SO I know i been quite but I busy kitty. umm other news Its my birthday <.< -hides- not much to put here because its early me.

So I have been gone for a while. Truly sorry. I have learned alot on this walk thanks to someone that shall stay unnamed. i learned I am allot stronger then I thought I was. That was a good thing to find out. I also learned that Online drama is not worth a bloody hoot. Life is way to short. So, I moved and ended up in colorado. Interesting right? I was going to go to my home land. I ended up in a car carsh and I did get get hurt. my car is totaled but that is not getting me down. let me see. What else? Fuck it if you all want to know more then bloody well ask in the comments. And to those in my profile you mean the world to me. Why you are there. I know I dropped out of contact and I am sorry but I had to walk in hell for a while.

ITS MY BIRTHDAY! Yes I am another year older OMG! LOL

I am back and I have some arts to post. Thank you to all my new watchers and to my waters thank you for being around to enjoy the show. Now back to the regularly schdaled showing.

Today has been a long day. Lots of doctors and what not. I have been shacking and trying all day. To me one of the worst things happened. My Mom passed away. Now it is only my brother any myself. Family is coming up tomorrow and they have not really talk to me in forever. I am not looking for pity or anything like that. I just wanted to post my random thoughts to get them out there.

With the loss of my Mom I do not feel like doing much. I was very close to my mom. She was always there for me to point me to the right path. I feel so lost with out her. When I came home tonight I looked in her room hoping this was a nightmare only to find out it was not once the pup bit me for attention. I have been crying all day shacking as I break down. I almost hit two cars coming home from the hospital. I do not know what to do at this time. The worst part is there is only one thing I want right now and I know that there is not a soul that can give it to me.

Well Cheers to better days a guess. :/

Poem:

In my eyes

In my eyes my mom is strong.
In my mind my my is guidance.
In my heart my mom is love.
In my eyes my Mom is beautiful.

In my life Mom is Light
She protected me and guided me.
She was always there never wavering.
Always there to tell me it will be OK.

Mom I will never forget you.
I love you Mom.
Now it is time for you to rest in peace.

Ok Lets have some fun guys. I am bored and have yet to sleep. Damn the cold and this chars development. Anyways, I want to play a game. Its called question and answer. All over you wonderful people get to as me questions and I will answer them. Just nothing overly personal. LOL, Those tend to be really hard to answer for me XD But feel free to ask anything you want to know about me.





I am looking forward to the questions! 0w0

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AM I...
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[] Funny?
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HAVE YOU...
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[] Tried to avoid me?
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[] Gotten mad at me over something silly?
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DO I...
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ARE YOU...
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