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Posted 12 years agoHi everyone,
I am so so sorry I haven't been posting much. I have been super busy. Either with just life in general...or....POKEMON! Oh my god you guys....I freaking love this game!! I beat it this weekend, I got access to the Friend Safari, I wanna IV and EV train a new team and I just got this cute new outfit that I love and...*GUSH!*
Seriously guys, if you have ever been a fan of Pokemon, BUY THIS GAME!
So anyways...um....as I said I wanted to try my hands at IV breeding. I looked up some methods on how to do so...and the best way I figure to do this is to get a Ditto with a different ID number with 2 or 3 perfect IV stats. If any of you have an extra ditto with some perfect IVs drop me a line. Or if any of you want an extra friend code to help expand your Safari we can exchange codes!
So pokey mans aside, I swear to you all I have a new journal in the works....it will kinda explain why I have been so quiet lately.
Anyways guys, thanks for reading
~Pokemon Trainer Lily
I am so so sorry I haven't been posting much. I have been super busy. Either with just life in general...or....POKEMON! Oh my god you guys....I freaking love this game!! I beat it this weekend, I got access to the Friend Safari, I wanna IV and EV train a new team and I just got this cute new outfit that I love and...*GUSH!*
Seriously guys, if you have ever been a fan of Pokemon, BUY THIS GAME!
So anyways...um....as I said I wanted to try my hands at IV breeding. I looked up some methods on how to do so...and the best way I figure to do this is to get a Ditto with a different ID number with 2 or 3 perfect IV stats. If any of you have an extra ditto with some perfect IVs drop me a line. Or if any of you want an extra friend code to help expand your Safari we can exchange codes!
So pokey mans aside, I swear to you all I have a new journal in the works....it will kinda explain why I have been so quiet lately.
Anyways guys, thanks for reading
~Pokemon Trainer Lily
The Mighty No. 9
Posted 12 years agoGuys, bunny is so excited for this. I know this isn't the big update journal I was promising, it is coming real soon, but I had to get this out there right away. So just a quick refresher for those who are out of the loop; Mega Man creator, Keiji Inafune, had left Capcom a while back, becoming distraught over the state in game development in Japan. Fast forward to today, Inafune sees the fan outcry for the amount of Mega Man games being released and just the over all neglect of the Blue Bomber. During a pannel at PAX yesterday, he announced and lanced a kickstarter page on a game called The Might No. 9, a spiritual successor Mega Man in almost every way possible.
This is really big, you guys. I am so happy this is happening. I am going to be putting in my own donation for this project, going for the donation package with the physical game box, t-shirt, artbook and the like. I just wanted to spread this news around as much as I could. Please, anyone who considers themselves a Mega Man fan, hell, even a fan of retro gaming in general, please consider donating a little bit, just a dollar would be a help. I know this game has reached its first goal already, but I don't just want this game to succeed, I want it to shatter its goals into a million tiny bite-sized pieces.
Here is the kicstarter page: http://www.kickstarter.com/projects.....o9/mighty-no-9
Let's make this one of the best kickstarter projects ever, together! Let the Blue Bomber's spirit be reborn with a bang!
This is really big, you guys. I am so happy this is happening. I am going to be putting in my own donation for this project, going for the donation package with the physical game box, t-shirt, artbook and the like. I just wanted to spread this news around as much as I could. Please, anyone who considers themselves a Mega Man fan, hell, even a fan of retro gaming in general, please consider donating a little bit, just a dollar would be a help. I know this game has reached its first goal already, but I don't just want this game to succeed, I want it to shatter its goals into a million tiny bite-sized pieces.
Here is the kicstarter page: http://www.kickstarter.com/projects.....o9/mighty-no-9
Let's make this one of the best kickstarter projects ever, together! Let the Blue Bomber's spirit be reborn with a bang!
Street Fighter IV Ultra
Posted 12 years agoHey guys.
So since I am back now to writing journals, I wanna write more stuff about subjects in gaming that interest me. THe first of which is the new announcement by Capcom at EVO this last weekend about the newest expansion for Street Fighter IV....and how I now must buy this game for the 5th time. For my older readers, you will all know that Bunny loves her some Street Fighter IV....but I was completely ready for this game to be left as it was. I...actually don't know how to feel about this announcement. I will buy the game for sure (the physical copy, because I am insane) and I am excited to see more 3rd Strike characters make the roster...but...I dunno. I think its getting to be a bit much. I consider Street Fighter IV to be one of the finest 2D fighters in existence, but I really hope this will be the last update for real now. I don't want one of my favorite games to turn into a cluttered mess, over blown with too many characters and me having to buy a new copy every few years. I dunno...what do you all think. Anyone else have thoughts on this?
So since I am back now to writing journals, I wanna write more stuff about subjects in gaming that interest me. THe first of which is the new announcement by Capcom at EVO this last weekend about the newest expansion for Street Fighter IV....and how I now must buy this game for the 5th time. For my older readers, you will all know that Bunny loves her some Street Fighter IV....but I was completely ready for this game to be left as it was. I...actually don't know how to feel about this announcement. I will buy the game for sure (the physical copy, because I am insane) and I am excited to see more 3rd Strike characters make the roster...but...I dunno. I think its getting to be a bit much. I consider Street Fighter IV to be one of the finest 2D fighters in existence, but I really hope this will be the last update for real now. I don't want one of my favorite games to turn into a cluttered mess, over blown with too many characters and me having to buy a new copy every few years. I dunno...what do you all think. Anyone else have thoughts on this?
No more hiding
Posted 12 years agoHey guys,
So I am going to try my best to keep in contact with you all a bit better. I realize now that I tend to run a bit when things get hectic, but I am going to try my best to not let that happen anymore. I am starting this new trend by telling you all....that I made a tiny mistake today.
So I told you all in my last journal that my rate of transferring this bug inside of me has grown stronger. Well...I seemed to have forgotten that fact, myself. Well, I have been gone from work the last few weeks, trying to figure out all that's wrong with me. I came back a few days ago. She was a cute little thing, straight blonde hair, a little on the short side, slim build with slight curves to her, with big bright blue eyes. One of our regulars, Debbie, spotted me and rushed right over to me and gave me a huge hug. Of course I returned the hug quite fervently. I think we both knew it lasted a little longer than it should. I remember her nuzzling up to me, telling me I smelled nice.
After we broke the hug, she acknowledged my change in appearance. I started to tell her that that was one of the reasons I left. But it was about that time she started to pant a little. She commented that something felt strange. I noticed right away that she was growing taller. She closed her eyes and let out a little mewl of delight. "It feels nice." she said. I saw that her once modest curves were starting to look more generous. Soon enough, two cantaloupe sized orbs were now pressingb tightly on her once loose fitting Zelda Triforce t-shirt, I could see that her hips and bottom followed a similar kind of growth. She then arched her back, two hot pink triangle shaped objects poked from her hair and soft rip could be heard as the girl sprouted a lightly furred, pink cat's tail.
She opened her eyes and sort of shook her head. At first she didn't notice that she had turned into a very curvy catgirl right in front of me...until I pulled out my compact from my purse. There was a look of shock on her face at first, then one of awe.
"Is....that me?" she asked still looking herself over.
I nodded slowly, feeling a bit shamed and worried at what would happen next. I was shocked to see a big smile form on her lips. She started to show me everything about her new body and how cool she thought it was. She didn't seem to understand that I caused this change in her...until I admitted that this was another reason I was gone for so long.
I was so relieved to know she wasn't upset at me. She told me that she wasn't expecting it to happen, but she liked it. After she left , I realized some things. I didn't need to fear so much about my condition so much. With me being so likely to change someone it would be almost impossible to avoid it. I don't need to hide myself or be fearful of spreading this to others. I just need to be aware of it. It wasn't the end of the world when I changed...it was the begining of something new and wonderful.
After Debbie left, I made myself a promise, nomore hiding. No more secrets. After that happened I told Bobby the whole story. Who I was, what I was, what I could do to others. I told him I was the one who made Trish change that one day. I told him I changed his sister by mistake....and I told him that I could do it again...even to him. He sat there for a moment...then just said.
"Be careful then. If it does happen again, it can't be helped."
I was so stunned. I was afraid of nothing this whole time. I was so afraid of losing my job or friends if they knew more about me. THe only thing hiding did was repress my feelings and make me more miserable. So I wil make you all the same promise again. I will never hide from you all ever again. So you will be seeing more updates from me.
Thank you all....
~Lily
So I am going to try my best to keep in contact with you all a bit better. I realize now that I tend to run a bit when things get hectic, but I am going to try my best to not let that happen anymore. I am starting this new trend by telling you all....that I made a tiny mistake today.
So I told you all in my last journal that my rate of transferring this bug inside of me has grown stronger. Well...I seemed to have forgotten that fact, myself. Well, I have been gone from work the last few weeks, trying to figure out all that's wrong with me. I came back a few days ago. She was a cute little thing, straight blonde hair, a little on the short side, slim build with slight curves to her, with big bright blue eyes. One of our regulars, Debbie, spotted me and rushed right over to me and gave me a huge hug. Of course I returned the hug quite fervently. I think we both knew it lasted a little longer than it should. I remember her nuzzling up to me, telling me I smelled nice.
After we broke the hug, she acknowledged my change in appearance. I started to tell her that that was one of the reasons I left. But it was about that time she started to pant a little. She commented that something felt strange. I noticed right away that she was growing taller. She closed her eyes and let out a little mewl of delight. "It feels nice." she said. I saw that her once modest curves were starting to look more generous. Soon enough, two cantaloupe sized orbs were now pressingb tightly on her once loose fitting Zelda Triforce t-shirt, I could see that her hips and bottom followed a similar kind of growth. She then arched her back, two hot pink triangle shaped objects poked from her hair and soft rip could be heard as the girl sprouted a lightly furred, pink cat's tail.
She opened her eyes and sort of shook her head. At first she didn't notice that she had turned into a very curvy catgirl right in front of me...until I pulled out my compact from my purse. There was a look of shock on her face at first, then one of awe.
"Is....that me?" she asked still looking herself over.
I nodded slowly, feeling a bit shamed and worried at what would happen next. I was shocked to see a big smile form on her lips. She started to show me everything about her new body and how cool she thought it was. She didn't seem to understand that I caused this change in her...until I admitted that this was another reason I was gone for so long.
I was so relieved to know she wasn't upset at me. She told me that she wasn't expecting it to happen, but she liked it. After she left , I realized some things. I didn't need to fear so much about my condition so much. With me being so likely to change someone it would be almost impossible to avoid it. I don't need to hide myself or be fearful of spreading this to others. I just need to be aware of it. It wasn't the end of the world when I changed...it was the begining of something new and wonderful.
After Debbie left, I made myself a promise, nomore hiding. No more secrets. After that happened I told Bobby the whole story. Who I was, what I was, what I could do to others. I told him I was the one who made Trish change that one day. I told him I changed his sister by mistake....and I told him that I could do it again...even to him. He sat there for a moment...then just said.
"Be careful then. If it does happen again, it can't be helped."
I was so stunned. I was afraid of nothing this whole time. I was so afraid of losing my job or friends if they knew more about me. THe only thing hiding did was repress my feelings and make me more miserable. So I wil make you all the same promise again. I will never hide from you all ever again. So you will be seeing more updates from me.
Thank you all....
~Lily
Long time no see....
Posted 12 years agoHi everyone,
Its been a REAL long time hasn't it. Phew....I really hate to keep disappearing on you guys....but things keep getting crazier and crazier. Ever since that faithful night that I was changed forever, new surprises just keep popping up. I thought for the longest time I could handle the new things I have been discovering about my body and what it can do on my own, but I seemed got have reached a breaking point. It happened about the time I came home from MAGfest (a video game con in early January). I had noticed that I had been growing slightly over the past few months...well...it got worse around this time. I couldn't fit into most of my clothes...and I had even busted out of a bra during work. I was growing an inch taller every two weeks it seemed. Not only that, but my hips and bottom were expanding so rapidly. I had to mis some days at work because I couldn't find anything to squeeze into. Thank god Bobby is an understanding boss. It was about that time I had decided to see a doctor.
You all couldn't believe how nervous I was sitting in the waiting room that day. I wasn't sure what exactly to tell them. I would have to go into the full extent of what my body has been going through. I was half expecting the doctor to throw me into a padded cell or something after telling them the whole crazy story. You all have no idea how relieved I was to find out that what I had wasn't too rare. He told me that he himself couldn't help, but there were specialists that could.
Less than a week from then, I had met Dr. Harris, an anthro rat with...a pretty pronounced figure. After introducing herself, she explained that, like me, she was the victim of a transformitive virus. Apparently, semi illegal drug companies developed viruses like the ones I caught in order to fulfill others desires to become anthros or transform themselves in other ways. The problem with most of these drugs are a select few who are infected become carriers of the virus. Also, there are literally hundreds of these types of viruses that are constantly mutating, so its nearly impossible to make vaccines for them.
"It would be easier to find an all purpose cure for the common cold than to treat them." she told me.
After some tests I was relieved to find out I was completely healthy...but I was told I was going to experience more growth before it was all over. She also told me that I was indeed a carrier for one of the many unnamed transformitive viruses. SHe paused before telling me more of the results. Apparently, the virus has mutated more inside of me, which caused my growth...and she told me the rate of infecting others spiked quite a bit. Like I had already thought, only normal humans that hadn't been transformed in any way couldn't be infected, but what I didn't know was now...anyone who was in long term contact with me would change at least a little. So, pretty much, if I gave someone too good of a hug, I run the risk of changing them in some way.
I was very alarmed by this . I was thinking for a moment that they were going to lock me up and study me until the day I die. THe doctor must have seen the look on my face, because she told me right away that I would have to be careful around others...but sometimes infecting others was something that might be unavoidable. She gave me a reassuring smile before showing me out. However before leaving the office she told me that she would like to get more data on my particular strain of the transformative virus. She offered me a position to partake in a private case study. She would take various samples from me, do more tests....and induse transformations on volunteers and record the results. SHe would offer compensation for my time as well. When she told me I would be changing others during this study, it made my face heat up really big. I had agreed and I will be starting the tests next week.
So yeah, as you can see, I have been a very busy bunny. I Think I have stopped growing too. I am over a foot taller than I was last we talked. I think when I get some slightly better fitting clothes I will take a picture for you all.
Well, I hope this super long journal made up for my lack of updates in the last few months. I swear I will keep in touch more with you guys.
Well, I am getting a bit tired of typing. Maybe I will talk more with you guys later in the week.
Love you all!
~Lily
Its been a REAL long time hasn't it. Phew....I really hate to keep disappearing on you guys....but things keep getting crazier and crazier. Ever since that faithful night that I was changed forever, new surprises just keep popping up. I thought for the longest time I could handle the new things I have been discovering about my body and what it can do on my own, but I seemed got have reached a breaking point. It happened about the time I came home from MAGfest (a video game con in early January). I had noticed that I had been growing slightly over the past few months...well...it got worse around this time. I couldn't fit into most of my clothes...and I had even busted out of a bra during work. I was growing an inch taller every two weeks it seemed. Not only that, but my hips and bottom were expanding so rapidly. I had to mis some days at work because I couldn't find anything to squeeze into. Thank god Bobby is an understanding boss. It was about that time I had decided to see a doctor.
You all couldn't believe how nervous I was sitting in the waiting room that day. I wasn't sure what exactly to tell them. I would have to go into the full extent of what my body has been going through. I was half expecting the doctor to throw me into a padded cell or something after telling them the whole crazy story. You all have no idea how relieved I was to find out that what I had wasn't too rare. He told me that he himself couldn't help, but there were specialists that could.
Less than a week from then, I had met Dr. Harris, an anthro rat with...a pretty pronounced figure. After introducing herself, she explained that, like me, she was the victim of a transformitive virus. Apparently, semi illegal drug companies developed viruses like the ones I caught in order to fulfill others desires to become anthros or transform themselves in other ways. The problem with most of these drugs are a select few who are infected become carriers of the virus. Also, there are literally hundreds of these types of viruses that are constantly mutating, so its nearly impossible to make vaccines for them.
"It would be easier to find an all purpose cure for the common cold than to treat them." she told me.
After some tests I was relieved to find out I was completely healthy...but I was told I was going to experience more growth before it was all over. She also told me that I was indeed a carrier for one of the many unnamed transformitive viruses. SHe paused before telling me more of the results. Apparently, the virus has mutated more inside of me, which caused my growth...and she told me the rate of infecting others spiked quite a bit. Like I had already thought, only normal humans that hadn't been transformed in any way couldn't be infected, but what I didn't know was now...anyone who was in long term contact with me would change at least a little. So, pretty much, if I gave someone too good of a hug, I run the risk of changing them in some way.
I was very alarmed by this . I was thinking for a moment that they were going to lock me up and study me until the day I die. THe doctor must have seen the look on my face, because she told me right away that I would have to be careful around others...but sometimes infecting others was something that might be unavoidable. She gave me a reassuring smile before showing me out. However before leaving the office she told me that she would like to get more data on my particular strain of the transformative virus. She offered me a position to partake in a private case study. She would take various samples from me, do more tests....and induse transformations on volunteers and record the results. SHe would offer compensation for my time as well. When she told me I would be changing others during this study, it made my face heat up really big. I had agreed and I will be starting the tests next week.
So yeah, as you can see, I have been a very busy bunny. I Think I have stopped growing too. I am over a foot taller than I was last we talked. I think when I get some slightly better fitting clothes I will take a picture for you all.
Well, I hope this super long journal made up for my lack of updates in the last few months. I swear I will keep in touch more with you guys.
Well, I am getting a bit tired of typing. Maybe I will talk more with you guys later in the week.
Love you all!
~Lily
Free story..not from me though.
Posted 13 years agoHey guys,
Okay I know I don't do this often...but I wanna let you all know that there is a story raffle going on. If you wanna know more check here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4175634/
And yes there will be an update coming soon. *sigh* And believe me its going to be a long one. I am going to try and shoot for having it up either tomorrow or sunday. Anywho, I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas and all that junk. You will be hearing from me again soon.
~Lily
Okay I know I don't do this often...but I wanna let you all know that there is a story raffle going on. If you wanna know more check here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4175634/
And yes there will be an update coming soon. *sigh* And believe me its going to be a long one. I am going to try and shoot for having it up either tomorrow or sunday. Anywho, I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas and all that junk. You will be hearing from me again soon.
~Lily
Checking in and some random thoughts
Posted 13 years agoHello everyone.
Once again I come to you all after going dark for a while. I feel like this is a combination of general laziness....and...well...other things. I will get to what I mean in a bit. As for right now, I wanna just talk about some things that I have been up to.
Things have been rather quiet when it comes to my little...suprises. I have managed to keep my fluids to myself. Okay...that sounded kinda weird but you know what I mean. No more transformations...well no new ones anyways...sort of. *sigh* Okay I guess I should explain myself. If you all remember a while ago I was out of a job after my transformation. While job hunting...well...there was this cute secretary and...we kinda shared a kiss or thirty in a vacant office before my interview. Well...I am pretty sure she doesn't work there anymore. I...sort of found her while searching for ..um....something to pleasure myself to about a week ago. I recognized her face and knew it was her...but the body she possessed was not the cute thin but slightly curvy kind she had before. Or even completely female anymore. I have never seen breasts that big in my life...they were like...beanbag chairs attached to her chest. And she has a dick too! like...thicker than her arm! With endowments that huge she still manages to get around pretty well...or at least from what I saw in the dozen videos I downloaded....and watched....many times. She seems pretty happy though from what I can gather from interviews I read about her.
Onto less weird news...Anu Kari and I went to the beach! I have a picture too. I will be posting that pretty soon so be on the lookout for that. We had a very good time. I was glad I got to go before summer was over. Mmm, what else... Well I grew another 2 inches since last we talked. My bust is about the same size....my P cup bra is a tiny bit snug fitting, but I can still fit in it. What else....? I have been playing some games. I got a special reproduction cartridge of Mother 3 with the fan translation on it. I might have paid a bit too much for it than I should have...but I am more or less happy with what I got. Speacking of gaming stuff. Do...you guys wanna hear me talk more about gaming? I have some stuff to say and I wouldn't mind sharing my thoughts. Let me know in the comments.
So now onto some stuff....that I am not too proud about. The other main reason I haven't been posting much is...well...I have been having some thoughts lately. About what I can do to people....and...well...enjoying it too much. Its hard to even get my words out as I type this. I know its wrong to...like what I have done to these people...changing them. Ever since I saw Trish change in the middle of the store...I...I really liked it. When I heard about Emma's growth...it sent a little thrill up my spine when I found out that...I did that. Ever since then...I have been wanting it to happen again. I have thought about having another person change against their will... One day after work I was out grabbing a bite to eat at this little Mexican place close by my house. There was this cute girl sitting near me. All of a sudden she had to use the bathroom...and I was alone in the room. It pretty close to the place's closing time...so all the employees were in the back cleaning up...and there were no other customers. It was just me. I remembered that I had a little bit of my milk in my purse. Earlier that day I had to releave a little pressure in my breasts...and I wanted to make sure I didn't leave any drops behind. I...was actually thinking of tipping the bottle into her drink...just to watch her change. It...actually took restraint to stop myself from doing it. Here and there I have had more urges to change others. I keep trying to rationalize with myself that everyone that I changed so far seemed much happier...but...I know its wrong to think these things.
*sigh* I don't know what to do guys. I have been wondering if these urges are something that came along with my changes, just like my abilities transform others....or if this is something I have discovered about myself...like I have had these urges to do these things..but never had the means to do so. I don't know what to do....I know the thoughts I have are wrong...but....I dunno
I should just end it off here I think. I didn't mean to have this end on such a downer...but...I wasn't even planning to go into all of this until halfway through writing this. Anyways guys....I will talk to you all soon.
~Lily
Once again I come to you all after going dark for a while. I feel like this is a combination of general laziness....and...well...other things. I will get to what I mean in a bit. As for right now, I wanna just talk about some things that I have been up to.
Things have been rather quiet when it comes to my little...suprises. I have managed to keep my fluids to myself. Okay...that sounded kinda weird but you know what I mean. No more transformations...well no new ones anyways...sort of. *sigh* Okay I guess I should explain myself. If you all remember a while ago I was out of a job after my transformation. While job hunting...well...there was this cute secretary and...we kinda shared a kiss or thirty in a vacant office before my interview. Well...I am pretty sure she doesn't work there anymore. I...sort of found her while searching for ..um....something to pleasure myself to about a week ago. I recognized her face and knew it was her...but the body she possessed was not the cute thin but slightly curvy kind she had before. Or even completely female anymore. I have never seen breasts that big in my life...they were like...beanbag chairs attached to her chest. And she has a dick too! like...thicker than her arm! With endowments that huge she still manages to get around pretty well...or at least from what I saw in the dozen videos I downloaded....and watched....many times. She seems pretty happy though from what I can gather from interviews I read about her.
Onto less weird news...Anu Kari and I went to the beach! I have a picture too. I will be posting that pretty soon so be on the lookout for that. We had a very good time. I was glad I got to go before summer was over. Mmm, what else... Well I grew another 2 inches since last we talked. My bust is about the same size....my P cup bra is a tiny bit snug fitting, but I can still fit in it. What else....? I have been playing some games. I got a special reproduction cartridge of Mother 3 with the fan translation on it. I might have paid a bit too much for it than I should have...but I am more or less happy with what I got. Speacking of gaming stuff. Do...you guys wanna hear me talk more about gaming? I have some stuff to say and I wouldn't mind sharing my thoughts. Let me know in the comments.
So now onto some stuff....that I am not too proud about. The other main reason I haven't been posting much is...well...I have been having some thoughts lately. About what I can do to people....and...well...enjoying it too much. Its hard to even get my words out as I type this. I know its wrong to...like what I have done to these people...changing them. Ever since I saw Trish change in the middle of the store...I...I really liked it. When I heard about Emma's growth...it sent a little thrill up my spine when I found out that...I did that. Ever since then...I have been wanting it to happen again. I have thought about having another person change against their will... One day after work I was out grabbing a bite to eat at this little Mexican place close by my house. There was this cute girl sitting near me. All of a sudden she had to use the bathroom...and I was alone in the room. It pretty close to the place's closing time...so all the employees were in the back cleaning up...and there were no other customers. It was just me. I remembered that I had a little bit of my milk in my purse. Earlier that day I had to releave a little pressure in my breasts...and I wanted to make sure I didn't leave any drops behind. I...was actually thinking of tipping the bottle into her drink...just to watch her change. It...actually took restraint to stop myself from doing it. Here and there I have had more urges to change others. I keep trying to rationalize with myself that everyone that I changed so far seemed much happier...but...I know its wrong to think these things.
*sigh* I don't know what to do guys. I have been wondering if these urges are something that came along with my changes, just like my abilities transform others....or if this is something I have discovered about myself...like I have had these urges to do these things..but never had the means to do so. I don't know what to do....I know the thoughts I have are wrong...but....I dunno
I should just end it off here I think. I didn't mean to have this end on such a downer...but...I wasn't even planning to go into all of this until halfway through writing this. Anyways guys....I will talk to you all soon.
~Lily
Growth, shopping, and even more growth.
Posted 13 years agoHey everyone,
Well, its a familiar sight isn't it? Bunny being too lazy to write in her journal even though stuff has been going on. *sigh* I am sorry for being such a lazy bunny guys. I am getting better though..... So without further procrastination, here is what has been going on in bunny's world.
Well...for one I am not done growing it seems. I am now up to seven foot three inches now. My growth seems to be tapering off a little bit, but I still couldn't be sure. I had to upgrade my bra once again to a P cup too it seems. I find myself bumping my head on door frames more than I used to with my new size, and it looks like people have taken some notice in my growth as well. Nothing big, just a comment here or their. Mmm, nothing more to say on that...buuuut
Anu's mate Kari (
kittybird ) took me to go shopping for new clothes...since I was starting to out grow them. We had a lot of fun. I think this is the most fun I ever had trying on clothes in my life. We grabbed some lunch at Red Robbin *bunny loves her some Red Robbin.) Kari actually picked out some outfits for me to try on too. We ended up buying one of them too. Actually I have a picture! I will post it in my gallery.
Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8377516/
It was really nice to spend some time with Kari. After the wonderful time we had at Scandia I can't beileve we didn't hang out more. I will be changing that very soon.
Now...for thing number three...um...well...remember when I said that I thought my saliva doesn't change anyone...? Yeah apperently I need to add that to the list now.
Ugh things just keep getting more and more complicated. Well...I was half right about some of my thoughts. People who come into contact with my saliva doesn't turn into anthros...and they don't instantly change...they just grow...a lot...and they do it slowly over time! *sighs*
If you remember during my last journal, Emma, queen of the condescending jerkbags, pissed me off so much that I...did the very childish act of spitting into her Starbucks cup. This happened beforeTrish had a change of gender and species in the middle of our store....so I thought I was in the clear for having my little prank going too far.....heh wrong.
I'll just spit it out....she is now six foot seven, hips that are wider than her shoulders and breasts bigger than her head! This apperently happened over the course of a month. She still has no idea why she had the sudden growth spirt. So of course because she nearly grew a foot in hight in less than two weeks, she took some time off from work. Doctors couldn't find the cause (thank god) and came back to work almost ANOTHER foot taller. Bright side is that Emma isn't as mean to me as before...sort of. She seems to like her new body and doesn't seem to be constantly picking on me as much. She is bossy as hell...but its something.
So...I guess that is it for now. I really hope the surprises about my body are coming to an end. That might just be wishful thinking though.
Much love
~Lily
Well, its a familiar sight isn't it? Bunny being too lazy to write in her journal even though stuff has been going on. *sigh* I am sorry for being such a lazy bunny guys. I am getting better though..... So without further procrastination, here is what has been going on in bunny's world.
Well...for one I am not done growing it seems. I am now up to seven foot three inches now. My growth seems to be tapering off a little bit, but I still couldn't be sure. I had to upgrade my bra once again to a P cup too it seems. I find myself bumping my head on door frames more than I used to with my new size, and it looks like people have taken some notice in my growth as well. Nothing big, just a comment here or their. Mmm, nothing more to say on that...buuuut
Anu's mate Kari (
kittybird ) took me to go shopping for new clothes...since I was starting to out grow them. We had a lot of fun. I think this is the most fun I ever had trying on clothes in my life. We grabbed some lunch at Red Robbin *bunny loves her some Red Robbin.) Kari actually picked out some outfits for me to try on too. We ended up buying one of them too. Actually I have a picture! I will post it in my gallery.Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8377516/
It was really nice to spend some time with Kari. After the wonderful time we had at Scandia I can't beileve we didn't hang out more. I will be changing that very soon.
Now...for thing number three...um...well...remember when I said that I thought my saliva doesn't change anyone...? Yeah apperently I need to add that to the list now.
Ugh things just keep getting more and more complicated. Well...I was half right about some of my thoughts. People who come into contact with my saliva doesn't turn into anthros...and they don't instantly change...they just grow...a lot...and they do it slowly over time! *sighs*
If you remember during my last journal, Emma, queen of the condescending jerkbags, pissed me off so much that I...did the very childish act of spitting into her Starbucks cup. This happened beforeTrish had a change of gender and species in the middle of our store....so I thought I was in the clear for having my little prank going too far.....heh wrong.
I'll just spit it out....she is now six foot seven, hips that are wider than her shoulders and breasts bigger than her head! This apperently happened over the course of a month. She still has no idea why she had the sudden growth spirt. So of course because she nearly grew a foot in hight in less than two weeks, she took some time off from work. Doctors couldn't find the cause (thank god) and came back to work almost ANOTHER foot taller. Bright side is that Emma isn't as mean to me as before...sort of. She seems to like her new body and doesn't seem to be constantly picking on me as much. She is bossy as hell...but its something.
So...I guess that is it for now. I really hope the surprises about my body are coming to an end. That might just be wishful thinking though.
Much love
~Lily
One Thousand Pageviews!! Ask the Bunny!!
Posted 13 years agoHello everyone,
so...I just noticed that I now have over 1,000 pageviews. Its very nice to know that I had enough people come to my page and read my story. I have to say...what turned into an outlet for me getting used to my new body...is becoming a bit more than that. Thank you...all of you who watched me, commented or even just stopped by.
I wish I had something special planned for this event. I guess I can do this though... Why not ask me a question any question you want to know about me, no limits ask anything you want. I will put up one boundry of no mean spirited questions of any kind...but other than that ask away!
I guess that is it though for now. Thank you all again for reading my story. I love you all!
~Lily
so...I just noticed that I now have over 1,000 pageviews. Its very nice to know that I had enough people come to my page and read my story. I have to say...what turned into an outlet for me getting used to my new body...is becoming a bit more than that. Thank you...all of you who watched me, commented or even just stopped by.
I wish I had something special planned for this event. I guess I can do this though... Why not ask me a question any question you want to know about me, no limits ask anything you want. I will put up one boundry of no mean spirited questions of any kind...but other than that ask away!
I guess that is it though for now. Thank you all again for reading my story. I love you all!
~Lily
Growth, a new friend, and other stuff...
Posted 13 years agoHey guys,
So I've been wanting to keep more in touch with you guys more often...even though there isn't much to report. So....let's see...
Well for one thing I am still growing it seems. Its rather slow, nothing like my first transformation, it seems to go at a somewhat normal progression . I just hit the seven foot mark in height...and then some. It looks like I am 7''2 now. I didn't really keep track of my height since after my transformation so I guess that's why it went under the radar a bit. My...my breasts also seemed to have jumped up in size a bit. I am now wearing an O-cup bra. Not a whole lot of change there....they still feel...really natural on me and my back is pain free...so...yeah. That's all on that front....what else..mmm...
Oh! I met a new friend! I met her while on my way home one day. I had stepped into a shop that had something interesting in the window. Well...before I knew it I was in a sex shop. Before I could make my way out a short...but still rather busty wolf anthro stopped me. We chatted it up a bit as my embarrassment melted away. Before I knew what was going on we were kissing...then....we went to her back room....and there was silk straps...and...ice cream...*blush* We became quick friends. If you wanna say hi to her too she is on FA as well.
Daniwolf
Hmmm anything else?
Uh....
OH! I realized why Emma was so quiet at work. She wasn't even there! Apparently she needed to take some personal days off from work...she told Bobby something about personal growth...new developments in her life blah blah. She more than likely just wanted to take a trip to Reno or something. Well she will be back later this week so the piece and quiet won't last for long...ah well.
That's really it you guys. I know rather boring compared to the other crazy crap that has been going on...but not everything can be boys becoming skunkgirls.
Until next time!
~Lily
So I've been wanting to keep more in touch with you guys more often...even though there isn't much to report. So....let's see...
Well for one thing I am still growing it seems. Its rather slow, nothing like my first transformation, it seems to go at a somewhat normal progression . I just hit the seven foot mark in height...and then some. It looks like I am 7''2 now. I didn't really keep track of my height since after my transformation so I guess that's why it went under the radar a bit. My...my breasts also seemed to have jumped up in size a bit. I am now wearing an O-cup bra. Not a whole lot of change there....they still feel...really natural on me and my back is pain free...so...yeah. That's all on that front....what else..mmm...
Oh! I met a new friend! I met her while on my way home one day. I had stepped into a shop that had something interesting in the window. Well...before I knew it I was in a sex shop. Before I could make my way out a short...but still rather busty wolf anthro stopped me. We chatted it up a bit as my embarrassment melted away. Before I knew what was going on we were kissing...then....we went to her back room....and there was silk straps...and...ice cream...*blush* We became quick friends. If you wanna say hi to her too she is on FA as well.
DaniwolfHmmm anything else?
Uh....
OH! I realized why Emma was so quiet at work. She wasn't even there! Apparently she needed to take some personal days off from work...she told Bobby something about personal growth...new developments in her life blah blah. She more than likely just wanted to take a trip to Reno or something. Well she will be back later this week so the piece and quiet won't last for long...ah well.
That's really it you guys. I know rather boring compared to the other crazy crap that has been going on...but not everything can be boys becoming skunkgirls.
Until next time!
~Lily
Kid Icarus Uprising....is only okay...?
Posted 13 years agoHey everyone.
I thought I would give my mind a break from all the non-sense of my condition and thought I would talk about another thing that's been on my mind (though on a much lesser note) Kid Icarus Uprising!
Ever since this was announced at E3 almost 2 years ago I was beyond pumped for this game. Almost 20 years since the last Kid Icarus game, hell yes I am excited! I get the game and....I wouldn't say I am disapointed in the game...but it really isn't what I was hoping for. Don't get me wrong, a franchise can shake things up and it can turn out good. This game didn't turn out bad either....its only okay though.
Its bright and colorful, it has a lot of witty dialog, the sky shooting segments are really fun....but the ground battles are aawkward and strange to move in. Its not just the controls...something about moving around in the ground segments is just....clunky and weird. It feels like I slog to get through it. The combat is fine...anything involving walking in that game though just brings the experience to a halt. And over all....it just doesn't feel like what a modern Kid Icarus game should feel like.
The multiplayer doesn't really interest me that much either....all that combining and forging weapons... I just don't want to even deal with it. *Sigh* I dunno guys. I hear a lot of people are digging on this game....I mean...I like it okay....but I was hoping for more with this game...am I crazy? I dunno
Let me know what you all think
~Lily
I thought I would give my mind a break from all the non-sense of my condition and thought I would talk about another thing that's been on my mind (though on a much lesser note) Kid Icarus Uprising!
Ever since this was announced at E3 almost 2 years ago I was beyond pumped for this game. Almost 20 years since the last Kid Icarus game, hell yes I am excited! I get the game and....I wouldn't say I am disapointed in the game...but it really isn't what I was hoping for. Don't get me wrong, a franchise can shake things up and it can turn out good. This game didn't turn out bad either....its only okay though.
Its bright and colorful, it has a lot of witty dialog, the sky shooting segments are really fun....but the ground battles are aawkward and strange to move in. Its not just the controls...something about moving around in the ground segments is just....clunky and weird. It feels like I slog to get through it. The combat is fine...anything involving walking in that game though just brings the experience to a halt. And over all....it just doesn't feel like what a modern Kid Icarus game should feel like.
The multiplayer doesn't really interest me that much either....all that combining and forging weapons... I just don't want to even deal with it. *Sigh* I dunno guys. I hear a lot of people are digging on this game....I mean...I like it okay....but I was hoping for more with this game...am I crazy? I dunno
Let me know what you all think
~Lily
Thoughts on my condition
Posted 13 years agoHey guys,
So I have been thinking about these last few weeks for a little while....knowing that I have this kind of effect on people. I don't know much about it but I...I kinda wanna keep a little log to know how...this whole thing works. So this is what I know so far;
1) As I can tell I don't think I can effect anthros. I....*blush* had other run-ins with anthros...in bed... and none of them changed afterwards. Some you know about...others you don't. So we can scratch that off the list.
2) It doesn't look like my saliva effects others. I had kissed a human girl once after my change....you all remember that secretary from that office job I applyed for? We had snuck off to make out for a little while before my interview. Every time I ever noticed the changes happen to others (my own transformation included) it started within a few minutes. After my 45 minute interview, the girl was at her desk, working. She was completely unchanged. Now...how do I know she didn't change later? Well I don't. But I do know one thing. There is a girl I work with....Bobby's sister, Emma... She is rather mean to me. I honestly have no idea what I did to her...but it seems like the girl has it out for me. She has tried to get me fired on more than one occasion. She even tripped me in the middle of the store when I was trying to carry a large box. So...(I am not proud of this...) I...I spit into her Starbucks drink one morning. I know its childish....but you guys have no idea how crewl she can be to me. Anyways That was well over a week before the whole Trever/Trish event. Though on a side note she has gotten a lot quieter and more to herself as of late, which is a plus to me...at least she leaves me alone.
3) The transformations seem to be random...I think. Since it only happened twice I am not completely sure. I might update this journal later if this changes.
4) Others changed by me don't seem to have the same condition I have. I only have Trish to go off of on this one. Her and her boyfriend have had sex (she told me this during the conversation her and I had when she came back). I have seen them in the store a few times after that night even and he was still human. I am not sure if everyone won't get this...thing I have or if it skips over or...something. So I will keep updating when I know more.
And that's really all I have so far.I need to try and keep a good list of rules to make sure this doesn't happen again. Though...I am gunna be honest..that day when Trever changed...I...I was...excited strangely. Ever since I saw it happen before me in the store, I have been thinking about it...fantasizing about it....wanting to do it to others. There had been a few times I wanted to put more than spit in Emma's Starbucks cup...wanted her to change in the middle of the store like Trever did.... I know its wrong.....but something inside me...likes the idea. Ugh....I feel like I am going nuts. I think that's enough for one night.
Until next time guys...
~Lily
So I have been thinking about these last few weeks for a little while....knowing that I have this kind of effect on people. I don't know much about it but I...I kinda wanna keep a little log to know how...this whole thing works. So this is what I know so far;
1) As I can tell I don't think I can effect anthros. I....*blush* had other run-ins with anthros...in bed... and none of them changed afterwards. Some you know about...others you don't. So we can scratch that off the list.
2) It doesn't look like my saliva effects others. I had kissed a human girl once after my change....you all remember that secretary from that office job I applyed for? We had snuck off to make out for a little while before my interview. Every time I ever noticed the changes happen to others (my own transformation included) it started within a few minutes. After my 45 minute interview, the girl was at her desk, working. She was completely unchanged. Now...how do I know she didn't change later? Well I don't. But I do know one thing. There is a girl I work with....Bobby's sister, Emma... She is rather mean to me. I honestly have no idea what I did to her...but it seems like the girl has it out for me. She has tried to get me fired on more than one occasion. She even tripped me in the middle of the store when I was trying to carry a large box. So...(I am not proud of this...) I...I spit into her Starbucks drink one morning. I know its childish....but you guys have no idea how crewl she can be to me. Anyways That was well over a week before the whole Trever/Trish event. Though on a side note she has gotten a lot quieter and more to herself as of late, which is a plus to me...at least she leaves me alone.
3) The transformations seem to be random...I think. Since it only happened twice I am not completely sure. I might update this journal later if this changes.
4) Others changed by me don't seem to have the same condition I have. I only have Trish to go off of on this one. Her and her boyfriend have had sex (she told me this during the conversation her and I had when she came back). I have seen them in the store a few times after that night even and he was still human. I am not sure if everyone won't get this...thing I have or if it skips over or...something. So I will keep updating when I know more.
And that's really all I have so far.I need to try and keep a good list of rules to make sure this doesn't happen again. Though...I am gunna be honest..that day when Trever changed...I...I was...excited strangely. Ever since I saw it happen before me in the store, I have been thinking about it...fantasizing about it....wanting to do it to others. There had been a few times I wanted to put more than spit in Emma's Starbucks cup...wanted her to change in the middle of the store like Trever did.... I know its wrong.....but something inside me...likes the idea. Ugh....I feel like I am going nuts. I think that's enough for one night.
Until next time guys...
~Lily
Dazed and confused....
Posted 13 years agoHey everyone...
So...yeah once again its been a while. And just like always I have a reason....not a good reason but a reason none the less. I...have pretty much changed someone's life forever...and maybe not in the best way. Let me start from a little while back...
I think you all remember Courtney...you know that pantheress...who wasn't a pantheress the first time I met her?So...I am now pretty sure that I was the one who did that to her. I had a feeling I did...but...I dunno, I guess I didn't want to think it was true. So yeah...turns out I am a carrier of....whatever it is that changed me. How do I know this for sure? It....kinda happened again.
It was about a month ago. I was at work. It started out as a typical day. I was managing the front while Bobby was checking on some stuff in the back. I was drinking from one of the store's cups. See we sell fountain drinks in the stor. I don't really know why, seeing how they weren't that popular. I don't complain though, seeing how employees get all you can drink soda. I was drinking a root beer...with a little something extra in it. You...all remember when I said that I lactate? Well I still do....and a lot. I actually had to get myself a breast pump and empty myself nightly. I used to throw the stuff out...but one night I actually tasted it.....and it was good, damn good. Ever since then I saved a lot of money on milk from the super market. I got so hooked to my own milk that I was trying it in all kinds of stuff. I even used it to bake a cake once for Anu when she came over....she seemed to like it a lot. Anyways, that day's experiment was to try it in root beer. I was suprised with the results....in more ways than one. What I didn't seem to notice was that there was a second cup right next to mine.
One of our usual customers, Trever, had came in to browse around and had bought a soda. Trever was a rather thin boy and not very tall either. He didn't really talk very much and his big brown eyes showed that he was a rather shy person. It was apparent that the kid was a bronie due to the Rainbowdash t-shirt he was wearing. It is a shame he didn't talk much. He seemed like he was a nice kid (I say kid even though he was obviously 20 something.) He was right by the counter thumbing through some new games we had put out. I had reached for my cup and realized something was wrong when I tasted Dr. Pepper in stead of my own home made brew. When I looked up I saw that Trever had his eyes closed while sucking greedily on the straw of my cup. He looked up at me when he noticed me looking at him with a look of embarrassment on my face. I held up his cup and told him it belonged to him. He turned red as he handed the now empty cup back to me and took his own drink back. I blushed a bit knowing what he had drank...but for the most part I thought the problem was over....I was very VERY wrong.
He had his back to me when it first happened. He started breathing heavily. and had his arms wrapped around himself. I was freaking out a bit when I first saw this. I asked him if he was okay. When he didn't answer me I was about to call 911....when I heard him moan. It sounded weird...not like him. When I came around the counter...and I could see the look on his face. There was no mistaking that look. My blush returned in full force and was about to bring myself to say something...anything...when I notice...things happening. The more I looked at him the more I niced he looked different with every passing second. His hair, which was a dark brown...was growing lighter...and longer. I didn't need to see any more....I knew at once what was happening. It all clicked in my mind after seeing his once masculine face smooth out and become more delicate and feminine.
It was like I was frozen in time. I didn't move when I saw parts of his body narrow and plump up in areas, becoming more curvy. With in minutes the boy that had walked into our store had disappeared completely. This curvatious beautiful girl looked nothing like him... I had hoped it would be all, though he, now she, had gone through such a radical change, I hoped it would be the end.. Trever had dropped to his knees now, his voice taking on the sound of a young lady's as he panted heavily. I saw His hair lighten even further, turning a pure white. As a contrast to that, black hairs sprouted from his arms and was spreading all over. Soon she was covered with a soft pelt of fur. When it reached her face her mouth and nose started to let out loud popping sounds, as it reformed into her new muzzle. The fur that covered her face was mostly black, except for a stripe of white that started between her eyes and crossed the bridge of her snout. I soon saw her ears emerge from her hair. They stuck out from the sides of her head, smoothed out, rounded and pointing up.
My mind was spinning at this time. I knew at once that this was my doing...it was because he drank from my cup...with my milk. My mind flashed back to Courtney..I realized I had done this to her too. My near panic attack was broken by Trever groaning loudly and a ripping sound. When I looked back up I realized that a large fluffy black and white striped tail had forced its way from the former boy's jeans. When this happened She let out a high pitched cry of what could only be pleasure as she lay on the floor of the shop on her hands and knees. She took very deep breaths as she tried to recover from her ordeal. I only looked on, my eyes wide with panic, my handpaws clasped over my mouth. Trever saw this...then looked down at herself. She let out a tiny scream. It was about that time Bobby came out to see what all the commotion was. Apparently this was too much for Trever...with most of his clothes in tact he went bolting out the door. in full speed.
Trying to explain this to Bobby was...something else to say the least. I told him the truth...mostly. That he just started changing. I couldn't tell him I probably caused it. I felt horrible for weeks after this...it wasn't until last Tuesday when Trever came back into the store...with a hansom looking blond haired boy's arm around her shoulder. I must have looked stunned because the pair laughed when they saw me.
Trever and I got to talking...about the day he changed. She goes by the name Trish now and has been doing some other big changes in her life. This was not the same person who would barely say a word when coming in and hide in the corner of the shop. She...had really come out of her shell and had talked to me. Apparently, when she was Trever, he had a lot of issues with his sexuality. He was attracted to men...but was too embarrassed to acknowledge this. "It only took me turning into a female skunk to realize there was nothing wrong with liking boys." she had told me in a joking tone. She told me how her change, while extremely jarring at first, was something that opened her eyes to the world. I saw her eyes tear up a little when she told me it was one of the best things that had happened to her. I was left speechless at this. They chatted it up with Bobby and I for a little while more before they left.
I....don't even know how to feel about this one guys. I didn't mean for this to happen and all...but she was so happy. I know it could have gone so badly...but it didn't. So...what do you all think? Because I certainly don't know what to think about this whole mess. To be quite honest...my head hurts...
~Lily
So...yeah once again its been a while. And just like always I have a reason....not a good reason but a reason none the less. I...have pretty much changed someone's life forever...and maybe not in the best way. Let me start from a little while back...
I think you all remember Courtney...you know that pantheress...who wasn't a pantheress the first time I met her?So...I am now pretty sure that I was the one who did that to her. I had a feeling I did...but...I dunno, I guess I didn't want to think it was true. So yeah...turns out I am a carrier of....whatever it is that changed me. How do I know this for sure? It....kinda happened again.
It was about a month ago. I was at work. It started out as a typical day. I was managing the front while Bobby was checking on some stuff in the back. I was drinking from one of the store's cups. See we sell fountain drinks in the stor. I don't really know why, seeing how they weren't that popular. I don't complain though, seeing how employees get all you can drink soda. I was drinking a root beer...with a little something extra in it. You...all remember when I said that I lactate? Well I still do....and a lot. I actually had to get myself a breast pump and empty myself nightly. I used to throw the stuff out...but one night I actually tasted it.....and it was good, damn good. Ever since then I saved a lot of money on milk from the super market. I got so hooked to my own milk that I was trying it in all kinds of stuff. I even used it to bake a cake once for Anu when she came over....she seemed to like it a lot. Anyways, that day's experiment was to try it in root beer. I was suprised with the results....in more ways than one. What I didn't seem to notice was that there was a second cup right next to mine.
One of our usual customers, Trever, had came in to browse around and had bought a soda. Trever was a rather thin boy and not very tall either. He didn't really talk very much and his big brown eyes showed that he was a rather shy person. It was apparent that the kid was a bronie due to the Rainbowdash t-shirt he was wearing. It is a shame he didn't talk much. He seemed like he was a nice kid (I say kid even though he was obviously 20 something.) He was right by the counter thumbing through some new games we had put out. I had reached for my cup and realized something was wrong when I tasted Dr. Pepper in stead of my own home made brew. When I looked up I saw that Trever had his eyes closed while sucking greedily on the straw of my cup. He looked up at me when he noticed me looking at him with a look of embarrassment on my face. I held up his cup and told him it belonged to him. He turned red as he handed the now empty cup back to me and took his own drink back. I blushed a bit knowing what he had drank...but for the most part I thought the problem was over....I was very VERY wrong.
He had his back to me when it first happened. He started breathing heavily. and had his arms wrapped around himself. I was freaking out a bit when I first saw this. I asked him if he was okay. When he didn't answer me I was about to call 911....when I heard him moan. It sounded weird...not like him. When I came around the counter...and I could see the look on his face. There was no mistaking that look. My blush returned in full force and was about to bring myself to say something...anything...when I notice...things happening. The more I looked at him the more I niced he looked different with every passing second. His hair, which was a dark brown...was growing lighter...and longer. I didn't need to see any more....I knew at once what was happening. It all clicked in my mind after seeing his once masculine face smooth out and become more delicate and feminine.
It was like I was frozen in time. I didn't move when I saw parts of his body narrow and plump up in areas, becoming more curvy. With in minutes the boy that had walked into our store had disappeared completely. This curvatious beautiful girl looked nothing like him... I had hoped it would be all, though he, now she, had gone through such a radical change, I hoped it would be the end.. Trever had dropped to his knees now, his voice taking on the sound of a young lady's as he panted heavily. I saw His hair lighten even further, turning a pure white. As a contrast to that, black hairs sprouted from his arms and was spreading all over. Soon she was covered with a soft pelt of fur. When it reached her face her mouth and nose started to let out loud popping sounds, as it reformed into her new muzzle. The fur that covered her face was mostly black, except for a stripe of white that started between her eyes and crossed the bridge of her snout. I soon saw her ears emerge from her hair. They stuck out from the sides of her head, smoothed out, rounded and pointing up.
My mind was spinning at this time. I knew at once that this was my doing...it was because he drank from my cup...with my milk. My mind flashed back to Courtney..I realized I had done this to her too. My near panic attack was broken by Trever groaning loudly and a ripping sound. When I looked back up I realized that a large fluffy black and white striped tail had forced its way from the former boy's jeans. When this happened She let out a high pitched cry of what could only be pleasure as she lay on the floor of the shop on her hands and knees. She took very deep breaths as she tried to recover from her ordeal. I only looked on, my eyes wide with panic, my handpaws clasped over my mouth. Trever saw this...then looked down at herself. She let out a tiny scream. It was about that time Bobby came out to see what all the commotion was. Apparently this was too much for Trever...with most of his clothes in tact he went bolting out the door. in full speed.
Trying to explain this to Bobby was...something else to say the least. I told him the truth...mostly. That he just started changing. I couldn't tell him I probably caused it. I felt horrible for weeks after this...it wasn't until last Tuesday when Trever came back into the store...with a hansom looking blond haired boy's arm around her shoulder. I must have looked stunned because the pair laughed when they saw me.
Trever and I got to talking...about the day he changed. She goes by the name Trish now and has been doing some other big changes in her life. This was not the same person who would barely say a word when coming in and hide in the corner of the shop. She...had really come out of her shell and had talked to me. Apparently, when she was Trever, he had a lot of issues with his sexuality. He was attracted to men...but was too embarrassed to acknowledge this. "It only took me turning into a female skunk to realize there was nothing wrong with liking boys." she had told me in a joking tone. She told me how her change, while extremely jarring at first, was something that opened her eyes to the world. I saw her eyes tear up a little when she told me it was one of the best things that had happened to her. I was left speechless at this. They chatted it up with Bobby and I for a little while more before they left.
I....don't even know how to feel about this one guys. I didn't mean for this to happen and all...but she was so happy. I know it could have gone so badly...but it didn't. So...what do you all think? Because I certainly don't know what to think about this whole mess. To be quite honest...my head hurts...
~Lily
Third Strike is AMAZING!!
Posted 14 years agoOkay, I know this is completely random...but...Street Fighter 3 Third Strike is FUCKING AWESOME!!
I am not sure if this came up in a journal yet, but I am a collector of video games...and a very big fan of Street Fighter, especially number 4. I have heard many great things about Third Strike...but never thought it would be as good as what I saw. I picked this game up a few days ago at my store and...I have been hooked to it. I wanna try and ask Bobbie if we can have a tournament some time in the store. While I think I still like 4 the best, Third Strike is still made of all kinds of win. The music, the sprites, the feel of the game....even the somewhat stranger characters that are in this game...it all just works so well together. I really wanna know how to use Hugo and Alex.
So are there any other Third Strike fans out there?
I am not sure if this came up in a journal yet, but I am a collector of video games...and a very big fan of Street Fighter, especially number 4. I have heard many great things about Third Strike...but never thought it would be as good as what I saw. I picked this game up a few days ago at my store and...I have been hooked to it. I wanna try and ask Bobbie if we can have a tournament some time in the store. While I think I still like 4 the best, Third Strike is still made of all kinds of win. The music, the sprites, the feel of the game....even the somewhat stranger characters that are in this game...it all just works so well together. I really wanna know how to use Hugo and Alex.
So are there any other Third Strike fans out there?
Marry Christmas! Also other stuff
Posted 14 years agoI just wanted to wish everyone who is watching me a Marry Christmas and...to also say that I am sorry that once again I haven't been updating much. Honestly though not too much has happened since my last journal....well...mostly nothing.
I had a rather interesting time with my new job. *sigh* I thought this was going to be a short journal but...what the heck, you all have been waiting long enough....though it is a little embarrassing to admit this...
My boss Bobby is...well he pretty much has a crush on me. I have noticed him stealing glances at me while we are working. He has sort of asked me out for dinner once. He has been really good at taking a hint and has backed off enough. While I am not really attracted to him...or males in general...I still find it flattering that he gives me a lot of attention and little looks. It isn't just Bobby that has been giving me attention. I have apparently become a bit popular with a lot of the male costumers at the store. Many of them come down just to talk to me about games...or try to hit on me (which I also find flattering...and maybe enjoying it a little too much). So with these two things combined Bobby had a rather interesting idea....
On release night of The Legend of Zelda Skyward Sword...I...was...kinda outside taking pictures with people who had pre-ordered the game...in a maid's outfit...a very low cut maid's outfit. I was against the idea at first...but warmed up to it. I actually got a little thrill in being on display like that. Dare I say that I wouldn't mind doing it again. I will try to see if I could have a picture up from the event at some point.
Anyways all, have a very Marry Christmas, and I hope you all get what you want.
~Lily
I had a rather interesting time with my new job. *sigh* I thought this was going to be a short journal but...what the heck, you all have been waiting long enough....though it is a little embarrassing to admit this...
My boss Bobby is...well he pretty much has a crush on me. I have noticed him stealing glances at me while we are working. He has sort of asked me out for dinner once. He has been really good at taking a hint and has backed off enough. While I am not really attracted to him...or males in general...I still find it flattering that he gives me a lot of attention and little looks. It isn't just Bobby that has been giving me attention. I have apparently become a bit popular with a lot of the male costumers at the store. Many of them come down just to talk to me about games...or try to hit on me (which I also find flattering...and maybe enjoying it a little too much). So with these two things combined Bobby had a rather interesting idea....
On release night of The Legend of Zelda Skyward Sword...I...was...kinda outside taking pictures with people who had pre-ordered the game...in a maid's outfit...a very low cut maid's outfit. I was against the idea at first...but warmed up to it. I actually got a little thrill in being on display like that. Dare I say that I wouldn't mind doing it again. I will try to see if I could have a picture up from the event at some point.
Anyways all, have a very Marry Christmas, and I hope you all get what you want.
~Lily
Uncomfortable meme , tagged
Posted 14 years ago Tagged by daniwolf
Rules:
You must answer everything truthfully or whoever you got this from can slap you in the face. Unless, y'know, you're good at lying. No embarrassed/laughing/otherwise emoticons allowed! No explaining or elaborating! Just your answer, in as few words as possible!
Also, we know everyone masturbates and everyone has embarrassing designs on their underwear. Don't lie to us. OK, GO GO GO!
What color are your underwear?
Right now...? Black
Do they have a design?
No
Girls, what color is your bra?
Black as well
Is there a design?
A kind of heart shaped lacey pattern...hard to explain
Are you a virgin?
*blushes* No
Happy that way?
Yes *smiles*
What is your favorite sex position?
Me on bottom... *blushes harder*
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
Well I like girls and am a shemale....I was a male but now a girl...mostly...but kinda not mostly so....I broke the whole "Answer this question in as few words possible" rule...didn't I?
Do you look at hentai (cartoon porn)?
*nods*
Real porn?
Not really, most of it I find gross for some reason
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
*nods again*
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Girl on girl or girl on herm or shemale? Yes guy on guy...no
Who was your first kiss with?
A very nice red headed girl a loooong time ago before I had boobs and had to comb my whole body
Are they of the opposite sex?
At the time she was...
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Girls yes, shemales? No
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
...if they were single.
What would you do if you walked in on your partner having sex?
I...don't have one right now
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
I don't have any even on my ears
If so, where?
See above
Do you have any tattoos?
Nope
If so, where?
See above
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
No, but close once
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Bleck! No!
Have you ever cheated on someone?
Came very close once, but no
Ever been cheated on?
*nods and looks down*
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
By a co-worker....(more on that later)
Do you own any sex toys?
*turns red* M-maybe.....okay yes
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
No.
Have you ever masturbated?
Um....duh?
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
S-someone else did...(more on that later)
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
No.
Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
No
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
(nods and grins a little* ( again more on that later)
Do you swear in front of your parents?
Yes
Do they care?
Fuck no!
Are you uncomfortable yet?
The tiniest bit...but mostly no.
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
*Looks to Danni with that 'deer in the headlights look'* I...think so...
daniwolfRules:
You must answer everything truthfully or whoever you got this from can slap you in the face. Unless, y'know, you're good at lying. No embarrassed/laughing/otherwise emoticons allowed! No explaining or elaborating! Just your answer, in as few words as possible!
Also, we know everyone masturbates and everyone has embarrassing designs on their underwear. Don't lie to us. OK, GO GO GO!
What color are your underwear?
Right now...? Black
Do they have a design?
No
Girls, what color is your bra?
Black as well
Is there a design?
A kind of heart shaped lacey pattern...hard to explain
Are you a virgin?
*blushes* No
Happy that way?
Yes *smiles*
What is your favorite sex position?
Me on bottom... *blushes harder*
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
Well I like girls and am a shemale....I was a male but now a girl...mostly...but kinda not mostly so....I broke the whole "Answer this question in as few words possible" rule...didn't I?
Do you look at hentai (cartoon porn)?
*nods*
Real porn?
Not really, most of it I find gross for some reason
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
*nods again*
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Girl on girl or girl on herm or shemale? Yes guy on guy...no
Who was your first kiss with?
A very nice red headed girl a loooong time ago before I had boobs and had to comb my whole body
Are they of the opposite sex?
At the time she was...
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Girls yes, shemales? No
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
...if they were single.
What would you do if you walked in on your partner having sex?
I...don't have one right now
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
I don't have any even on my ears
If so, where?
See above
Do you have any tattoos?
Nope
If so, where?
See above
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
No, but close once
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Bleck! No!
Have you ever cheated on someone?
Came very close once, but no
Ever been cheated on?
*nods and looks down*
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
By a co-worker....(more on that later)
Do you own any sex toys?
*turns red* M-maybe.....okay yes
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
No.
Have you ever masturbated?
Um....duh?
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
S-someone else did...(more on that later)
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
No.
Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
No
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
(nods and grins a little* ( again more on that later)
Do you swear in front of your parents?
Yes
Do they care?
Fuck no!
Are you uncomfortable yet?
The tiniest bit...but mostly no.
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
*Looks to Danni with that 'deer in the headlights look'* I...think so...
Having fur is annoying...
Posted 14 years agoHey guys,
So I know this is kinda coming from no where but...I just need to rant about this. I spend nearly 2 hours getting ready everyday for work...most of it dealing with my fur. Its just...so weird needing to shampoo my whole body. Can you say that you spend nearly 20 minutes brushing your ears? I can. If I even go a day without brushing it, it gets all matted and funky. And my tail...gods my tail. I find myself putting on a movie and just idly brushing it as I watch.
I suppose its not all that bad though. I am told that I have really soft fur. In fact its not uncommon for strangers to ask if they can pet my ears. I remember this one girl on the bus just started scritching at them. I would have been offended or weirded out by this...but she was just so damn good at it! *sigh* Petting aside, is it really worth 2 hours a day plus of grooming...I dunno.
I wonder if anyone else who has fur deals with these problems...
So I know this is kinda coming from no where but...I just need to rant about this. I spend nearly 2 hours getting ready everyday for work...most of it dealing with my fur. Its just...so weird needing to shampoo my whole body. Can you say that you spend nearly 20 minutes brushing your ears? I can. If I even go a day without brushing it, it gets all matted and funky. And my tail...gods my tail. I find myself putting on a movie and just idly brushing it as I watch.
I suppose its not all that bad though. I am told that I have really soft fur. In fact its not uncommon for strangers to ask if they can pet my ears. I remember this one girl on the bus just started scritching at them. I would have been offended or weirded out by this...but she was just so damn good at it! *sigh* Petting aside, is it really worth 2 hours a day plus of grooming...I dunno.
I wonder if anyone else who has fur deals with these problems...
My new job and other things.
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone.
So as stated last time, yes I found myself a new job. So I thought I would tell you all about it. Its been almost a month and a half since I started and things have been pretty good. It was actually a good thing I stumbled upon this place when I did...I was not doing so well on funds. I must say too...it is a pretty cool place to work...but enough of the mystery already, let me just spit it out.
A few weeks ago I came across this really neat video game store. Just in case I didn't mention it already; Bunny is a VERY big retro gamer. I don't get to see too many of these places open up in my area. Even though I didn't have any money on me at the time I still had to go in. I didn't really get a good look at the sign from outside, but I got an eye full when I walked in. Over the counter was a banner that read "Dream Land Games". I loved it! After browsing around I saw so many games I wanted to snatch up. I found a copy of Super Punch Out!! and was about to buy it...and was reminded by the dollar and a half that was in my purse.
It was about that time that the owner of the store came up to me. He seemed a little jittery at first but he wanted to make sure I was finding everything. We soon started talking about games and how great I thought this store was. The guy introduced himself as Bobby, telling how he and his sister ran this store together. I am not sure how it came up exactly, maybe it was cuz I told him I couldn't afford to get anything at the moment, but I had told him I was unemployed. After saying this the guy started to tell me how the store was in need of help and offered me a job right there!
It was such a shock....I accepted of course because...A) I really needed the job and B) ...come on...its an indie video game store. What gamer geek bunny would turn down such an awesome offer? And...that's really the whole story. The job has been pretty alright! I pretty much man the register, stalk the shelves, move stuff around, clean and other odds and ends. During my down time I get to chat up the customers...a lot of them. I seem to be very popular with the male customers...and Bobby too. It shortly dawned on me that the guy might have hired me because he was attracted to me. He really likes talking to me and even asked me out to dinner one evening. *sigh* I am okay with all of this for the moment...and I know I will have to deal with it, but for the moment I am happily employed with a pretty okay job...
So...other things...
I...am starting to wonder if I am adjusting to my new life well or not. I talked before about how I get a lot of looks from people when I am out and about...and yes while it is true that I enjoy a lot of them...I do get a lot of looks that...well...make me feel like I am a freak. I try not to let other people's dirty looks get to me, but it isn't easy. I am also still trying to handle my monstrous sex drive. I have to excuse myself at least 2 or 3 times during my shift at work to releave the tension. Anything gets me going too, seeing a pretty female customer, slight stimulation I might get on accident....or even remembering Courtney's transformation can bring my flesh to full attention. But...if it were just these things by themselves I wouldn't bother me so much...but...I dunno. It just feels like I am alone in some cases. Anu is a good friend...but she was born a dragon. I guess I just wish I knew more people like me that could really understand what I am going through.Which brings me to a flier I found hanging on the bus stop near my work...
Its for an organization called "Dragon House". It says they are a refuge for anthros who have gone through life changing ordeals. The flier advertises an open house event to invite new comers that is suppose to take place in a few weeks. I dunno...I am thinking of going...at least to check it out.
And...that is about it for now guys. Not sure of a better way to end it except to say thanks for reading, and I love you all!
~Lily
So as stated last time, yes I found myself a new job. So I thought I would tell you all about it. Its been almost a month and a half since I started and things have been pretty good. It was actually a good thing I stumbled upon this place when I did...I was not doing so well on funds. I must say too...it is a pretty cool place to work...but enough of the mystery already, let me just spit it out.
A few weeks ago I came across this really neat video game store. Just in case I didn't mention it already; Bunny is a VERY big retro gamer. I don't get to see too many of these places open up in my area. Even though I didn't have any money on me at the time I still had to go in. I didn't really get a good look at the sign from outside, but I got an eye full when I walked in. Over the counter was a banner that read "Dream Land Games". I loved it! After browsing around I saw so many games I wanted to snatch up. I found a copy of Super Punch Out!! and was about to buy it...and was reminded by the dollar and a half that was in my purse.
It was about that time that the owner of the store came up to me. He seemed a little jittery at first but he wanted to make sure I was finding everything. We soon started talking about games and how great I thought this store was. The guy introduced himself as Bobby, telling how he and his sister ran this store together. I am not sure how it came up exactly, maybe it was cuz I told him I couldn't afford to get anything at the moment, but I had told him I was unemployed. After saying this the guy started to tell me how the store was in need of help and offered me a job right there!
It was such a shock....I accepted of course because...A) I really needed the job and B) ...come on...its an indie video game store. What gamer geek bunny would turn down such an awesome offer? And...that's really the whole story. The job has been pretty alright! I pretty much man the register, stalk the shelves, move stuff around, clean and other odds and ends. During my down time I get to chat up the customers...a lot of them. I seem to be very popular with the male customers...and Bobby too. It shortly dawned on me that the guy might have hired me because he was attracted to me. He really likes talking to me and even asked me out to dinner one evening. *sigh* I am okay with all of this for the moment...and I know I will have to deal with it, but for the moment I am happily employed with a pretty okay job...
So...other things...
I...am starting to wonder if I am adjusting to my new life well or not. I talked before about how I get a lot of looks from people when I am out and about...and yes while it is true that I enjoy a lot of them...I do get a lot of looks that...well...make me feel like I am a freak. I try not to let other people's dirty looks get to me, but it isn't easy. I am also still trying to handle my monstrous sex drive. I have to excuse myself at least 2 or 3 times during my shift at work to releave the tension. Anything gets me going too, seeing a pretty female customer, slight stimulation I might get on accident....or even remembering Courtney's transformation can bring my flesh to full attention. But...if it were just these things by themselves I wouldn't bother me so much...but...I dunno. It just feels like I am alone in some cases. Anu is a good friend...but she was born a dragon. I guess I just wish I knew more people like me that could really understand what I am going through.Which brings me to a flier I found hanging on the bus stop near my work...
Its for an organization called "Dragon House". It says they are a refuge for anthros who have gone through life changing ordeals. The flier advertises an open house event to invite new comers that is suppose to take place in a few weeks. I dunno...I am thinking of going...at least to check it out.
And...that is about it for now guys. Not sure of a better way to end it except to say thanks for reading, and I love you all!
~Lily
A wild night...
Posted 14 years agoHello everyone,
Once again it's been a little while since my last post. To answer your first question (or at least I think you'd ask this question), I did get a new job. I will be talking about that at some point... but... other things have been on my mind. Something rather scary, shocking, and... thrilling happened to me the other night. It's the only thing I have been thinking about for the last week and a half.
It was last Sunday night. I had to grab some stuff from the Super Market. Ever since that night I traipsed into that one store in those tight fitting clothes I tried to do my shopping elsewhere. After 5 months though, I figured it might be okay. It was so late, I thought, no one would remember you. There was no point to going to the store all the way across town to get my shopping done, so I went in and had a pretty uneventful time getting my food, and checking out. I was about to take my two bags of groceries and head home, when two strong hands reached out from the side parking lot and pulled me in.
My two full bags fell to the ground as I was met with a pair of needy and hungry eyes. I could feel fur, female curves pressing into me, and a slew of hot kisses down my neck.
"Mmm, its been so long, sweet bunny," I heard the voice say.
I couldn't see her very well, but I knew this woman. I was sure of it. She pulled her muzzle away from me and I saw her clearly. A beautiful pantheress, her fur and hair as black as a moonless night... and her eyes. I knew those eyes, I knew the look they gave me. If it wasn't for the single dim lamp in the distance, I wouldn't even be able to see her at all. She started to speak again. She told me we met here.... it was obvious that she knew me too... somehow.
I could feel her hand darting up my skirt and rubbing at my length, almost as if she was already well-acquainted with it. She then told me that so many things were different now, that she wanted to thank me. She called me that name again "Sweet Bunny" then it finally dawned on me.... but it couldn't be. It was that woman from the night I went out in public for the first time. I remembered her voice, the look she gave me.... I could even remember her touch. It couldn't be though... she was human. None of this made sense to me at all, it didn't help that my mind was so fogged with lust, her touches making it harder and harder for my mind to work. I felt the cold night air on my length, then felt as it was encased in an unmistakable warmth that caused me to gasp out and made my knees buckle.
I was pressed up on the wall, her womanly depths wrapped tightly around my cock. I was trapped, her prisoner. She was having her way with me, her hands grasping at my heavy tits and pinching at my nipples through my shirt. After a while though I didn't really feel like escaping. My hips working in time with hers, I started to cry out in pleasure. She realized that we were making too much noise, so she silenced me in the best way she could, covering my lips with her own in a very deep and sensual kiss. Through muffled mewls and moans, we writhed in unison; my hands digging into her hips, and hers frantically stroking my hair and ears. She managed to take all foot and a half of me inside of her. I would have thought that to be an amazing task, if my mind weren't focused on other things. I had needed this... it had been so long since I mated with someone, not since Anu all those months ago. When I filled her with my seed, it was like a fifty pound weight was taken off my shoulders, a fog was clearing in my brain that had been growing for so long.
We spent a few more moments cuddling in that dark parking lot before she removed herself from me. She adjusted her skirt, gave me her phone number and simply said; "We have to do that again, sweet bunny." After giving me one last kiss, she walked off. It wasn't until I saw her pass under the light a few yards away that I got a real good look at her. She was a lot bigger than she was the first time we met. I simply towered over her all those months ago, but now I think she was actually a little taller than me. While not nearly as endowed as I am, she still sported heavy curves what would make a porn starlet blush.
After she was gone, I slumped against the wall breathing heavily, partly because I was still so horny after that whole experience, but also how frightening it was. It could have ended much worse for me than it did. My mind was racing too. How did this happen to her? How was she changed like that? Was it the same thing that changed me? I looked down at the piece of paper the newly formed pantheress gave me; it read "Courtney". I had just had some of the wildest sex of my life...and I didn't even ask for her name. There was something else too...the idea of her going through this wild change. Seeing the woman and how she was, to seeing her now... it... it excited me so much. I could hear my own heavy breathing and my own pleasure mounting at this idea. Little did I realize that I was pumping my own shaft subconsciously at the idea of this woman's transformation.
After spilling my seed for the second time, this time on the cold ground, I finally managed to force myself to move, scooping up my groceries from the ground, and tucking my cock back into my skirt. I had thought about these events so much... and honestly guys, I don't know what to make of it. I've never been so scared or turned on by anything in my whole life. I... I guess I needed to get this off my chest before I talked about anything else. I do wanna talk about my new job.... but you can see why my mind has been otherwise occupied.
Thank you all for listening to my ramblings, guys. I love you all.
~Lily
Once again it's been a little while since my last post. To answer your first question (or at least I think you'd ask this question), I did get a new job. I will be talking about that at some point... but... other things have been on my mind. Something rather scary, shocking, and... thrilling happened to me the other night. It's the only thing I have been thinking about for the last week and a half.
It was last Sunday night. I had to grab some stuff from the Super Market. Ever since that night I traipsed into that one store in those tight fitting clothes I tried to do my shopping elsewhere. After 5 months though, I figured it might be okay. It was so late, I thought, no one would remember you. There was no point to going to the store all the way across town to get my shopping done, so I went in and had a pretty uneventful time getting my food, and checking out. I was about to take my two bags of groceries and head home, when two strong hands reached out from the side parking lot and pulled me in.
My two full bags fell to the ground as I was met with a pair of needy and hungry eyes. I could feel fur, female curves pressing into me, and a slew of hot kisses down my neck.
"Mmm, its been so long, sweet bunny," I heard the voice say.
I couldn't see her very well, but I knew this woman. I was sure of it. She pulled her muzzle away from me and I saw her clearly. A beautiful pantheress, her fur and hair as black as a moonless night... and her eyes. I knew those eyes, I knew the look they gave me. If it wasn't for the single dim lamp in the distance, I wouldn't even be able to see her at all. She started to speak again. She told me we met here.... it was obvious that she knew me too... somehow.
I could feel her hand darting up my skirt and rubbing at my length, almost as if she was already well-acquainted with it. She then told me that so many things were different now, that she wanted to thank me. She called me that name again "Sweet Bunny" then it finally dawned on me.... but it couldn't be. It was that woman from the night I went out in public for the first time. I remembered her voice, the look she gave me.... I could even remember her touch. It couldn't be though... she was human. None of this made sense to me at all, it didn't help that my mind was so fogged with lust, her touches making it harder and harder for my mind to work. I felt the cold night air on my length, then felt as it was encased in an unmistakable warmth that caused me to gasp out and made my knees buckle.
I was pressed up on the wall, her womanly depths wrapped tightly around my cock. I was trapped, her prisoner. She was having her way with me, her hands grasping at my heavy tits and pinching at my nipples through my shirt. After a while though I didn't really feel like escaping. My hips working in time with hers, I started to cry out in pleasure. She realized that we were making too much noise, so she silenced me in the best way she could, covering my lips with her own in a very deep and sensual kiss. Through muffled mewls and moans, we writhed in unison; my hands digging into her hips, and hers frantically stroking my hair and ears. She managed to take all foot and a half of me inside of her. I would have thought that to be an amazing task, if my mind weren't focused on other things. I had needed this... it had been so long since I mated with someone, not since Anu all those months ago. When I filled her with my seed, it was like a fifty pound weight was taken off my shoulders, a fog was clearing in my brain that had been growing for so long.
We spent a few more moments cuddling in that dark parking lot before she removed herself from me. She adjusted her skirt, gave me her phone number and simply said; "We have to do that again, sweet bunny." After giving me one last kiss, she walked off. It wasn't until I saw her pass under the light a few yards away that I got a real good look at her. She was a lot bigger than she was the first time we met. I simply towered over her all those months ago, but now I think she was actually a little taller than me. While not nearly as endowed as I am, she still sported heavy curves what would make a porn starlet blush.
After she was gone, I slumped against the wall breathing heavily, partly because I was still so horny after that whole experience, but also how frightening it was. It could have ended much worse for me than it did. My mind was racing too. How did this happen to her? How was she changed like that? Was it the same thing that changed me? I looked down at the piece of paper the newly formed pantheress gave me; it read "Courtney". I had just had some of the wildest sex of my life...and I didn't even ask for her name. There was something else too...the idea of her going through this wild change. Seeing the woman and how she was, to seeing her now... it... it excited me so much. I could hear my own heavy breathing and my own pleasure mounting at this idea. Little did I realize that I was pumping my own shaft subconsciously at the idea of this woman's transformation.
After spilling my seed for the second time, this time on the cold ground, I finally managed to force myself to move, scooping up my groceries from the ground, and tucking my cock back into my skirt. I had thought about these events so much... and honestly guys, I don't know what to make of it. I've never been so scared or turned on by anything in my whole life. I... I guess I needed to get this off my chest before I talked about anything else. I do wanna talk about my new job.... but you can see why my mind has been otherwise occupied.
Thank you all for listening to my ramblings, guys. I love you all.
~Lily
Best Sunday EVER!!
Posted 14 years agoHey guys,
OMGZ!! Bunny is posting a journal twice in a week!? Teh world has ended~! But seriously! I had to tell you guys about what happened yesterday. So Saturday evening I got a call from Anu. We hadn't really seen each other a lot since my little shopping trip. I felt bad for not calling her, but I guess I was kinda falling into that whole 'hiding from the world' thing. While we talked, I couldn't help but have memories of the last time we were alone. My cheeks got hot as we talked....then she told me she wanted me to meet her mate.
I felt so bad when she said this. We shared this wonderful intimate moment...and now I find out she is married. I knew we weren't meant to be a couple...I just felt...bad...like I was a home wrecker or something. I think Anu heard the tone in my voice because she responded with
"Oh love, she knows what we did, and she doesn't mind at all."
It was like a weight was lifted off my chest when she said that. I was about to ask more questions about why she didn't mind, but she just kept on talking. It turned out that her and her mate, who was named Kari, was going out to this great family fun center called Scandia. I bet I had the goofiest smile on my face because I almost jumped up and down in excitement. I said yes of course and they were to pick me up the next morning. When I got off the phone I noticed that my foot...it was thumping on my living room floor. I was a bit surprised at this and stopped. I don't think I got this excited before in my new body...guess that is how I show my excitement now? *shrugs*
The next morning they drove up to my house. They both got out to say hi before we made the long drive over to Scandia. Then I saw Kari.... She was so cute...I mean beautiful....okay hot....! She was so freaking hot. She came running up to me and gave me a big huge hug. As she ran up to me I saw a red haired griffin with white fur and breasts that almost rivaled mine in a tight fitting pink halter top. My facial fur fluffed up in a blush when I felt her breasts mash up together with mine. I returned the hug, keeping sure to watch my hands, so as not to have them get any smart ideas. After that we got into the car and drove off.
I managed to relax a bit after that...rather friendly hello and we started to put on music. I don't think I had a more fun car ride in my life. We Sang all the way over to really bad 80's music and told jokes. I swear, I thought Kari would die of laughter. When we got there we each got a bunch of tokens. I went to buy my own, but Anu stopped me, telling me it was on her. I tried to protest but she insisted. Feeling a tiny bit guilty, I smiled and let her buy some tokens for me.
We did some of the rides, the go-karts, bumper boats and this strange motion ride thingy. None of us really liked that one too much. Most of our time was in the arcade. They had so many great game there. X-Men Arcade, Dragon's Lair...they even had a Splatterhouse arcade cab there. I had never seen one in real life before. I wanted Anu to play Street Fighter IV with me, but she told me she didn't know how to play really. She watched me play a little. One guy came up to the machine and blushed real big when he saw me. He put a few tokens in and we started a match. I could tell he was trying to let me win. After he wanted to buy me a soda. He was really sweet, but I told him I was with friends. I felt really bad after, but what else could I have done?
I didn't think the day could have gotten better when the time came to go. Then Kari came up to me and held up a white stuffed bunny. She told me she spent half her tokens trying to win it in one of the crane games. She handed it to me and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. What she said made my heart flutter a bit.
"It was such a treat to meet you Bunbun. We need to do this again soon."
Once again I had to stop my foot from thumping on the ground. After that we headed for home. I don't think I will be forgeting this day anytime soon.
Thanks for reading
~Lily
OMGZ!! Bunny is posting a journal twice in a week!? Teh world has ended~! But seriously! I had to tell you guys about what happened yesterday. So Saturday evening I got a call from Anu. We hadn't really seen each other a lot since my little shopping trip. I felt bad for not calling her, but I guess I was kinda falling into that whole 'hiding from the world' thing. While we talked, I couldn't help but have memories of the last time we were alone. My cheeks got hot as we talked....then she told me she wanted me to meet her mate.
I felt so bad when she said this. We shared this wonderful intimate moment...and now I find out she is married. I knew we weren't meant to be a couple...I just felt...bad...like I was a home wrecker or something. I think Anu heard the tone in my voice because she responded with
"Oh love, she knows what we did, and she doesn't mind at all."
It was like a weight was lifted off my chest when she said that. I was about to ask more questions about why she didn't mind, but she just kept on talking. It turned out that her and her mate, who was named Kari, was going out to this great family fun center called Scandia. I bet I had the goofiest smile on my face because I almost jumped up and down in excitement. I said yes of course and they were to pick me up the next morning. When I got off the phone I noticed that my foot...it was thumping on my living room floor. I was a bit surprised at this and stopped. I don't think I got this excited before in my new body...guess that is how I show my excitement now? *shrugs*
The next morning they drove up to my house. They both got out to say hi before we made the long drive over to Scandia. Then I saw Kari.... She was so cute...I mean beautiful....okay hot....! She was so freaking hot. She came running up to me and gave me a big huge hug. As she ran up to me I saw a red haired griffin with white fur and breasts that almost rivaled mine in a tight fitting pink halter top. My facial fur fluffed up in a blush when I felt her breasts mash up together with mine. I returned the hug, keeping sure to watch my hands, so as not to have them get any smart ideas. After that we got into the car and drove off.
I managed to relax a bit after that...rather friendly hello and we started to put on music. I don't think I had a more fun car ride in my life. We Sang all the way over to really bad 80's music and told jokes. I swear, I thought Kari would die of laughter. When we got there we each got a bunch of tokens. I went to buy my own, but Anu stopped me, telling me it was on her. I tried to protest but she insisted. Feeling a tiny bit guilty, I smiled and let her buy some tokens for me.
We did some of the rides, the go-karts, bumper boats and this strange motion ride thingy. None of us really liked that one too much. Most of our time was in the arcade. They had so many great game there. X-Men Arcade, Dragon's Lair...they even had a Splatterhouse arcade cab there. I had never seen one in real life before. I wanted Anu to play Street Fighter IV with me, but she told me she didn't know how to play really. She watched me play a little. One guy came up to the machine and blushed real big when he saw me. He put a few tokens in and we started a match. I could tell he was trying to let me win. After he wanted to buy me a soda. He was really sweet, but I told him I was with friends. I felt really bad after, but what else could I have done?
I didn't think the day could have gotten better when the time came to go. Then Kari came up to me and held up a white stuffed bunny. She told me she spent half her tokens trying to win it in one of the crane games. She handed it to me and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. What she said made my heart flutter a bit.
"It was such a treat to meet you Bunbun. We need to do this again soon."
Once again I had to stop my foot from thumping on the ground. After that we headed for home. I don't think I will be forgeting this day anytime soon.
Thanks for reading
~Lily
Long over due update....
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone.
So yeah, its been a little while with no update....and I am sorry for that. Truth be told though, nothing much has been going on. I am still out of a job, my mom and I are still not on speaking terms and I am still not used to my new body yet. So yeah, exciting, right? Though rather than leave you with just "Derp, okay that's it, bye everyone!" I will just talk about random stuff that has been going on with me, not necessarily important stuff, but yeah, commence the rambling!!
My unemploymentness:
So with an absence of a job, and me not coming out to my friends about my new body, I find myself with a lot of free time. The first Few weeks were spent with a controler in my hand (did I mention Bunny is a gamer?). In that time I played through Chrono Trigger, Super Metroid, Zelda: A Link to the Past, and finished up Super Mario Galaxy 2. I think I spent so much time with my games because...well I love them for one....but also I am just not too comfortable with the outside world yet. Don't get me wrong, I go out to get my errands done, but going out for the sake of going out is something I am not too keen on yet, though I am working on it.
I am also trying to find new work of course, but given my...appearance...its hard to get my foot in the door...unless I want something that has awful pay with really crappy soul crushing work. Though with my unemployment checks running out soon I may not have a choice.
My big awkward body:
I have always been a klutz my whole life...add a foot of height, hips wider than my shoulders, twin pumpkins strapped to my chest, and a butt that needs break lights, and you got damned near a natural disaster. I lost count of the amount of glasses I knocked over with my tits; and speaking of my tits, cleaning up anything is a nightmare with them getting in the way all the time. I have to duck under door frames too. I had to hit my head a few times before I learned to do so. And that's just in my house!
I have a habbit of walking into people. With me towering over most folks, and my breasts getting in the way of some of my vision...and said vision wasn't all that good to begin with, I have collided with many guys. I am talking their faces right into my tits. Every time, I blush heavily, they look up at me, giving me that deer in the headlights look and I back away slowly, stammering out 'sorrys' before finally qucikly walking away.
Getting on buses have been fun too... Not only am I tall but I am pretty wide. Those bus doors are so narrow. I find myself ducking so not to hit my head, all the while trying to fit my girthy-self through the door. One time I pushed myself through so hard that when I finally popped through the door, I stumbled over myself and fell on top of the driver. I was so embarrassed, I wanted to crawl into a hole and die. I don't regret my choice in sticking with the new bunny bod, but it really does have its downfalls.
bunny gets attention:
Like I mentioned before; 7 foot tall busty bunny minks gets a lot of looks...and something inside of me kinda likes it (well more than just )kinda). I've learned to wear very loose fitting skirts, to try and hide my male half's excitement. A lot of guys stare at me...and that makes me feel wierd, especially since I am not really attracted to men. Though I like the attention, like...its very flattering...but other than that, I don't really know how to feel about it.
What's even weirder than the guys looking at me are the girls who do. Hey, I'm not complaining to have a pretty thing looking at me, or walk up to me, or give me her number, or start a groping session, but still...isn't it unlikely for girls to be acting this way towards a mostly female looking bunny anthro? Very strange...
Well all, I hope this journal entry was somewhat enjoyable. If you like this kind of stuff I guess I could post more like it.
Till then, see ya later! And thanks for reading!
~Lily
So yeah, its been a little while with no update....and I am sorry for that. Truth be told though, nothing much has been going on. I am still out of a job, my mom and I are still not on speaking terms and I am still not used to my new body yet. So yeah, exciting, right? Though rather than leave you with just "Derp, okay that's it, bye everyone!" I will just talk about random stuff that has been going on with me, not necessarily important stuff, but yeah, commence the rambling!!
My unemploymentness:
So with an absence of a job, and me not coming out to my friends about my new body, I find myself with a lot of free time. The first Few weeks were spent with a controler in my hand (did I mention Bunny is a gamer?). In that time I played through Chrono Trigger, Super Metroid, Zelda: A Link to the Past, and finished up Super Mario Galaxy 2. I think I spent so much time with my games because...well I love them for one....but also I am just not too comfortable with the outside world yet. Don't get me wrong, I go out to get my errands done, but going out for the sake of going out is something I am not too keen on yet, though I am working on it.
I am also trying to find new work of course, but given my...appearance...its hard to get my foot in the door...unless I want something that has awful pay with really crappy soul crushing work. Though with my unemployment checks running out soon I may not have a choice.
My big awkward body:
I have always been a klutz my whole life...add a foot of height, hips wider than my shoulders, twin pumpkins strapped to my chest, and a butt that needs break lights, and you got damned near a natural disaster. I lost count of the amount of glasses I knocked over with my tits; and speaking of my tits, cleaning up anything is a nightmare with them getting in the way all the time. I have to duck under door frames too. I had to hit my head a few times before I learned to do so. And that's just in my house!
I have a habbit of walking into people. With me towering over most folks, and my breasts getting in the way of some of my vision...and said vision wasn't all that good to begin with, I have collided with many guys. I am talking their faces right into my tits. Every time, I blush heavily, they look up at me, giving me that deer in the headlights look and I back away slowly, stammering out 'sorrys' before finally qucikly walking away.
Getting on buses have been fun too... Not only am I tall but I am pretty wide. Those bus doors are so narrow. I find myself ducking so not to hit my head, all the while trying to fit my girthy-self through the door. One time I pushed myself through so hard that when I finally popped through the door, I stumbled over myself and fell on top of the driver. I was so embarrassed, I wanted to crawl into a hole and die. I don't regret my choice in sticking with the new bunny bod, but it really does have its downfalls.
bunny gets attention:
Like I mentioned before; 7 foot tall busty bunny minks gets a lot of looks...and something inside of me kinda likes it (well more than just )kinda). I've learned to wear very loose fitting skirts, to try and hide my male half's excitement. A lot of guys stare at me...and that makes me feel wierd, especially since I am not really attracted to men. Though I like the attention, like...its very flattering...but other than that, I don't really know how to feel about it.
What's even weirder than the guys looking at me are the girls who do. Hey, I'm not complaining to have a pretty thing looking at me, or walk up to me, or give me her number, or start a groping session, but still...isn't it unlikely for girls to be acting this way towards a mostly female looking bunny anthro? Very strange...
Well all, I hope this journal entry was somewhat enjoyable. If you like this kind of stuff I guess I could post more like it.
Till then, see ya later! And thanks for reading!
~Lily
What I've been up to - Part 2
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone,
Okay, I am gunna try to get all the catch up stuff done in this journal. Don't know how well I will do at it...but I will try regardless! You guys have waited long enough after all. So lets start where we last left off...
It was just hitting the 2 week mark since my little dragout fight with my mom. I was getting a bit better emotionally since my dad was accepting what had happened to his son, turned daughter. Knowing that, I felt like it was time to start going out into public once again. It was about time too, seeing that I needed to start tying up some loose ends.
Stepping out of the house and walking around that day....it was different. I was dressed in something decent (as decent as I could dress anyways). I was also alone....and the sun was up too. As I made my way to the subway I could feel the eyes upon me. People turned their heads to get a good look at the mega busty bunny girl just strolling by. It was embarrassing...and...also kinda thrilling. As I walked by the people who stopped to look at me, I could feel myself getting a bit hard. I tried to adjust my skirt to keep my....erm...self...from being seen. I actually like being looked at...at being a public spectacle....at the idea that my body is so outrageously sexual that people can't help but look at me. The looks didn't stop that day, or the next...or the next. I still get looks where ever I go....and I don't think it will stop anytime soon.
I didn't have time to let the looks get me down or excited, there was a lot to do. My first day out consisted of a rather lengthy trip to the doctor's. Having changed genders and species, it might be a good idea to check if I wasn't seriously sick or something. I won't bore you all with the details of my visit. So, to make a long story short, besides having become a seven foot tall bunny shemale over night, I was perfectly healthy.
The next few days were spent trying to reclaim my identity. You have no idea what kinds of hoops you have to jump through to prove you were once a drab human male when you look....well...like I do. One blood test and a mouth swob later, I was able to start on a long paper trail to get things in line. My new ID, gender reassignment, and....my new name. I am sure you all can guess what it might be by now. One wouldn't have to look further than my FA name. I...had always liked the name Lily. I knew if I was ever to become a girl, that is the name I would pick. Never thought I would ever actually go through with it...but...such is the winding road of life I guess.
I tried to fight to get my old job back, but they wouldn't hear of it. Even after proving that I was the same person who worked there for almost 6 years was the same anthro bunny standing in their office, they wouldn't budge in their decision to fire me. I could look at it as a blessing in disguise....I did hate that job, but as of today I am still out of a job, and my unemployment is running out.
I did have a few job interviews, but neither went well. One guy tried to end the interview almost as soon as he caught sight of me. The other...well...I uh...got caught in a broom closet with his cute secretary...making out...and my handpaw up her skirt. I couldn't help it! She was so hot...and...she kept...looking at me. Then we started kissing...and...and...I NEVER EVEN GOT HER PHONE NUMBER! *sigh*
Well, that is more or less everything. Everything is still so new to me, but I am slowly getting used to life on the outside again. I am still super worried about my money situation, but I am sure I will figure it out. I will continue to share my experiences with you all. You guys have been so supportive and helpful. Thank you all so much for taking time out of your day to read and comment.
I love you all.
Lily
Okay, I am gunna try to get all the catch up stuff done in this journal. Don't know how well I will do at it...but I will try regardless! You guys have waited long enough after all. So lets start where we last left off...
It was just hitting the 2 week mark since my little dragout fight with my mom. I was getting a bit better emotionally since my dad was accepting what had happened to his son, turned daughter. Knowing that, I felt like it was time to start going out into public once again. It was about time too, seeing that I needed to start tying up some loose ends.
Stepping out of the house and walking around that day....it was different. I was dressed in something decent (as decent as I could dress anyways). I was also alone....and the sun was up too. As I made my way to the subway I could feel the eyes upon me. People turned their heads to get a good look at the mega busty bunny girl just strolling by. It was embarrassing...and...also kinda thrilling. As I walked by the people who stopped to look at me, I could feel myself getting a bit hard. I tried to adjust my skirt to keep my....erm...self...from being seen. I actually like being looked at...at being a public spectacle....at the idea that my body is so outrageously sexual that people can't help but look at me. The looks didn't stop that day, or the next...or the next. I still get looks where ever I go....and I don't think it will stop anytime soon.
I didn't have time to let the looks get me down or excited, there was a lot to do. My first day out consisted of a rather lengthy trip to the doctor's. Having changed genders and species, it might be a good idea to check if I wasn't seriously sick or something. I won't bore you all with the details of my visit. So, to make a long story short, besides having become a seven foot tall bunny shemale over night, I was perfectly healthy.
The next few days were spent trying to reclaim my identity. You have no idea what kinds of hoops you have to jump through to prove you were once a drab human male when you look....well...like I do. One blood test and a mouth swob later, I was able to start on a long paper trail to get things in line. My new ID, gender reassignment, and....my new name. I am sure you all can guess what it might be by now. One wouldn't have to look further than my FA name. I...had always liked the name Lily. I knew if I was ever to become a girl, that is the name I would pick. Never thought I would ever actually go through with it...but...such is the winding road of life I guess.
I tried to fight to get my old job back, but they wouldn't hear of it. Even after proving that I was the same person who worked there for almost 6 years was the same anthro bunny standing in their office, they wouldn't budge in their decision to fire me. I could look at it as a blessing in disguise....I did hate that job, but as of today I am still out of a job, and my unemployment is running out.
I did have a few job interviews, but neither went well. One guy tried to end the interview almost as soon as he caught sight of me. The other...well...I uh...got caught in a broom closet with his cute secretary...making out...and my handpaw up her skirt. I couldn't help it! She was so hot...and...she kept...looking at me. Then we started kissing...and...and...I NEVER EVEN GOT HER PHONE NUMBER! *sigh*
Well, that is more or less everything. Everything is still so new to me, but I am slowly getting used to life on the outside again. I am still super worried about my money situation, but I am sure I will figure it out. I will continue to share my experiences with you all. You guys have been so supportive and helpful. Thank you all so much for taking time out of your day to read and comment.
I love you all.
Lily
What I've been up to - Part 1
Posted 14 years agoHey everyone...long time no see.
I know I kinda dropped off the face of the earth for a few months. I wanted to tell you more about what had happened to me, then things kinda exploded. I got depressed, then better, then worried, then...just plain busy. Enough putting this off, its time to play catch-up; and there is a lot of it. There is too much, even, to put into one journal, so this is going to be a two parter, maybe even more.
First thing's first; I am going to fulfill the promise I made in my last journal, talking about what Anu did for me the next day. That day was pretty much dedicated to buying me a whole new wardrobe. I had told her over and over again that she didn't need to do such a thing for me, but she insisted, saying she was the reason that I needed a new set of clothes to begin with, it was only fitting that she paid for it. Having my protests quashed, we went out to many different clothing stores that both would accommodate my new size and my need to slip my tail through the back in whatever I was wearing. To my surprise there were a lot more places that housed both.
Wearing a bra was a new experience for me, and it was quite a shock to see how big of one I needed. With a 68 inch bust, I was going to need a pretty big one. I was then fitted with something that the store owner called Fem Breafs, which looked every bit as girly, but was built to house my cock.
As for the actual clothes I picked out...well...I found myself being drawn to more feminine styles. I am not sure if it is apart of my transformation, or maybe...it was more of a feeling of being set free. Was I liking this? As I tried on blouses, skirts, and sun dresses, I found myself actually enjoying myself. I liked the idea of dressing pretty. It thrilled me so much, being this way. It was then that I realized that I...liked this....a lot. I can remember when I was younger I had thoughts of cross dressing....wondering how it would make me feel. Apparently I never really grew out of that little fantasy, and now that I was living it, I guess it sorta helped me become accustomed to my new form. "maybe I can learn to love this." I thought as I left with Anu that day, my new clothes packed up in the car.
Now for the reason I had been gone for so long... Well it appeared I had to finally come out to my family. I had gotten so many unanswered voice mails from both my mom and dad (more so my mom). So the day came that she would actually come to my apartment looking for me. I could have not answered the door, pretend not to be home, but I would have to face her sooner or later. As expected, she didn't recognize me at first, and didn't believe that I was her son. After revealing some information that only her son would know to her, it finally sank in. She just stared at me, looking me up and down. It almost looked like she was going to vomit. She...doesn't really like anthros very much.
I told her how this all happened, after demanding me to tell her. When I was finished she chimed in right away with comments about getting me to a doctor and having this all reversed. She even forcefully grabbed my wrist to drag me to her car to get this taken care of right away. I felt hurt, angry...and...scared? I had just realized that I...I like what I have become and the idea of having it taken away from me...I...I didn't want to go back to the old boring me. I pulled away from her and told her I didn't want to change back. I could have told her how what I have wasn't reversible and how I was stuck like this...but I was just sick of hiding, and saying that wasn't the whole truth.
"I'm happy like this..." I told her.
What followed was a 3 hour shouting match between us. A lot of hateful things were said, like "You aren't my son." and "Why would you want to stay a freak like you are?" In the end she stormed off after saying she was done with me. We haven't talked since that day.
I had later got together with my dad. My mom and dad had been separated for a few years now, so it was easy to meet up with him without mom getting involved. After telling him how this all happened and how I felt about it, he...still took it pretty hard.
"I...am going to need some time with this." he told me.
I left his house shortly afterward. We have talked since that day...and things have been getting better. He...even called me by my new name (more on that next journal). .
With all that had happened around that time, I didn't really have the strength to write to you guys. Last month, however, I got the spark to do so, but...other things came up. Things that I will have to wait to talk about till next we meet...and it will be much MUCH sooner than last time, promise.
Thanks for reading.
I know I kinda dropped off the face of the earth for a few months. I wanted to tell you more about what had happened to me, then things kinda exploded. I got depressed, then better, then worried, then...just plain busy. Enough putting this off, its time to play catch-up; and there is a lot of it. There is too much, even, to put into one journal, so this is going to be a two parter, maybe even more.
First thing's first; I am going to fulfill the promise I made in my last journal, talking about what Anu did for me the next day. That day was pretty much dedicated to buying me a whole new wardrobe. I had told her over and over again that she didn't need to do such a thing for me, but she insisted, saying she was the reason that I needed a new set of clothes to begin with, it was only fitting that she paid for it. Having my protests quashed, we went out to many different clothing stores that both would accommodate my new size and my need to slip my tail through the back in whatever I was wearing. To my surprise there were a lot more places that housed both.
Wearing a bra was a new experience for me, and it was quite a shock to see how big of one I needed. With a 68 inch bust, I was going to need a pretty big one. I was then fitted with something that the store owner called Fem Breafs, which looked every bit as girly, but was built to house my cock.
As for the actual clothes I picked out...well...I found myself being drawn to more feminine styles. I am not sure if it is apart of my transformation, or maybe...it was more of a feeling of being set free. Was I liking this? As I tried on blouses, skirts, and sun dresses, I found myself actually enjoying myself. I liked the idea of dressing pretty. It thrilled me so much, being this way. It was then that I realized that I...liked this....a lot. I can remember when I was younger I had thoughts of cross dressing....wondering how it would make me feel. Apparently I never really grew out of that little fantasy, and now that I was living it, I guess it sorta helped me become accustomed to my new form. "maybe I can learn to love this." I thought as I left with Anu that day, my new clothes packed up in the car.
Now for the reason I had been gone for so long... Well it appeared I had to finally come out to my family. I had gotten so many unanswered voice mails from both my mom and dad (more so my mom). So the day came that she would actually come to my apartment looking for me. I could have not answered the door, pretend not to be home, but I would have to face her sooner or later. As expected, she didn't recognize me at first, and didn't believe that I was her son. After revealing some information that only her son would know to her, it finally sank in. She just stared at me, looking me up and down. It almost looked like she was going to vomit. She...doesn't really like anthros very much.
I told her how this all happened, after demanding me to tell her. When I was finished she chimed in right away with comments about getting me to a doctor and having this all reversed. She even forcefully grabbed my wrist to drag me to her car to get this taken care of right away. I felt hurt, angry...and...scared? I had just realized that I...I like what I have become and the idea of having it taken away from me...I...I didn't want to go back to the old boring me. I pulled away from her and told her I didn't want to change back. I could have told her how what I have wasn't reversible and how I was stuck like this...but I was just sick of hiding, and saying that wasn't the whole truth.
"I'm happy like this..." I told her.
What followed was a 3 hour shouting match between us. A lot of hateful things were said, like "You aren't my son." and "Why would you want to stay a freak like you are?" In the end she stormed off after saying she was done with me. We haven't talked since that day.
I had later got together with my dad. My mom and dad had been separated for a few years now, so it was easy to meet up with him without mom getting involved. After telling him how this all happened and how I felt about it, he...still took it pretty hard.
"I...am going to need some time with this." he told me.
I left his house shortly afterward. We have talked since that day...and things have been getting better. He...even called me by my new name (more on that next journal). .
With all that had happened around that time, I didn't really have the strength to write to you guys. Last month, however, I got the spark to do so, but...other things came up. Things that I will have to wait to talk about till next we meet...and it will be much MUCH sooner than last time, promise.
Thanks for reading.
A turning point
Posted 15 years agoHey all,
So originally I wanted to post an update like…3 days ago, but…uh…things have changed (for the better I must add). I have been pretty busy over the last few days, and there is so much that I want to talk about. I have a feeling though that I will have to split up the events that took place in at least another entry. So let’s start with what happened on Thursday …
To start off with, I have been officially fired from my job. Still not able to produce my male counterpart, my boss told my new female side that I am to clear out my locker, and they will mail me my standing vacation checks. By this point I felt like my running days were over. It was time to face my family. I was not emotionally ready to show them what happened to their little boy, but I had to do this for the sake of me not living on the street, if they decided to help me as apposed to disowning me I mean. So anyways, back to Thursday.
I was sitting at home, just after making a mess of my bathtub again. Now that I cleared the horniness from my body, all that was left was my nervousness for the next day. I was getting low on food again and I was considering dawning my hooker clothes once again to venture out that night to embarrass myself. While contemplating this I heard someone knock upon my door. I froze when I herd this. I was freaking out by this point thinking it was my mom. I slowly got up and went to the door. I looked through the peep hole and saw….Anu. That dragon girl from the other night.
Relief washed over me knowing that I didn’t have to come face to face with my family yet, but I was still very nervous to see this anthro I just met less than two weeks ago see me in the state I was in. After trying to put on my ‘cousin to my male counter part’ persona, I asked who it was, knowing full well who it was.
She answered, naturally and after asking how she found my apartment she told me that she saw me walk into this building when we met the other night. She then went to the land lord, telling her she was a concerned friend who was looking for me. She gave Anu the number with hardly no hassle and...here we were. I tried to keep up my act as best as I could saying at least 3 times that "He wasn't here." all the while sounding more and more frightened. Then she spoke again.
"I know its you, love...and I know what happened. Please let me in. We need to talk"
Those words bore into my heart. I felt relieved, I felt confused...and my mind filled with so many questions. Without any more words, I grabbed the comforter off my bed and wrapped it around me (seeing it was the only thing I owned that could cover up my body) and then let her in. When she saw me a look of guilt washed across her face and those large purple eyes of her's. I knew there was something bothering her, but she kept it together for her story...
To start off with, it was finally confirmed that she was indeed the cause of my changes. I figured as much, but something was keeping me from believing it completely. After all, I did go to the bar that night, and I had heard of people's drinks being drugged and waking up as a different gender, species, or in my case, both. She then went on to tell me what it was that caused my change. Apparently I was infected with some kind of magical virus. Its normally found in different types of magical types of anthros, like unicorns, griffins, phoenixes , and yes...dragons. She claimed that she didn't have the virus, but a friend did. Other magical creatures can be short term carriers..and...its all really confusing.
Bottom line, it turned out a friend of her's had the virus. Anu and the other anthro had a bit of fun together. Anu apparently drank from the other's lactating breasts. She had trace amounts on her lips when she went to kiss me and...this happened to me. I wasn't really too conserned about how it happened, all I wanted to know was one thing; was I stuck like this? All she said was....
"I am so sorry"
I could see tears form in her eyes, and it wasn't until then that it really hit me. I buried my head into her chest and cried....then she started to cry. We were like this for many moments until I looked into her eyes...then we kissed. Then we kissed again, and again. Then we were both lost in something that grabbed hold of our hearts. She pulled off the comforter from my body as I was undressing her. My body screamed out with joy, knowing it was about to get something it needed for weeks now.
We did not fuck, we did not even have sex, we made love. There was nothing else but the two of us. My worries, my fears....they were all washed away in that moment of pure ecstasy. She was there for me, and I could feel her love. It felt like we were like this for hours, and it might have been the case. We came many many times and spent a long while cuddling up with each other, only to go back for more. There was nothing frantic or desperate about it. It was intense, passionate , and wonderful. I would later find out that Anu had a life-mate that she loved very very much. At the time I was disappointed, but I knew(and still know) that I would cherish this special moment we had for the rest of my life, and that I had found a wonderful friend. .
It was dark out when it was all over. We had spent the last half hour snuggling up with each other when Anu finally broke the silence. She told me that she wanted to make things right somehow. I wanted to protest, but I knew that she was adamant in her decision.
There is still so much to say, but....I think I will get into what happened next time.
Thanks for reading, everyone...
So originally I wanted to post an update like…3 days ago, but…uh…things have changed (for the better I must add). I have been pretty busy over the last few days, and there is so much that I want to talk about. I have a feeling though that I will have to split up the events that took place in at least another entry. So let’s start with what happened on Thursday …
To start off with, I have been officially fired from my job. Still not able to produce my male counterpart, my boss told my new female side that I am to clear out my locker, and they will mail me my standing vacation checks. By this point I felt like my running days were over. It was time to face my family. I was not emotionally ready to show them what happened to their little boy, but I had to do this for the sake of me not living on the street, if they decided to help me as apposed to disowning me I mean. So anyways, back to Thursday.
I was sitting at home, just after making a mess of my bathtub again. Now that I cleared the horniness from my body, all that was left was my nervousness for the next day. I was getting low on food again and I was considering dawning my hooker clothes once again to venture out that night to embarrass myself. While contemplating this I heard someone knock upon my door. I froze when I herd this. I was freaking out by this point thinking it was my mom. I slowly got up and went to the door. I looked through the peep hole and saw….Anu. That dragon girl from the other night.
Relief washed over me knowing that I didn’t have to come face to face with my family yet, but I was still very nervous to see this anthro I just met less than two weeks ago see me in the state I was in. After trying to put on my ‘cousin to my male counter part’ persona, I asked who it was, knowing full well who it was.
She answered, naturally and after asking how she found my apartment she told me that she saw me walk into this building when we met the other night. She then went to the land lord, telling her she was a concerned friend who was looking for me. She gave Anu the number with hardly no hassle and...here we were. I tried to keep up my act as best as I could saying at least 3 times that "He wasn't here." all the while sounding more and more frightened. Then she spoke again.
"I know its you, love...and I know what happened. Please let me in. We need to talk"
Those words bore into my heart. I felt relieved, I felt confused...and my mind filled with so many questions. Without any more words, I grabbed the comforter off my bed and wrapped it around me (seeing it was the only thing I owned that could cover up my body) and then let her in. When she saw me a look of guilt washed across her face and those large purple eyes of her's. I knew there was something bothering her, but she kept it together for her story...
To start off with, it was finally confirmed that she was indeed the cause of my changes. I figured as much, but something was keeping me from believing it completely. After all, I did go to the bar that night, and I had heard of people's drinks being drugged and waking up as a different gender, species, or in my case, both. She then went on to tell me what it was that caused my change. Apparently I was infected with some kind of magical virus. Its normally found in different types of magical types of anthros, like unicorns, griffins, phoenixes , and yes...dragons. She claimed that she didn't have the virus, but a friend did. Other magical creatures can be short term carriers..and...its all really confusing.
Bottom line, it turned out a friend of her's had the virus. Anu and the other anthro had a bit of fun together. Anu apparently drank from the other's lactating breasts. She had trace amounts on her lips when she went to kiss me and...this happened to me. I wasn't really too conserned about how it happened, all I wanted to know was one thing; was I stuck like this? All she said was....
"I am so sorry"
I could see tears form in her eyes, and it wasn't until then that it really hit me. I buried my head into her chest and cried....then she started to cry. We were like this for many moments until I looked into her eyes...then we kissed. Then we kissed again, and again. Then we were both lost in something that grabbed hold of our hearts. She pulled off the comforter from my body as I was undressing her. My body screamed out with joy, knowing it was about to get something it needed for weeks now.
We did not fuck, we did not even have sex, we made love. There was nothing else but the two of us. My worries, my fears....they were all washed away in that moment of pure ecstasy. She was there for me, and I could feel her love. It felt like we were like this for hours, and it might have been the case. We came many many times and spent a long while cuddling up with each other, only to go back for more. There was nothing frantic or desperate about it. It was intense, passionate , and wonderful. I would later find out that Anu had a life-mate that she loved very very much. At the time I was disappointed, but I knew(and still know) that I would cherish this special moment we had for the rest of my life, and that I had found a wonderful friend. .
It was dark out when it was all over. We had spent the last half hour snuggling up with each other when Anu finally broke the silence. She told me that she wanted to make things right somehow. I wanted to protest, but I knew that she was adamant in her decision.
There is still so much to say, but....I think I will get into what happened next time.
Thanks for reading, everyone...
Going outside
Posted 15 years agoHey everyone...
So I have pretty much been a shut-in since...what is it now? 11 days? 12 days? I've really lost track of time. Luckily since I live by myself, I can keep my changes hidden. I haven't answered my phone since either. My mom is starting to get worried. I have called in sick to work since too, trying to pass myself off as my cousin (seeing how my voice is very high pitched...even for a normal girl). They are starting to get really impatient, I am not sure how much longer I can wait it out. Also...Anu, that dragon girl from the other day called...
I didn't recognize the number that was calling in. I decided to answer it just in case it was a number for work I didn't know. When she asked for me, the male me, I got really nervous and said she had the wrong number and hung up the phone.
*sigh* I know I am running...but this has just been too much for me. I am not even used to how...demanding this body is.My web browser almost always has some kind of porn on it. Girls, anthros, shemales, herms, they excite me all so much. Every touch to my nipples, every thought of sex never fails to get my cock rock hard with a steady flow of pre. Mmm, and I have made so many messes too. I discovered four days ago that I lactate when, after cumming, I shot out strong twin jets of hot milk from my huge titties. I cum so much too, so much that I had to start moving my little self fucking sessions to the bathtub. I can coat the bottom of my tub and the back wall behind it with my seed and milk.
I have been making some progress though.. I did leave the house once about 2 days ago. The fridge was getting empty and I wanted to see if I could find something better to clean my fur with at my local 24 hour super market. I had to wait till 2 AM before I worked up the nerve though. I got the loosest possible clothes I could find and made some alterations to them. I had to cut open an old t shirt and tie it off in the middle, letting over a foot of cleavage be seen, my thumb sized nipples tenting at the front fiercely. Next came some old work pants, which I had to make into shorts since they would not go up my legs all the way past one point. The band was stretchy around the middle, so I was able to shove my giant hips and butt into them; my cock and balls being choked by the crotch of my pants, letting everyone know around me that I wasn't all girl. Shoes were just out of the question. My feet had almost doubled in size....but with what I was trying to get away with, I doubt 'not wearing shoes' would be the first thing someone would complain about. Needless to say, I looked like a complete slut, but I had to go. Not just for the groceries, but for my own freedom too.
I wish I could say that it was a completely uneventful trip, but sadly I can't. Even though there weren't many people out that night, every eye that was present was on me. My face was constantly hot from embarrassment. I had managed to gather up the few things I needed for home (including a nice fur brush and a nice big bottle of fur shampoo specially made for anthros) when a woman came down the aisle I was on.
Short raven black hair, gorgeous blue eyes and a tight little body all packed into a slinky black dress. My pants got even tighter in the front as I studied her features. I saw her slowly stroll up to me as she looked me up and down. I was breathing pretty heavily by that point. I let out a tiny groan as I felt my pants get a little less tight. I felt a cool breeze on my cock as it sprang down the left leg of my shorts, the head poking out of the cuff.
The woman let out a tiny gasp of surprise, then looked at it with a mixture of confusion and curiosity. She slowly reached her hand out and started to stroke at my exposed flesh lightly. I couldn't help but to let out a tiny groan as a thick gob of pre erupted from the tip of my cock.The black haired woman looked at the substance on her hand, then proceeded to lick every drop from her hand. Her eyes met mine, she grinned...and just said. "Maybe I will see ya around more...sweet bunny." Then she just walked off. At the time I would have told her not to stop, but before I could make the choice to say such a thing she was gone.
Past that point, I was able to pay for my stuff and get myself home, with a few more stairs in between. I think it will be the last time I will try going outside without proper clothes. *sigh* At some point I will have to tell someone about this....but I can afford to run for at least a little while longer.
Thanks for reading, guys...
So I have pretty much been a shut-in since...what is it now? 11 days? 12 days? I've really lost track of time. Luckily since I live by myself, I can keep my changes hidden. I haven't answered my phone since either. My mom is starting to get worried. I have called in sick to work since too, trying to pass myself off as my cousin (seeing how my voice is very high pitched...even for a normal girl). They are starting to get really impatient, I am not sure how much longer I can wait it out. Also...Anu, that dragon girl from the other day called...
I didn't recognize the number that was calling in. I decided to answer it just in case it was a number for work I didn't know. When she asked for me, the male me, I got really nervous and said she had the wrong number and hung up the phone.
*sigh* I know I am running...but this has just been too much for me. I am not even used to how...demanding this body is.My web browser almost always has some kind of porn on it. Girls, anthros, shemales, herms, they excite me all so much. Every touch to my nipples, every thought of sex never fails to get my cock rock hard with a steady flow of pre. Mmm, and I have made so many messes too. I discovered four days ago that I lactate when, after cumming, I shot out strong twin jets of hot milk from my huge titties. I cum so much too, so much that I had to start moving my little self fucking sessions to the bathtub. I can coat the bottom of my tub and the back wall behind it with my seed and milk.
I have been making some progress though.. I did leave the house once about 2 days ago. The fridge was getting empty and I wanted to see if I could find something better to clean my fur with at my local 24 hour super market. I had to wait till 2 AM before I worked up the nerve though. I got the loosest possible clothes I could find and made some alterations to them. I had to cut open an old t shirt and tie it off in the middle, letting over a foot of cleavage be seen, my thumb sized nipples tenting at the front fiercely. Next came some old work pants, which I had to make into shorts since they would not go up my legs all the way past one point. The band was stretchy around the middle, so I was able to shove my giant hips and butt into them; my cock and balls being choked by the crotch of my pants, letting everyone know around me that I wasn't all girl. Shoes were just out of the question. My feet had almost doubled in size....but with what I was trying to get away with, I doubt 'not wearing shoes' would be the first thing someone would complain about. Needless to say, I looked like a complete slut, but I had to go. Not just for the groceries, but for my own freedom too.
I wish I could say that it was a completely uneventful trip, but sadly I can't. Even though there weren't many people out that night, every eye that was present was on me. My face was constantly hot from embarrassment. I had managed to gather up the few things I needed for home (including a nice fur brush and a nice big bottle of fur shampoo specially made for anthros) when a woman came down the aisle I was on.
Short raven black hair, gorgeous blue eyes and a tight little body all packed into a slinky black dress. My pants got even tighter in the front as I studied her features. I saw her slowly stroll up to me as she looked me up and down. I was breathing pretty heavily by that point. I let out a tiny groan as I felt my pants get a little less tight. I felt a cool breeze on my cock as it sprang down the left leg of my shorts, the head poking out of the cuff.
The woman let out a tiny gasp of surprise, then looked at it with a mixture of confusion and curiosity. She slowly reached her hand out and started to stroke at my exposed flesh lightly. I couldn't help but to let out a tiny groan as a thick gob of pre erupted from the tip of my cock.The black haired woman looked at the substance on her hand, then proceeded to lick every drop from her hand. Her eyes met mine, she grinned...and just said. "Maybe I will see ya around more...sweet bunny." Then she just walked off. At the time I would have told her not to stop, but before I could make the choice to say such a thing she was gone.
Past that point, I was able to pay for my stuff and get myself home, with a few more stairs in between. I think it will be the last time I will try going outside without proper clothes. *sigh* At some point I will have to tell someone about this....but I can afford to run for at least a little while longer.
Thanks for reading, guys...
