say such a thing, for fear of possible festering expectations that may arise between us for daring to utter such a romanticized yarn. It would taste a lie to deny the fact I would shear my soul and being from all else for you, and you alone. More than senseless words, in the security that knowing you would never ask me such a thing for precious are my comrades to my heart, I would not disappoint should you place your faith into such a gesture from me.

But too far has this whimsy deviated from the glory and serenity of these visions. Too close to the irresponsible romantics, to the awkward fancies. When next you take the deep breath of that chilled winter's morn air, I wish I have the pleasure of doing so with you. To feel closer than the touch of fingers can bring us. In unity I would mingle with you for eons to pass, until all that which is has been brought to nothing. In those empty halls of the endless skyline. With all the precious gems of the cosmos before us. None would catch my attentions more than the gaze of your loving, innocent eyes. To achieve the truly unconditional love, that seems so hard to nurture in the life we shared before.

"this player is my older brother you can tell by the name we know eachother, i gave him some critism to his play and he flipped out at me, he came to my room (same house) and screamed at me, then he began to beat me with his fists please ban him"

I will not disclose who this is or what game this is, but. Sweet merciful heavens I should not have laughed this hard.




I am going to hell. :|

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lol sup

It's 43F
It's raining
The sun hasn't come up yet
It's 6:20 AM
I am not hungry
My only pants are soaking wet now

this was a terrible idea dipper why do you do this to people on the internet you know we value your opinion and try to live a good happy healthy real life rather than sitting at home and just watching videos of people having picnics :(

Hey, I've got this thingy workin'. :3 Anyone wanna PLAY WITH?





:D:D:D

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PaintArbok is available 3:32 am
Online: 9h 52m


LeonClaus (3:32:28 AM): skink
LeonClaus (3:32:30 AM): hav a laff
LeonClaus (3:32:32 AM): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6521798


PaintArbok (3:33:05 AM): how can someone not eat a whole tube
PaintArbok (3:33:09 AM): its HARD NOT TO


LeonClaus (3:33:43 AM): by not being a thick lizard
LeonClaus (3:33:51 AM): :< skink how did you get so thick
LeonClaus (3:33:56 AM): were putting you on a diet >:I


PaintArbok (3:34:03 AM): by eating the whole tube of pringles
PaintArbok (3:34:09 AM): fuck no I am on the poor diet
PaintArbok (3:34:12 AM): "eat cheap shit"
PaintArbok (3:34:18 AM): cheap shit also happens to make you FAT ok


LeonClaus (3:34:20 AM): skink i have the best
LeonClaus (3:34:23 AM): but also
LeonClaus (3:34:26 AM): hardest diet of all time.


PaintArbok (3:34:26 AM): hamburger helper all day erry day


LeonClaus (3:34:31 AM): one pringle.
LeonClaus (3:34:36 AM): a meal.


PaintArbok (3:34:37 AM): OH MY FUCK
PaintArbok (3:34:38 AM): NO
PaintArbok (3:34:38 AM): NO
PaintArbok (3:34:39 AM): NO
PaintArbok (3:34:43 AM): I AM GOING TO HAVE NIGHTMARES


LeonClaus (3:34:52 AM): you will open the lid
LeonClaus (3:35:05 AM): your mouth will water, you will fight, you will beg, you will claw at your brain from within


PaintArbok (3:35:07 AM): have you ever noticed
PaintArbok (3:35:15 AM): potato chips smell like farts when you open them


LeonClaus (3:35:19 AM): but you will gently pull the top chip out
LeonClaus (3:35:20 AM): slowly
LeonClaus (3:35:25 AM): and place the lid back on
LeonClaus (3:35:26 AM): slowly


PaintArbok (3:35:26 AM): is this chips or porn


LeonClaus (3:35:32 AM): and you will walk to the table


PaintArbok (3:35:33 AM): this is like orgasm denial


LeonClaus (3:35:41 AM): and you will place this chip on a nice plate
LeonClaus (3:35:51 AM): and you will take a deep breath...


PaintArbok (3:35:52 AM): who the fuck uses plates


LeonClaus (3:35:54 AM): exhaaaale...
LeonClaus (3:36:03 AM): And then you will pick that one, that one chip up
LeonClaus (3:36:17 AM): put its salty, dehydrating end on your lower lip


PaintArbok (3:36:24 AM): Then drop it
PaintArbok (3:36:25 AM): ignore it


LeonClaus (3:36:34 AM): and you will take a small nibble on that perfect baked edge


PaintArbok (3:36:35 AM): and eat all its brethren still safely nestled in their tube
PaintArbok (3:36:50 AM): TUBE
PaintArbok (3:36:52 AM): AND
PaintArbok (3:36:53 AM): ALL
PaintArbok (3:36:58 AM): I will shit cardboard


LeonClaus (3:36:59 AM): you, knowing this is the only
LeonClaus (3:37:03 AM): the ONLY chip
LeonClaus (3:37:04 AM): and then
LeonClaus (3:37:20 AM): you will coax it intirely into your mouth by curving your tongue to match that perfect first chip
LeonClaus (3:37:28 AM): and you will close your lips around the other end.


PaintArbok (3:37:31 AM): GOD DAMNIT I AM GOING TO BE UP FOR WEEKS
PaintArbok (3:37:38 AM): BECAUSE THIS WILL HAUNT MY SLEEP
PaintArbok (3:37:39 AM): Y
PaintArbok (3:37:39 AM): Y


LeonClaus (3:37:47 AM): Giving only a moment to savor the flavor, before siezing the opportunity to take that satisfying crunch
LeonClaus (3:38:05 AM): never before has chewing been such a delicious experience to you before now
LeonClaus (3:38:25 AM): guiding every bit of that salty deliciousness under your tongue before daring to swallow it down
LeonClaus (3:38:30 AM): and then you will sit there


PaintArbok (3:38:32 AM): semen


LeonClaus (3:38:36 AM): wanting more
LeonClaus (3:38:40 AM): needing it


PaintArbok (3:38:40 AM): more semen
PaintArbok (3:38:44 AM): needing semen


LeonClaus (3:38:45 AM): you will look at that tube


PaintArbok (3:38:50 AM): tube cock


LeonClaus (3:38:52 AM): because you left your cubboard open


PaintArbok (3:39:03 AM): gaping vagina???


LeonClaus (3:39:06 AM): the dim light from the moonlight shining through your window onto it
LeonClaus (3:39:10 AM): in such a romantic way
LeonClaus (3:39:19 AM): but you know you cannot have the chips
LeonClaus (3:39:22 AM): you must wait
LeonClaus (3:39:36 AM): you know a beautiful, stylish, happy feel-good future awaits you
LeonClaus (3:39:41 AM): if you just...
LeonClaus (3:39:46 AM): restrain...


PaintArbok (3:39:47 AM): the feel gooding of starving
PaintArbok (3:40:11 AM): I have no self restraint, especially not after that damn juice diet
PaintArbok (3:40:16 AM): want food? NOPE


LeonClaus (3:40:20 AM): and you will experience this need for a good half hour before distracting yourself until your next meal


PaintArbok (3:40:20 AM): have some liquified CARROTS