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Posted 11 years agoSO...my nipple has this weird cut on it. not sure how i got it or when i got it. i just know that about a week ago my nipple started to hurt whenever it would touch anything, wearing a bra sucks, going without a bra sucks because the shirt hurts, and i can't just walk around without a top on...i've put a bandaid on it (Spider-Man because T-Dawg loves Spider-Man and he wouldn't let us buy regular ones) because this morning the cut thing started to bleed pretty bad. my doctor's office isn't open till tomorrow morning so i have to call and make an appointment...i would like some positive thoughts please. i don't know whats wrong with it, but i hope its not bad. guess i'll let you guys know what happens. not that anyone reads these, but still haha
Tattoo Ideas and Help!
Posted 11 years agoI've wanted to get a second tattoo the second i got the first one done. The problem is i don't know if i should get what i want. I want to get a the phrase 'It Can't Rain All The Time' in some kind of script with a black feather, but i'm having a hard time figuring out how to get them to flow together. When i start looking up ways to work it out, i got distracted by all the different styles. I love water color, black and gray, and tribal mostly. The more i look the more i want to wait till i have the perfect placement and setting for my original idea. When i look at some of the art that is posted on here it makes me want to get something custom. The only problem is, i don't have money or anything to pay someone to come up with anything.
So to everyone who is watching me or who looks at random journals, i'm hoping that you will take pity on me and maybe draw up something for me. I like cute and semi realistic when it comes to animals and people. I love nature type things as well, such as trees and flowers. I'm also not apposed to fandom related drawings.
Fandoms i subscribe to:
-Teen Wolf -Firefly/Serenity
-Doctor Who -Game of Thrones
-Sons of Anarchy -Alice in Wonderland
-Supernatural
If anyone choses to take pity on me and make me something, I would obviously tell you and send pictures of the finished work. It would be great if i got something original and artistic, and i'm not really all that artistic so any help would be great. Thanks for reading. :)
So to everyone who is watching me or who looks at random journals, i'm hoping that you will take pity on me and maybe draw up something for me. I like cute and semi realistic when it comes to animals and people. I love nature type things as well, such as trees and flowers. I'm also not apposed to fandom related drawings.
Fandoms i subscribe to:
-Teen Wolf -Firefly/Serenity
-Doctor Who -Game of Thrones
-Sons of Anarchy -Alice in Wonderland
-Supernatural
If anyone choses to take pity on me and make me something, I would obviously tell you and send pictures of the finished work. It would be great if i got something original and artistic, and i'm not really all that artistic so any help would be great. Thanks for reading. :)
I'M BLOWING THIS POP STAND!!!
Posted 11 years agoso the date is set and i'm leaving this town. Two days after my birthday i'm going to be boarding a train and i'm going to be gone. it's nerve raking and exciting and i'm just over the moon about it. Yes i'm going to miss my family here, but on the same hand i'm going to be starting on my own a little bit. I'll be back 'home' after a couple weeks, just to get a taste of things. but i know i'll be going back. i want to give this a fair shot and i'm thinking after my trip back home i won't come back for at least 5 months. its amazing how just one text can change your whole day :)
Yup, it's time for another journal
Posted 11 years agoI realize that most of the journals i post are sad or depressing or whatever, but really this is the only place i post that i can be me. And most of the time, i'm not a happy person. This weekend was great, i got to see my cousin and my little second cousins, i got to spend time with family and let out some aggression. It was for the most part a great time. Then my family left and i was left at home with my mother, brother, his crazy pregnant girlfriend, and her children. It was hellish to say the least. Mother was spazzing because the house was a mess, Brother was irritated because of the baby shower and how the kids were acting at the shower, Crazy Pregers was being a bitch like usual...and the kids, well lets just say that they were their usual loud violent selves.
So there I sit after watching my family leave and i start hearing yelling and fighting and i was just tired of it after only 5 minutes. Then again what do you expect when you deal with it on a daily basis. I texted a friend and left the house. It was nice to be away. It was nice to not have to hear about how much everyone's lives sucked. And when i get back home, everyone is asleep and i can breath, for a little while at least.
The next 2 days i spend in my room, nothing making me happy. When someone would come to try and talk to me, just the sound of their voice bugged me. The way they stood in the doorway made me want to punch them in the throat. Its not health how violent i've become over the past 2 years. I need to change something in my life.
So i've been thinking more and more about the offer my cousin gave me while she was visiting. She asked if i would want to become her Live-in-Nanny. She has 4 of the cutest girls i've ever met and she is planning to move south with them in the up coming year. I would be getting paid, i would be getting a car, i would be away from the people i live with now, and i would be some place warm. I had yet to think of a bad thing about her offer.
Then i started to think about what i would be giving up here, my mom (as much as i complain about her i would miss her), my niece (that should be here any day now), my friends that i've grown extremely close too over the years, and the comfort of knowing that when i fall on my face i will have someone on my team to help me back up.
Moving and living someplace else sounds like a great idea, but when i think about the details of it all. I would have to pay my own insurance on the car i would be getting gifted to me. I would have to find a time to maybe get a 'real' job. something that would get me benefits and what not. But if i do that then i would have to work nights/evenings when my cousin got home, only to get up and get the girls off to school and watch the little one and do dishes and laundry and such all day. then turn around and go back into work. Working for family can get to be crazy, i'm a push over as well so that doesn't help and its crazy to think about. I just...i don't know what to do and depending on who i talk too i feel one way about it and if i talk to someone else about it i feel a different way.
I don't know what to do about any of this. And i'm getting tired of trying to figure it out. Life's not easy, but why does it have to be so hard?.,.,.,
Posted 12 years agoonce again you disappear on me. you make me feel special and loved and then you just drop off and i can't get to you. you kept me from drowning and you kept me from hurting, but now you're gone...again. I don't know if i can do this without you. I don't know if i can be the person everyone wants me to be. I'm not right and yet when we talk it's like i'm nothing less then perfect. Then you disappear and i'm left wondering if i did something to upset you. If i said something that made me not so perfect in your eyes anymore. I've hurt people i care about in more ways then one. Sometimes i wish i would have had the strength to do it back when i was younger, before things got to this point. Its been 11 years now and i still can't bring myself to do what i so desperately want to do. 11 years of hoping things would get better and i would somehow get over the things in my life. But i'm not strong, i can't do it on my own.
Rage...don't care if you read or not...
Posted 12 years agothis is the only place where i can rant about shit going on in my life because if i do it anywhere else i'm going to get bitched at by all my 'friends' and family saying i'm just over reacting. i'm sorry but is it over reacting to want some fucking peace and quiet in my own god damn house? is it over reacting to not want to have a fucking animal abusive little girl running around my house when i have 2 pets? is it over reacting to get angry when i spent all fucking day cleaning to have people come in and trash it up again? i don't think those are things that people should get pissed at me for when they do the same fucking thing. its like the only fucking place i'm aloud to have things the way i want is my fucking room. and i'm sorry but my room is about the size of a jail cell, no joke. with my sister moving to Texas in a couple days, she has all of her things packed away leaving me with almost nothing, the only tv we have is down stairs, where there lives a 8 and 3 year old. i know it's their house too and they have a right to be where they like, but when they don't get attention from their mother they come and get negative attention from me and my mother it makes it hard to want to be around children that think its okay to yell in my ears and hit me. with only one tv in the house now, i have to find a time to watch my shows, that are not fit for children of their age to watch, when they wont be around. leaving me with the middle of the fucking night when everyone is asleep, making it impossible with all the fucking light sleepers in my house to be able to fucking HEAR WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING ON THE FUCKING SHOW! i have to work all the things i want to do around the fucking kids schedule along with my mother's, brother's, and his fucking pregnant girlfriend's. i'm so fucking done with all the bull shit my FAMILY thinks is okay to put me through. i'm done with pregnant fucking cunts coming into my house and screaming at my sister for no reason other then the fact that she couldn't park her car where she normally does. i'm done with hearing children screaming at the top of their lungs because they don't get their way, of screaming 'stop hitting me' when they get in trouble and no one is with in arms reach of them. i'm tired of working hard and having the people i live with tell me that it's not good enough. i'm to the point where i just want to hit everyfuckingthing i can because i'm so full of this hate and rage. i'm tired of people acting like everything is fine when they don't even talk to me about trying to make things better when it concerns me. i'm fucking done with everyone in my life and i'm tired of everyone. once i have money saved up and a car, i'm out of here. i don't care where i go or if anyone comes with me, i'm fucking gone.
So much work finished, much more to come :/
Posted 12 years agoSo my mom had her surgery. Everything went well and I guess they were doing more then just the hysterectomy. It was a long day at the hospital. I was up at 4:30 in the morning because I couldn't sleep very well. We were all up and at the hospital at 9am. They checked her in and we all went back to the little waiting/prep area. We joked and laughed and as time wore on, Mom was getting more and more nervous. By Noon-12:30 they were ready for her. At this point I had been up for about 8 hours and hadn't eaten a single thing. My sister Sam went to get food and Mom's boyfriend said he had some things he had to run and do. That left me with my support person, the only one of my friends to come and sit with me all day.
Now I know that people have lives and i know that not everyone can drop what they're doing to some and blow a whole day of just sitting and waiting to hear news, but on the other hand I don't ask much of my friends. Hell I only asked 3 people to come up and sit with me. Only one showed up. I could tell she was bored out of her mind the whole time, but she did it for me and I don't know how i would have done it without her there.
Anyways, she went back into surgery at 12-12:30 and she didn't get out till around 5:30. We got the update from the Doctor and she said we would be able to her for another hour so that she had time to wake up from being put under and blah blah blah. Well at 6:30 my support needed to leave, so she was gone and we still needed to wait to head up to recovery.
At around 7:30 we decided that we were just going to leave and go up to her room even if she wasn't in it yet. Upon arriving at the room, a friend from Church showed up to see how we were holding up. Around 8pm we were all finally settled into the room and so was my Mom. She was out of it most of the night, because like hell we're all gonna leave here to be alone in the hospital all alone.
As the night wore on, I got a total of 3 hours sleep that night. Woke up every so often to see how things were going. I stayed up from the worry and what not....well now she's home and she needs just as much help...but i'm soooo tired i don't know what i'm gonna do :/
Now I know that people have lives and i know that not everyone can drop what they're doing to some and blow a whole day of just sitting and waiting to hear news, but on the other hand I don't ask much of my friends. Hell I only asked 3 people to come up and sit with me. Only one showed up. I could tell she was bored out of her mind the whole time, but she did it for me and I don't know how i would have done it without her there.
Anyways, she went back into surgery at 12-12:30 and she didn't get out till around 5:30. We got the update from the Doctor and she said we would be able to her for another hour so that she had time to wake up from being put under and blah blah blah. Well at 6:30 my support needed to leave, so she was gone and we still needed to wait to head up to recovery.
At around 7:30 we decided that we were just going to leave and go up to her room even if she wasn't in it yet. Upon arriving at the room, a friend from Church showed up to see how we were holding up. Around 8pm we were all finally settled into the room and so was my Mom. She was out of it most of the night, because like hell we're all gonna leave here to be alone in the hospital all alone.
As the night wore on, I got a total of 3 hours sleep that night. Woke up every so often to see how things were going. I stayed up from the worry and what not....well now she's home and she needs just as much help...but i'm soooo tired i don't know what i'm gonna do :/
Surgery
Posted 12 years agoI don't really share much of my personal life with anyone I don't know, but I need a little support. My mom is going into surgery on July 8th. She's getting a hysterectomy, and for those who don't know what that is, that is when the doctors remove a woman's uterus. She has cysts that are hemorrhaging pretty badly. Turns out cysts can be genetically passed on to your children. If you know me at all you'll know that I want children, not lots but quiet a few. I'm scared for my mom. Surgery and hospitals don't really hold the greatest of memories for me and my family. I'm going to take the day off of work and sit in the hospital. I'm going to be strong for my mom and family. I'm going to be cool and collected the whole day. But I'm going to ask that you all is that you pray for me and mine. That you keep us in your hearts while we through one of the most biggest things that can happen to me in my adult life. One of the biggest things to happen in my mother in a long time. I would really like it if you could just pray for us all. If you don't believe in prayer then whatever you do believe in, please...we need all the good vibes that we can get.
a million and one
Posted 12 years agoi always seem to find myself thinking; about the past, present, future, how things would have turned out if i would have done something differently, how if i were in the world of one of my fandoms. I have a million and one thoughts in my head at all times. it gets loud and crowded in my head most days. but the one time i seem to find my clarity is when i'm writing. I can put down anything and not feel like it's going to be judged. only because i know no one is ever going to read it. i live in my little shell and hide when something new comes along. with everything in my life changing though, i find myself stuck. i'm not writing anymore and all my thoughts are just pushing me back farther into my shell. i've come a long way yes, but i'm starting to take steps backwards and i'm not sure how to change that :/ if anyone has an idea, i'd love to hear it.
Nameday
Posted 12 years agoMy nameday will be upon us soon. May 24th to be exact. I'll be turning 21. My sister wants to take me out to a couple bars in her town, but I'm not sure I want to do that anymore. Yes I would like to have a drink with my sister on my nameday, but I don't know if I want to go out. I haven't been feeling that up for going out in public lately and I want to do something with my friends. If I ask her if she will want to do something at home, I don't want her to be upset. But I don't want to have to fake like I'm having a good time when I would rather just have a fire in the back yard and music to dance to with people I care about and want to be around. I keep thinking back to when nameday's were fun and you had people over and there wasn't any drama...now I feel like it's not even my day anymore.
Pointless, but shows off my fangirlness
Posted 12 years agoSo i'm sitting here watching Fast Five and it's getting close to the end. Well Hobbs just smashed his huge armored truck into Dom's beautiful flat black 1970 Charger. I literally screamed at the movie and proceeded to pause the movie because i couldn't breath from the sudden burst of rage I felt. Now I'm going to go back to watching Dom beat the hell out of Hobbs.
I love hot muscley guys with fast cars and a warrant for their arrest. Kinks Meme...i'm pretty boring :/
Posted 13 years ago[x] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds.
[ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.
[x] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.
[x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.
[x] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.
[x] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.
[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.
[ ] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.
[x] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape.
[x] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.
[ ] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.
[ ] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants.
[ ] Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.
[x] Ephebophilia (also hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents.
[x] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.
[x] Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.
[x] Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).
[ ] Food play: sexual arousal from food.
[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.
[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.
[/] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly.
[ ] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.
[x] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.
[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.
[x] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.
[/] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.
[ ] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.
[x] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.
[x] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)—the opposite of microphilia.
[x] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.
[ ] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts—the opposite of macrophilia.
[ ] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.
[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.
[x] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner. (who doesn't live a little dirty talk)
[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.
[x] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.
[ ] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.
[x] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.
[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.
[ ] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes.
[x] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.
[x] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.
[ ] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.
[x] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters.
[x] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex. (Ice Cubes, Whipped Cream, Cheeries, etc. <3)
[/] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia. (i like waking people up with a little sex in the morning)
[x] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.
[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.
[ ] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features.
[x] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.
[ ] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.
[ ] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.
[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia—a sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthing—a sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina).
[x] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophilia—the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.)
[x] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.
[ ] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.
[x] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.
[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.
[ ] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.
[ ] Breast fetishism.
[ ] Breast expansion fetishism.
[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.
[ ] Doll fetish.
[ ] Fat fetishism.
[ ] Foot fetishism (podophilia).
[x] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment.
[x] Hand fetishism.
[x] Hip fetishism.
[ ] Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.
[ ] Impregnation fetish.
[ ] Medical fetishism.
[ ] Navel fetishism.
[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia).
[ ] Panty fetishism.
[ ] Pregnancy fetishism.
[ ] Robot fetishism
[ ] Shoe fetishism
[ ] Silk/Satin fetishism
[ ] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).
[ ] Spandex fetishism.
[ ] Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia).
[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.
[x] Transformation fetish.
[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.
[x] Binding fetish
[ ] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.
[x] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.
[x] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.
[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.
[x] Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.
[x] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.
[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.
[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.
[ ] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.
[x] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape.
[x] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.
[ ] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.
[ ] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants.
[ ] Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.
[x] Ephebophilia (also hebephilia): sexual attraction towards adolescents.
[x] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.
[x] Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.
[x] Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).
[ ] Food play: sexual arousal from food.
[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.
[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.
[/] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.
[ ] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly.
[ ] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.
[x] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.
[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.
[x] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.
[/] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.
[ ] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.
[ ] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.
[x] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.
[x] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)—the opposite of microphilia.
[x] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.
[ ] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts—the opposite of macrophilia.
[ ] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.
[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.
[x] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner. (who doesn't live a little dirty talk)
[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.
[x] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.
[ ] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.
[ ] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.
[x] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.
[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.
[ ] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes.
[x] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.
[x] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.
[ ] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.
[x] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters.
[x] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex. (Ice Cubes, Whipped Cream, Cheeries, etc. <3)
[/] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia. (i like waking people up with a little sex in the morning)
[x] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.
[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.
[ ] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features.
[x] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.
[ ] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.
[ ] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.
[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia—a sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthing—a sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina).
[x] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophilia—the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.)
[x] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.
[ ] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.
[x] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.
[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.
[ ] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.
[ ] Breast fetishism.
[ ] Breast expansion fetishism.
[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.
[ ] Doll fetish.
[ ] Fat fetishism.
[ ] Foot fetishism (podophilia).
[x] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment.
[x] Hand fetishism.
[x] Hip fetishism.
[ ] Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.
[ ] Impregnation fetish.
[ ] Medical fetishism.
[ ] Navel fetishism.
[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia).
[ ] Panty fetishism.
[ ] Pregnancy fetishism.
[ ] Robot fetishism
[ ] Shoe fetishism
[ ] Silk/Satin fetishism
[ ] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).
[ ] Spandex fetishism.
[ ] Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia).
[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.
[x] Transformation fetish.
[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.
[x] Binding fetish
Age Meme
Posted 13 years agoHOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[/] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 5.5
[x] You show(ed) up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 11.5
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16.5
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 19.5
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23.5
[ ] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[ ] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[x] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR
Total: 27.5
Real Age: 20
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[/] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 5.5
[x] You show(ed) up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 11.5
[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16.5
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 19.5
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23.5
[ ] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[ ] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[x] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR
Total: 27.5
Real Age: 20
I should be in jail :/
Posted 13 years agoIf you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I've got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine (On accident. -w- Thought it was mine)
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 22
[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[x] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 29
[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 36
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 43
[x] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper (it was a long time ago don't judge lol)
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 50
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 56
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test
TOTAL: 63
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I've got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 8
[x] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine (On accident. -w- Thought it was mine)
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 22
[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[x] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 29
[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 36
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 43
[x] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper (it was a long time ago don't judge lol)
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 50
[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 56
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test
TOTAL: 63
I'm 65% Furry (stolen from LaffinFox)
Posted 13 years ago[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[/] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 3.5
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[/] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[/] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 4
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 2
[/] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[/] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[/] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[/] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[/] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4.5
[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[/] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[/] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[/] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5.5
Final total: 29
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry.
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[/] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 3.5
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[/] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[/] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 4
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 2
[/] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[/] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often
[x] you hide when you get scared
[/] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[/] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[/] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 4.5
[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[/] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[/] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[/] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5.5
Final total: 29
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry.
Free Art Raffle
Posted 13 years ago 
black-rose-exterio is offering a raffle of your sona and his. Go check it out!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4011919/
black-rose-exterio