Im switching my account over. I have been sitting on verlis for a while and have the motivation to move everything. im tired of telling people lugia4930 is my account. http://www.furaffinity.net/user/verlis/

Just got back from the local awesome anime convention, metrocon. It wasnt the best on for stuff to do but the friends I made are the best. It was actually a time of freedom and pure joy for me. I was treated like an adult by all my hotel roommates and friends AND IT MEANT SOOOOO MUCH! For once when I told someone "Yeah man, see ya in a bit, gonna head out with friends" I didnt get some bullshit reason why I couldnt go or had to fill in every detail, no I got "Alright, catcha at the room or see ya at the rave or maybe like 7 when the breakfast buffet opens, its up to you." I could not handle that at first, I was genuinely stunned that I was free to do what I want and my judgement was trust-able enough to end up ok. Then the people I met were so insightful and supportive. At times it wasnt about making it to the next panel or worrying about an event, it was about the 'con experience' of hanging out with someone that has common interests and just enjoying it. Then there was the RAVE, another moment of self growth. The raves were good for the music but the energy was unexplainable. I became a hit on the dancefloor and got respect with the really good ravers. It also gave me a chance for all of the experiences and life lessons to soak in. In the end I had the greatest time yet!

I had a friend tell me that to find what I am truly looking for in a relationship I need to write down the top 15 characteristics that I am looking for. after reviewing my list I know its what I need but it almost seems too ridiculously shallow or selfish. Although it did ask for 15 my list feels like each item is worth 5 from what I have learned in past relationships. Well just tossing my list out to see if there are people like this out there or if I should change a few things...

1. Furry
2. Energetic
3. Pokemon fan
4. Outgoing
5. NOT religious, but spiritual in a meditative sense
6. Trusts self
7. Handles stress
8. Doesn’t waste money
9. Understands Therianthropy
10. Honest
11. Loves Techno music
12. Goes to conventions, costumes
13. More about the relationship/love than anything else
14. Believes in “the one”
15. Will be there for me like I am for her and wont turn away.

This took me well over an hour to make because 15 is a LOT.

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Tony/Verlis
- Eye Color: Hazel, green, blue-green (depends on mood)
- Hair Style/Color: Short, I try to spike the front / auburn red
- Height: 5' 8.5"
- Clothing style: Pokemon/Game T-Shirts, Cargo pants
- Best physical feature: Eyes/hair

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Growing up
- Your guilty pleasure: Porn
- Your biggest pet peeve: intrusive people
- Your ambitions for the future: Living in Seattle, Modern Person, Graphic Designer, Being happy

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Crap... sleep
- What you think about most: The future
- What you think about before bed: what I did today and how tomorrow can be better.
- You think your best quality is: I plan almost every move while being sparatic, joyful, and eccentric. I make sure I make every moment fun but I also make sure my future isn't fail.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Single dates, unless its a really cool group thing with all friends.
- To be loved or respected: Respect
- Beauty or brains: Personality
- Dogs or cats: Dogs

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: I prefer not to, but if it server a greater good, yeah.
- Believe in yourself: I do.
- Believe in love: I need to find it first
- Want someone: Yes

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: for school stuffs
- Done drugs: NEVER
- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Blue, Aqua, Crimson, Gray
- Favorite animal: wolves
- Favorite movie: Pokemon 2000, scott pilgrim vs the world
- Favorite game: Pokemon

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday you will be: sometime
- How old will you be: 18 =D
- Age you lost your virginity: I want to find love first.
- Does age matter: somewhat my age

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Caring, FURRY side, trusts herself, and can handle all this
- Best eye color: Eye colour doesn´t really make a difference for me.
- Best hair color: reddish, but not a huge preference
- Best thing to do with a partner: Just hanging out or getting to know each other. Enjoying each other's company, be lovey.

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: Pokemon
- I feel: Optimistic
- I hide: nothing
- I miss: summer. no, cuz its too hot
- I wish: for my future to be how i plan. (and for pokemon to be real)
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG

-You! Do it now! xD