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Birthday today!
Posted 11 years agoI'm 21! ^v-v^I hate people
Posted 11 years agoPeople that I call "friend" that don't like talking to me.
People I call "friend" that don't say much of anything even when they DO talk.
People I call "friend" that can't/don't like to keep a conversation with me.
People I call "friend" that avoid me
People I call "friend" that won't talk much even when we haven't talked in what seems like forever
People I call "friend" that won't give me any reason to any of the above
People that don't give straight answers even after being asked multiple times
People that act like their right all the time
People that are impatient and don't give you more than 5 seconds of notice when they want a job done
People that get mad if you don't do a job right when they say to
People that make a mess and demand you to clean it up instead of them
People that don't mind even if you tell them flat out to do or not to do something
People that judge others without knowing them very well, if even at all
People that look at you and smile when they see you're suffering
People that don't give two flying f***s about anything you have to say or do
People that never do what you want to do no matter how much you do what they want or do what they say
People that......ugh just forget it. I'm done. I've said enough. Tooth pulled and family dead so far this year
Posted 11 years ago[center]I know I'm not very...active...on this site, but I wanted to share that I had #1 pulled today (That's the top right wisdom tooth). I'm currently on pain meds and antibiotics. This wasn't something I made an appointment for. I went it today for an appointment regarding some pain in that area, and they said they only way to permanently alleviate the pain would be to extract it. I agreed, and now I'm in more pain DX all this for $350. My insurance covered half, meaning I paid $175 + $100 deductable
Also, on another note, this year absolutely SUCKS I've lost my Godmother in January, my mom's friend and my grandpa in February, my mate's uncle in March, and this month, my uncle is gonna die. His kidneys have stopped functioning, they can't do dialysis, his lungs are filling up with fluid, and on top of it all, he has cancer... so yea, thanks a lot, Life. You've really pulled through on your reputation of being unfair :( I'm just gonna crawl into a corner and cry now
Also, on another note, this year absolutely SUCKS I've lost my Godmother in January, my mom's friend and my grandpa in February, my mate's uncle in March, and this month, my uncle is gonna die. His kidneys have stopped functioning, they can't do dialysis, his lungs are filling up with fluid, and on top of it all, he has cancer... so yea, thanks a lot, Life. You've really pulled through on your reputation of being unfair :( I'm just gonna crawl into a corner and cry now
Update day: A TF2 Story [Video]
Posted 11 years ago2 months, 2 family members dead...
Posted 11 years agoFirst, I lost my Godmother in January, not even 24 hours after I saw her for the last time, and now my Grand dad dies of a heart attack tonight... 2014 is just motherf*****g great! Hope everyone else is enjoying it so far, because I sure as hell am not enjoying mine... I'm just going to sit down a curl up into a little ball of depression because who knows who else in my family is going to die this year...Please, learn from my mistakes
Posted 12 years agoI had a couple of "friends" about 6 or 7 years ago that I really liked. One would always come over when I wanted him to with no grudge or conflict, and the other was a resource kid (those kids that are mentally challenged but don't belong in Special Ed or the regular classroom). Things were going well, we played games, we hung out, all the good stuff friends do.
Now, here comes the decline, or rather, when I noticed how far down the tube this "friendship" really was from the start.
One cold winter day, I saw an icicle hanging down from the faucet in front of the house. It was about 2 1/2 feet long and more than an inch in diameter at the base. I'd always held a great fascination for the awesome stuff in life, and this was one of those things. I picked it off carefully and showed my "friends" what I had found. They promptly took it from me and started carrying it around on their bikes as they rode around the area in front of my driveway, taunting me with it. I kept asking them to give it back, then telling them to, then finally yelling at them after about 15 minutes of them laughing at me for wanting to keep that icicle. Finally, they shattered it on the ground. That really pissed me off because I kept telling them not to and to give it back to me.
That should have been red flag #1, but I was too stupid at the time to realize what was going on.
Second thing: The one would always promptly leave for no apparent reason after staying a while. Well, sh*t. That should have been a HUGE red flag there. turns out, he was stealing from me when I left the room for ANY amount of time, and would then leave with the loot. I found this out after I walked in on him trying to steal my gold coins. I saw him with his back turned to the door, facing my dresser. I said, "What are you doing?" He turned around, clearly flustered, but tried to play it off, "Nothing." I told him, "Put them back," and he somehow had the nerve to say "Put what back?" I repeated myself, "Put. Them. Back" And he then took the coins out of his pocket and put them back. Now obviously, I was a little paranoid of him at this point, but let him stay a little longer.
I went to the other room (I think it was the bathroom) and when I came back, he was just sitting there, at the wedge of the bed. I sat down on the bed, he got up and said "I'm gonna go home now" I said, "Ok. See ya." Then, as he was just getting to my doorway, I said "Wait. Empty your pockets." He looked at me and said "What?" I said, "I SAID empty your pockets." At this point, I'm betting he was very nervous. He tried walking away, but I grabbed him by the shirt and said it again, "EMPTY. YOUR. POCKETS." At this point, he did. He pulled out both my Nintendo DS's, my Nintendo DSi, my 2 PSP's, at least 10 of my DS games, and about 5 or 6 of my PSP games. I have no idea how his pockets were so deep, but I have had pants that I could fit a whole PS2 game case in, so I know they can get pretty deep. Needless to say, I was really pissed.
I pulled him back into my room, pushed him into the corner, grabbed my GH guitar, and then proceeded to beat him over the head with it, all the while, he's over here giggling like the retarded, thieving faggot he was, like this was some sort of game. He then left, after I made sure he didn't have anything else in his pockets.
Within a week he was back with resource kid (I say that so I don't mention his name, in honor of the deceased, may he rest in peace), and tried to come in. He actually had the nerve to come back over, then had even MORE nerve to ask if he could come in. I picked him up by the shirt, with my mom watching the whole thing unfold, and threw him down the porch steps. (Mom later said she had never seen me so pissed or so adrenaline charged as to pick someone up by the shirt and throw them) He got the message and went home. In the next few days, I realized that wasn't the only time he had stolen from me. I was missing my original Pokémon Silver, $150 CASH I was saving up as a fursuit fund for later on, some of my DS games, some memory cards, including my PSP memory card, and some other things. By the time I was going to confront him, he had moved away. I think he's in Georgia now, but that's only the last I heard.
I asked my other friends that knew him if they were missing things, too. They said they were and I said it was probably that thief's fault. They stood there and sighed, knowing they had also been duped by this a**hole.
Just so you know who to watch out for:
His name is Jacob Aaron Reed (Idk if I spelled his middle name right, and I don't really care, either)
He has 2 brothers: Tyler Reed and I can't remember the other's name
He loves Shrimp ramen noodles
If you know him call the police ASAP and then let me know you've done so so I know justice has been served, or at least attempted to be served, so I can be a little more at ease about this whole thing.
Anyway, what I'm really trying to say here is that you never know who you can actually trust. Watch who you're friends with, watch what they do, and especially, make sure that if you don't trust one of them, have one you can actually trust watch him/her while they are there if you're not in the room. Never tell anyone where your cash is, never show them your personally valuable items, never let them even TRY to get away with anything.
Thank you to anyone who read this and will heed my wordsFor you Pokémon lovers out there
Posted 12 years ago
Thought you guys would like these X3Well...family member's terminally ill.....
Posted 12 years agoMy God mother has been struggling with a tumor wrapped around a major artery on her pancreas for almost a year now. It's inoperable, and she keeps filling up with fluid in her abdomen. Today I found out that she went back to the hospital and they drained her again, but this time, they sent her home to die. They offered hospice care, but my God parents, being the very private couple they are, declined the offer for hospice care. Now she's going to spend the last bit of her life at home, trying to prepare for her passing and preparing others in the family as well. I have been very close to my God parents for a long while, and they have been there for me since the day I was born...I can't imagine what it's going to be like without her... I don't know how my God father's going to cope, either... This is a hard time for me, being autistic (Aspergers) and having to take meds for mood swings(anger and depression for me), and I really don't know what I'm going to do... They've always been so nice and caring for everyone, they're funny, they've always trusted me and I've always trusted them... I just.... I don't know... Maybe it's just time to stop.... I just feel horrible right now.... I'm gonna go now.... Save a kitten! [Signal Boost]
Posted 12 years ago http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5252787/
The poor kitten is having to be force-fed for unknown reasons. Please help her owner!Does anyone ELSE have this problem? [Rant]
Posted 12 years agoGetting calls from something you are not affiliated with. Calling repeatedly about things that clearly have nothing to do with you.
How do I get a hold of this stupid school? West Memphis City Schools(WMCS). The retards keep calling me with an automated message usually telling me one of these things:
A) "This is (WMCS) calling to remind you of (school holiday) that will take place (start date here) through (end date here) blah blah blah..."
B) "This is (WMCS) calling to inform you that school will be let out early today due to inclimate weather. Please be here to pick up your child at (time here) and blah blah blah..."
C) "This is (WMCS) Calling to let you know that registration for the upcoming school year will take place from (start date here) through (end date here) and blah blah blah..."
D) Some other retarded thing they may have contacted me for but have no idea what they want to say because I hang up as soon as I hear "this is West Mem-"*click*
I've tried calling the number back, and it rings -twice-. Then I get that freaking loud high-pitched noise that you can hear 10 feet away on low volume. I was finally able to get a hold of someone (idk if they were from the school, the school district, or what) and they said "I'm sorry about that, I'll get you off the list. What's your number?" I gave her my number and she said "Ok, you are off the list. Sorry about that" and I told her it was ok and we hung up. And no, I can't find the number I called for that again for some reason. I've looked online and there are very few numbers listed. The ones I tried couldn't/wouldn't help me
Guess what happened the VERY NEXT FREAKIN' WEEK!? I GOT ANOTHER CALL FROM THE RETARDS!! WHOOPTEY-FRICKIN'-DOO-DAH!! WHAT A SURPRISE!! [sarcasm] Can you imagine how happy I was to get a call from them telling me about their next school vacation?? [/sarcasm] My son isn't enrolled there. He isn't even old enough to GO to school! Hell, we don't even live in that area! Not even NEAR it for crying out freakin' loud!
If anyone can help, please do. I'm sick and freaking tired of getting calls from these retards. call-blocking is an option, but I want to be off their list completely. I want them to KNOW that I have no one enrolled in their school. I want them to KNOW they have gotten on my last nerve. I hate them, and I am very much pissed off at them.
How do I get a hold of this stupid school? West Memphis City Schools(WMCS). The retards keep calling me with an automated message usually telling me one of these things:
A) "This is (WMCS) calling to remind you of (school holiday) that will take place (start date here) through (end date here) blah blah blah..."
B) "This is (WMCS) calling to inform you that school will be let out early today due to inclimate weather. Please be here to pick up your child at (time here) and blah blah blah..."
C) "This is (WMCS) Calling to let you know that registration for the upcoming school year will take place from (start date here) through (end date here) and blah blah blah..."
D) Some other retarded thing they may have contacted me for but have no idea what they want to say because I hang up as soon as I hear "this is West Mem-"*click*
I've tried calling the number back, and it rings -twice-. Then I get that freaking loud high-pitched noise that you can hear 10 feet away on low volume. I was finally able to get a hold of someone (idk if they were from the school, the school district, or what) and they said "I'm sorry about that, I'll get you off the list. What's your number?" I gave her my number and she said "Ok, you are off the list. Sorry about that" and I told her it was ok and we hung up. And no, I can't find the number I called for that again for some reason. I've looked online and there are very few numbers listed. The ones I tried couldn't/wouldn't help me
Guess what happened the VERY NEXT FREAKIN' WEEK!? I GOT ANOTHER CALL FROM THE RETARDS!! WHOOPTEY-FRICKIN'-DOO-DAH!! WHAT A SURPRISE!! [sarcasm] Can you imagine how happy I was to get a call from them telling me about their next school vacation?? [/sarcasm] My son isn't enrolled there. He isn't even old enough to GO to school! Hell, we don't even live in that area! Not even NEAR it for crying out freakin' loud!
If anyone can help, please do. I'm sick and freaking tired of getting calls from these retards. call-blocking is an option, but I want to be off their list completely. I want them to KNOW that I have no one enrolled in their school. I want them to KNOW they have gotten on my last nerve. I hate them, and I am very much pissed off at them.
Youtube PISSING ME THE F*** OFF
Posted 12 years agoWhy, YouTube.... WHY do you constantly remove videos that break your so-called "policies"
I'm calling bullshit on your policies. Seriously. This is freaking retarded. JUST because a new video site is gaining popularity and people want to post multiple videos ~6 seconds long in one video for people to really enjoy them all in one place, is retarded.
Here's the screen shot from my computer:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11997508/
Freaking seriously...is ANYONE else even a little worked up over what these full-blown retards are doing? Also, for those who don't know, Google bought YouTube a while back. So now you know who to blame for these so-called "policy-related removals"
EDIT:
FA has removed my submission of teh screenshot of YT. Ironic, isn't it?
I'm calling bullshit on your policies. Seriously. This is freaking retarded. JUST because a new video site is gaining popularity and people want to post multiple videos ~6 seconds long in one video for people to really enjoy them all in one place, is retarded.
Here's the screen shot from my computer:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11997508/
Freaking seriously...is ANYONE else even a little worked up over what these full-blown retards are doing? Also, for those who don't know, Google bought YouTube a while back. So now you know who to blame for these so-called "policy-related removals"
EDIT:
FA has removed my submission of teh screenshot of YT. Ironic, isn't it?
Well, that was easy!
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No. No it wasn't. Took me 2 hours to make this. Between putting the color codes in the right places and proper spacing/distancing with the letters, HOLY CRAP that was NOT easy!
Kitty needs a new home!
Posted 12 years agoSignal boost for 
JaciMae
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5179587/
Help this kitten find a good home!
JaciMaeSurgery Results
Posted 12 years agoThe endoscopy revealed that my esophagus doesn't need to be widened, but rather is inflamed, due to a possible food allergy. I also seem to have a small hiatal hernia somewhere (I was still out of it if/when they told me where). I don't know all the details yet, but I will update this journal with any further informationSurgery today
Posted 12 years agoGoing in for my endoscopic procedure at 7:00-7:30, since I have to be there before 8 for check in and pre-op prep. Procedure will be at around 10:00. They will be checking for stomach ulcers and will take "microscopic samples" of my intestines to check fro IBS. I'm also going to have my esophagus widened if the benefits outweigh the risks. I have been having trouble swallowing most things for a while now, and it's getting to where I can get choked on almost anything. I haven't eaten since 8 last night and haven't drank anything for the same time. I'm really hungry, and really thirsty. Can't indulge, though.... doctor's orders V.V
Anyway! Here's hoping all goes well and they don't find any ulcers, IBS, or anything otherwise wrong with meDatBadger needs help!
Posted 12 years agoLink here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5164936/
datbadger is having some difficulties. Feel free to help any way you can!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5164936/
datbadger is having some difficulties. Feel free to help any way you can!FREE ART! (Not by me)
Posted 12 years agoThis guy is doing it. Just fill out the 4-post form in the journal below and you may get some free art!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5165040/Questions about Fur Cons
Posted 12 years agoHow long do they normally last, as in hours per day?
How crowded are they, usually?
Are badges required for everyone? Just fursuiters?
I'm hoping to attend the con in Branson, MO this December, and I would like to know so I will know a little bit about it before handSTOLEN FURSUIT
Posted 12 years agoHelp this guy find it, would you kindly?
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5105057/In the market for a fursuit
Posted 12 years ago
Anybody know a good suit maker? My budget is about $250 and I'm looking for a partial. I have references as to what I want here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3962780/
With:
Moving jaw
Follow-me eyes
Fan
2-3ft stuffed tail
resin claws
silicone pawpads
If I have to pay a little more, that;s fine, but that's what I want. I will be able to pay in small payments or I might have the whole sum this time next year...hopefully.
Feel free to link to this journal if you want to. I am really wanting a partial and have been for a long whileWin $100 USD
Posted 12 years agoDoes anyone remember this game?
Posted 12 years agoBattleship for the Windows 95?
It is by FAR the most awesome Battleship game I have ever played to date. That includes the new Battleship featuring the aliens. I recently got to play it again on my alt laptop last night because it didn't have the updates that screwed around with the Compatibility Mode needed to play it. I was so excited I think I woke up my cub with my excited noises :D Seriously, you get to see the ships fire their guns, you get to control squadrons of aircraft, customize 5 fleets to fight with, control satellite defenses and radar, capture islands, repair your ships, and utilize every gun on every ship, even mines that damage the enemy ships. Oh, and don't forget the bombing runs you can do with the aircraft! ^__^ EEEEEEEE I LOVE THAT GAME!!! Net problems and AFK's
Posted 12 years agoMy compy is having a lot of problems staying connected to the net. It's probably something with the wireless card/chip inside since I dropped it a few times in the past. Just letting y'all know about that so if I don't appear active for a while, you'll know whyHeart Problems
Posted 12 years agoAGAIN!!
I am having the same symptoms - Tachycardia (rapid heart beat), shortness of breath, lightheaded, Fatigue, and palpitations.
I went to the heart doctor the other day and they made another appointment for me to go back on the 16th for some tests. I really don't know why they put these kinds of things off for that long(which is probably not VERY long, but long enough for something to happen), but this is really worrying me.
If any of you believe in some deity, prayers would be so very much appreciated.