Hey there everyone.. as you may have seen me previously on my "vent drawing" were i had problems with my family.. well, problems just get worse.. and worse.

As you may know, my relationship with my family isn't the best.. Mom's got alcoholic and spending problems, Brother's quite abusive and got his own problems too.. and as of lately, drawing and streaming for fun has become more and more stressing with her being so pushy and demanding on giving her money.. no matter how much i give her, how i help, or how much i do, it's never enough, with her asking for credit on stores.. having to pay bills.. having to pay expensive things, but she never pays them with her money, she wastes it on alcohol and then i have to deal with her being drunk and being so manipulative and emotionally/verbally abusing me.. and have to pay those bills myself.

Since my paypal account is empty, she's been really upset and rushing me to get to work on art.. even said "you better stop lazing around and stop wasting time playing games with your so called friends" and i have to make more money because of an upcoming bill on her credit card.. but since i DONT have money at all to send, she's taken a big loan, and the pay back amount for is... 430% of the original amount paid over 24 months, and with all the credits she's taken on stores and still having to pay the credit card... it's way too expensive on the long way and i wouldn't be able to help at all with my comm work being so.. slow.. with her being so irresponsible..

so i know what this means for me if i don't move out.. even more pressure.. stress.. anxiety.. it's just gonna be real hell.. so i just feel in distress and just wanna run away, because i know she's gonna put that responsibility on me and who knows who might happen if i fail..

so this is a call for help.. if i succesfully move out, i will be able to enjoy drawing for fun and take care of details just as i like.. to be able to stream freely.. and to spend more time with my friends and everyone who i know..

Here are my paypal and Ko-fi links, and don't worry if you can't donate, i'm still thankful that you took the time to read this, it means a lot.

https://paypal.me/LuisTheYamper
https://ko-fi.com/luistheyamper

Other way to support me and for free, is just by watching me on twitch, i sometimes stream art and a few games.. i greatly appreciate company while i just try to relax and take it easy.

https://www.twitch.tv/LuisTheYamper

that being said.. thank you everyone, i mean it when i say you're all my real family, and i wish i could give you all a big hug.

I'm 24 yamps old now :3

I did post a few of the gas alts that were requested during the wholewithout asking if you are okay with it, my bad, apologies! ^^"

but good news is that i just finished posting all of the stroll struggle YCHs! and that i will be opening comms soon and publish some arts that i've done too!

Hey there! if you didn't know I just uploaded more arts/gifts from others on the  BigBoltundDad account, check em out! <3

and more are in the way!! take a look at this one sumo yamper https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59959815/

It's an account where i usually post/share gifts and trades or comms, gifts and fanarts that others have done for me/my characters! make sure to give a follow there as well, and to the artists that have done the gifts too! <3

Hey there! If you're wondering about my slow work and having published only #9 ychs, i've done up to #24 already, and there's still 24 more to go!

However, work has been really slow, With summer not only wearing me down, but also lowering my laptop's performance due to it overheating quickly.
So work will still be slow, i'll try my best to finish all the YCHs before february ends, it's too late to do that many before january ends.

My finger is feeling much better as well but not fully, it went from a pained and uncomfortable pose to draw, to just a bit of discomfort while drawing, but i'm sure it'll be fully healed soon <3

thanks for reading!

I wish you all a lovely and merry christmas, that you got lots of gifts and spent time with your loved ones <3
And don't forget to eat well and enjoy these times of joy <3

Hey there!! I'll go straight to the point... but there's a chance that i might upload a nsfw pieces but.. i'm still not very sure and would like to maybe hear everyone's opinion on this.

i've been thinking about this a lot, i've been talking with my closest friends to it even.. i am still kinda afraid this might harm my reputation as a sfw artist though since i really want that to be the main focus on me and i don't wanna build up a nsfw audience.. and well- i'm asexual too, this doesn't arouse me or make feel horny, sometimes i'm just like in a mood? like pretty much like a comfort kink?

I usually gifted my friends who are into this kind of stuff NSFW pieces since they do love hyper and such.. and so do i! i feel in the mood and.. just do so, one thing i also like is pretty much fupas?
Here! I think a better example is to show it rather than just rambling..

Drawn by me, Uploaded by someone else.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58778963/ (CW: Hyper cock)
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58782992/ (CW: Hyper Fupa/Fatpad)

I hope it looks good and those who are into this also like it!

But i've been thinking.. not everyone is into this kind of stuff so i have been wondering if i make an alt account instead of uploading it here.
My favourite artists usually draw plenty of fatfurs and then my other favs rarely some hyper nsfw stuff, Shoutout to  Blitzit  RoyTheDragon  Reppu  a-kyte  OwliGatorStudios .. love your works so much <3

Something i also like is pretty much borderline immobile fatties.. or actually immobile blobs that are still able to top and such..  Heftyscales and  FatBlueLion draw that really well! if you look at one of fatbluelion's recent pieces you might see me commenting and maybe considering getting a commission from them too.. which.. i like it but not sure what others would think of Luis getting a nsfw piece, like, he's so cute and so pure! he would never- (nsfw hyper fat cocked luis jumpscare)

but yeah.. i've been worried like.. "This will harm my reputation.. i am scared to build a nsfw focused audience.. i don't want this to be my focus, everyone will judge me" and.. i was hoping if you guys could give an opinion or maybe what you think? i'm all ears! if you're supportive or don't support it, i will fully listen, just be honest please, it's all i ask 💛

As title says, last week i accidentally crushed one of my fingers and i haven't been able to use it properly since then

A week later, My finger is healing well, but i'm still not able to use it, I tried drawing, it's been uncomfortable and made me flinch lots, so i'm not able to.

Good news, is that it's not a fracture, however, it's a bad bruise , that takes up to three weeks to heal.
While i let it heal, i'm not able to draw or make an income.

i've set a small ko-fi goal if you'd like to help me get by, to pay for bills and food, and some meds to help myself.
If you do.. i very much appreciate it, if you share, i appreciate it too.

https://ko-fi.com/luistheyamper

The yamper has turned 23 years old <3

And the raffle winners are..  krokodile333  RoyTheDragon and  Linkcario!!

and also.. two extra winners as i saw a lot of people joined.. and these winners are..

 RockyBronx ! and  SnugzTheGator!
Congrats to you all! Thank you for joining my raffle! 🌟

Winners were pulled on  Vicstone discord server on a stream!

I might spin the wheel more times if i finish the raffle rewards before the month ends! so stay tuned! <3

https://bsky.app/profile/luistheyamper.bsky.social

Just got a code a few days ago, you can follow me there!

Hey everyone, I'm sorry to inform, that our friend  heavybear is no longer with us..

I'm devastated by the news.. You were such a dear friend to me.. we played games and draw together.. had laughs.. you were so supportive too..

A friend that knew him in person came to me with the news today... i was in shock when i heard it..

He passed away at 3 AM Last night.. He was in comma.. and he didn't wake up.. the doctors tried his best but he didn't make it.. he passed away....

He has been feeling sick for over a month.. He was missing 1 million red blood cells.. And a few weeks ago.. he even told me..

"I lost another million, I'm dying."

After hearing that from him.. i just felt useless that i couldn't help any more..

He told me he wanted to return all the money i've sent to him to help him.. which i rejected.. and i've been extremely worried or him.. he matters so much to me that seeing him in this state.. it hurts me..

i tried to be positive and tell him he's gonna recover soon..

But the thoughts still lingered in my head... of him being gone.. i didn't want to lose him.. i just felt so useless that i couldn't do anything to help..

He said.. "Heh.. i'll always be here, Even if you don't see me. Because i love you."

And i just melt in tears..

I'm gonna miss you so much.. thank you so much for all the good times and memories we've made.. for all the laughs.. for everything.. i'm not ever gonna forget you.. May you rest in peace..  heavybear

📣June commissions are OPEN! Taking 6 slots!

To claim a slot, just comment below to claim one, and then i'll reply to you with a "Note me with your idea!"

Here you can see the Prices!

SLOTS
- BigDogMellon
-  fire106
- HungryGrowyStag
- ImmobulGainer
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Turning 22 today <3

March commissions are open!
Send a note on FA with "Comm Request" and i'll give you a slot!

Check the prices and examples here!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50464050/

Wanting to start big this year, taking more slots monthly, and hoping to finish them before the month ends!

Check my do's and dont's, any my terms of service!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054768/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054783/

Check out the updated Size chart as well! Featuring two bigger sizes!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47022220/

As always, first come first serve! ^^

SLOTS
1- Cooper Corgi (Twitter) (Reserved)
2- RowdenSilver (Twitter)
3-  IgnusTheFox
4- Max Starbound (Discord)
5- Vivi (Discord)
6- DunkyBritscuit (Twitter)
7-  ZackThePurpleWolf

(I published this on twitter 2 days ago, but thought i should let FA users know too.)

10th January i went to the hospital, i was in a lot of abdominal pain, turned out i had stones in my gallblader, if nothing done about it, it could turn into a fatal pancreatitis, so i was hospitalized.

After 3 days of being hospitalized and being on liquid diets, it was time for surgery, and my gallblader was successfully removed, and everything turned out to be fine.

Then 8 hours after it, i was discharged from the hospital and able to go home, and rest.

I'll have to rest plenty and eat healthy for a few days, so I won't be able to continue on comms these next days, so a few slots may be delayed to February while I rest and recover.

Apologies about that, this was rather sudden, hope you guys understand, and thank you in advance!

January commissions are open! Taking 7 slots
Send a note on FA with "Comm Req." and i'll give you an slot!

Check the prices and examples here!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50464050/

Wanting to start big this year, taking more slots monthly, and hoping to finish them before the month ends!

Check my do's and dont's, any my terms of service!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054768/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054783/

Check out the updated Size chart as well! Featuring two bigger sizes!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47022220/

As always, first come first serve! ^^

SLOTS
1-  ignusthefox (Reserved)
2-
3-
4-
5-
6-
7-

First of all.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i love you all <3

With 2023 coming, i've had a few goals i'm wanting to achieve this year, and here are a few of them!

More commissions per month: That's right! I'll be trying to take maybe 7 comms per month from now on.

Try doing more personal art and gifts (Fan-art) : I've been enjoying doing art, but lately didn't have the time for it, now that the holidays are over, and if comm slots aren't full, there might be some personal art that month!

Raffles: It's been a while, never done one on FA, and just one on twitter, and since you guys have helped me reah this far.. i'd like to celebrate with a few raffles sometime <3

Art, artstyles, perspectives: I've been doing mostly the same poses every time i do comms, and want to be more consistent with it too! so i'll be trying from now on to do better posing or different views for art.

Life updates, and possibly moving: Moving is only a possibility, i'm not completely sure of it, but it's for sure an option as i want to stay away from the abuse of my mother the most, Though... Mom has promised me to get me a new laptop once dad's life insurance is done and arrives, just gotta hope she keeps her promise and also doesn't waste that money in alcohol.

That's most of the plans i have for 2023! i sure hope it's a better year than 2022, and i do wish you all a very happy new years and that you accomplish and achieve all your year's goals! <3

I want to thank you all.. in the you all are wonderful.. all the sweet words, comforting, cheers and reassuring gave me hope that things will not stay like this and over the time, things will improve.

it helps me a lot to know that I have friends who care and are here for me 💛

You all are truly the best, and i dont know where i'd be now without your support.. you guys are all I have, and I will do my best to not disappoint you all and keep bringing the content you all love! Even if it's a bit slow, I'll do my best 💛

I apologize if I haven't been around much.. I have been spending time alone trying to relax.. visiting my sisters and my nephews watching movies and cartoons with them.. it's nice.. and really helps to be away from her..

To the people that donate.. support.. and commission me to work for them.. Thank you so much.. I can't find the words to thank such generosity.. and that you trust me to make a piece..

you guys help me a lot, and I really appreciate it! 💛

From the bottom of my heart.. Thank you for everything everyone, I love you all, you're all wonderful! 💖

I was going to talk about this on my twitter circle.. but i think it's an important matter.. it's a bit of a long thread so i'll understand if you don't want to read it, a TLDR will be added at the end of it.

So.. Yeah, chest pains, verbal/mental abuse, and more..

The bad day was when Argentina playing football.. First, we lost tv signal.. she was rushing and pressuring my to find it online, but there weren't streams online, just on tv or paid services, the way she was pressuring me and watching me was giving me anxiety and stressing me..

I couldn't find one, but luckily the TV signal returned, and we watched the match together.
While we watched, she said why i'm so "Bitter" (Amargado/mala onda, lack of emotion, negative?)
I just said "No soy amargado.." (I'm not bitter..)
I really can't show that much emotion or get too anxious because it would give me chest pain.. as soon as i got up.. she said "TE QUEDAS ACA" (YOU STAY HERE) the way she said it, it gave me a slight of chest pain.. so i ignored her and went to my room and watched the match by myself.. And the final moments were intense.

Ten extra minutes and a tie at the final shot! then 30 minutes of suffering, and then penalties, but Argentina won! And i was really happy and too excited, all that stress and emotion making my heart race and i had to rest immediately.. so i had to lie downon my bed and had meds.. but my mom called me, so i got up struggling and holding my chest, and asked for me to go buy some more alcohol.. which.. i couldn't, so i asked my brother if he could go, so he went, my mother gave me an angry look.. and then i went to lay down again..

a minute later, she yelled at me to get up "VENI PARA ACA/ COME HERE NOW"
i got up asked her to let me rest, i'm really hurting.. i couldn't breathe well
she said that she's in even more pain and that she bares it, that she doens't complain about it.. that i'm so fragile and weak

she said that she's in even more pain and that she bares it, that she doens't complain about it
and then, said that i get annoyed everytime she asks to go buy alcohol, that "I don't let her"
and said that i'm being unfair to her, that the money i give her isn't enough..

Since i'm the only income of money.. from my comms.. everything i earn i have to give it to her.. but she wastes most of it buying alcohol.. and that isn't cheap, that day she bought like 9 bottles and was way too drunk.
I.. i give her all my money.. i'm obedient.. i help.. what else do you want from me..?
she said so many things to make me feel more down, that if i have food she makes it, that if there's toilet paper she buys it, that she "takes care of me" (you're making my heart burn and my chest going to explode talking to me like this, you're not caring of me at all)

And the classic.. "I gave you life and raised you" You were verbally abusive always.. Dad was the loving and caring one... and... this year.. i lost him..

i held onto my chest and couldn't do much, i wanted to make the pain stop and was just feeling horrible, so i said "it hurts... i need to rest.." and immediately left onto my bed.. had a few more meds... and then... i cried... i stuffed my face onto not one, but two pillows so no one could hear me.. i cried while my chest was in pain.. i cried a lot until i calmed down... and then passed out.. and woke up 4 hours later..

the only comfort i got was from a friend and my BF and some from my brother (not physical comfort tho)
he said "your mother is an alcoholic ungrateful bitch, and stop crying, don't give her much mind" He agrees that she's alcoholic and wastes a lot of money on it...

Nowadays.. she's rushing me to get her more money.. if she didn't waste it we wouldn't be in such a needy and rough situation..
Today.. my pc stopped working and no longer turns on.. and maybe soon.. my laptop will too.

So i'm in a bit of your help... if you could help me a little.. just a little, i would really appreciate it.. i can't draw much since my laptop would overheat and break.. and i don't want that..
My paypal is https://paypal.me/LuisTheYamper and my ko-fi.. https://ko-fi.com/luistheyamper

Every little bit counts.. thank you from the deepest of my heart if you took the time to read..

TL:DR: Mom wastes all the money i give her and treats me terribly.. pressuring me.. mentally and verbally abuses me giving me stress and anxiety.. making my chest hurt.. my pc broke and maybe my laptop will soon too.. so i will lose my only way of income.

📣 November is here! which means it's time for a new batch of commissions, Taking 5 slots!
First come first serve!

IMPORTANT NOTE: I won't be able to start them right ahead, i'm still recovering from my sickness and have to get my chest checked at the hospital. Probably starting on them on november 6th!

Here are the prices! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49222527/

Make sure to read the new prices as well!

NEW: I've added a new pricing for backgrounds! They're still a work in progress, and are up to change.

💛 Due to a few financial problems, Tips/Donations will be more than welcome! You can donate through Furaffinity shinies or tipping through the commission (Prices are still the same!)

✉️ Contact me on Discord: LuisTheYamper#6854
Twitter DMs, or Furaffinity notes.. sending a note with the title "COMM REQ/COMM SLOT" and "I'd like one slot!"

Check my do's and dont's, any my terms of service!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054768/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054783/

Check out the updated Size chart as well! Featuring two bigger sizes!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47022220/

As always, first come first serve! ^^

SLOTS
1-  tfs-and-swaps-plz
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3-
4-

📣 October is here! which means it's time for a new batch of commissions, Taking 6 slots!

Here are the prices! https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49222527/

Make sure to read the new prices as well!

NEW: I've added a new pricing for backgrounds! They're still a work in progress, and are up to change.

💛 Due to a few financial problems, Tips/Donations will be more than welcome! You can donate through Furaffinity shinies or tipping through the commission (Prices are still the same!)

✉️ Contact me on Discord: LuisTheYamper#6854
Twitter DMs, or Furaffinity notes.. sending a note with the title "COMM REQ/COMM SLOT"

Check my do's and dont's, any my terms of service!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054768/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054783/

Check out the updated Size chart as well! Featuring two bigger sizes!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47022220/

As always, first come first serve! ^^

SLOTS
1- Reserved
2-
3-
4-
5-
6-

SLOTS
1. BigberrySylveon (Twitter)
2. Lightalbane
3. DCXL (Twitter)
4. Caligraffe
5. HungryGrowyStag (Twitter)
6. RowdenSilver (Discord)

Apologies for taking so long with commissions.. it's a bit hard when i don't have much privacy and the lack of contact due to timezones and to finish the first spots.
I'll get to do them as soon as i can! and as soon as i get replied on the commissioner if they'd like any changes, and to make comfirmations if i should move to the next step of the art

I've thought about making them in a different order but i'd get my priorities all mixed up and don't wanna keep everyone waiting a lot after they've sent the payment, so i'd rather take it slow ^^"
Thanks again for reading, hopefully i get them done soon! ^^

All the slots taken! Thank you all! e, your support means a lot! <3

And ko-fi is also enabled! a friend suggested that i should use Ko-fi as a form of donation as well, and so i did!
https://ko-fi.com/luistheyamper

It's purely optional! if you want to donate, your support really helps a lot! <3