Well, I think I'll make this formal, but I want to say I'm sorry to everyone here. I'm not a very social person and as you can tell all of my bile started to build up to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. In addition to that, I'm a modern male who actually feels alienated by the retro/nostalgia croud I've surrounded myself by (yeah, imagine that, an ABDL who hates nostalgia, I honestly don't know how that works too) I like responcability, I like being worked, hell I don't mind different takes in reboots and embrace new IPs as long as they're done right and yet I was baffaled by the fact I'm in a minority on this.

Honestly that was my biggest probelm: Because I don't know how to talk to people properly, I didn't know how to react to it. After spending time outside the community, I started to do some thinking, and after some time I decided that the best option was to reinvent myself

So I'm going to start over

I have made a new account here and from now on I'll be using it, though I'm going to take babysteps. I've started drawing again so I guess you can expect that from me, though after that episode of mine you probably don't want to follow me, and that's fine. So I guess I'm back now, and wether or not it matters is up to you

Sincerly, Lex

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/misterraster

I want to confess something before I start by addressing a few things: I like MLP, I don't use the term "Brony" (unironically anyways), I also am one of the few people to not use the "Love and Tolerate" creed since I knew the source of the quote since day 1. Now that I have that all out of the way, let me start out with a single word:

Sonicfags

Anyone remember that term? Because I sure do, because it was used a lot a few years back. To elaborate, back as long as 2004ish (it could have been earlier, but that's as far as I can remember) the sonic community was considered the internet's punching bags, not punch lines, punching bags. This was due to several factors, declining game quality, overzealous fans, porn, Chris-Chan, nostalgia, yaoi fangirls, you name it. Sure, tons of level headed people still existed, however no one payed attention to them, people still hated them because they were easy targets and because it was popular to hate them. Soon, witch hunts formed and people who like Sonic were harassed and bullied constantly.

This lasted for over six years.

so why am I telling you about all this? Because I had to deal with this for years on end. I was a Sonic fan too and I delt with names, labels, all from elitist morons who think bullying others makes them feel good, but I knew at least with some of them, they actually had a point with all the bad stuff I knew about in the community. It was similar when I rejoined the MLP fandom after the fourth season aired, I learned about a few bad seeds in that fandom

At least at first

A little warning everyone, I'm going to be very preachy in this part, so keep that in mind when I start to sound very angry beyond this post.

There was a letter going around on tumblr (yeah, bad sign right there) about a guy who supposedly abducted an 11 year-old girl at BABScon, the girl was supposed to not tell anyone about it but did anyways.

This story is bullshit

how do I know? let's go over the major pointers:

1. the story is played out like a similar incident that supposedly happened, which also was debunked by multiple sources including the supposed victim
2. why in the world did the writer not tell the police or the media about it but instead post the story on tumblr? child abductions are extremely important both sources
3. why didn't the PARENTS tell the police or the media about it, the while the child would have been scared to tell anyone the parents clearly wouldn't
4. for that matter, how did the writer know about the crime if the child refused to talk? She would have needed to get her permission to post it yet never once did they ever attempt to get help
5. the crime started to take place at a booth in a packed convention, how did no one else witness it?
6. the didn't take place at all according to the timeframe given since the original post when it supposedly just happened was posted on the 21st and BABScon ended the day before the crime took place
7. the original post claimed they were at another con that took place at the timeframe, there was only one con active during BABScon, and that was BABScon itself

So not only is yet another fake story circulating the internet, it was clearly made with nothing but pure malicious intent. So, to all those who blindly spread these stories, ask yourself a question: are you doing the right thing? I know what you're thinking "but the person could have done something bad" no, what you're doing is setting off a grenade in a room of innocent people just because the shouted obscenities at you, that's not good, that is evil. If I ever had a choice to side with a petty lowlife with poor hygiene and antisocial behavior or a cyberbully who spreads malicious lies to provoke and manipulate others into contributing to your shallow beliefs and at worst drives people to suicide for liking something, I'll side with the lowlife no questions asked. I don't conform to the bullshit you all seem to be doing, so I'm going to come up front now: I'm leaving

Not this site, but as LexLozar

I'm coming out front here, LexLozar was just a fetish handle I made to join the ABDL community, but as of late, I grew tired of using it. Why? because all of the people I used to know have have become so unpleasant and selfish that no longer found any purpose to use it. Why should I care about the people in this community? I have a ton of friends outside my niche account, I don't think half of you can function without it! I meet people with common sense and rational thought, all of whom I talk to on a daily basis! All you seem to do is bicker and believe every fake story at face value without ever questioning the authenticity! I also run a few ask blogs and one them has over a thousand followers, all of whom I actually treat with respect and fucking dignity of all things, I know that's a foreign concept for some of you but at least I give a crap about them to not trash talk about them behind their backs!

This account is gonna stay up, everything is gonna stay, just don't expect me to return or restore it if it ever goes down

I'm Slimey Jenkins, and I'm fucking done with this excuse for a community

I had to get this off my chest for ages, but I have decided that tumblr is possibly the worst website I have ever been a part of, and to say this as someone on furaffinity that is saying a lot. It is my philosophy that mankind isn't stupid rather it's just taught to be stupid by terrible and/or other stupid people, and there is no website that showcases this better than tumblr. To give a random example about this, there was an article about how the Westboro Baptist Church (AKA some of the worst people of the earth, though I think you knew this already) asked people not to picket Fred Phelp's funeral circulating the site for a while having everyone who read it up in arms about it, however there was a bit of a problem with it:

The article was satire

Yes, the article was written by the satirical news site The Daily Current, and the real WBC never held one for Phelps because of their outrageous religious beliefs. Don't get me wrong, the WBC are terrible people, but that isn't the problem here, the problem is that this is still regarded by tumblr as being true, and it only gets worse. Articles are being cited by sketchy sources to being flat-out fabricated on a daily basis and everyone is believing it.

Why do people believe it? Mob Mentality

As I probably established earlier people are constantly learning, so they tend to follow trends and mindsets set by others, and this where the real problem begins. There are two things tumblr likes to spread: misinformation and morale, two things that should never go together, and because of this, we get some of the most awful things to come from humanity. To elaborate, groups such as Gays/Transgenders/woman will constantly say they want their rights yet hypocritically refuses to get help from people who aren't like them (people who I might add, also want them to have their rights), while others are completely unlikable to the point where you have no reason to want to actually help them. This is not something that should be happening, if you make someone hate a group of people that you feel should be helped, then you failed human rights on a fundamental level. If you want people to sympathize with groups, don't make things up to justify your own agenda, because that's what is making tumblr devolve into propaganda for fascism

I'm sorry for the rant, I just had to get this off my chest

now to do all sorts of stuff (re: nothing at all)

I'm going out of town for about a week so I won't be in contact very much for a while

http://asksynth.tumblr.com/ (mpreg, pony, NSFW)

I'm now open for Inking/Coloring commissions. If you're interested just send a note with what sketch you want inked or colored (Permission must be granted by the original artist if the sketch isn't drawn by you).

Rates (in USD)
Inking: $5
Flat Colors: $7
Fully Shaded Coloring: $10

Examples for inking/coloring can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10395633/

I'm considering doing Coloring & Inking commissions, any thoughts?

http://overduesonic.tumblr.com/

Let's see how long it lasts

for all the ABDL stuff:
http://lexlozarabdl.deviantart.com/

and for the Mpreg Fans:
http://lexlozarmpreg.deviantart.com/

go ahead and watch if you like

Never thought I'd be making one of these, but frankly I kept this bottled up for too long to care. I honestly never talk about myself too often since I never either have anything to say or I just don't like talking about myself. To save time, I'm an alternate identity of someone who doesn't like to talk about the questionable interests he has, so I taught myself to use different styles, behaviors, even be part of different fandoms to make myself the way you see me now. This doesn't make me a fake though, I actually do legitimately like most of the who I befriended and I enjoy your company, but I just don't want to have the real me known right now. Maybe in the future I will tell you the account I normally go by, but for now, this is how I want to be known.

Expect more of these in the future