i just saw how many page views i have and the number is 169. i promised i would do a piece when i reached a hundred page views so ill doodle something up when i get home.

i finally have a phone that allows me to upload pics(yet i still have to get to a desktop to enter a journal). so any way i can start doing commissions. these are black and white pencil sketches. i cant afford any good colors that behave like i want them. these are also free i believe my art is good enough to share but not good enough to ask money for. so give me something to work off of. and ill get something to you soon

a dusky (like myself) is a dragon husky hybrid. personalities vary amongst the species but mine is that of a troubled soul .I have a past that would ruin my entire adult life. whether or not I want it to be that way. my life ,my very existence has been for other people. the reason my parents decided to have a second kid(me) was so that my older brother could have a playmate. I went to college because it was what my mom wanted.and I only got saved because my mom talked me into it. so, here I sit. a furry, thats the one decision in my life I've ever made for me.(that and coming out as a pansexual) thats why I cling to those two facets of my life so dearly because those are the only two that are truly mine... sorry kinda got off subject there, now I've got some updating to do to my profile. later

The whole lovelace/harley thing wasnt working so ive blended them and am now a dragon/huskey hybrid.

I have decided to create an alternate fursona named harley. I will still go by lovelace as well as harley but if you see a huskey in a top hat with toxic green markings at a con, just know it's likely me.

God must work in strange ways cause 4 people got shot at my school and i was suspended 2 weeks ago. creepy no?

so I'll elaborate on my last entry because I'm finally at an actual computer I was suspended from college for dorm violations ( my roommates broke in my room and left contraband in there) so I had to move back in with my mother (oh joy ) and due to the fact that we live on top of a hill about 5miles from civilization I haven't even been able to finish the paperwork to get back in to school. so yeah that's my life now and I gotta tell you it sucks. on a side note does any one know where I could get a reference sheet or something be cause my brother(remember him ?) has stopped drawing and when I pressed him for the one commission he had(mine ) he burned it up.

The page keeps expiring so ill keep this short :kicked out of college, moved in with my mom , and now am stuck with crappy internet on my phone

I was about to kill my self yesterday(almost succeded too) and my roommate walked in on me after I passed out.after that I decided to check my FA page and then realized(after I talked to asher) that it's not over I still have a shot at getting back into college.so I'm going to buckle down and apply myself to that goal.and again thank you.

well I got kicked out and am gonna have to move back in with my folks .....but considering whats waiting for me in sallisaw I can't say I like my chances of ever being on my own two paws . so my options are move back to a dying town or stay in tulsa and be homeless . (or I could just die , haven't quite made up my mind yet ) scratch that I just made it up .furry for life

my brother tried to kill me and the rest of our family yesterday.
let me explain he didn't go on a homicidal rampage or any thing like that he just doesn't know how to operate basic hand tools like a lugnut wrench. so when we bled out the brakes on his truck saturday HE tightened down one of the tires then ,yesterday me my step-brother ,my little brother ,our mom , my step-brothers friend/drug dealer and our brother in law and of course my older brother (his truck.he drove) all piled in to the newly "fixed" truck and proceeded down the highway to go into town. we get halfway and the tire that HE tightened comes flying off and ends up passing the car in front of us meanwhile we're stuck with three wheels and a spare tire thats FLAT!

luckily a cop from marble city was driving by on his way to pick up a prisoner from the county jail he stopped and let us use the jack out of the patrol car and we got the tire back on there. the part where I say he's an idiot comes in when; while we're fixing the truck mom and him are arguing about where to go after we get the tire back on there. she said " there is no way this truck is safe to go driving around town in " to which thomas replied "whats wrong with it?"
at this point I chime in ,shouting "THE FRONT TIRE JUST FLEW OF DIPSH#T!!!"
so yeah my brothers a retarded a-hole ...but he can draw better than many people I know. which is why he wants me to advertise here on FA for his commisions. they start at $40 and he charges extra for backgrounds and extra characters.there my work is done

wheels up in twenty. came the call over the IC as captain sutton stepped into the locker room. "you heard the man ,whiskey. suit up!"
"yes sir" the squad replied almost in unison.
at that moment,though sergent mitchell walked in gesturing to the two people behind him.
"Couple of noobs from HQ,boss."he said " this is sergent lewis and-"
"I'm perfectly capable of saying my name ,sergent" stated the tall russian behind him. then he turned to sutton and said pompously "I am special task force agent nikolai rasputin. my government has dispatched me here to 'advise 'your squad seeing as how this is your first official deployment."
sutton ignored him and turned to the young sergent " lewis is it? "
" yes sir "
" first thing," sutton said " get rid of that general issue junk your wearing, and second..." he looked at nikolai for this part " rank is really more of a formality in whiskey so don't try to pul that card.got it?"
"understood sir"lewis replied
and with that sutton walked out the door to the raven calling back " wheels up in five!"

My name is popashot .I know I don't have to introduce myself but it seems proper.I got this new journal today and think that trying to write a page a day is good practice. maybe I should call this a survivors log or some crap like that. what with the 'mayan end of the world' and all of that coming up. Anyway I haven't been that well recently going through a break up dealing with the death of my aunt and just about getting kicked out of college.