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Singing Competition Video and Talent Show!
Posted 13 years agoI was in a singing competition, and won first prize, which was $1,000! :3
Here's The Video!
I was also in a talent show recently, and here's those videos. (;
JESTERS HAS BASS AND DRUMS NOW! :DDD
Here's The Video!
I was also in a talent show recently, and here's those videos. (;
JESTERS HAS BASS AND DRUMS NOW! :DDD
I wrote another song :3
Posted 13 years agoTell me what you think? :3 Lyrics are in the description of the video on youtube :3
*Warning* Photography Ream Coming!
Posted 13 years agoHey everyone! (:
Just letting you know that I'll be posting a ton of photography soon... (;
Just letting you know that I'll be posting a ton of photography soon... (;
I'm still alive, I swear! + *SINGING COMPETITION*
Posted 13 years ago
Hey there all! I'm still living, I promise. (x I still don't have a computer, but I get on and check FA when I can. I must say though, that I've moved mostly away from digital art and more into photography, although I don't have a high tech camera, and I most certainly don't consider myself a photographer. I just love taking pictures! I don't post any on FA, as you can see, because I don't really consider it having to do with Furries at all, but I do have a tumblr! So if you want to follow me there, it's
www.owleigh.tumblr.com
(:
I also post updates on m life and everything once in a while, so If you're interested in keeping up with me, go there!
Also, on Thursday and Friday there was a talent show that I was in and I did the song "No Good Deed" from the Broadway Musical, "Wicked". I'll post the videos as soon as I have them! (:
Right after the talent show in the week, there was a Celtic singing competition yesterday! This is what I posted on Tumblr about it:
So yesterday for St. Patrick’s day, I went to a local bar to compete in a Celtic singing competition. It was so perfect for me because I’ve loved celtic music since I was a wee lassie. ;3
One of my close friends, Dana, was there as well to compete. She’s a senior, and I’m a sophomore (in highschool).
So we get there and we meet the judges and the orchestrator of the competition. She takes one look at me and starts freaking out “OH MY GOD, SHE’S SO CUTE! I want a picture with our youngest singing competitor! D’awww look at her!”. I was like “this is off to a good start”. (x
The competition began, and I was the very first contestant to sing for the judges. I got up and smiled, took the mic, and sang “Hills of Shiloh” in the style of Trapezoid. I finished, and the crowd erupted into applause, I felt so proud!!! I simply said thank you, (I didn’t know what else to say!) smiled, and walked off stage, hoping that an amazing act didn’t follow me. (x
There were lots of great competitors in the first half! I was intimidated by one lady that had a gorgeous voice, but the whole time I figured “what happens, happens. Don’t get upset about it no matter what”.
Dana performed in the second half, and she did an absolutely stunning job! I was worried that the judges weren’t going to think that her song was celtic style enough because she used a theater style to sing it, but none the less, it was beautiful!! And then… It happened. (Dun dun dun!).
We saw one of the best singers that lives in our town pull up (her name is Leah), her guitar with her. She’s a really sweet person, so she’s not one of those snooty mean girl competitors, but once I saw her, I knew that I was beat. (x
She sang and played, and I died. XD It was gorgeous. She did an awesome job.
So then we played the waiting game, but finally, the judges chose 2 finalists. Me, and Leah. My jaw hit the floor!!! Dana was sad, but she was a good sport and congratulated me.
The judges asked us to sing again, and they had only asked us to prepare one song. This was what separated the true celtic lovers from the people who entered just for the prize. Luckily, I knew another one. :3 Leah went first and absolutely nailed it, guitar and all. I was pretty nervous, but I went up and sang “The Maid That Sold Her Barley” with no music, and I felt like I did well. (:
Finally, the lady came out to announce the winner. She said it was a tough choice, but the judges had chosen a winner…
”..and the winner is Cassidy.”
My jaw hit the floor again. x——D Leah hugged me and congratulated me. She was really sweet about it. (: There was a $1000 prize to the winner. Guess who’s got enough to get a decent car now? :DDD
All in all, it was an awesome experience. (: It was my first singing competition ever, and I’m really proud of how I and my friends did. (: We took some videos, so when we get them up, I’ll definitely post the links! :3
Then I came home and watched half of Mr. Poppers Penguins (yes, we rent PG movies when we’re too tired to keep up with the plot of more complex movies xD) and ate Ice Cream with my boyfriend, who drove me and stayed in the hot sun to support me throughout the entire 5 hour competition. :3 We both have burnt shoulders and burnt faces to prove it. ;P
What an amazing day! (:
So anyway guys, thank you for sticking around and being so amazing and supportive while I don't have a computer. Love you all, and hopefully, that will change very soon! :D
Things people assume when you say "Furry". (+UPDATES)
Posted 13 years agoI'm so sick of my friends making Furry jokes. xP You say "Furry" and they think:
1. You're automatically obsessed with porn.
2. You want people to have sex with you with ears and tails (etc.) on.
3. You have furry fetishes, and call sex "yiff".
4. You're constantly picturing others as animals and you wish you were actually an animal.
5. You have sexual and non-sexual fantasies of real animals.
My boyfriend even thinks some of this stuff! So annoying. xP I'm never going to have an "adult fursuit" for my hubby. I don't want to be screwed with ears and tails, and I would most definitely never say "Let's have yiff, babe." xP
Once my boyfriend asked what he'd be if he were a furry. I said lion in temperament and hair mixed with black wolf for sleek, sexy, and black fur (he has black hair). He freaked out saying I was weird. I was like YOU ASKED! xD Gah gah.-rant fin-
Anyways, things at home are bad again (fighting), but I'm living through it so far. (: Computer is working again, so I love you guys much and miss you all!
<3 <3 <3
I didn't die I promise! O.o
Posted 14 years ago
Hey everyone!
So no, I didn't die, I'm still very much alive. My computer screen is out again... It's completely white. I'm on my mom's computer today to do online school work. (:
Also, I've started public school! That's another reason I've not been online at all, and if you're wondering, it's going wonderfully! My favorite class is Keyboard. I can go into this small little room with nothing but a piano and a stool in it with acoustics on the walls ans play and sing my heart out, and no one other than me can hear me. It's such an amazing feeling, I just can't even describe it! Also, I'm learning to read sheet music, so that'll be good in the long run. (:
And my relationship at the moment is going amazingly! Frank is the sweetest guy anyone could ask for. We've been dating for 2 months as of today. We're going to hang and watch the superbowl together. :3
As for that subject...
GO PATRIOTS!!!!!!! :D
Love you all, and as soon as I get my screen fixed, I'll be back on!
<3<3<3
ATTENTION! -Lula is DELETING HER GALLERY-
Posted 14 years agoHello everyone!
Yup, taking after a friend who did it, I shall do it as well.
Yeah, I hate the way it looks right now, all of my old stuff that's just bleh! If you want something, save it! I'll be deleting tonight and tomorrow. (:Updates!
Posted 14 years agoHello everyone! Just wanted to say that I'm still doing alright, and things continue to look up! I'm happy, and things at home are calming down.
Thank you all for your support! ^^
Thank you all for your support! ^^
Lula's Life Story... Read if you want, don't if not xP
Posted 14 years agoHey there guys. Lula here! I thought it may be time that you know what's been going on in my life. The reason I've been sparsely on FA and such. This will probably be a fairly long journal, and most of the people's names in the story will be changed. Jussayin'.
***WARNING!***
This is not a happy story with a happy ending. You may find yourself being sad after reading.
The story starts before I was born actually. My mom was born into a couple who had been forced to marry at 18 (my grandma) and 19 (my grandpa) by their parents. They were VERY conservative and would break my mom's Cher records and had disallowed her to wear pants or makeup to school. Well, this, obviously, had pushed my mom to be quite the rebel, losing her virginity at 16 because of a rumor that she heard that her boyfriend was cheating on her, and sneaking away to parties. Yes, she had sex with a random guy to get back at her boyfriend.
As soon as my mom was 18, she bleached her hair and ran away to join a rock band. She is a stellar vocalist and was constantly told when she was younger that she sounded like Stevie Nicks.
My dad's birth was a result of his mother being raped while on a date. He just wouldn't take "no" for an answer. He was then adopted by his grandmother, and all of his aunts became his "Sisters". His grandfather was a heavy alcoholic, which eventually caused his kidneys to fail. He was part of the rough and tough crowd when he was a kid, getting heavily involved in alcohol and girls. He still, to this day, has scars from knife fights that he would get into. He eventually parted himself from that crowd, fearing for his life. All 8 of the people he hung out with in that crowd lay dead before they reached their 23rd year of life.
My dad had long hair and tattoos, drank and smoked, and also joined a rock band. Hello, dolly! This is where my parents met. My dad is an exceptional keyboard and guitar player, as well as an impressive vocalist. He happened to have a fiance at the time of him hooking up with my mom. My mom would make sure that her perfume and glitter spray was all over my dad before he went home. Eventually, he left her for my mom, and they got married.
My parents are both the same age, only a few months apart. While on vacation in Cancun, Mexico, my sister Mandy was conceived. about a year and a half after Mandy was born, I came about on April 19th, 1996 in a little blue hospital in Idaho.
My parents, at this time, were still playing in clubs, causing Mandy and I to be virtually parent-less, constantly watched by babysitters. At this time, my dad would still come home drunk, and he is an angry drunk. He once pinned my mom down on their bed with a loaded gun to her head. Another time, he came home with another woman and pulled her into their bedroom and closed the door. Another time, he took an entire bottle of pills, attempting to kill himself. I remember sitting in the hospital room playing with the wooden blocks, not understanding what was going on.
Needless to say, my parents had a long and messy past. My dad is sober now, and he no longer smokes cigarettes to the best of my knowledge. My parents also came to Christ and even started being youth pastors in our Christian Church in Washington State. On to the future.
I always had trouble making friends in school, hence, I've switched schools 7 times in my life. I've always been an easy target as far as making fun, and I just never really fit anywhere. I was always smarter than everyone in my classes, which made me a nerd, and I always had a book in my face, which made me untouchable.
When I was 10 years old, my parents sat my sister and I down and said "Guess what? We're moving to Florida." 3 months later, we packed all of our things and drove from Washington State to the Florida Keys (Somewhere around 2,000 miles). It was a 9 day trip.
I started in school and again, had no luck. The popular girls hated me because I was pretty, and the nerd girls hated me because I was smart. Here we are at square 1 again. So, I decided to force myself to fit in. I cut my long hair off, and dyed it black. Now all of a sudden, I fit in with the out crowd. I started to write suicidal poetry, and my relationship with a boy named Dylan at the time ended because of it. He thought that I wanted him to kill himself, which was not my intention at all! I wasn't even depressed, it was just what was 'cool' in the crowd I was in.
In 7th grade, I took a trip to Washington DC with my school during the inauguration of President Obama. One of the kids in my group and I became very close, and ended up dating. His name was Robert.
For a while, I went back and forth between Robert and Dylan, dating both 3 or 4 times. Finally, I was tired of the name I made for myself in that school, and I switched to a private school through our church. There, I met Tayler. Tayler and I drew close very quickly, and we started dating on Febuary 24th of 2010. We waited 4 months to even kiss. I was his first girlfriend.
My parents had started a youth group through the church now, and I had lots of friends going regularly. I was friends with a group of boys who always hung out together, Dylan included. Their names were Chase, Frank, Dylan, Gabe, and Andrew, All of us went to youth group together, and we all had an amazing time! This, however, was when things started to get really messy.
One day, my mom wasn't feeling so well at youth group, and she had gone to sit in the hallway for a while. Tayler had gone to see where she went and asked if she was okay. She thought WAY too much of the gesture, and started to message him on facebook and text him as well. They grew very close, making me terribly uncomfortable. He would text her during school, and when he came home with me after school sometimes, he'd want to spend the whole time with her and then she would drive him home, and I wasn't allowed to come. I was angry and upset to say the least. I cried about everything more than I needed to, and I fell into a deep depression. My mom was stealing my boyfriend from me. At this point, Tayler and I had been dating 8 months.
Tayler was never very academically adept, so I frequently let him cheat off of my during Spanish class. The day of the final exam in Spanish, Tayler and I got in a fight about my mom, and I decided to sit where he couldn't see my answers. After sitting there for a few minutes, I felt bad, and moved back. Tayler wouldn't accept my help, and he Christmas Tree'd the exam, and turned it in. I tried to convince him to go get it and we would do it together. He stood up and screamed to the class "Jesus Christ, get away from me woman!". He stormed out, and I followed. I held on to his arm saying "Tayler, just go back in there! You're going to fail, please don't do this..." He turned and grabbed me by the throat and whispered "You're going to get hurt very quickly. Let. Go." I held on. My Spanish teacher came out of the classroom at this point, pulled us apart, and dragged me down to the office. Tayler yelled on the way down "Thanks a lot bitch, you're going to get me explelled.". That was a horrible day.
Tayler never really apologized for that day, but our relationship reconciled itself. We were alright.
For my sister's birthday that year, my mom bought her a cruise to the Bahamas. My mom and sister were gone for 2 days, leaving me home alone with my dad. During that time, my dad had touched me inappropriately, claiming to have been asleep. This wasn't the first time that it had happened, so I didn't believe him. I stayed at Tayler's house the whole next day and bundled in tons of clothes at night, just in case.
Then one night, It happened. Tayler and I got into a steamy situation and we hooked up. I was only 14 at the time. That same night, he called me to break up with me at 2 in the morning. We dated off and on for a few months, and finally, he broke up with me and told me that he couldn't tell me why. it was something big, and he hoped that one day I'd forgive him.
One night, while he was spending the night at Frank's house, he sneaked over to my house to tell me. He told me that it was my right to know. I was not expecting what he said. Tayler, my boyfriend, around Christmas time of 2010 was having sex with my mother in the back of the car that my mom gave me when she got a new one. my 15 year old boyfriend, and my 47 year old mom. I had been right all along.
I fell into another depression. My only 2 friends in the world had both stabbed me in the back. I wanted a friend. I needed a friend. Apparently he had told Frank and Chase about this, and they were disgusted with both of them. I started to lose interest in my job, and I honestly just wanted to die. Then, one day when my mom went to the pet store, my life changed. I saw a little rose breasted cockatoo that I fell in love with. I went to visit her constantly, and she liked me a lot. Word got around that this little girl was saving her pennies to buy this $1,600 bird. One couple whom I had waited on at work bought her for me and said that I could work for them to pay it off. Their names were Mike and Marianne.
Things got bad. My dad got a job at a bar and started to drink again. I wanted to spit in my mom's face every time I saw her. My sister couldn't know any of this. Fights started to break out between my mom and I. they would get physical, involving kicking and pushing and hitting. I'd scream and scream at the top of my lungs swearing and cursing at them. Tayler even got gutsy and told my dad about my mom and him. My dad didn't believe him, and my mom demanded that I lie for her. I refused. I'm no longer allowed to see Tayler or talk to him by any means of communication. I told Mike and Marianne everything. I cried to them, and I trusted them. They told me that if I ever needed somewhere to stay, that I could stay with them.
I also started to confide in Frank. He and I had joined a punk rock band together (Truman's Medulla), and he was having some major girlfriend problems with his ex as well. Tayler had already told him about my mom, so he was the best person to talk to. We would talk for hours and we started to hang out more and more. He became my best friend.
My parents grew tired of the fighting. They finally sent me to live with Mike and Marianne. I was overjoyed! After 2 weeks of getting caught up in school and being happy, they called Mike and said "Pack all of her stuff up, she's coming home.". However, I've been going to their house every day for school work. I've been back and forth between houses and still behind in school.
However, Frank and I became official. We are dating now, and I couldn't be happier! He's sweet and he promised me that he'll never put me through anything like Tayler or my family has. He's slowly becoming my life support, and I really can't imagine not having him as a friend. Tayler is hurt because Frank and him were friends. Needless to say that they no longer are. however, Tayler is scaring me because he's saying that he'll never date anyone else because I'm the love of his life. I hope he doesn't grow up to be my stalker... He has a violent history as far as temper.
Day to day life is fine, I'm not one to wallow in my own self pity. I take things day by day, and try to stay as happy as possible (: Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon, and I'm still a pretty happy person considering all that I've been through. I do have bad days, but hey, life is life, and you have to roll with the punches. You only live once, right? (:
So that's the story. Thanks for reading, and I'm happy to have it off of my chest.
***WARNING!***
This is not a happy story with a happy ending. You may find yourself being sad after reading.
The story starts before I was born actually. My mom was born into a couple who had been forced to marry at 18 (my grandma) and 19 (my grandpa) by their parents. They were VERY conservative and would break my mom's Cher records and had disallowed her to wear pants or makeup to school. Well, this, obviously, had pushed my mom to be quite the rebel, losing her virginity at 16 because of a rumor that she heard that her boyfriend was cheating on her, and sneaking away to parties. Yes, she had sex with a random guy to get back at her boyfriend.
As soon as my mom was 18, she bleached her hair and ran away to join a rock band. She is a stellar vocalist and was constantly told when she was younger that she sounded like Stevie Nicks.
My dad's birth was a result of his mother being raped while on a date. He just wouldn't take "no" for an answer. He was then adopted by his grandmother, and all of his aunts became his "Sisters". His grandfather was a heavy alcoholic, which eventually caused his kidneys to fail. He was part of the rough and tough crowd when he was a kid, getting heavily involved in alcohol and girls. He still, to this day, has scars from knife fights that he would get into. He eventually parted himself from that crowd, fearing for his life. All 8 of the people he hung out with in that crowd lay dead before they reached their 23rd year of life.
My dad had long hair and tattoos, drank and smoked, and also joined a rock band. Hello, dolly! This is where my parents met. My dad is an exceptional keyboard and guitar player, as well as an impressive vocalist. He happened to have a fiance at the time of him hooking up with my mom. My mom would make sure that her perfume and glitter spray was all over my dad before he went home. Eventually, he left her for my mom, and they got married.
My parents are both the same age, only a few months apart. While on vacation in Cancun, Mexico, my sister Mandy was conceived. about a year and a half after Mandy was born, I came about on April 19th, 1996 in a little blue hospital in Idaho.
My parents, at this time, were still playing in clubs, causing Mandy and I to be virtually parent-less, constantly watched by babysitters. At this time, my dad would still come home drunk, and he is an angry drunk. He once pinned my mom down on their bed with a loaded gun to her head. Another time, he came home with another woman and pulled her into their bedroom and closed the door. Another time, he took an entire bottle of pills, attempting to kill himself. I remember sitting in the hospital room playing with the wooden blocks, not understanding what was going on.
Needless to say, my parents had a long and messy past. My dad is sober now, and he no longer smokes cigarettes to the best of my knowledge. My parents also came to Christ and even started being youth pastors in our Christian Church in Washington State. On to the future.
I always had trouble making friends in school, hence, I've switched schools 7 times in my life. I've always been an easy target as far as making fun, and I just never really fit anywhere. I was always smarter than everyone in my classes, which made me a nerd, and I always had a book in my face, which made me untouchable.
When I was 10 years old, my parents sat my sister and I down and said "Guess what? We're moving to Florida." 3 months later, we packed all of our things and drove from Washington State to the Florida Keys (Somewhere around 2,000 miles). It was a 9 day trip.
I started in school and again, had no luck. The popular girls hated me because I was pretty, and the nerd girls hated me because I was smart. Here we are at square 1 again. So, I decided to force myself to fit in. I cut my long hair off, and dyed it black. Now all of a sudden, I fit in with the out crowd. I started to write suicidal poetry, and my relationship with a boy named Dylan at the time ended because of it. He thought that I wanted him to kill himself, which was not my intention at all! I wasn't even depressed, it was just what was 'cool' in the crowd I was in.
In 7th grade, I took a trip to Washington DC with my school during the inauguration of President Obama. One of the kids in my group and I became very close, and ended up dating. His name was Robert.
For a while, I went back and forth between Robert and Dylan, dating both 3 or 4 times. Finally, I was tired of the name I made for myself in that school, and I switched to a private school through our church. There, I met Tayler. Tayler and I drew close very quickly, and we started dating on Febuary 24th of 2010. We waited 4 months to even kiss. I was his first girlfriend.
My parents had started a youth group through the church now, and I had lots of friends going regularly. I was friends with a group of boys who always hung out together, Dylan included. Their names were Chase, Frank, Dylan, Gabe, and Andrew, All of us went to youth group together, and we all had an amazing time! This, however, was when things started to get really messy.
One day, my mom wasn't feeling so well at youth group, and she had gone to sit in the hallway for a while. Tayler had gone to see where she went and asked if she was okay. She thought WAY too much of the gesture, and started to message him on facebook and text him as well. They grew very close, making me terribly uncomfortable. He would text her during school, and when he came home with me after school sometimes, he'd want to spend the whole time with her and then she would drive him home, and I wasn't allowed to come. I was angry and upset to say the least. I cried about everything more than I needed to, and I fell into a deep depression. My mom was stealing my boyfriend from me. At this point, Tayler and I had been dating 8 months.
Tayler was never very academically adept, so I frequently let him cheat off of my during Spanish class. The day of the final exam in Spanish, Tayler and I got in a fight about my mom, and I decided to sit where he couldn't see my answers. After sitting there for a few minutes, I felt bad, and moved back. Tayler wouldn't accept my help, and he Christmas Tree'd the exam, and turned it in. I tried to convince him to go get it and we would do it together. He stood up and screamed to the class "Jesus Christ, get away from me woman!". He stormed out, and I followed. I held on to his arm saying "Tayler, just go back in there! You're going to fail, please don't do this..." He turned and grabbed me by the throat and whispered "You're going to get hurt very quickly. Let. Go." I held on. My Spanish teacher came out of the classroom at this point, pulled us apart, and dragged me down to the office. Tayler yelled on the way down "Thanks a lot bitch, you're going to get me explelled.". That was a horrible day.
Tayler never really apologized for that day, but our relationship reconciled itself. We were alright.
For my sister's birthday that year, my mom bought her a cruise to the Bahamas. My mom and sister were gone for 2 days, leaving me home alone with my dad. During that time, my dad had touched me inappropriately, claiming to have been asleep. This wasn't the first time that it had happened, so I didn't believe him. I stayed at Tayler's house the whole next day and bundled in tons of clothes at night, just in case.
Then one night, It happened. Tayler and I got into a steamy situation and we hooked up. I was only 14 at the time. That same night, he called me to break up with me at 2 in the morning. We dated off and on for a few months, and finally, he broke up with me and told me that he couldn't tell me why. it was something big, and he hoped that one day I'd forgive him.
One night, while he was spending the night at Frank's house, he sneaked over to my house to tell me. He told me that it was my right to know. I was not expecting what he said. Tayler, my boyfriend, around Christmas time of 2010 was having sex with my mother in the back of the car that my mom gave me when she got a new one. my 15 year old boyfriend, and my 47 year old mom. I had been right all along.
I fell into another depression. My only 2 friends in the world had both stabbed me in the back. I wanted a friend. I needed a friend. Apparently he had told Frank and Chase about this, and they were disgusted with both of them. I started to lose interest in my job, and I honestly just wanted to die. Then, one day when my mom went to the pet store, my life changed. I saw a little rose breasted cockatoo that I fell in love with. I went to visit her constantly, and she liked me a lot. Word got around that this little girl was saving her pennies to buy this $1,600 bird. One couple whom I had waited on at work bought her for me and said that I could work for them to pay it off. Their names were Mike and Marianne.
Things got bad. My dad got a job at a bar and started to drink again. I wanted to spit in my mom's face every time I saw her. My sister couldn't know any of this. Fights started to break out between my mom and I. they would get physical, involving kicking and pushing and hitting. I'd scream and scream at the top of my lungs swearing and cursing at them. Tayler even got gutsy and told my dad about my mom and him. My dad didn't believe him, and my mom demanded that I lie for her. I refused. I'm no longer allowed to see Tayler or talk to him by any means of communication. I told Mike and Marianne everything. I cried to them, and I trusted them. They told me that if I ever needed somewhere to stay, that I could stay with them.
I also started to confide in Frank. He and I had joined a punk rock band together (Truman's Medulla), and he was having some major girlfriend problems with his ex as well. Tayler had already told him about my mom, so he was the best person to talk to. We would talk for hours and we started to hang out more and more. He became my best friend.
My parents grew tired of the fighting. They finally sent me to live with Mike and Marianne. I was overjoyed! After 2 weeks of getting caught up in school and being happy, they called Mike and said "Pack all of her stuff up, she's coming home.". However, I've been going to their house every day for school work. I've been back and forth between houses and still behind in school.
However, Frank and I became official. We are dating now, and I couldn't be happier! He's sweet and he promised me that he'll never put me through anything like Tayler or my family has. He's slowly becoming my life support, and I really can't imagine not having him as a friend. Tayler is hurt because Frank and him were friends. Needless to say that they no longer are. however, Tayler is scaring me because he's saying that he'll never date anyone else because I'm the love of his life. I hope he doesn't grow up to be my stalker... He has a violent history as far as temper.
Day to day life is fine, I'm not one to wallow in my own self pity. I take things day by day, and try to stay as happy as possible (: Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere anytime soon, and I'm still a pretty happy person considering all that I've been through. I do have bad days, but hey, life is life, and you have to roll with the punches. You only live once, right? (:
So that's the story. Thanks for reading, and I'm happy to have it off of my chest.
Hai guys, you should check this out!
Posted 14 years ago
Hey everyone! Merry Christmas!
This is a bit delayed, but this was my band ("Truman's Medulla") playing at a show a few weeks back. Yes, I dyed the tips of my hair blue (; More like my fursona, no?
Love you all, and keep the comments coming!
<3 <3 <3
My Little Pony Meme
Posted 14 years agoMark each thing you have in common with each pony, then post the one you have with the most marks :3
Twilight Sparkle:
[x] You have a huge collection of books.
[x] You value your alone time.
[x] You have trouble making friends.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] You write letters regularly.
[x] You find a lesson in everything.
[ ] You have trouble doing things “the old-fashioned way.”
[ ] You’ve recently moved to a new town.
[x] You’re rather sarcastic.
[ ] You’re often accused of being a know-it-all.
Total: 6
Pinkie Pie:
[x] You’re the black sheep of the family.
[ ] You’re majorly hyper.
[x] You love to siiiing!
[ ] You’re known for throwing great parties!
[ ] You’re great at baking.
[x] People sometimes don’t get your jokes.
[ ]You’re a prankster troll.
[ ] You’re a super-intense personality.
[x] You have strange pets.
[ ] You are known to go to extremes.
Total: 4
Applejack:
[x] You’re very stubborn.
[ ] You find great joy in working.
[x] You prefer the country to the city.
[ ] You speak with an accent.
[ ] You HATE cheating.
[x] You have freckles.
[ ] You prefer casual wear rather than formal things.
[ ] You wear your hair in a ponytail(s).
[ ] You have a large family.
[x] You have trouble lying.
Total: 4
Rainbow Dash:
[x] You love winning.
[ ] You like sports.
[x] You have a funky haircolor.
[ ] You have fangirl tendencies.
[ ] You have no problem speaking your mind.
[ ] You will give up anything for your friends.
[x] You like being recognized for good things.
[x] You have no problem defying traditional gender-roles.
[ ] You act now, think later.
[ ] You’re very brave.
Total: 4
Rarity:
[ ] You love being the center of attention.
[x] You have a cat.
[ ] You sew well.
[ ] It’s well-known that you’re somewhat vain.
[ ] You love the excitement of the city!
[ ] You will overwork yourself to do something nice for your friends.
[x] You wear makeup.
[ ] You’re prone to whining.
[x] You have original taste in fashion.
[ ] You enjoy bonding with your besties <3
Total: 3
Fluttershy:
[x] You HATE being the center of attention.
[x] You struggle with sharing your mind.
[x] You love animals and help them however you can.
[x] You’re graceful.
[ ] You’re very quiet or soft-spoken. (Sometimes... so I guess no xD)
[x] You have a secret mean-streak.
[x] You’ve been told you could model.
[ ] You’re the eldest of your friends.
[ ] You like wearing your hair loose and long.
[ ] You’re very nurturing
Total: 6
You're: A Fluttershy/Twilight Sparkle hybrid! xD
Twilight Sparkle:
[x] You have a huge collection of books.
[x] You value your alone time.
[x] You have trouble making friends.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[ ] You write letters regularly.
[x] You find a lesson in everything.
[ ] You have trouble doing things “the old-fashioned way.”
[ ] You’ve recently moved to a new town.
[x] You’re rather sarcastic.
[ ] You’re often accused of being a know-it-all.
Total: 6
Pinkie Pie:
[x] You’re the black sheep of the family.
[ ] You’re majorly hyper.
[x] You love to siiiing!
[ ] You’re known for throwing great parties!
[ ] You’re great at baking.
[x] People sometimes don’t get your jokes.
[ ]You’re a prankster troll.
[ ] You’re a super-intense personality.
[x] You have strange pets.
[ ] You are known to go to extremes.
Total: 4
Applejack:
[x] You’re very stubborn.
[ ] You find great joy in working.
[x] You prefer the country to the city.
[ ] You speak with an accent.
[ ] You HATE cheating.
[x] You have freckles.
[ ] You prefer casual wear rather than formal things.
[ ] You wear your hair in a ponytail(s).
[ ] You have a large family.
[x] You have trouble lying.
Total: 4
Rainbow Dash:
[x] You love winning.
[ ] You like sports.
[x] You have a funky haircolor.
[ ] You have fangirl tendencies.
[ ] You have no problem speaking your mind.
[ ] You will give up anything for your friends.
[x] You like being recognized for good things.
[x] You have no problem defying traditional gender-roles.
[ ] You act now, think later.
[ ] You’re very brave.
Total: 4
Rarity:
[ ] You love being the center of attention.
[x] You have a cat.
[ ] You sew well.
[ ] It’s well-known that you’re somewhat vain.
[ ] You love the excitement of the city!
[ ] You will overwork yourself to do something nice for your friends.
[x] You wear makeup.
[ ] You’re prone to whining.
[x] You have original taste in fashion.
[ ] You enjoy bonding with your besties <3
Total: 3
Fluttershy:
[x] You HATE being the center of attention.
[x] You struggle with sharing your mind.
[x] You love animals and help them however you can.
[x] You’re graceful.
[ ] You’re very quiet or soft-spoken. (Sometimes... so I guess no xD)
[x] You have a secret mean-streak.
[x] You’ve been told you could model.
[ ] You’re the eldest of your friends.
[ ] You like wearing your hair loose and long.
[ ] You’re very nurturing
Total: 6
You're: A Fluttershy/Twilight Sparkle hybrid! xD
"A Thousand Years"-Christina Perri (Cover) (:
Posted 14 years ago
Moving (: I started to get choked up at the end xP
"Moves Like Jagger"-Maroon 5 (Cover) :D
Posted 14 years ago
MAH FAVORITE SONG! :D
"'Cause I'm A Blonde"-Julie Brown COVER (Comical!)
Posted 14 years agoInnocence Percentage Calculator Meme
Posted 14 years agoStart with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then repost as your __% Innocence. Lowest number you have the more you've done!"
( ) Smoked.
( ) Drank alcohol.
(x) Cried when someone died.
( ) Been drunk.
(x) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) given a handjob.
( ) gotten a handjob.
(x) given a blowjob.
( ) gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
( ) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%
(x) felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%
(x) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
(x) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
(x) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
( ) Hit by a car.
(x) Had a party
( ) Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%
(x) Played strip poker/darts.
( ) Got paid to strip for someone.
(x) Run away from home.
( ) Broken a bone. (couple weeks ago lol)
(x) Eaten sushi.
( ) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn. (oh come on, who hasn't?)
( ) Made porn.
( ) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%
(x) Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
( ) Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.(IT WAS ACCIDENTAL! xP)
(x) Shot a gun
(x)Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. (shaaaame)
(x) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%
( ) Watched a person die
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
( ) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
( ) Kissed somebody of the same sex
(x) Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
(x) Dressed preppy.
( ) Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 60%
(x) Avoided somebody.
(x) Been stalked.
( ) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Ridden a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
( ) Bungee jumped.
(x) Ding dong ditched somebody.
( ) Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%
(x) Got caught stealing something
(x) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
( ) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
(x) Gone out with your friend's crush.
( ) Got arrested.
( ) Been pregnant.
( ) Made a girl pregnant.
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country.
(x) Started your house on fire.
( ) Had an encounter with a ghost
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%
( ) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
(x) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(x) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
( ) Gotten cut from a sports team.
(x) Been called a whore.
(x) Danced like a whore (Oh homecoming xD)
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 40%
(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(X) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
(X) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
(x) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
(x) Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
( ) Been raped.
FINAL PERCENTAGE: 32%
Oh blaaaah xP No one be shocked, okay? xD
Then repost as your __% Innocence. Lowest number you have the more you've done!"
( ) Smoked.
( ) Drank alcohol.
(x) Cried when someone died.
( ) Been drunk.
(x) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) given a handjob.
( ) gotten a handjob.
(x) given a blowjob.
( ) gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
( ) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%
(x) felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%
(x) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
(x) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
(x) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
( ) Hit by a car.
(x) Had a party
( ) Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%
(x) Played strip poker/darts.
( ) Got paid to strip for someone.
(x) Run away from home.
( ) Broken a bone. (couple weeks ago lol)
(x) Eaten sushi.
( ) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn. (oh come on, who hasn't?)
( ) Made porn.
( ) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%
(x) Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
( ) Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.(IT WAS ACCIDENTAL! xP)
(x) Shot a gun
(x)Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. (shaaaame)
(x) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%
( ) Watched a person die
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
( ) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
( ) Kissed somebody of the same sex
(x) Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
(x) Dressed preppy.
( ) Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 60%
(x) Avoided somebody.
(x) Been stalked.
( ) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Ridden a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
( ) Bungee jumped.
(x) Ding dong ditched somebody.
( ) Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%
(x) Got caught stealing something
(x) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
( ) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
(x) Gone out with your friend's crush.
( ) Got arrested.
( ) Been pregnant.
( ) Made a girl pregnant.
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country.
(x) Started your house on fire.
( ) Had an encounter with a ghost
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%
( ) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
(x) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(x) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
( ) Gotten cut from a sports team.
(x) Been called a whore.
(x) Danced like a whore (Oh homecoming xD)
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 40%
(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(X) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
(X) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
(x) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
(x) Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
( ) Been raped.
FINAL PERCENTAGE: 32%
Oh blaaaah xP No one be shocked, okay? xD
"Hero Heroine"-Boys Like Girls COVER
Posted 14 years agoSpare me a Youtube View by actually going to the video? ^^ Thanks guys for all of the support!!!
"My Immortal"-Evanescence (Cover)
Posted 14 years agoYet another recording project! ^^
Better Quality "Jar of Hearts" Cover!
Posted 14 years agoLula Preforming on Stage Nakey?! :o
Posted 14 years ago
Almost ;D Check this out! Me singing "Super Bass" by "Nicki Minaj". It was for a talent show ^^
And this was me singing with my band called "Truman's Medulla"! Yeah boi, I went back stage, ripped the wig off and gained a mowhawk xD Like us on FB ;D
Annnd this is an original. Lyrics by the guitarist.
The last video is temperamental, you may have to check back a few times before it works xP
Bye for now guys.
Posted 14 years agoApparently my dad has been monitoring everything I friggin' do and say on the computer, (Hi dad! >:/) so I'm going to take a hiatus from this site for a while. Bear with me as I find a way to totally exile my promise-breaking, toddler-like parents from my life.
Love you all, and pray for me!
Love you all, and pray for me!
Meme xD
Posted 14 years ago1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.
3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!
Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- No
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- No
Been suspended from school? --- Yes
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- Yes
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- No
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Yes
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Yes
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Yes
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- Yes
Ridden on a helicopter? --- Yes
Shaved your head? --- Yes
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- Yes
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on an amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- Yes
Knitted? --- No
Been on TV? --- Yes
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- No
Had surgery? --- No
Streaked? --- Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- No
Passed out when not drinking? --- No
Peed on a bush? --- Yes xD
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- No
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- No! xD
Written graffiti? --- Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- Yes
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- No
LOL! That was fun xD
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.
3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!
Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- No
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- No
Been suspended from school? --- Yes
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- Yes
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- Yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- No
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Yes
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Yes
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Yes
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- Yes
Ridden on a helicopter? --- Yes
Shaved your head? --- Yes
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- Yes
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on an amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- Yes
Knitted? --- No
Been on TV? --- Yes
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- No
Had surgery? --- No
Streaked? --- Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- No
Passed out when not drinking? --- No
Peed on a bush? --- Yes xD
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- No
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- No! xD
Written graffiti? --- Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- Yes
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- No
LOL! That was fun xD
Commissions (NOT BY ME) =)
Posted 14 years agoMe doing a Rihanna cover!
Posted 14 years ago
Enjoy! =DI wrote a song =) Feedback please?
Posted 14 years agoTell me what you think! =D
Special Project I did =)
Posted 14 years agoSorry about posting so many videos but this was a project I did for school and wanted to share it with you guys =) Yes, the person in the video is me and no, those aren't real bruises xD It was for a PSA project =) Please let me know what you think!!!
(PS. sorry about crappy camera quality, all I had available was a webcam and I had to find places to set my laptop when recording =) It is a little serious, so if you don't want to fee sad, DON'T WATCH!)
(PS. sorry about crappy camera quality, all I had available was a webcam and I had to find places to set my laptop when recording =) It is a little serious, so if you don't want to fee sad, DON'T WATCH!)
