I hate my age
I hate my body
I hate my attitude
I hate my art
I hate myself

I don't deserve anything good.

I hate my age
I hate my body
I hate my attitude
I hate my art
I hate myself

I don't deserve anything good.

its december
its fucking december
have i just been in a coma for the whole of 2013 or

I JUST
IM SO CONFUSED
BUT SO EXCITED
AND SAD
AND JUST
WHAT
IT WAS A HUGE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER AND I'M SCARED I'LL NEVER GET OVER IT
TEN/ELEVEN TOGETHER
AND THE 'LOST' DOCTOR (JOHN HURT) IS SO CUTE I JUST WANNA CUDDLE HIM
THEY MENTIONED DERREN BROWN AT THE VERY BEGINNING
ALSO
FREAKING SHERLOCK ADVERT OUT OF BLOODY NOWHERE
I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THOSE FEELS
BBC ARE YOU TRYING TO BREAK ME

Hey everyone
So a lot has happened in the past month or so and I'm afraid I won't be able to draw for a while.
I will miss it a lot, don't get me wrong, but I just can't put up with it as well as everything else at the moment.
I promise I will be drawing again soon, I'm not quite sure when though.
So, as for now, it's been a hell of a ride, I'll miss you FurAffinity. Buh bye for now <3

Side note: Anyone who's commissioned me, I will be sure to give you a full refund. Not straight away unfortunately since I only get money on the 24th of every month. I will pay everyone back though, I promise <3 Sorry for wasting anyones time

Sooo the charger for my laptop came today and I now have a working computer sooo yeah I'm happy now c:

Except for the fact that I could've met Derren 2 days ago if I went into Brighton...
But alas, I didn't know so I guess I shouldn't blame myself.

Anyways, how have you guys been?

hungry hungry hippocrite

Slow ride home,
Slow ride home
Slow ride home,
Slow ride home


You're waking up but you still look like your still out of place
Just by moving leave a smile up on every face


And it's true
Cause every head in this room
Turns when you're doing your rounds
And I can't stand it


Slow ride home,
Slow ride home
Slow ride home,
Slow ride home


See them watching hear them talking as you're walking by
See the glimmer and the hope in every single eye


And it's true
Cause every man in this room
Wants to be closer to you
And I can't stand it


They want you baby
They want your truth, your lies, your alibis
They want you dressed in white

To own you baby
To take you home and steal a kiss goodnight
They want you dead to rise


And it's only the beginning
It's only the beginning
Of the


Slow ride home,
Slow ride home
Slow ride home,
Slow ride home


Their voices blurring til they're sounding like they're out of phase
You stagger, stumble, you can barely stand up on the stage

But you do
And every man in this room
Wants to be dancing with you
And I can't stand it


You see right through them
You see right through their eyes into their heads
You see the emptiness
And I want you baby
You'll never ever meet another man like me
Someone so incomplete


And it's only the beginning
It's only the beginning
It's only the beginning
Of the

Slow ride home,
Slow ride home
Slow ride home,
Slow ride home
Slow ride home,
Slow ride home
Slow ride home,
Slow ride home



Paul McDermott - Slow Ride Home (literally my new favourite song okay)

WHY
DO
PEOPLE
EAT
CUSTARD

It is literally disgusting.
It's slimy
It's sickly
It has the same texture as...something else (which Derren pointed out to me btw, I don't have experience :P)
ITS JUST UGH

Someone hold me

I'm just thinking of all the Infamous quotes and tricks and stuff
I think I'm sad
But I'm happy
Idk
I just miss it I guess
I'm going to see it again in February but still
I wanna listen to Footloose
But
I'll burst into tears

I didn't even meet him why am I getting feels

Okay so I haven't actually talked to you guys properly in a while so I thought I'd do a little update in whats been going on in my fairly boring life.
I went to see The Worlds End with a friend off of twitter and it was amazing. We spent the whole time fangirling over Martin xD
I came out to my mum. That was fun. She told my dad who I THOUGHT was homophobic buuut turns out he was fine with it :D
Umm...
Oh yeah! My cat had kittens about 3 weeks ago and they are SO FREAKING ADORABLE
Anyways I think that's about it
I love you all!
Ciao!

Yeeee
Mother and I are going to the SeaLife Centre :D
Haven't been there in AAAGES

A
- Available: Technically, yes but I don't want to date anyone for now tah.
- Age: None of your buisness
- Annoyance: Pretty much everything
- Allergic: Nothing really
- Animal: As in favourite animal? Gerbil!
- Actor(s): Benedict Cumberbaatch

B
- Beer: S'alright
- Birthday/Birthplace: March 11 Brighton
- Best Friends: Rhian, Hannah and Terry
- Body Part on opposite sex: Boys suck lololo. But neck muscles are hot
- Best feeling(s) in the world: Fangirling, when you're not laying on the floor crying
- Blind or Deaf: Neither
- Best weather: Light rain
- Been in Love: Yep
- Been bitched out?: Uh huh
- Been on stage?: Yes, I hated it :P
- Believe in yourself?: Never
- Believe in life on other planets: Possibly
- Believe in miracles: Sometines
- Believe in Magic: YES, DERREN
- Believe in God: Nah
- Believe in Satan: Nuh.
- Believe in Santa: Psshhh...yes
- Believe in Ghosts/Spirits: In a way
- Believe in Evolution: Duh!

C
- Car: Don't have one
- Candy: Too many man
- Colour: Lilac (see, told you I was gay) No but seriously umm at the moment it's red
- Cried in school: Yes
- Chocolate/ vanilla: Neither. Hate ice cream.
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese
- Cake or pie: Cake!
- Countries to visit: USA, Australia and Germany

D
- Day or Night: Night
- Dream vehicle: None vuv
- Danced: Yep
- Dance in the rain?: Nope
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Lol yeah
- Do the splits?: Nope
E
- Eggs: Fried or poached cause I'm posh
- Eyes: Brown
- Everyone has: AIDS. AIDS, AIDS, AIDS
- Ever failed a class?: Yep, all of them

F
- First crush: A guy in preschool called Jonathan
- Food: Everything
- Full name: Charlotte H. Marie Forrest
- First thoughts waking up: Shit is it 4pm

G
- Greatest Fear: Derren dying
- Giver or taker: Hell-o ;D ahaha no but normally I'm a taker. Sorry ladies.
- Goals: I want to meet Derren more than anything tbh
- Gum: STRIIIIIIIIDE (Bo Burnham vine reference ;D)
- Get along with your parents?: Yep! Me loves them
- Good luck charms: None

H
- Hair Color: Used to be brown, now dark red
- Height: 5f8
- Happy: Sort of
- Holidays: Christmas :3
- How do you want to die: Saving someone I care about or in my sleep
- Health freak?: Nah
- Hate: Again, pretty much everything

I(in guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Blue
- Hair Colour: Don't mind
- Height: Shorter uvu
- Clothing Style: Any c:
- Instrument: Guitar

J
- Jewelry: None
- Job: Don't have one

K
- Kids: Nope
- Kickboxing or karate: Neither
- Keep a journal?: Nah

L
- Longest Car Ride: It was like 2 hours to London and 1.30 back
- Love: Derren!
- Letter: T
- Laughed so hard you cried: Yeah
- Love at first sight: Ehhh

M
- Milk flavour: Strawberry
- Movie: Skyfall
- Mooned anyone?: HAHA NO
- Marriage: No thanks
- Motion sickness?: Nope
- McD's or BK: McD's

N
- Number of Siblings: 4
- Number of Piercings: 0
- Number: 42

O
- Overused Phrases: "Omg"
- One wish: To hug Derren and give him the note to tell him how much he means to me
- One phobia: Crowds :/

P
- Place you'd like to live: London
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke

Q
- Quail: Sorry?
- Questionnaires: Fun.

R
- Reason to cry: Um
- Reality T.V.: Ew
- Radio Station: BBC Radio 1
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yep

S
- Song: Footloose!
- Shoe size: 7
- Sushi: Ew no
- Skipped school: Yep
- Slept outside: No
- Seen a dead body?: Yes
- Smoked?: Nah
- Skinny dipped?: Of course I do, every time I get in the bath
- Shower daily? No..xD
- Sing well?: Sometimes
- In the shower?: Nah
- Swear?: All the fuckin time
- Stuffed Animals?: As in taxidermy? Love it!
- Single/Group dates: Sorry?
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries
- Scientists need to invent: Idfk

T
- Time for bed: 2-5 am
- Thunderstorms: Are scary
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nah

U
- Unpredictable?: Sometimes
- Under the influence?: Nah
- Understanding?: yep

V
- Vegetable you hate: Asparagus and mushrooms
- Vegetable you love: Almost all lf them
- Vacation spot: Idk

W
- Weakness: Pringles
- When you grow up: I WILL BE TALL ENOUGH TO REACH THE BRANCHES THAT YOU HAVE TO REACH TO CLIMB THE TREES YOU GET TO CLIMB WHEN YOU'RE A GROWN UUUP
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Rhian
- Who makes you laugh the most: SHOEYY
- Worst feeling: Isolation
- Wanted to be a model?: Nah
- Where do we go when we die: Nowhere cause we'll be fucking dead
- Worst weather: Really hot
- Walk with a book on your head?: Some timescale

X
- X-Rays: Are annoying

Y

Yellow: NO LELLOW

Z

- Zoo animal: Lemur :3
- Zodiac sign: Pisces

/SOBS VIOLENTLY

Why? Several reasons
1) Ordered Brighton Infamous tickets and a "Honey You Should See Me In a Crown" hoodie
2) One week until The Last Leg comes back
3) Derren's interview on BBC R2
4) Derren announced he's brining out a new book next year
5) Hugged an 11th Doctor cosplayer
Aaand finally 6) MASTERED MY MORIARTY IMPRESSION

Go follow! ^.^ bundaberg_puppy

I have only a few things to say
1) IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME
2) Derren is hot
3) Footloose will now forever give me nostalgia
4) DICKBRAINS UNITE

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"If you jump off a building wearing a large flapping coat you will most almost certainly survive"

I'm getting Year 6 nostalgia
Help

I don't care how gay and sassy he is
I don't care how sexy his accent is
I don't care about the funny lines he says
Moriarty fucking terrifies me