Hey there people! So far i have some news today. Just some hours ago i get the news that I pass all my classes, the three subjects i deel are all done now and i'm oficial on vacation.

Batch of drawings will comes, so get ready~

Between those two days i have being putting effort on preparing for the exams i have tomorrow and the day after it. I give me time between study to do something for me. I usually do drawings always for others or friend, but i rarely do things for me and sometimes that always stress me.

Long time ago i wanted to start with a project, the project idea was to re-create art of Magic the Gathering cards for help me to relax of stress, without doing things for other, this time being a lil more selfish and do things for me. Why Magic the gathering card and not TF? Well, msotly because i'm not fan of doing things for me per se. So doing fan art for something I love was something i really wanted.

The basic idea is to upload a new Drawing each weekend, without forcing me to do so (Obviously is mostly for relax). Today i finished the first drawing, between my study and uploaded it on a different account that i have prepared for this, if you wanna see the drawing, i'll give a link, if you wanna see fanart of random card weekendly (maybe) as well the Opinion of this dork i'll link the gallery.

in any case, thanks for reading!

Drawing: http://chilean-collector.deviantart.....253A1373264886
Gallery: http://chilean-collector.deviantart.com/

July is starting, yesterday was a special day for mostly of my watchers and since i usually do i'm gonna start with some news.

1.- I have approved Pharmacochemestry, that mean the next semester i can take Toxicology as well Clinical Pharmacy. (Which would put me on Hospital work). Biopharmacy and Hematology are closing comming to an end, hope it will comes soon.

2.- Plan to open commissions again by the middle of July or the beggining of August, but that will depend of the third point. But in any case, I wonder. Last time i stopped to take commission mostly because i feel insecure of my art, after some troubles i get with a canceled commission. After it i just started to just sketch stuff and stop doing almost any coloring work. So,,, now i want to try again open commissions to public and see if i improved, at least self-steem wise.

3.- Almost a year ago, when i started taking the discount on maverick i offered four request, from those ones. Only one i finished, the other all sketched but only one is finished. I get myself carry away with commission as well doodles for people when things weren't well for them as i kinda do... Anyway, for those people ( ) I'm not gonna start my commission unless i finish those drawings. Also I want to apologize for the time it take me finish them as well i'm gonna add a extra gift for almost the year they awaited on it. Honestly i get carried away, between college stress, mental depression and pharmacy work. So in honor of that promise i did i'm not gonna Open commissions unless the mavericks drawing as well the Extra gifts get 100% done.

4.- In the same way i want to apologize to which around 6 months ago wanted to trade with me, and while i have the drawing done due college never give me time to finish. In that way i'm not open commissions to public until i finish that trade.

5.- Thanks you very much for my 500 watchers, i'm very happy with it and it give me more reason to upload this apologizing journal for the ones i have fault respect at.

Anyway, that is what i wanted to say. I'm not a saint on the art aspect, my self steem push me down a lot the factor that i don't find my art appealing make me do things more slow than other artist. I know the think is "believe in yourself" but for me it's kinda hard to do so. I wanted to apologize on the people mencioned above, and left things clear. This semester is ending, and i'm gonna give me time to work more in what i should finish first.

Sometimes i like a lot when chatting with people is answering question from them. I like to get me know in that way, so i'm gonna broke my shyness today and Open myself for TMITuesday question's day! ASk me whatever you want to know from Me and I'll reply back to you!

Let's get us know better~ ^^

Since college starting to get stressing again, and to get away of that last sad news journal i did i'm gonna ask some question to my watcher taken from a Journal Meme from  nolife tomorrow is a busy day but probably we are gonna see new art this weekend, yeah! So here it go!

-Why did you watch me initially?
-Why do you still watch me?
-What's your favourite thing to see from me?
-What's your least favourite thing to see from me?
-What would you like to see me do that I've never done?
-What do you think I should improve on?

My added one:
- I have accumulated a lot of gift drawings over the coloring block i had due college and romantical ups and downs, over 99 gifts, plans to color them all. Usually I pick them at random using dices. Now... You would like me to focus on a Specific themes first, which kind of topic you would like me to focus from those ones?

I'm gonna try to answer all the answer meanwhile i study, will be a long day/night. Thanks for reading and for asking!

This new have hitted me hard, turned to be a suddenly, quite suddenly notice for me... And quite depressing as well from the person it comes from...

I honestly don't want to comes with all moppery and stuff, so i just will go to the point, since me and my boyfriend decided we were gonna mention this to friend and people...

The Mother of my Boyfriend, discover that he was on a online relationship, and pretty much wreak hate of what is an Online relationship and stuff... and while he is 18 (so i haven't doing anything that go against age legality) she still want us to get apart or he will take everything of him off...

I don't want to put on risk at him to not being able to see anymore again, so we have decided mutually to break the relationship...

And that would be all i have to say...

Thanks to everyone for read... as well for the support toward it...

I have patiente with people who like Mature stuff/Porn Stuff, i believe when people is old enough they could do whatever they want for their lives, they are growns up and they know what they will do with what their money/free time/etc. I respect a lot what people like as i believe they are free for like what they want...

I ended spechless when i heard from the same Artist mouth, someone i treat him like a Lil Brother since i talked to him, someone that i have tried to help to improve with his problems, in special his fellings that he deal with his drama... that someone from here was Asking him to do that kind of art...to a 13 years old artist...

If you want to get Mature art/porn Art/Fetish art, go and get it from a grown up like you, someone who can have already the mental maturity for do it...

But don't go asking it to a 13 years old...

I'm spechless...

tl;dr version: Don't use Google translator or Any other translator program with a Lenguage you don't know nothing about thinking is gonna make you talk like a really native speaker.

This is not a rant, is more of... a Way to teach something Basic to people here...

Today a artist that i admire for his skills, screw everything because Someone X don't want to talk with him anymore... And you know why it happened? For a misunderstunding on lenguage, So i think it's fitting to mention this to everyone, because, Come one, is something basic that people forget about, because they think everything is perfect... So let me say a rule of internet that i learned with English class when i used Babelfish way back in school.

Internet translator DON'T give you the ability to speak as a Native.

Internet translator help you to have an idea of what are you saying or what you will say... but it work ONLY and ONLY, if you have an idea of the lenguage you are going to translate. Some lenguages are more hard to translate that others and translator have a bad time doing as well. Some lenguage have a Different base, other not. The verbal form and Context are important and is something you need to remember.

You can't expect to writte something in your lenguage and using a Internet translator to a lenguage you don't know at all thinking you are gonna be the perfect talker and everyone will understand you...

Here is an Example I write in spanish but i'll translate it well for people who don't understand my Lenguage. (Why I picked Spanish? Easy, because is My native lenguage. Why i Picked Japanese? Because i know Nothing how that lenguage work).

Spanish: "Me gusta mucho tu Arte, sabes me preguntaba si algun día podriamos chatear puesto que quiero conocerte"
English version of that: "I like your Art alot. I was wondering if someday we could chat since I wanted to know you"

Not hard, and people who know English and Spanish understand what i'm talking... Now, lets translate it to Japanse using google translator:

"私はあなたの芸術を本当に好き、あなたは私たちがいつかチャットができれば私が知りたいので、私は思っていたを知っています。"

Okay! this is perfect, let's post it on that Artist i like and and see if he want to chat with me!... If you do that expecthings things will flow... you are gonna have a bad time... why? let's translate the Japanse version back to Spanish... you will get surprised.

Spanish: "Realmente me gusta, porque quiero saber si somos capaces de charlar contigo alguna vez tu arte, yo sabía que tenía un pensamiento."
In English: I really like you, i wanna know if we can chat with your art, i knew a thought.

So... See what is wrong? If not, here is what is wrong:
1.- The part of "I like your art" turned into a declaration of Love. (I really like you) the word "art" get lost on Context and appeared at the end of the second sentense where you mention about talking on a Chat. If I were a Natural Japanese speaker and someone comes saying I really like you... I'd be scared.
2.- The part "I was wondering if someday we could chat" turned into a sentense where you want to talk WITH the art and not the artist, instead of ABOUT the art. So google translator ruined the context of your Sensente and make you look like a dumb that want to talk to a drawing on a paper...
3.- I don't have idea why Google translator added a third sensente "I knew i thought"... From nowhere Google translate added a new sentense that Mess everything, a sentense that made NO SENSE of why is there.

Talking in another lenguage take time and dedication, even if I knew english i still do mistake. If you want to talk with someone in another Lenguage, knowing NOTHING of it and thinking that google translating is the answer to all your problem... I'm sorry but you are mistaken.

Well guys! I didn't give me time for say it before because i have an exam everyday of this week but today, and today i give me time for myself and spend it for me, Watched Iron man 3, get a Wonderful Lunch, A wodnerful Ice cream from my favourite Shop... Ah~ A really great day.

it was so nice that this week ended, i was so stressed, the fact that i didn't get able to enjoy my birthday the monday because i spend it studing make me feel quite stressed, but is all done, and now i just want to say it.

~Thanks to everyone who wished me a Happy birthday!~ I know i'm not the best artist out there and they are a lot more, yet you get interesed on talk with me, you get interesed in wish me a happy birthday, to all those wishes, thanks you, thanks you!

I appreciate your support!

First of all, I'm sorry if I haven't doing an update for a while, College have being quite busy as well some other things, artwise i have sketched like usually when i get free time, but haven't concentrate at all for work on more important drawings.

Life give us always a twist, sometimes we get sad, other it gives us really great Happiness, While in my last journal I mention i was quite depressing due a romantically breakup and was looking forward to see what things would go, i never stopped to think in that special person that light my day everyday... And he was doing the same. At first the fear of being hurted again was still there, but we keep talking, we keep looking on us, around three weeks ago we started with the flirting again, two weeks ago we starting to have important talks about what will happen, thinking well so noone would be hurted, and two days ago, even if both of us family hate the Online relationship we decided to keep it on secret from them, but not for our friends here...

I love you  agentofempathy you are my special guy, and everytime i saw you and we talk i can't avoid to blush, you make me so happy and bright my day and i hope our happiness get strongest everyday more!

Okay, not sure if you noticed at all but i kinda wiped my Avatar and profile a while ago...

So for people who was curious about it, the 17 I pass for a Romantic Breakdown, which while at first i was felling like "things that happen" mood at first, but still wanted to give me a break artwise, those day (well, since last week) i started to feel quite sad over the whole Topic, i started to miss how happy i was with him and starting to feel quite sad and working on drawing was quite hard, i started to loss interest as well on FA, reason why i haven't give the thanks for watching me, or replying back stuff.

I pretty much spend hours, and hours, playing Terraria, trying to take my mind of that Nostalgic felling, At least i didn't take down my college responsabilities, but the free time i have i spended on that game instead of working on Drawings.

I was pretty much dueling on my depression, which is kinda my guilty, because i felled so happy with that person that i even stopped taking my antidepressive (if anyone want to give me a slap, go ahead).

I even started to reject gifts that where for me, asking to either be removed of them, or asked to those gift to not be done if possible. Neither to say, i was just focused on my sadness.


Today, i take some things out thanks to the help from  Nexives those days i tried to give me a push and work on a birthday gift i did for  rustyraccoon that i was working around 5 days ago, but always kicking it over Terraria. Neither to Say, Nex Help me to feel better... Sorry if i make the other friend who asked me if i was well, because i was just laying behind a happy smile, if i offended you in anyway for not trusting with the reality, my apologies.


Anyway, Nex, after a hard time giving me some sentimental slaps, make me open with him and toss what i was keeping under the mask.


I'm felling more better, and i started already to work on drawings. I did already the frame for a comic Commission for  Joducus I might be slow to have colored drawings, but i'm gonna try to have things done. After all, i'm starting to feel better spiritually and hope i could do things soon. As long i could slow down that addicting Terraria Game.

Also, if you are wondering, I returned to my Antidepressives, So that will help me to return back to a more stable mood,

To anyone who read me, thanks you very much. A new Profile will comes soon.

Hey there People! Long time i don't updated my journal so here it's me with a little update:

A.- Returning to college, Status: Survived!
Yesterday I traveled Back ot college, since a new semester started, I traveled from Coquimbo to Chile in TUR-BUS, one of the bigger chilean's Bus Company, yet very well-know for have a lot of accidents. So I really get scared when the Bus i traveled have a burst of tires which comes at first with a smell of burned plastic. They change our bus after 10 minutes (They even stop to see what was happening, despice the loudly noise as well the feel something was burning). But after 14 hours I arrive safe to my college room

B.- Internship:
My internship finished last week, the Pharmaceutical give me a 6.9 out of 7.0 (would be like getting a 98 out of 100) had a lot of fun as well a lil frustation for not being able to work in drawings in a way i'd like. Really fun things happened:
- I meet  sebafox which was another intern that arrived a week after i did, no needed to say, did get really surprised when its happened, and he turned in the first one i meet from FA in person.
- The Auxiliar that worked with me started to call me "Panda", which make me feel quite funny yet a lil akward, since they didn't told me because i like furry art, (Noone but seba knew that) but because i was "Cute and Chubby", they joke with me a lot about have a diet of Bamboo... Which make me blush each time.

C.- Art:
Didn't worked much on Art this week, mostly because were my only vacation days i was gonna have so enjoyed myself a lot. Spend with friends, have fun mostly, neither to say, now i'm with college i don't will see my brother much, neither spend so much time with friends, so art will get more common, Commission will be closed until April.

And that will be all, thanks for read those random afventure of this fellow artist! ^^

Well, I just get my first Week of Internship done, and man today was a battleground! the Laboratorist get out since his son birth and get the proper week out, since the Laboratorist is out i'm helping the pharmacist to make the Magistral preparation... needing to say, it is one of the most tiresome work i'm doing in the pharmacy since i'm doing things that i'm not 100% prepared to do, and while i'm maganing, i fear i could do a mistake that will cause problems to us.

Artwise, i'm having some problems of inspiration for drawing commission, not having much time for sit and think a storyline, trigger, have make me get a lil slowdown. As well the energy to work on them that the internship drain from me.

I'm gonna start uploading in scraps the gift i did for christmas, so plan to upload two per times since those were doing long time ago. My intention is finishing them, wiht color and everything. I still have Christmas gifts for do, but the evil entity of Saint Valentin is draining my powerwill of lately as well, and have make me feel more depressed than usual.

But let's figure out what i'll finish doing it.

Thanks for reading me!

First at all, my Apologies because i didn't give me much time for keep you informed of how things were going here or why I haven't uploading anything at all. So, for the ones that don't remember or just watch me not much ago around september i spend over a month of strike on college which forced us to have around a month less of vacation, Normally our semester End on December, now we did on January. But anyway, to what i wanted to say:

1.- A couple of dys ago i get my last grade (The friday) I finished well, all my classes aproved, mean I'm oficially now on 4th year as a Students of Pharmacy and Chemestry.
2.- I Approved Pharmaco-Chemestry/Medical Chemestry I, which let me do Oficially my first Intership on a Pharmacy. I'll start working on a local Pharmacy here the one of Febraury, and will be the first time i experiment oficially working for a Pharmaceutical as well have Oficially the Health of People.
3.- I spend sketching the Gift commission i own as well some late Christmas Gift for people i meet during 2012 as well for the ones who was always close to me, probably i'll post the sketch in the same way i did for the Halloween ones, Will color them as I get time.
4.- The coloring Priority will go for commission, trades as well the Old request i own (My Apologies for that! X-x)

And that is all i can say for this late January Journal! Hope everyone have a really greath month.

See you! Wolfaro, one step ahead to be a Pharmaceutical.

Well, after one week of don't do almost nothing artwise, I started again to work on some drawings I have. I was having a kind of block for working on my drawings, mostly commission after pushed the Pony Prank, as well some dificulties that my art Moral was having.

So, Hope to comes with new art soon. College is not ended yet (I'll end the 16) and after that my free time will increase... Until it drop on Febraury once i start to do my Practique on the Pharmacy.

So far January have being smooth and peacefully, And my art morale have being increased some.

So, until the next Journal!

Well, 2012 is no more here and we are starting a new year today, in retrospective this year wasn't a bad one at least for me, i manage to get new friends, i'm really happy to be part of Ryu Group, they are so nice guys and joy to talk with them, i meet a really fun bear that i hope to meet soon, as well i have meet people that have being for me always and make me feel appreciated with their daily hellos on Skype/AIM/MSN/YIM.

Even if was the year that i almost get lost on depresión, even forced to lost a college semester i could say i'm felling happier than ever, while i'm still with my antidepressive treatment and will be for a while, It have being for the better.

Artwise i have being felling more appreciated, comment, fav, views and commission-wise. I feel i'm not so bad as I was before, i hope to grow much more in this 2013 and hope that all my friends goal comes true.

To everyone, Happy 2013

Here in a day like this we have a Phrase that say:

"Inocente Palomita que te has dejado engañar, en este día 28 en nadie haz de confiar"

And this will be a rought translation of it trying to keep the rime:

"Innocently Lamb that make yourself get fooled, in this day 28th you should believe to no one"

December 28th is the festivity of the Holy Innocent in Spain, Hispanic America (I'm from Chile) and the Phillipines. Pretty much is the version of April Fool i have, And this was my prank. Thanks to everyone who give me a bunch of chuckle, laughs and smile during the day, either by the expectation of what answer i was gonna get, for the ones that comes to me saying they like Ponies as well (Which make me feel more appreciation to them, due to being open with me, was quite nice and make me feel sad for fool them) as well the ones who get folled and follow my game on chat, in special to  weremoose, which keep sending me some Pony fanart drawing for me to see, as well the Poor  Xids that follow my pony game thought it seems he was enjoying himself too.

In my life i have seen only one Episode of the Serie, i didn't wanted to upload a single picture of me as a Pony, and wanted to use it as a chance for do a massive upload of Pony drawings, so i contacted some friends for help me with it, thanks to those one who let me draw their OC, their fursonas as Ponies (even if ponies wasn't their taste) or just fool around. This is not the last Pony drawing I do, as i want to add some OC of friends that I didn't get time to add due the time limit that was this day.

Anyway, thanks for all this laugh and smile and to all my Holy Innocents, thanks you all!.

P.D: Seems someone get hurted and unwatched me, I did have a nice number, so i'll offer a nice request to my watcher Number 444 to replace the one who left. ;)

Weeeel... I really did a Massive uploading of a bunch of art. If I bother someone with it, my apologies, i really get eager with the amount of drawings i have prepared and i wasn't able to await to uploading them today during the day.

Anyway, I hope everyone could enjoy the new art i just uploaded, probably more will comes during the day! Anyway, now i'm heading to bed, quite eager and happy.

Everypony have a nice day!

Merry Christmass to everyone! I know this holiday i have being quite silent artwise, but that is mostly because i have being working in something i have being wanting to do Since April of this year. And wanted to give it a try so i don't will need to await much for my next chance. So Hope everything is okay for everyone! Hope everyone have an enjoyable day and night, and I hope to have new drawings for the holiday soon, thought sorry for the delay.

Hope you are having a reall great day! Everyone that pass this today should be full of Joy and Proud! Today the 13th Bakún ended, and is the beggining of the 14th one... And Enjoy it! Celebrate it! Because the 14th one will end in 5.125 years more!

Cheeers!

Well, the initial idea was to post an update to the monthly letter, the monthle letter it was gonna be update to give a 25% of discount to all commission, since after over a year and a half the whole ABC get completed (26 drawings in total) and the idea was doing that discount as celebration. Anyway, i used to open 5 slots per month, but always get some commission (around 3 to 2) of those drawings that i didn't manage to end on the respect month, mostly because college keep me busy, usually i finished this commission around 5 or 10 but it seems is gonna take me more for this month. So, this is what i'm gonna do:

1.- The only commission for December I have was gonna be move to the November list, i promised it was gonna have a 25% discount for the all letter special and it will keep that.
2.- I'm gonna take December, January and maybe febraury without taking commission, that way i could focus the free times without pharmacy studies and vacations for finish the three Maverick request i need to finish, some gifts commission as well a trade i have there. (My apologies)
3.- Once i return, the month will be a Full letter month special (25% of discount on all drawings) as well i'll take the raffle for see which will be the next Monthly letter victim. (26 drawings, 2 drawings per month).
4.- I'll try as well to take those 3 months for improve my art, try to be a better artist that way i'll be a more worthy artist than i'm now.

that is all... Any doubt, question, etc. can be done on the journal and i'll reply it.

Well, first of all. I want to give the thanks to people, my last commission get a lot of view and turned into one of the phew drawings that get a bunch of comments the first day I upload it. You don't know how much you filled me with Joy with that. I get New watcher, even a new commission. So you don't have idea how much Joy you guys, my watcher give me this day. I have exam tomorrow, so didn't give me time to draw, so I uploaded a Drawing that i have for a while. I feel ready for the exam yet a lil nervious, but i feel i'll do quite acceptable after it i'll work on commissions as well the free commission I still own (I haven't forgotten about you Joducus, Ryanr, Pyke, Nightfirer and Evo) as well the drawings of the Maverick request. All of them are ready for color, more time is what i need!.

Anyway, wanted to give you thanks to you guy, thanks for watching, thanks for faving, thanks for commenting. You don't know how happy you make me feel today.

Well, Since this monday, i give me time for doodle and sketch drawings for people that mean a bunch for me, either because they have being there for me when i need it, than had being there when i was depressed, or have touched my heart in a way that I keep then on mind. People that keep talking with me on chat even if I'm not in a good mood, even if i'm depressed or college stressed. People that had keep an eye over my art, and make me feel more secure about it, either by following, commenting, faving, liking or even commission me.

Halloween is not really a date that i take Serious, in fact, i get quite grumpy on the date, in special because i don't celebrate and for my fear toward disguise people. I don't know what make me change this year, while normally i don't would upload any kind of halloween related art. This time i give me time to do so, show my fears, and share what people there like about it.

Sometimes time don't let us finish things like we should want. So, my apologies if I didn't have time to do something for more people. In fact, i finishing discarding more drawings that i was able to do. So, In a future, i'll try to make a favor to those ones, this is not the last Halloween after all. I keep a lot of people close my heart.

To everyone, thanks you very much and a Happy Halloween.

People who follow my journal know what go here with the Social Students. Well, the Rector give a Solution to it the friday, it seems it was gonna be the end of the strike, classes were gonna start again and things would follow at normal. With a feel of victory for the students, instead of increase the Annual Wage we pay as it was gonna go (it was gonna be between a 20% for each career) it was gonna be downed in a 10% and the registration wage was gonna go down a 30%.

The Students's Federation rejected the Rector Proposition, they asked for a discount of a 50% on the Annual Wage for Study, and the Registration wage to be free. The Rector say that would cause a waste of around 40.000.000 US that the college would't be received doing that. The Students's Federation, without thinking logically wanted to show the economical papers so they can prove that, the College denied that saying that was imposible to do in the time. Due that the Students decided to follow the strike and the occupy of all the buildings they can take over.

Yesterday, the Rector, with the Dean of each building, decided to close the college for 15 days. So they could Analize the situation, and force to make class return to normal due the agresiveness of the students. Also, if the Students decided to follow the strike after it, the career than can't follow and complete a normal semester (some have 6 weeks on strike) Will lost the Semester, if that Happen it mean the semester don't will go and everything that was done will be canceled. If I lost the semester i'll be losing around 2000 US that the Students Federation aren't gonna give me back.

I'm quite pissed off, I mean... Geez... Fucking Anarchist groups.

Decided to starting to upload Sketches I do by time to time so far, those one are mostly gift i do for my friends and people I like, and that I want to give a surprise, or a boost up on those bad days when i'm available to do so. Probably you will get surprised that those Sketch are done on paper, but is becase I draw my drawing first using Traditional media and then applying a digital work over them. I decided to start uploading some sketches by time to time, in special those days i didn't give me time for color a drawing. So I could upload something for my Watchers.

So, the days i didn't really finished something, I decided to Upload between one to two of those sketches i have on my PC so you could see.

Hope to had new things of your Enjoyment for all of you guys, I appreciate all the Support.