been trying to find these but I couldn't


1- it was a flash game. it was 2d but with 3d pre rendered graphics. you controled monkeys that kinda looked like diddy and dixie. one of the words from the game was made of candy, there was jelly you could sink into, the enemies were chubby green gummy bears.


2- it was a 3d mobile game. the characters I remember are king kong and baloo from the jungle book (that was also a tiger too). the "monsters" were made of blocks. the more you attack, their legs and arms break. when they are just a torso and head, you can finish them. king kong's finished was him throwing 2 planes on the opponent.

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I was able to find a video card for my pc things for the commissions. Every bit helped. The card might come soon. Thank you all!

Sonic has super speed, tails can fly, knuckles has super strength, shadow can use chaos control, blaze summons fire. If gigi had a super power, what would it be? (Pls elastic powers doesn't count. At this point, you all should know the belt gives the powers, and she's not with the belt for now)

ahem, yeah lol
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is it stupid, unecessary, annoying or irritating that some times I put references and other artists' cameos/easter eggs in my art? I admit sometimes I get needy for attention, but when I do these it's simply out of appreciation for the ones that inspired me to become the artist I am today

I'm afraid it's early to celebrate, but it's back. I still lost everything, but I can still use it
I had an old hd in my wardrobe. dad cleaned it and installed windows 10

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Sadly, more bad news. I'm having a little issue with blue screens. It's not immediately ,it happens by surprise while I'm doing something, it can take minutes or hours. Idk what's causing them. I thought it could be overclocking, but it only runs the required stuff. I thought it was the ram cache, but I'm not sure if it's that, since it says "12 GB left", so I don't think it's that. I tried to remove and insert the ram but it still happen. I downloaded an antivirus, but it didn't detect anything. I even made an diagnosis to see if it was any problem I didn't see, but the diagnosis says nothing is wrong. That way, Idk if I can open comms at all, cus the pc could crash and I could lose the drawing, and I'm counting that much in the backup feature krita has. What I think it could be is filth. The dirt and dust in my room could be causing this. I looked into my cpu and there's dust and even a few dead bugs inside it. Does filth causes blue screens? I gotta into that, but I'm really nervous and scared. I can't buy another pc or any pieces for it. Tsk fucking, I literally didn't have one single happy day, I mean it, not even one

this is pretty much just a confirmation journ than anything. I will be in a hiatus from comms, bcus I'm really not feeling well. I feel an unbearable emptiness inside me. a depression wave that I can't simply forget. I want so much to do comms but I don't feel good enough to it. so many things I wanna buy, but I already spend a lot buying a new cellphone, which was really useful in the end.

I don't wanna demotivate anyone with this, specially when someone asks me if comms are open when they are closed. I just need you guys to understand that I'm feeling too stressed and beaten down, and any time soon, someone will end up telling or asking me something that will trigger an unpleasant response from me, which I'm proud of. I am very sorry.

I just WANT THIS BAD FEELING TO DO AWAY, I NEED PEACE, I NEED HAPPINESS, I NEED SO MANY THINGS NOBODY CAN PROVIDE ME

I'm trying to take care of my (mental) health. I'm not doing so well and my thoughts are escalading to things I may not mention. so unfortunately I'm not opening coms so soon, I don't feel it's time yet

since FA isn't at its %100 yet, we will have to do wait. commissions will be done in DA, just be patient

my card came earlier, the day I'm writing this. bad news? I'm dealing with a stalker in discord. I've been uploading a comic in DA, a vent comment. he came criticizing it very harshly, and when I told him he didn't need to see it (which was in the warning of the comic), he started making alt accounts, even to the point he kept joining a server I'm in to look at my stuff and even "leaked" a private info about me (not doxing). I have to say, I feel really uneasy. I wished someone made a way to make him never be able to make more accounts like anywhere, he's a true pain in the ass.
his nickname? MaxGooner69. wow, your mother must be very proud of giving birth of you

today I got smacked against the face hard. I was working on the last com I had in the FA, until a notification from a freelancer site saying they authorized a deposit of 10 dollar for me. 10 dollars is 60 BUCKS IN MY CURRENCY!

I talked to my bank app support and, to prevent more money from being taken from me, they blocked my card and they'll send a new one NEXT MONTH. I'll need to wait until then to get the card, then put it in my paypal account, which I believe it will take long.

ripping fucking hell

well, if you commissioned me, don't worry. all the money were sent to my bank account, so it wasn't wasted

been not doing so great but... well, I'm happy that my vr headset came and I've been using it as much as I could. I'll try to open comms soon, if I feel any better, cus the weekend sucked to me. being at the beach house with my parents for 3 days was awful

just to let you guys know, I'll be pausing the comms for a while. thanks for everyone that commissioned me so far, but why am I stopping for a while? BCUS I'M FILLED WITH FURY!!!

the first 3 days in my course SUCKED, we already got the news about works and stuff we'd need to do soon, like tests with 40 questions or more, math involving (the subject that I suck the most in this world), and last but not least, an "essay" of sorts that, according to what the teacher said, it has to have MORE THAN 200 PAGES. and all of these news IN FREAKING 3 DAYS OF COURSE. right in a course that I didn't choose to be in, and about a subject that I hate.

why am I in? to "try" to impress those 2 dumbasses of parents I have and find a goddamn job, basically for nothing cus they are pissed at me and I can't understand a thing from the course, and it just gets harder and harder.

I'll try to leave that damn place as soon as I can, but it doesn't mean things will get easier. it's possible I'll be even more or as busy as I am lately, filled with lack of hope and plenty of depression and anger.

my life sometimes feels like on a leash, like husk from hazbin hotel. those for me are major several steps back from my state last year. I was happy and hopeful. now I'm negative, aggressive, and simply nobody around me understands this

thank you all the participants of the commission event this week. with your help, I'll get what I'm looking for, and if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even get chance to follow these dreams I have. Merry Christmas for all!

that's right. I may soon open them here, I'll post the sheet with all the info in the desk. if you want a slot, pls, READ the rules. it's important. thank you

so I'm thinking about opening commissions, but idk what to start with

So, I had a conversation with my mom, and since she was studying about investment, she was more then agreed to allow me to gather money in internet. My plan is opening a paypal or patreon, open few commissions or maybe donations, and I'd use the money to buy 2 things I want recently: a better computer that can run things my laptop can't and a vr oculus.

What do you think? I could use few opinions, I'm just get started anyway.

after all of this depressive wave, something I thought it was impossible happened...









I feel happy

I reached my limit and now I'm insane. I gave time, I created hope from the smallest amounts I had left inside me, but that's it, I'm done. I'm a being filled with hatred and anger. If someone actually succeed to help me, then that someone isn't human, it's god or an angel

sigh listen, I'm still not ok. however, if this is not a goodbye, it can be a long hiatus. I have friends supporting me, but I still have a lot to take care of. so if I don't come back in idk 3 months, you can be certain I gave up for real. I'm still not up to draw and also idk if I'll be refreshing you guys of the news

at this point I have no hope nor I think anyone will read this, but if you do, hear this. been a while I found some nice guys to help making the gigi game I wanted to do and they are doing very good. we are using godot for it. BUT we need someone to help with level design, you'll simply build the levels for us. idk if this is important too but this is important to say, we are working on this game for free, simply for the love for the character. so if you're expecting to be payed to work on the project, I think this opportunity isn't for you. if this isn't a good advertizement, I just need someone to join our group, in discord.

what do you want me to say? or do? take a break? step back for a while? no, it's not like that. every last bit of desire to draw that I had is gone. draw simply isn't fun for me anymore. I tried to sketch it but nothing. if you think I'm doing all of this for attention, fuck you. all I'm doing is explaining how I feel. if you can't stop to think that whatever you're about to tell me could be misinterpreted, consider remaining silent.

at this point, I know I need help, and I'm doing what I can in MY time. rushing about what I need to do won't help, I NEED to feel confident, and I won't feel up to do whatever you tell me to do if you keep repeating. I already know enough that some of you barely read whatever the fuck I write on those posts or descriptions, but I tell you, you better start to give these at least a bit of attention bcus DA is not twitter that you can easily see what's going, so you if you wanna know more about this kinda of stuff, you NEED to scroll down and check it yourself.

anyway, I'm not here to just spit words on your face to make you think I'm doing this for attention. if I wanted attention, I'd do all kinds of weird and disturbing videos in youtube ranting about ridiculous stuff, just to see a big youtuber making a video like "the DUMBEST DeviantArt artist EVER", then you have the right to think "gee, Drake really wanted attention".

and one more thing, psychiatrists TALK. I don't have psychiatrist friends but I've talked to many. they don't judge me, they try to help, and what they have in common with psychiatrists is that none of that has the omnipotent power to rid my head of my past memories. so for darn sake, LET ME LOOK FOR ONE IN MY TIME, BCUS THE MORE YOU KEEP TELLING ME TO SEE ONE, THE MORE UNCONFIDENT I FEEL. I need to THINK, and it's nearly impossible to think straight when my whole day is noise as HECK. I am NOT kidding, everyday is like that.

and another thing, if nothing work for me, I WILL give up of art once and for all cus this is MY choice, cus in my state here, I'm kinda forbidden of doing certain things bcus of my parents, so I can't simply start the damn comms and have nowhere at all to save money just bcus I can't let them know. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? just let me CLEAR myself pls. and again, if you have my dms, wherever it is, DON'T MESSAGE.

if you made all the way down here, say idk... potato pancakes. but I believe you probably didn't read all of these, nobody does anyway.