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Posted 2 months agoYep! As the titles says, really looking forward to Anthrocon!
The sense of community and family all together with those closest to me. I hope we all have fun!
I need it. I'll be honest, this month has sucked a lot.
I know I don't share a hecka ton out in the public like this, but my Mother passed away on the 4th and I've been dealing with that. I don't think there is any real "getting over it" but I am doing better. Both parents now are gone and is a distinct feeling there I am not sure how to express. Just me and my brother now. No other family, not that I am aware of anyway.
I'm hoping things start to look up from here on out.
The sense of community and family all together with those closest to me. I hope we all have fun!
I need it. I'll be honest, this month has sucked a lot.
I know I don't share a hecka ton out in the public like this, but my Mother passed away on the 4th and I've been dealing with that. I don't think there is any real "getting over it" but I am doing better. Both parents now are gone and is a distinct feeling there I am not sure how to express. Just me and my brother now. No other family, not that I am aware of anyway.
I'm hoping things start to look up from here on out.
Lucar.I/O Version 37.0
Posted 7 months agoSystem updated and installed!
The older I get the more it feels like I have more bloatware...
(is my Birthday)
The older I get the more it feels like I have more bloatware...
(is my Birthday)
One year on HRT!
Posted 2 years agoIt's been an amazing journey so far~
That is all~
That is all~
I'm... happy?
Posted 2 years agoI don't do a lot of journals. I used to at one point, but over the past 10 years or so... I was not in a good place and I am finally recovering from the trauma and suffering I endured. For years I felt trapped, the place I lived was not a home. I can absolutely and do claim to have been in an abusive relationship.
Constantly emotionally blackmailed, nothing I did was right or good enough. Anything I wanted for myself I was "greedy".
I work a weeks worth of OT to go to a convention, "that money could have been used for the family/them."
"You're drawing furry porn? You're doing that for attention from others. That's gross, your art is gross" Then they go make a "porno" of themselves.
I start to question my gender identity, am I really trans? "Work it out. Don't talk to me until you figure that out." With the implication if I didn't come back with the "correct" answer there would be trouble.
"I love you, the Trans you."
If I had a better example living with me, I would have started my own transition in long ago but no. I stopped identifying as anything for a long time, I stopped thinking about myself as something worth getting into detail over.
Even may have been disassociating for years as most days just became something to react to rather than live.
Every creative outlet I had, video games or otherwise and then friend groups was cut away. I even lost full control over my own money because "How can we trust you if you don't share the same bank account? Sounds like you don't want to be accountable to the family."
I gave in to all of it. I didn't know what else to do so I pressed on to just make things work. I didn't know what else to do and had no one to turn to.
And then... I started to wake up, push back in my own ways but things didn't get better. And then finally that existence came to an end, but things didn't get better.
I was able to move out on my own, stood of my own two feet but it was all for survival. I just proceeded to do what had to be done. Panic and emotions were detrimental and irrelevant to my own survival. As the robot I am I continue pressing on just to. Make. Things. Work.
I've slowly started to come out of that. It's honestly felt like waking up and living again. I realized that I could do things again, things that would make me happy without anyone to tell me what I wanted was silly or not worth the time. I started to feel like I was living again. It was a slow process, there saw still so much doubt but I didn't need to hide or compartmentalize my interests. I began to rediscover who I was, who I wanted to be and fully express that.
I began to reach out, I made friends, met someone who helped me get better, BE better. Going out and living again. Sharing my passions with another and growing together as they shared theirs. Even going out on mundane tasks became little adventures with one another.
I began my transition fully, almost a full year on HRT now.
I've been losing weight on my own- not a forced march through hell by being forced out of the house on a daily basis.
Lost nearly 100lbs and have kept it off since last year.
And most important... I have left St. Louis. I have left all reminders of the pain. I no longer live in fear in a dangerous and horrendous city.
I never should have gone there. The reason turned out to be the worst mistake of my life and now 10 years later I am finally healing from that mistake.
There have been many changes I am still learning about myself, but I no longer live in "survival mode" and at long last... can be happy.
I never expected to feel that again.
Constantly emotionally blackmailed, nothing I did was right or good enough. Anything I wanted for myself I was "greedy".
I work a weeks worth of OT to go to a convention, "that money could have been used for the family/them."
"You're drawing furry porn? You're doing that for attention from others. That's gross, your art is gross" Then they go make a "porno" of themselves.
I start to question my gender identity, am I really trans? "Work it out. Don't talk to me until you figure that out." With the implication if I didn't come back with the "correct" answer there would be trouble.
"I love you, the Trans you."
If I had a better example living with me, I would have started my own transition in long ago but no. I stopped identifying as anything for a long time, I stopped thinking about myself as something worth getting into detail over.
Even may have been disassociating for years as most days just became something to react to rather than live.
Every creative outlet I had, video games or otherwise and then friend groups was cut away. I even lost full control over my own money because "How can we trust you if you don't share the same bank account? Sounds like you don't want to be accountable to the family."
I gave in to all of it. I didn't know what else to do so I pressed on to just make things work. I didn't know what else to do and had no one to turn to.
And then... I started to wake up, push back in my own ways but things didn't get better. And then finally that existence came to an end, but things didn't get better.
I was able to move out on my own, stood of my own two feet but it was all for survival. I just proceeded to do what had to be done. Panic and emotions were detrimental and irrelevant to my own survival. As the robot I am I continue pressing on just to. Make. Things. Work.
I've slowly started to come out of that. It's honestly felt like waking up and living again. I realized that I could do things again, things that would make me happy without anyone to tell me what I wanted was silly or not worth the time. I started to feel like I was living again. It was a slow process, there saw still so much doubt but I didn't need to hide or compartmentalize my interests. I began to rediscover who I was, who I wanted to be and fully express that.
I began to reach out, I made friends, met someone who helped me get better, BE better. Going out and living again. Sharing my passions with another and growing together as they shared theirs. Even going out on mundane tasks became little adventures with one another.
I began my transition fully, almost a full year on HRT now.
I've been losing weight on my own- not a forced march through hell by being forced out of the house on a daily basis.
Lost nearly 100lbs and have kept it off since last year.
And most important... I have left St. Louis. I have left all reminders of the pain. I no longer live in fear in a dangerous and horrendous city.
I never should have gone there. The reason turned out to be the worst mistake of my life and now 10 years later I am finally healing from that mistake.
There have been many changes I am still learning about myself, but I no longer live in "survival mode" and at long last... can be happy.
I never expected to feel that again.
Back from MFF
Posted 3 years agoI had a blast! Felt happier than I have in a long while. I've been inspired to try to pick up a few things, some old, some new. Time will tell.
Now I'm back at home... returning to a job I hate, in a city I am constantly in danger in and a routine in life where I have to pretend to be everything I am not.
But I have memories and hope for returning next year! As well as AnthroCon next year to see~
Now I'm back at home... returning to a job I hate, in a city I am constantly in danger in and a routine in life where I have to pretend to be everything I am not.
But I have memories and hope for returning next year! As well as AnthroCon next year to see~
MFF
Posted 3 years agoI'll be going this year! Doing Lucario things.
BRB, AnthroCon
Posted 3 years agoNever been but super looking forward to it!
Help for Scars
Posted 4 years agoMy dear friend 
Scarskitsune has gone through a major life incident where he has lost a leg and needs help.
Anything helps: https://gofund.me/08de9e4f
Scarskitsune has gone through a major life incident where he has lost a leg and needs help. Anything helps: https://gofund.me/08de9e4f
It is done.
Posted 5 years agoHey all. Just one last update here.
I've fully moved into my new home, just few things that can stay in boxes until I figure out what to do with them. It's a small studio apartment that is big enough for me and my cat Astro. I have one big sturdy kitchen table that I use as my desk and gaming area, I like think of it as my "everything" table. There is a dressing room that leads to the bathroom which easily holds all my clothes and more. Honestly I have more storage space than I know what to do with at this point as it is just me. The area is barely 6 blocks away- less than that from my old home so my usual commute and life/shopping experiences are barely changed. However... as I live in St. Louis, going over to the next block makes a world of difference, and this is one of those areas. It is really sketchy outside. Every night the police sirens I would hear "off in the distance" from my old house are now right down the street. Thankfully there is a secured garage I am able to park my scooter- which is now my ONLY method of transport outside of the Metro, so at least it is safer than being left on the main street. The overall building is secure, needing a key to enter and then the key to your unit. I've not met most of my neighbors as of yet, I hope they are good people but I know all too well there is bound to be a bastard or two. Either way I tend to keep my head down in most cases anyway.
My life has changed so drastically in such a short period of time especially with the world locked in this pandemic, yet I don't feel the shock. I worry that might be coming. With all that has happened, I did what I had to do and made everything work. It's what I do, take a hard situation and make the best out of it with careful planning. While I was furloughed from work earlier in the month, I have set enough to the side to make sure rent and bills will be covered for both the months of May and June. Hopefully unemployment will start paying soon and that will cover food. For now... I am stuck with nothing but time alone in my new place.
Alone... That is a heavy word. I've never lived on my own before. While the last few years of my relationship were not exactly happy, despite there being many problems there was a sort of comfort to have someone there in the same house. It's a conflicting sort of liberating feeling. I feel like I can finally be myself again, that I can work towards being happy again in my life. That my life is once again mine to direct and not be held down or dictated to. Instead of barely being able to make ends meet, I can actually start to come out ahead now- once my job returns that is. But... at the same time, that loss of having someone there is a definite hole in my life where they used to be. I still care for my ex-partners and I like to think they still for me. People change, grow apart and those we fell in love with no longer stay the same. This is now how I wanted things to go down, but it did need to happen. I wish them the best in everything and I will miss them for a long time to come.
Perhaps it is a good thing for me to learn to stand on my own. In some ways I feel it is gratifying, knowing that I was able to see ahead, plan for the things I need for the upcoming months and make it happen. I don't know what I plan to do with my life from here, maybe save up for a car or something? I have also played with the idea of moving again after a year or two. If there is one thing I have any major regrets over, it is moving to this city. I know I can't return to the west coast, the cost of living there has grown to outrageous prices... but I know I don't want to live here forever. For now, I plan to take things slow, once the pandemic passes and my job reopens I can look into more long term plans.
Until then I will heal and move on as best I know how.
Thank you to all who have been with me during this time and for your support.
I've fully moved into my new home, just few things that can stay in boxes until I figure out what to do with them. It's a small studio apartment that is big enough for me and my cat Astro. I have one big sturdy kitchen table that I use as my desk and gaming area, I like think of it as my "everything" table. There is a dressing room that leads to the bathroom which easily holds all my clothes and more. Honestly I have more storage space than I know what to do with at this point as it is just me. The area is barely 6 blocks away- less than that from my old home so my usual commute and life/shopping experiences are barely changed. However... as I live in St. Louis, going over to the next block makes a world of difference, and this is one of those areas. It is really sketchy outside. Every night the police sirens I would hear "off in the distance" from my old house are now right down the street. Thankfully there is a secured garage I am able to park my scooter- which is now my ONLY method of transport outside of the Metro, so at least it is safer than being left on the main street. The overall building is secure, needing a key to enter and then the key to your unit. I've not met most of my neighbors as of yet, I hope they are good people but I know all too well there is bound to be a bastard or two. Either way I tend to keep my head down in most cases anyway.
My life has changed so drastically in such a short period of time especially with the world locked in this pandemic, yet I don't feel the shock. I worry that might be coming. With all that has happened, I did what I had to do and made everything work. It's what I do, take a hard situation and make the best out of it with careful planning. While I was furloughed from work earlier in the month, I have set enough to the side to make sure rent and bills will be covered for both the months of May and June. Hopefully unemployment will start paying soon and that will cover food. For now... I am stuck with nothing but time alone in my new place.
Alone... That is a heavy word. I've never lived on my own before. While the last few years of my relationship were not exactly happy, despite there being many problems there was a sort of comfort to have someone there in the same house. It's a conflicting sort of liberating feeling. I feel like I can finally be myself again, that I can work towards being happy again in my life. That my life is once again mine to direct and not be held down or dictated to. Instead of barely being able to make ends meet, I can actually start to come out ahead now- once my job returns that is. But... at the same time, that loss of having someone there is a definite hole in my life where they used to be. I still care for my ex-partners and I like to think they still for me. People change, grow apart and those we fell in love with no longer stay the same. This is now how I wanted things to go down, but it did need to happen. I wish them the best in everything and I will miss them for a long time to come.
Perhaps it is a good thing for me to learn to stand on my own. In some ways I feel it is gratifying, knowing that I was able to see ahead, plan for the things I need for the upcoming months and make it happen. I don't know what I plan to do with my life from here, maybe save up for a car or something? I have also played with the idea of moving again after a year or two. If there is one thing I have any major regrets over, it is moving to this city. I know I can't return to the west coast, the cost of living there has grown to outrageous prices... but I know I don't want to live here forever. For now, I plan to take things slow, once the pandemic passes and my job reopens I can look into more long term plans.
Until then I will heal and move on as best I know how.
Thank you to all who have been with me during this time and for your support.
UPDATE. I think I did it...
Posted 5 years agoI toured a place on Saturday, the rent was cheap with all utilities included except for cable/internet. While not the most up to date, it has enough space and located in an area I am comfortable in. Yesterday I filled out an application, just for the hell of it to get something rolling.
Today they called back, I was accepted. I signed the paperwork and paid the deposits. My next check is the day before my move in date so once I pay this month's rent I'll get the keys and it will be mine.
This doesn't feel real. This is big for me. I've never done this. I probably won't believe it until the keys are in my hands.
I need to keep focused, keep on sorting and packing. It should be easier now I know what I'm looking at space wise.
Thank you all for your support, here and other places. I'll keep posting here from here on out what happens.
Today they called back, I was accepted. I signed the paperwork and paid the deposits. My next check is the day before my move in date so once I pay this month's rent I'll get the keys and it will be mine.
This doesn't feel real. This is big for me. I've never done this. I probably won't believe it until the keys are in my hands.
I need to keep focused, keep on sorting and packing. It should be easier now I know what I'm looking at space wise.
Thank you all for your support, here and other places. I'll keep posting here from here on out what happens.
I've never done this before. Please Help.
Posted 5 years agoLong story short. My relationship has come to an end. I don't wish to go into details.
I need to find a new place to live which really sucks in these troubled times. I've never lived on my own or had to look for a place on my own before.
Does anyone have any advice on what to look for? I'm looking to be on my own for a while, roommates are not ideal but something I am considering.
I also have my cat to look after as well.
I'm trying to keep it all together but I honestly I have little to no idea what it is I am doing.
I don't know what to do.
I need to find a new place to live which really sucks in these troubled times. I've never lived on my own or had to look for a place on my own before.
Does anyone have any advice on what to look for? I'm looking to be on my own for a while, roommates are not ideal but something I am considering.
I also have my cat to look after as well.
I'm trying to keep it all together but I honestly I have little to no idea what it is I am doing.
I don't know what to do.
T'is my (re)Birthday
Posted 5 years agoIf you've not seen I've made a change to my sona starting a new life on the new year of my life. I am 32 years old now... gods where does the time go
Two Weeks Until My Birthday
Posted 5 years agoGods I feel old...
End of Year Update
Posted 5 years agoAlright then. Seems while I have been on here a lot, I didn't post much of anything. Not been able to draw anything, just can't seem to find heart for it other than a few sketches. I'll come back to those as for those who watch me might have noticed something with them.
This has not been the best year for me, but a few things do shine through!
First off, I got my own wheels again! Not a car, as in this city and this state they tax the hell out of you which I cannot afford, but a moped! A 2019 49cc Bentelli Scorch! I couldn't take the bus/metro anymore. Long story short, I was assaulted on ride into work. Guy was crazy and possibly drunk. He wanted me to go with him for... things. I refused and he grabbed me hard. Still have a mark where his nail cut me. After than I knew the less I took the bus the better. I was able to get a loan and finally be free to go where I want again. It takes a little longer with only a max speed of 35mph, but still I am no longer bound by someone else driving for most places- and someone has only tried to steal it once in the 3 months I've owned it! I'm always careful to lock the steering column and point it towards a wall or lock it up at work near a highly monitored area.
And... recently, like in the past week. I am out of debt. I was able to pay off something to the tune of $2800 after years of struggle. This leaves me flat broke for the holidays but at least that is no longer over my head. It feels good, for what feels like after the longest time I have something that resembles hope again, to the point I am looking forward to what the new year may bring. 2020 might be a little brighter.
This is where things may get a little ramble-y, if you the reader wish you can skip this whole bit. This is more or less personal thoughts and I think writing it all out might help me.
For those who don't know, or might not have guessed. I've been considering going back to being a synthetic lifeform again. Not my old synthoid wolf form, I am still a lucario and that is not changing any time soon! Just... gonna be a robot lucario. After talking with a number of friends, even reconnecting with a couple from my old machine life I've come to realize I've never left my robot outlook on life, not really at least. It feel strange now, as I'm not a machine trying to be like a biological being, but a pokemon that just happens to be a machine. In a way it kind feels like completely over writing my past form, but is that really so bad? Yes it hurt a bit losing touch with my wolf form, but we grow and move on. I'm not the same person I was. Somehow I seem to associate this with my moving on to becoming someone else again. Is it growing or going back? Maybe because of my transgender nature, making ANY choices that involve making changes to my body RL or Sona (which is really an extension of myself, NOT a character) requires me to really think about it. Overall, I'm still debating, but I am seriously leaning to the 'bot life again. Once a bot always a bot? I've given myself until Jan 25th (my birthday) to make the final decision. So. We'll see won't we?
This has not been the best year for me, but a few things do shine through!
First off, I got my own wheels again! Not a car, as in this city and this state they tax the hell out of you which I cannot afford, but a moped! A 2019 49cc Bentelli Scorch! I couldn't take the bus/metro anymore. Long story short, I was assaulted on ride into work. Guy was crazy and possibly drunk. He wanted me to go with him for... things. I refused and he grabbed me hard. Still have a mark where his nail cut me. After than I knew the less I took the bus the better. I was able to get a loan and finally be free to go where I want again. It takes a little longer with only a max speed of 35mph, but still I am no longer bound by someone else driving for most places- and someone has only tried to steal it once in the 3 months I've owned it! I'm always careful to lock the steering column and point it towards a wall or lock it up at work near a highly monitored area.
And... recently, like in the past week. I am out of debt. I was able to pay off something to the tune of $2800 after years of struggle. This leaves me flat broke for the holidays but at least that is no longer over my head. It feels good, for what feels like after the longest time I have something that resembles hope again, to the point I am looking forward to what the new year may bring. 2020 might be a little brighter.
This is where things may get a little ramble-y, if you the reader wish you can skip this whole bit. This is more or less personal thoughts and I think writing it all out might help me.
For those who don't know, or might not have guessed. I've been considering going back to being a synthetic lifeform again. Not my old synthoid wolf form, I am still a lucario and that is not changing any time soon! Just... gonna be a robot lucario. After talking with a number of friends, even reconnecting with a couple from my old machine life I've come to realize I've never left my robot outlook on life, not really at least. It feel strange now, as I'm not a machine trying to be like a biological being, but a pokemon that just happens to be a machine. In a way it kind feels like completely over writing my past form, but is that really so bad? Yes it hurt a bit losing touch with my wolf form, but we grow and move on. I'm not the same person I was. Somehow I seem to associate this with my moving on to becoming someone else again. Is it growing or going back? Maybe because of my transgender nature, making ANY choices that involve making changes to my body RL or Sona (which is really an extension of myself, NOT a character) requires me to really think about it. Overall, I'm still debating, but I am seriously leaning to the 'bot life again. Once a bot always a bot? I've given myself until Jan 25th (my birthday) to make the final decision. So. We'll see won't we?
Lost my Halloween Mojo...
Posted 6 years agoFor those who know me, or even give a passing glance to my gallery I really get into Halloween and often do a lot of pictures with Halloween themes...
Not this year it seems. I just can't seem to get the fire going in my pumpkin spirit. Is this depression? Feels like it.
Not this year it seems. I just can't seem to get the fire going in my pumpkin spirit. Is this depression? Feels like it.
*blows dust off* And the usual "If FA goes out"
Posted 6 years agoI really am not good at writing journals.
I mean, I don't really post my artwork to other galleries, but if you wanted to get in touch with me there is my Discord, Telegram and Twitter.
https://twitter.com/LGreywinds
I plan to start using Twitter a bit more now so there may be a influx of my art there in the near future.
I mean, I don't really post my artwork to other galleries, but if you wanted to get in touch with me there is my Discord, Telegram and Twitter.
https://twitter.com/LGreywinds
I plan to start using Twitter a bit more now so there may be a influx of my art there in the near future.
Raffle by MenouFire
Posted 6 years agoCome take a look!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9189225/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9189225/
Bit of a short notice
Posted 6 years agoMah birthday is tomorrow.
[insert getting older panic here]
[insert getting older panic here]
2018 comes to a close, preparing for 2019
Posted 6 years agoAs 2018 comes to a close, I look back on the goals I had set out for myself for this year.
1. Pay off new PC. - COMPLETE
2. Drop to 250lbs or 40-42w size (or lower) pants - FAILED. I'm still drifting between 290-300lbs. BUT I am only 2-inches away to being into 42w pants so this summer should see me there.
3. New Glasses - COMPLETE
4. Join and regularly attend a Pokémon League. - FAILED. The card game has changed a lot and the cost to keep up with it is more than I want to put into it.
5. Expand and improve upon the Garden - COMPLETE/FAILED. Garden was expanded, however nothing grew successfully. Our neighbors dogs kept digging and pulling up the plants.
6. Visit Boston, Massachusetts. - FAILED/DIVERTED. Due to a scare with mother going into the hospital and almost not making it through the night I took the time and funds to go visit her for a time. Each time I go, it really might be the 'last' time I see her nowadays. California was fun, despite the whole damn state being on fire.
2 wins, 2 loses, 2 draws. Well, not the worst outcome. Couldn't help the garden or travel bit. Am super close to getting to my target size so there is that!
Goals for 2019:
1: Drop to 250lbs or size 40-41w pants. Am 297lbs at this time.
2: Try again to Visit Boston.
3: Improve overall life. I am not happy with several things in my life right now. Nothing I want to share here, but I have plans to start fixing things.
I still don't feel that 2019 will be a good year, just a bad feeling for all of it.
1. Pay off new PC. - COMPLETE
2. Drop to 250lbs or 40-42w size (or lower) pants - FAILED. I'm still drifting between 290-300lbs. BUT I am only 2-inches away to being into 42w pants so this summer should see me there.
3. New Glasses - COMPLETE
4. Join and regularly attend a Pokémon League. - FAILED. The card game has changed a lot and the cost to keep up with it is more than I want to put into it.
5. Expand and improve upon the Garden - COMPLETE/FAILED. Garden was expanded, however nothing grew successfully. Our neighbors dogs kept digging and pulling up the plants.
6. Visit Boston, Massachusetts. - FAILED/DIVERTED. Due to a scare with mother going into the hospital and almost not making it through the night I took the time and funds to go visit her for a time. Each time I go, it really might be the 'last' time I see her nowadays. California was fun, despite the whole damn state being on fire.
2 wins, 2 loses, 2 draws. Well, not the worst outcome. Couldn't help the garden or travel bit. Am super close to getting to my target size so there is that!
Goals for 2019:
1: Drop to 250lbs or size 40-41w pants. Am 297lbs at this time.
2: Try again to Visit Boston.
3: Improve overall life. I am not happy with several things in my life right now. Nothing I want to share here, but I have plans to start fixing things.
I still don't feel that 2019 will be a good year, just a bad feeling for all of it.
Merry Xmas to all~
Posted 6 years agoHope everyone has a good holiday with good times with friends, family and loved one~
SythraWolf is doing free art for the holidays.
Posted 7 years agoCheck it out here! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8974396/
If pokemon could talk & TMI Tuesday.
Posted 7 years agoAnd now, ask me anything~
It's not Mewtwo.
Posted 7 years agoOkay Gundam. You got me interested...
Posted 7 years agoPondering new e-mail and start of a journey~
Posted 7 years agoSo, probably not many of you know or care but seems Yahoo/AOL/Verizon have merged into a new thing called Oath! Won't get into all the reasons why, but I rather dislike thier management and privacy policies. That, and fuck AOL and Verizon for reals.
So, solution is to get a new email. It's just hard for me as my Yahoo email was my very first email ever and I have had it for literally half of my life. Even though the name robowolf001 doesn't reflect who/what I am now these days it has always been there.
So, now I just need to think of a new email name, and with who to sign up with.
In other news, here is another cute Pokémon vid~
[yt]https://m.youtube.com/watch?t=22s&a.....U5CrZrYSA[/yt]
So, solution is to get a new email. It's just hard for me as my Yahoo email was my very first email ever and I have had it for literally half of my life. Even though the name robowolf001 doesn't reflect who/what I am now these days it has always been there.
So, now I just need to think of a new email name, and with who to sign up with.
In other news, here is another cute Pokémon vid~
[yt]https://m.youtube.com/watch?t=22s&a.....U5CrZrYSA[/yt]
