OBAMA WON!!!!(crowds cheer and applauds) But prop 8 passed the ban of same sex marriage is now in effect and the constituion of california shall be changed to try and make it perminate. It will be appealed if San Fransico has anything to say about it but for now no more same sex marriages in california.

Hey we win one we lose one. I mean i am happy Obama won, but i am pissed that now one respects the constitution of the united states i mean what's so hard about remembering "seperation of church and state " or "freedom of choice." What happened to constitutional rights and freedoms. Has the church grown so powerful it dictates our lives and tells us who we can and cant spend the rest of our lives with?

The people for yes on prop 8 are getting rude and vicious. Today as I left work from cvs 4s ranch i was pelted with eggs and so was my car. I dont know how they found out I was gay but what their doing isnt right not the egg thing i can ignore it though it was annoying. But why should a church or a HOTEL MANAGER of the hyatt in downtown San Diego have the right to tell the world can and cannot get married. I mean just cause the manager forks over two month pay to get his idea of a good law on the november ballot is wrong. Plus not only did he do that this gay hater fired all his workers who were gay and went to the gay pride festival. SO TO ALL FURS WITH JUSTICE AND CONSITUTIONAL RIGHTS IN THEIR HEARTS PLEASE SAY NO TO PROP 8

I can see, scene, feel and harmonize with the feelings of other
The passion, love and warm feelings each fur has for their special person that they hold dear
How a gentle hug, kiss, touch, and presence can seem like a lifetime that you never want to end
That you want to stay in that moment for the rest of your life.
But, when it does end and you realize that it was just a fleeting moment
It hurts so much
How can something so beautiful as a hug or kiss feel so hollow and painful
How can such a thing happen when you hold someone so dear?
That it hurts when they leave or step back during a hug
Your left all alone, feeling hopeless and lonely
Wanting that one special fur to notice you and your feeling
But only to know that is not to be
It hurts so much
You’re so lonely you would rather die than to feel the pain any more
Why must it hurt so much?
Yet you still have this warm incomparable feeling that wont leave your chest
The burning and yearning it calls out for your special person to hold you more and more
My must these feelings be painful, sorrowful, happy, maddening.
I guess that’s why it called love

HI all it is 9:42am on Wednesday, Jan 23, 2008 and I just walked throught the doors of the San Jose Double Tree and I am so excited to be here! I cant wait to see who I meet what ill be doing and all the different art styles I get to see.

I wish some of my friend from fa would be here so I can pounce them and hugs them but who knows who ill meet here.

Anyways all ill keep you all posted where ill be staying and doing here at fc so please keep checking.

Today i learned what its like to be up rooted from your home just like the katrina victims and forced to stay at a stadium alone. Your family caring more for them selves and staying at fancy hotels. Where as i sit in the qualcom stadium worring if all the art i had ever bought or comission or drew made it. So today wolfy must ask on the kind furs of san diego can i stay with you tonight for i need a place to sleep.

Hey there all this is just a wish list i compiled of artist id love to get yiffy pics of my Hyper/Macro fursona for my birthday i'd also be willing to pay these artists for there services.



Artists:

Gideon
StupidGit
Iceywolf
Xspray
Elwolfo
emeraldcistern
MaximA
greenmonkey
cooner
codyvfrost
TwistedDragon
BB
Roxikat
Ryne
Bae_Bunny
kain3
Achak
Da_Boz
Inuki
PowerFul_Horse
NachT
Damaratus
modem_redpill
Bailiff
Meesh
strider_orion
Ritz
Fenrir-Lunaris
omegasdx
TaoRen
Werewolfhero
modem_redpill
NachT
markwulfgar
Aaron
MuscleWolf
furryratchet
BNG
TreyFox
DanAndNite
nexus
chaos61988

** Warning: These comments and feelings may not be viewed as pleasant or likeable to some and these comments are in no way related to the the views and experisions of any one else on fa. These thoughts are my own and if you do not approve of my statements then let me know in a pm. **

I find it surprizing that todays Amercian society has not changed much over the hundereds of years of hate violence and discrimination. All caused over ones ideals, religion, race, and sexual orientation. The kinda of thing that created the Salem witch hunts, Segergation, and many many riots and hate crimes. To me i find it absolutely insane that americans can not adapt and learn from their past and realize that the pain hate and evilness created from judgeing people for their differences. We say we are built on the ideals that everyone was created equally under one nation.

Surprisingly enough that is not true. For in this american society we find that our free will and our free rights contribute to the process of begin constantly judged by our peers and superiors. When one says we believe in a certain ideal that is outside the norm people in their little mind and thier little groupings begin to take notice and start to talk and judge them on thoses ideals and because their afraid of change. They will begin to avoid contact with said free thinking individual and will send out a warning that they should either conform to the societies standards or be shunded by every one that knows the individual.

When did it become strange to have a free mind? When did it become ok to pass judgement on each others differences? Why must the same close mindedness that created riots and destroyed lives be repeated over and over again? Are we suposed to sacirfice or free minds,will and ideals to what others find normal and right to think about?
May be when your at work but i still want to believe in the america that stood for equality,creativeity , the strange and the unqiue. We are americans we are all equals but we all have seperate minds,hearts, and souls.




***please feel free to give your honest opinions on what i have writen*****

No Matter how hard I try on my own I cant come up with music for my song and now i offer this to anyone who wants to take up a challenge and get a free piccy from for 1st place . I want to try this out before i start posting my next challenge. Well here is my song so all use creative music writers.

i love something mystical thrown into the music.

~song #1~
kiss me hold me hug me tightly
Tell me my ture love how far to go
to be by your side
to be by your heart again
so let your light shine straight into my heart
and i'll let you into my soul
to defeat the darkness that threatens my heart every day

so kiss me hold me hug me tightly
tell me my love just where to go
to be where you are
to touch you again
that is my one and only dream
and let your light shine straight into my heart
and i'll let you into my soul
To take me away from the darkness that i hide away from the world

so please
kiss me hold me hug me tightly
and i'll do the same for you

(ok ok i know some of you are going to think i am weird for posting this but i know the difference between my dreams and when i have a premonition. A dream feels fake not really there and that your somewhere else. A premonition causes your to feel every sensation and every pain beyond anything else fear.)

Dec 18, 03

It is one week till Christmas. I had the most craziest dream/premonition or what ever it is. It all took part in the Roman ages, where sins were commited on the public streets for all eyes to see and were celebrated by all. In the "vision" I was seen by only one person and the first thing he said to me was, "watch, record, and participate in the glory that is Jesus." The person that can see me is named Jack.

(hey i dont know why but you never know with dreams. But as the dream went on the weirdeed things got.)

After meeting with the emporer or some other form of political leader for political asylum from people who wanted to sacrifice Jack to there god. After being denied asylum we ran out into the street where it split to a forked street way. As we stood looking from one street to the other a voice to the left said," Here is the choice for you Jack, Choose this path and become the child that will grow up to become the devil that is one option."

As we turn to look at the right passage way the voice says," Choose this path way and become the gateway for Jesus and Gods rebirth."

At that moment it was as if I was flung into the air where I saw Jack had down the right path but as soon starts down the right path there became two Jacks heading to the different paths reaching two different doors.

Then out of no where came this women thats name just popped out of my mouth before knowing it which was "Morganna". But at the second the left door was opened the Jack that opened the door was destroyed and a blinding light hit Morganna, and she became instantly pregnant and was laughing like some insane woman that was trying to take over the world.

When the right door was open Jack was surounded in beautiful light and the was met by Jesus and taken to heaven after which that bright light hit me and then all there was was darkness and in that darkness I saw the images of Morganna giving birth for the antichrist, and there were images of Jack standing before me with a angle knelt beside him. Then the same mysterious voice said,"it now falls to you when the time comes you will be faced with the same destiney to choose." Then I awake in a pool of my own sweat scared as all living hell .

(so someone want to try and help me to understand the meaning behind my "vision" and what it may hold as far as my destiny goes.)

Yesterday i took my friend Tomcat to the fashion valley shoping center to go to the mac store to fix an ipod i gave him that because i thought he might like it and he did till he plugged it into his friends pc and it killed the hard drive to which he did not know. When we took it in they told us about the hard drive and that to fix it it would cost $80 to buy a new one tomcat was a little pissed so i offered to have it fixed for him. When we got into my car he tried to throw it out my car window and on to the freeway I told him that i wanted to pay to have it fixed for him. He got all pissed at me and told me he never wants to see me again.

(cries hard) Its all my fault I didnt mean for it to break on him all I wanted was to give him something that would make him happy and instead I only angered him. Now I lost a really good friend that i care for. I ruined everything and i wish i was dead now. GOD WHY AM I SO FUCKING STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!! GOD TAKE AWAY MY CURSE AND GIVE ME BACK MY FRIEND!!!

If there were to be fur version of the infamous organization xiii and the leaders of the heartless how would be in it. Voice your opinions i want to hear them all. BRING me the power that hides in depths of your hearts. SHINE brighter than any star. Burn with the FURY of the sun. Let all your imagination run free. And open the door to the furry kingdom hearts!

~song #1~
kiss me hold me hug me tightly
Tell me my ture love how far to go
to be by your side
to be by your heart again
so let your light shine straight into my heart
and i'll let you into my soul
to defeat the darkness that threatens my heart every day

so kiss me hold me hug me tightly
tell me my love just where to go
to be where you are
to touch you again
that is my one and only dream
and let your light shine straight into my heart
and i'll let you into my soul
To take me away from the darkness that i hide away from the world

so please
kiss me hold me hug me tightly
and i'll do the same for you


~song #2~

Take me by the hand and fade away with me
to a place wher we can play
on open fields with open hearts
and open dreams
far away from the nighmares of the real world
So stay by my side and i'll protect you here in this land of
light

So take my hand and make me believe
that we are the happiest people in the world
you and me always
by one anothers side
I hope my song tell you how i turly feel
cause i am here waiting for you

Today as I logged on to fa i found that the ultra cool artist bradford has chossen to watch my files.