It`s been a while since I wrote a journal here. Hopefully, some of my active subscribers will notice it. As you may now, I have been far from home and I really miss it. And it was not easy for my mental health either (just trying to hold on my otps) and I am still struggling a lot.

There are many other things I wanted to tell but I am not sure here is the best place and time for that, so I just hope that you enjoy the content I make. If you want to leave some feedback about what you like the most in my art: illustrations with stories/romance/erotica/ychs or anything else - feel free to leave a comment. It would mean a world to me, and I do not ask for more.

You can also support me by ordering my cheap box ych or commission(I draw references!):

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30560038/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31327804/

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I also encourage you to check out my lovely mutual and their high-quality NSFW ychs which deserve your attention! <3 You may have seen her characters in some of my illustrations - she draws them a lot too!

Latest updates and auctions from here can be found in this journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10222691/

So, here is my statement - I left my hometown for good as I was psychologically drained day by day. I could not work or sleep - imagine living in a nightmare where you hear constant explosions or air raid sirens, you hide in the bathroom hoping that nothing hits your apartment. I could not bare this anymore. I took only the most important things with my cat and fled to the nearest train station while it was possible. There was an explosion nearby when I sat on a train and it was very scary. Fortunately, noone got injured and we departed to another city. In total it took me 2 nights and 3 days to get to my family.
I do not know if I have a right to post any new drawings here - I feel that this would be inappropriate these days as some of my friends were left in my hometown without any chance to leave (there is a number of reasons they can`t) so I feel constant fear and guilt. I still wake up in the middle of the night scared of sounds that are uncommon to me which remind me of explosions. Should I continue my life? Should I suffer more with everyone? I do not know.

I want to thank everyone who watched me and supported me with their comments. Like I said - I do not need any finances - there are some people who need money more than I do. So please, go ahead and help them as much as you can, these people deserve your attention!







Also, please check these journal - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995

I know it`s the least I can do.. I hope this helps.

Thank you for reading this!

Dear watchers,

I tried to be distant from all of this for a long time, but after I woke up at 6 am and got reported by my family that our country is being invaded, it became very serious. I`m monitoring the situation all day, I`m nervous and it is hard not to panic. For now it is calm in my region and I`m safe and sound. If you want to support me - just write a comment! Any kind words would make me feel better.

I just hope this will end soon and without any victims.

Dear subscribers! If anyone knows about TrasferWise could you please write more about it in the comments below? I need to know if this thing is legit and as good as PayPal.

It looks cool and stuff but I need to make sure that this service won`t leak any data or something else if I wanna use it.

Any help would be appreciated, thank you!

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Feel free, to check out my other works and YCHs or tell you friends about it. Thank you!

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The situation is kinda serious and I cannot be silent about it. To know more, please read the following journals and support the artists listed in there. In short - some people, especially minors decided to make easy money on FA, using VERY cheap traced arts and earn money ruining the market for the other artists.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9966528
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9966655/

There is still a chance to change everything for the better, let`s help each other! Please share the news!

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Thank you!

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I am working right now on my university project - a short video which requires voice acting of the main character: young adult female with mental issues with North American accent. I only need the recording of 54 seconds of her talking which is around 154 words. I will send the words in a format of the script. Of course, I will pay you with money.
Dm me or write me on Telegram if interested!
If you are willing to help, please share with the examples in the comments below!

UPT: VOLUNTEER FOUND!Big thanks to every person who contacted me!~

So the self-crisis is over (I dunno for how long) and I think I am able to work. However I may warn you that it will take more time for me to do your commission than it was before so please be patient with me.
Box YCHs are open again so be the first to get one! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30560038/
Also I`m working on a new and updated pricelist which will be posted in a meantime. Until then the old one is still available and you can request a commission from me for old price!Please check it out here while you can! [on a second though this is not 100% decision of changing the price, I have some doubts]
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31327804

Thank you for understanding and support, dear watchers!

I`m feeling completely devastated after productive February and April. I have no strength to carry on with commissions or anything else. I can`t even work with my master thesis as I wanted because waking up every day just makes me feel even more useless and empty. I am not good enough for anything or anyone. I was trying to but did not succeed and now I am disappointed. I know that noone likes when you complain about things but I cannot hold back much longer it has been too long. But it does not change anything in my life anyway.

I need a brake probably. I had a plan to practice my drawing and do something else but I understand that I can`t even do these simple things. I do not know when I`ll be back, not sure anymore. I just want to curl up in a corner and cry.

Be sure to follow me on twitter if FA is not working! https://twitter.com/spooklind

Also, I`m open for ART TRADES(ONLY HUMAN, please make sure you have at least the same skill as me) and COMMISSIONS(check prices here! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31327804/)

Moreover, I have to YCHs that might interest you!

Box YCH https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30560038/ (UNLIMITED SLOTS)

I`m willing to do quick sketch-commissions for $20. I need to develop somehow, so I`d be glad to draw a quick sketch without color for you. It will take only 40 minutes of my time, so you get it on the day you paid.

Here are some examples of sketches, take a look!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30370245/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30370259/


Note me to order!

Here is the queue and progress of the YCH for now.


Please, make sure that you wrote your fa nickname in payment so I`ll be sure you are on the list!

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Also don`t forget to check out my commission pricelist!
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