I got a mammogram last morning and they found a lump...
I wont know for sure until November 2nd but...my grandma's big sister died at 25 from cancer and I'm 23...
I just hope I don't have it o.o

Had some trouble paying bills and my phone was out of commission so no internets but I am back

Just so you all know,  negawolfie is an amazing artist who does very good digital inking and coloring work ^^
i let her tackle some of my unfinished sketches for practice and she did an awesome job! Go check her out :D

Work is kicking my ass. I work nothing but closing shifts and that really messes with my medication schedule...also having to deal with drama and shit from some of my friends fighting...and in the process I lost a couple of watchers :/ wondering when I will get those back.

So from now on i'm asking all my friends and watchers: please bear with me. I'm trying to do as much as I can for everyone including taking care of my own problems, and I can't be everyone's best friend. I try to be as nice as I can but there is only so much one person can do. Thank you to all of you who have been there to help me with either donations or just a kind word, I will not forget what you have done for me. And for those of you who unwatched me because I don't have time for you after working my fingers to the bone outside the fandom: go to hell. I'm through being nice to people who only want favors from me.

To see if I still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

What have I become...my sweetest friend...
everyone I know goes away in the end
and you could have it all...my empire of dirt...
i will let you down...i will make you hurt

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prDoGmY5kj8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

It really hurts when you find out that someone is nice to your face but talking shit to everyone behind your back. Name calling, drawing hate art and the like.
now I know i'm certainly no fucking saint, but when I have a problem with people I bring it to their face, and I expect everyone else to do the same. Own up to your personal shortcomings and dont act like a damn child. There is enough drama on the internet without this crap. >:/

 wintersnowolf just finished up another IA pic for me! It's absolutely perfect, she does a great job bringing your fursona to life in traditional and digital media and you can tell that she really puts her heart into her work! Every single commission you get from her is worth every penny! Go check her out and snap up a slot in her Iron Artist challenge before they are all gone! :D

If I was a guy?
femboy, skinny, toned, muscle fur...what do you guys think?
lemme know! :3

We got a call from one of our neighbors today...apparently the family up the street got evicted and they just dumped their cat out in the yard when they left
I rushed out of the house with kaza and went up the street, carrier in tow. Luckily we found the cat before anything bad happened to her (we've had a bad heat wave and the temperature is 104)

She's safe and sound now, and has had plenty of food and water too. I contacted the in-laws as well and we are allowed to keep her <3

copied from

The first tenhttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/6107405 artists to respond to this journal will be featired here, along with three pieces from their gallery chosen by myself!

Note: the idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around.

 -skye-
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6074405
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5760213/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5977652/

 kainhawkins
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6174714/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5834155/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6003435/

 phantomwolf
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5084694
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2262363/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1051149/

 sarustreeleafwolf
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6152452
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4980656/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2829595/

 slyfox25
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5570942
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4996342/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4923397/

 silver1596
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6179366
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5961876/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6074083/

 thejudgedone
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5273837/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4769020/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4239950/

 wolfmoon2002
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5580795/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5003737/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5034200/

 quintessa
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6107405
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5799170/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6125494/

 rtdragon
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5776004/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3881807/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2681522/

The beautiful and talented  tanyafoxy
most of my newer watchers are watching her but for those of you who aren't you should! She does amazing digital art and is one of the nicest furs on FA

If you haven't already, go check out  chipfreakhound
she is an amazing artist and a very sweet and caring person! Plus she makes great fursuits :3

Are hot. I want a harem full of scene girls now. *claps her hands* MAKE IT SO!!!
lol just kidding. But if you know of any scene fur art out there point me toward it

Inking, starting to color
cleaning up sketch of
sketching for
all slots filled! Thank you guys :3

Slot 1: open
Slot 2: open
Slot 3: open

ACEO badges are done in copics, prismas and microns, $8 usd each!

is opening for emergency commissions! Her cat was injured today and she needs help paying off the vet bill and saving for another possible trip back. Please help her!

Journal link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2546376/

Between commissions, working as a bagger, deli clerk and an accountant/payroll clerk AND going to county required work programs to keep my food stamps (yeah, they force you to go if you make 30 hours a week or less) I have no time to sleep or even work on personal art. It is EXTREMELY demanding.

I am thinking of working out a TOS journal so I can let people know what's up, because no matter how many times I let everyone know that noting me about WIP commishes stresses me out, no one seems to listen.
THIS IS HOW IT WORKS. I TRIED BEING A FULL TIME ARTIST AND I DIDN'T GET ENOUGH WORK. NOW I HAVE A JOB AND A LIFE TO ATTEND TO OUTSIDE OF YOUR PIC/BADGE/WHATEVER. PLEASE TRY TO RESPECT THAT. THANKS

I don'y know which one to do...should I dye my bangs red or should I do bride of frankenstein style highlights in that color? Keep in mind the rest of my hair will be a blue black color :3

Taurs
clean babyfur art
Herms
pretty females
cuntboys
huskies
Steele
ponies
anything goth related
memes
monsters

Anyone you know wanting anything on this list drawn, feel free to tell them! :3

 50l1d paid, sketching
 glaterial paid
slot 3: OPEN OPEN OPEN

Also open for other stuffs too. Email me for inquiry at latexlolita[at]gmail.com

My retort video to a butthurt bieber fan. God I had fun doing this.and lol my cat tried to interrupt me X3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rr4y5mPzcH0&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Paid off some of my bills this month thanks to all of you who helped and supported me! You guys rock *hugs you all*
Now I am still open for commissions because I am not out of the woods completely, but I am definitely in a better place than I was. Note me for prices, k?

My friend has agreed to help advertise my commissions by offering a free story to the first person to commission me!
this is on a first come first served basis. Reserving a slot does not count! Pay for art first and you will qualify.
Only three slots open at this time! More info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2502703/

My username is Loki_Blackfang
Watch my feed for same-day art deals! I open up for one or two slots only at half my original prices :D
that means aceo badges are $2.50, couples badges are $10, full color two person pics are $10 and so on.

If I ever was so stupid and disgusting as to fuck a dog I would hope that all of my watchers would instantly unwatch me and get my dog taken away so I couldn't abuse it anymore.
Sadly, this is not the case with  barkwoof and/or  secks
since she is a popufur artist everyone is forgiving her. That is just despicable...after photos, video and chatlog evidence was brought to light (in addition to her openly admitting to fucking her dog) people ACCEPT her.
fucking idiots >:C