Please read my situation
I need help moving out of this


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39255549/
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39255549/

All fall/winter themed commissions are going to be opening. I'm in serious financial need for the winter as I was hoping to be on disability or able to go back to work by now.

I need new winter tires for a 2012 Chevy Silverado.

I need new brakes for the very same Chevy Silverado.

I need the suspension to be checked out because the front is NOISY when I hit a bump and I can feel it in my feet and my ass. It feels like it's creaking and HARD. The estimate we've already been given is roughly $1900 for parts and labor just on an unofficial look over, not even an actual diagnostic. This isn't needed for winter necessarily unless I have an accident, but I'd prefer to be able to maintenance a vehicle vs lose it for part failure.

I need new winter shoes.

I need a new winter coat because I just have 2 thin hoodies since my coat was stolen in January.

Winter/fall themed commission prices:

FullBody with winter/fall themed clothes of choice: $30.00 USD +$20.00 USD per extra character

Full render with winter/fall theme: $60.00 USD +$25.00 USD per extra character

Winter/fall themed sticker packs:
1 sticker: $8.00 USD
5 Pack: $40.00 USD
10 Pack: $75.00 USD
15 Pack: $110.00 USD

Winter/fall themed chibi doodle: $8.00 USD

All commissions will go in order of me receiving them. My commission queue is publicly listed on my journal headers. By commissioning me the assumption you read my TOS exists. If you have not read my TOS please do so before commissioning me.

I know a few of you are wondering: why didn't I finish inktober?


I didn't finish inktober because I've had the worlds hardest month this month.


My boyfriend and I have been fighting A LOT

My parents are dumping a ton of stress on me

My doctors still don't know what's wrong with my heart even though I had a trip to the ER a few days ago with a BPM of 46 (they just sat me in the lobby for an hour and it went away)

My therapist is adjusting my medications

My apartment building is INFESTED with roaches and the leasing office wont call out a company to spray because we are entering phases for covid again (someone got evicted and left food all over their apartment and their cat in the hall with food scattered across the hall floor)

My aunt has been diagnosed with COVID for a second time while being a teacher and they are threatening to fire her for it (surprise surprise, she got it from students)

One of my good friends just lost her grandfather who I had shared many holidays with in my life, he was like family to me

Fred Loya insurance is dicking me around for someone under their insurance hitting me and causing damage to my truck (every time I go in for an assessment and have someone take pictures of the damage, something magically happens to my appointment((snow day, possible covid exposure, personal issues with the insurance adjuster, camera just stopped working, appointment suddenly didn't exist)) and it's been weeks)

My glasses are 5 years old and I'm getting headaches wearing them (even with my insurance they are still about $100 because of how bad my prescription is)

Winter is coming and I have no clothes for it (winter coat got stolen last Jan when I forgot it getting an IV infusion after I was released from the hospital and someone just put it on and left, my winter shoes are the shoes I've worn all year and the soles have holes in them, and none of my pants fit because I've lost 40+lbs and they were too big last year any way)

I haven't been able to work all year due to my heart problems but I haven't been approved for disability

Bills have been piling up since I can't work and we can't live off Robert's disability being 2/3rds of his income for almost 7 months now

And the stress from all of that is so overwhelming that my mental health has hit almost rock bottom and I pretty much constantly cry from the overwhelming burden feeling I get from not being able to provide for my home and keep us above water. I spend my time laying in bed and trying to motivate myself to exist and then next thing I know, the day is over and I didn't accomplish anything.

My depression hit me like a brick and I've been dealing with an upset stomach for two days now. No inktober art will be done until my next commission spot for the 23rd while I try to rest.

I'm going to eat some crackers and smoke a bit to see if my stomach settles and I can finally get some sleep since I didn't last night.

The world just lost one of the greatest guitarists to step foot on the planet. The battle with cancer is over and you can rest now, sir. We will remember you and your music will live on.

This raffle here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37788739/

Has been extended to November 1st because I've been busier than expected the end of this month with life and helping Robert's friends move. Just more chances for entries and possible extra winners!

A friend of mine and Robert's is moving in less than 5 days so we've been helping him and his gf out since shes 6mo pregnant and he's working full time every day until the day he leaves.

We have been helping them pack, clean, and rehome their smaller animals.

Should be getting back to work in the next day or two

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9623932/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9623932/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9623932/

His mom is sick and he recently got fucked out of a second job.

I'll do a doodle chibi for every $6 donation made to him (put you user in the note to him then note me on FA. I will check with him to confirm it.)

https://www.instagram.com/pandaliming/

I have no idea how it works, but I upload WIPs there starting now too

If you wanna see more content that wont ever make it here, go check it out!

Go here to see prompts and prices
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38231521/
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My New Telegram channel (I will be uploading art to it today so there will be a lot of notifs): https://t.me/joinchat/AAAAAEyPyXcgpmY2XhzbRA

Furry Life Online (Strictly SFW there): https://furrylife.online/profile/14.....livingdynasty/

My Twitter: https://twitter.com/LivingDynasty_

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37659901/
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I'm running a sale on Stoner themed stickers for only $8.00USD each for individual characters

Comment here or note me for one if you are interested. They have a really fast turn around. I had https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38090974/ finished in a few hours from commission start

My commissions are completely empty so I am officially going to open commissions again!

I have $30 dollar pin-ups available here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37979174/

They have a pretty quick turn around

Literally the amount of public pedos on this site that say they are MAPs in their profiles/have links to other socials stating they are MAPs and shit are insanely high and I am very uncomfortable right now.

I've hated sweet innocent videos with jump scares since I was a kid and the scary maze stuff

But now that I have heart problems I hate them even more.

I spent a few hours trying to calm my heart rate down from 180BPM because I got jump scared by a video on twitter

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I remove and send off my holtor monitor today. I only had a few times my heart got crazy weird feeling but I am glad it happened with it on. Hopefully my dr will see my failed stress test and the results from the holtor monitor and do something about my heart being bad instead of trying to tell me I'm fine like she did after my blood work last week.

I also have imaging tomorrow that I'm not too excited for but I hope we find answers.

The doctor told me that I was going to be on the treadmill for about 10 to 15 minutes and after 2 and 1/2 minutes they pulled me off for the treadmill and had more ultrasound imaging of my heart done because my BPM got to 200 in that 2 and 1/2 minutes. Now I am hooked up to a Holter monitor that will be monitoring my heart 24/7 for the next week and then on Wednesday I mail it to a company to review my results and send them to my doctors.

I am exhausted after that stress test but it is nice to for someone else to visibly see what I feel inside my body.

I'm offering a full body to the winner!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37788739/
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37788739/

My whole ass week has changed with my dr appointment today. I had a ton of blood taken, I was given a covid test, I was given an EKG, I got lung tests, and I lost 14 lbs this month.
Tomorrow I have therapy.
I get a holtor(sp?) monitor on Wednesday to have for a week as well as I have a stress test that day.
Thursday is Robert's appointment
Friday I SHOULD have some of my blood work back but if not I see my Dr again on the 2nd.
On the 27th I have a 2 view xray scheduled and a CT scan of my chest to look for anything we can and why my heart will drop to 30-40BPM and I'll feel like I'm about to pass out, why it will randomly shoot to 145+BPM and I'll feel like I'm full of adrenaline, and why I have lost 30lbs in 2 months and it is getting harder and harder to do things.

After being out of work for a hernia surgery that got botched, Robert is finally seeing if he can go back to work in light duty!

It and a very exciting day as this whole time has been super rough on us. Robert's workercomp adjuster has been an ass telling him he has to go back to work soon since 3 days postop. That's months of this ass calling Robert and telling him he has to go back to work and threatening to not send him his checks every 2 weeks. He'd call Robert to stress him out and argue with him every. Two. Weeks.

The insuarance adjuster has even left us without money more than once from getting pissy that him and Robert would get into little arguements because the doctors told Robert to stay home and the insurance adjuster thinks Robert should have gone back to work despite Drs orders.

We have literally not had money since rent was paid on the 1st because the insurance adjuster just didn't send Robert his payment. We had to call the guy's boss to get told Robert will just get two at the same time since it was never sent out.

I'm ready for all of this to be over.

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The thief has been caught ripping a free base from LockworkOrange. I've already noted them about it, but as it is a free base, Lockwork didn't see it worth their time to put energy into this with their life issues going on.