So where have I been?
Posted 10 years agoJust finished 11 weeks of my studies, currently in my one week break.
I just uploaded a lot of my new stuff over on dA, but the reason it is not uploaded here is because no one gives a shit about it if it is not Furry related. xD
But if there are a number of you who are curious, the link here takes you to my journal where I have listed all of my recent posts.
http://bluelumi.deviantart.com/jour.....vest-562679462
Oh yeah, this is a good excuse to update my journal here, lol.
I just uploaded a lot of my new stuff over on dA, but the reason it is not uploaded here is because no one gives a shit about it if it is not Furry related. xD
But if there are a number of you who are curious, the link here takes you to my journal where I have listed all of my recent posts.
http://bluelumi.deviantart.com/jour.....vest-562679462
Oh yeah, this is a good excuse to update my journal here, lol.
Streaming!
Posted 11 years agohttps://join.me/424-224-287
Working traditionally. Projects for class. Art Deco styled illustrations for the story "Thumbeline"
Working traditionally. Projects for class. Art Deco styled illustrations for the story "Thumbeline"
Wrapping Up Yet Another Year
Posted 12 years ago2013... Boy what a year it has been. All I can think of is how I was sitting here in my room the year before, looking back at the events that has happened in 2012.
We're all getting a little older, a little wiser, makes me wonder what the rest of our lives has in store for us.
So here's to another year, may it teach us unforgettable lessons that will stick with us for the rest of our days. Keep your head up everyone, things always look up once you've hit the cold ground, as I am learning to do once more.
Merry Christmas everyone, I wish you all the best. You deserve it, whether or not you believe that. <3
We're all getting a little older, a little wiser, makes me wonder what the rest of our lives has in store for us.
So here's to another year, may it teach us unforgettable lessons that will stick with us for the rest of our days. Keep your head up everyone, things always look up once you've hit the cold ground, as I am learning to do once more.
Merry Christmas everyone, I wish you all the best. You deserve it, whether or not you believe that. <3
Well Now...
Posted 12 years agoBeen a while since I posted. Just letting you all know I am still alive.
Just drifting about....
Yeah...
Just drifting about....
Yeah...
Going to ACEN!
Posted 12 years agoYeah, I will be able to attend ACEN because it's right in my city, AND it's like... 5 minutes from my work LOL.
I will be going with Ivan and a group of our friends, but if anyone here that I know of is going to it as well, let me know so that we can say hi and stuff lol
Here is the website for those who are wondering: http://www.acen.org/
I will only be able to attend Saturday and Sunday since I couldn't ask Friday off because Ivan and another coworker of mine already asked that day off and we would have no people and because I can't lose that many hours.
Hope to see you there!
I will be going with Ivan and a group of our friends, but if anyone here that I know of is going to it as well, let me know so that we can say hi and stuff lol
Here is the website for those who are wondering: http://www.acen.org/
I will only be able to attend Saturday and Sunday since I couldn't ask Friday off because Ivan and another coworker of mine already asked that day off and we would have no people and because I can't lose that many hours.
Hope to see you there!
Well... Sup?
Posted 12 years agoOpening Floating, Bubble-Background Commissions
Posted 13 years agoI am opening these commissions because my surgery for my hernia is on Friday 21 September and though I am insured under my mother's name, I want to help her out with easing the burden of the hospital bill and any little extra money I can get will be going towards to paying that.
I will be making commissions like these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8802628/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8831084/
Materials I Will Be Using For These:
11"x"14" Bristol board or 8.5"x11" Card stock
Micron Pens range from .005 - .08
Crayola and Prisma colour pencils
Copic Markers and/or Prisma Markers
Prices
Price starting at $10, can increase depending on complexity.
Shipping in U.S.: $2.
Shipping outside of the U.S.: $3
11"x14" Bristol board: $1
What I Will Draw
Canines
Felines
Birds
Most Mammals (Comment if you're not sure if your mammal choice qualifies!)
Most Mythical Creatures (Comment if you're not sure if your mammal choice qualifies!)
Feral only
Important Note
I accept both Paypal and Snailmail (If you're sending snailmail, please make sure that you conceal the money well. I don't have control over the mail and we wouldn't want it to get stolen in the process).
Payment first after I have received your information and confirmed the amount.
I will be keeping up with you on the progress of your commission, I may also even livestream it.
Fill out Form
Name:
Starting Cost: $10 (Remember price can go up depending on complexity)
Character:
Species:
Reference Sheet:
Shipping: Yes or no (remember in US:$2, outside of US:$3)
Paper: Bristol or cardstock (remember bristol is a $1 extra)
Bubble Background Colour:
Name: Optional, no extra cost. If yes, what colour
Total:
I will be taking 3 at a time so that I don't overload myself
Batch 1 COMPLETE
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: DONE 100%
-Janie of DeviantART: DONE 100%
-
DONE 100%
Batch 2
-Luna (CrazyLunaGirl of DeviantART): DONE 100%
-KannVonSpam of DeviantART: Pending Information
-OPEN
Batch 3 Will Start When Batch 2 is Done
-OPEN
-OPEN
-OPEN
I will greatly appreciate anyone that is interested, or if you don't have the money to pass this around on FA. Thank you so much!
-:¦:- Lumina -:¦:-
I will be making commissions like these:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8802628/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8831084/
Materials I Will Be Using For These:
11"x"14" Bristol board or 8.5"x11" Card stock
Micron Pens range from .005 - .08
Crayola and Prisma colour pencils
Copic Markers and/or Prisma Markers
Prices
Price starting at $10, can increase depending on complexity.
Shipping in U.S.: $2.
Shipping outside of the U.S.: $3
11"x14" Bristol board: $1
What I Will Draw
Canines
Felines
Birds
Most Mammals (Comment if you're not sure if your mammal choice qualifies!)
Most Mythical Creatures (Comment if you're not sure if your mammal choice qualifies!)
Feral only
Important Note
I accept both Paypal and Snailmail (If you're sending snailmail, please make sure that you conceal the money well. I don't have control over the mail and we wouldn't want it to get stolen in the process).
Payment first after I have received your information and confirmed the amount.
I will be keeping up with you on the progress of your commission, I may also even livestream it.
Fill out Form
Name:
Starting Cost: $10 (Remember price can go up depending on complexity)
Character:
Species:
Reference Sheet:
Shipping: Yes or no (remember in US:$2, outside of US:$3)
Paper: Bristol or cardstock (remember bristol is a $1 extra)
Bubble Background Colour:
Name: Optional, no extra cost. If yes, what colour
Total:
I will be taking 3 at a time so that I don't overload myself
Batch 1 COMPLETE
-
: DONE 100%-Janie of DeviantART: DONE 100%
-
DONE 100%Batch 2
-Luna (CrazyLunaGirl of DeviantART): DONE 100%
-KannVonSpam of DeviantART: Pending Information
-OPEN
Batch 3 Will Start When Batch 2 is Done
-OPEN
-OPEN
-OPEN
I will greatly appreciate anyone that is interested, or if you don't have the money to pass this around on FA. Thank you so much!
-:¦:- Lumina -:¦:-
Drained, Depressed, Heartbroken yet Hopeful...
Posted 13 years ago22 June 2010 - 27 August 2012
I am thankful that we have ended on good terms, there wasn't a single raised voice in our 3 hour conversation. I feel heartbroken, but I am hopeful that we will see each other again.
Thank you for all the moments we shared that most might consider crazy, for all the adventures we went on. All the memories we have created. Thank you for giving me a chance to love you, to be the one that you were in a relationship with.
Thank you Humberto... You were the best that has ever happened to me, I will patiently wait for the day we will meet again.
I love you, I always have and I always will ♥ ...
I am thankful that we have ended on good terms, there wasn't a single raised voice in our 3 hour conversation. I feel heartbroken, but I am hopeful that we will see each other again.
Thank you for all the moments we shared that most might consider crazy, for all the adventures we went on. All the memories we have created. Thank you for giving me a chance to love you, to be the one that you were in a relationship with.
Thank you Humberto... You were the best that has ever happened to me, I will patiently wait for the day we will meet again.
I love you, I always have and I always will ♥ ...
Unexpected Hiatus and Birthdayness
Posted 13 years agoYeah, wasn't expecting of going on a hiatus on here. I have forgotten my password and I've been too lazy to recover it lol.
But yeah, quite a few things have happened in the past 3 months since my last journal.
Currently living with my mother's friend. So in a sense I am living on my own. This has been like that since the first week of July. This is only temporary though, moving into my new home and to be reunited with my madre again in a couple of weeks.
Been attending the Art Institute. Interesting but stressful especially with work, leaves me no time to do my homework. Don't really have much of a social life, and only see Berto about once or twice a week. But hey, I am still happy, I know all this will pay off in the long run. <3
My birthday was 3 days ago so I am finally 20. Had exams that day of course, but regardless, I have gotten so many "Happy Birthdays" and I got cake and roses from my love. He also ordered me some custom headphones from Bobsmade and I'm pretty fucking stoked about that. :D
Art wise, I'm not going to lie, I haven't drawn shit since I last posted. I made a few doodles here and there, but not really worthy of posting. Sorry guys. I will get something up eventually.
Hope everyone is doing well~ <3
But yeah, quite a few things have happened in the past 3 months since my last journal.
Currently living with my mother's friend. So in a sense I am living on my own. This has been like that since the first week of July. This is only temporary though, moving into my new home and to be reunited with my madre again in a couple of weeks.
Been attending the Art Institute. Interesting but stressful especially with work, leaves me no time to do my homework. Don't really have much of a social life, and only see Berto about once or twice a week. But hey, I am still happy, I know all this will pay off in the long run. <3
My birthday was 3 days ago so I am finally 20. Had exams that day of course, but regardless, I have gotten so many "Happy Birthdays" and I got cake and roses from my love. He also ordered me some custom headphones from Bobsmade and I'm pretty fucking stoked about that. :D
Art wise, I'm not going to lie, I haven't drawn shit since I last posted. I made a few doodles here and there, but not really worthy of posting. Sorry guys. I will get something up eventually.
Hope everyone is doing well~ <3
Where's The Time Going? D:
Posted 13 years agoI will be finishing my second year of college in mid May and I am SO behind on my work from 3 out of my 4 classes... I feel so overwhelmed. 3 days of the week I'm at Berto's place and he has shitty internet (sorry babe lol) and a lot of my stuff I need to get it from the internet. then the other 4 days I'm working until nights. The only time I have a chance to work on my homework is at night like 23:00 - 3:00 but if I do that, I wouldn't get enough rest since I wake up early to go to work (and school for the matter). My biggest issue is managing my time and trying to figure out what assignments have a higher priority than others.
Finishing my second year will also mean I'll be moving again as I mentioned on my previous journal, with the possibly of a transfer of jobs since the house my madre and her boyfriend bought is within walking distance of a Panda Express. It will also mean that I will barely ever get to visit Berto since there's "no reason for me to go to Elgin".
There's so much to do and I feel like I'm running out of time all too quickly. I feel like I can't relax anymore. But nonetheless, despite all this, I feel happier than I was years ago. Although my Summer will be brief, the weather will be beautiful and sunny again. I will be doing my best to see that I get a chance to meet some of my online friends. One especially who has been my friend since I first joined dA 5 years ago (oh my, her birthday is coming up too I really need to make her something) and another who has helped me so much with one of my classes that's online. He's been such a good friend, it's just a real shame that they're both on "the other side of the pond" but I'm willing to do my best to make these two reunions possible~
I feel both optimistic and sad at the same time. What a strange combination haha.
I find it hard to believe how fast this year is going, I mean we're almost done with April D: I'll be 20 before I know it...
I want to say more, but my thoughts have suddenly escaped me. So I suppose I will do a quiz, it's been a long while since I posted one on my journal lol.
Stolen from OhSententia of dA
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ABC About You Questions
A - AVAILABLE: Happily taken
B - BIRTHDAY: 6 August
C - CRUSHING ON: No clue xD
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Watermelon flavour Arizona c:
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Quite a few actually. I open up to people too easily to be honest.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Until We Bleed - Kleerup With Lyyke Li
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Both, I can pretend I'm a monster and I eat them
H - HOMETOWN: As a generalization, Chicago, but if I want to get really hometown-y it's Elgin.
I - IN LOVE WITH: My beloved Berto~
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Yeah, I killed a baby bird on accident when I was little ;A;
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 18 hours or so, on our way to Mexico.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: Bleh... I prefer fruit smoothies.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 half brothers, with a 12 and 13 year difference :l
O - ONE WISH: To visit some of my online friends, and travel the world. It's not a wish, I know it's going to happen.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Ivan, my buddy from work
R - REASON TO SMILE: There's so many things to smile for. I especially smile for the little things n.n
S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: Video Games - Lana De Rey
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30am -That's the time my maths started -facepaw-
U - UNDERWEAR COLOUR: Teal black vintage designs lololol
V - VEGETABLE: BROCCOLI
W - WORST HABIT: Jumping to conclusions (though about 6 out of 8 times I follow my instinct I'm right in some way).
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Teeth. Had my fangs removed for braces and got an extra tooth removed surgically (it was fucking horizontal on my bottom row thinking it's a badass :l).
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo!
RANDOM QUESTIONS!!!
Spell your name without vowels: ls gbrl (I have 2 names lolol)
What colour(s) do you wear most?: Blue, red, and neutrals.
Least favourite colours?: yellow x.o
What are you listening to?: With You - Ill Nino
What is your favourite class in school?: Painting class. Though to be honest, I'm not doing very well in any of my classes I feel (/needs to stop skipping to catch up on coursework and actually show up)
When do you start back at school/college?: I'm college at the moment, but since I'll be transferring, the college goes in quarters so my Summer will be very short: 9 July ;A;
Are you outgoing?: Could be xP
Favourite pair of shoes?: I prefer to be barefoot, but I always get yelled at by madre and society doesn't accept it :c
Can you dance?: Yes! I miss dancing so much, it's been so long since I've been to a party where you can dance...
Can you whistle?: No, yet somehow I can make bird chirps lol
Cross your eyes?: Like a boss.
Walk with your toes curled?: Nah, makes it difficult for me to naturally tip-toe.
THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Of course c:
Do you believe in miracles?: I would say so.
Do you believe in magic?: Anything's possible c:
Love at first sight?: Nope.
Do you believe in Santa?: He's been dead to me since I was 8 xD
Do you know how to swim?: I've been called "mermaid" and "seal", I think it's safe to say yes xD
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes, though I'm intimidated by a few xD
Have you ever asked someone out?: Now that I think about it... No xD
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes c:
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I love the ocean, just wish it wasn't so damn salty...
What is the temperature outside?: Currently, it's 14C.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: ADVENTURE TIME
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: My buddy Ivan
Ever really cried your heart out?: We all have at some point (or will lol).
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Oh god yes -facepaw-
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Yes, but when I get an injury, I tend to laugh it off even though there's tears of pain coming out. I can't help but laugh... Like I was running really fast and the car door was opened and the tip of the door rammed onto my ear. While everyone else was freaking out (apparently it looked REALLY painful) I simply rubbed my ear in a daze and within a few moments I was off about running like nothing happened xD
Do songs make you cry?: Yes, but only when I'm feeling really sentimental and I'm with my love.
Are you a happy person?: More than I was a couple of years ago, despite all the life complications at the moment c:
What is your current hair colour?: Brown, it's slowly getting lighter to almost a chocolate brown. I miss my black hair when I was a kid :c
CURRENTLY WEARING?: Black long sleeve, panties (YEY FOR NO PANTS )
Necklaces?: Always wear my crescent moon and star that my madre gave me for Christmas
Favourite eye colour?: Anything but dark brown, I don't like mine. It's so dark it almost looks black (I've had people ask me if I was stupid high because they couldn't see my iris and thought it was my entire pupil :l)
Short or long hair?: Long with bouncy wavey hair. My hair can somewhat be like that... NOT GOOD ENOUGH D:
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope
Mooned someone: Yes, then naughty things were quickly followed afterwards ;D
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes, it's awesome xD
Cried in school: Yeah, sucked.
Wanted to be a model: Nah, I knew I would never make it because of my height even if I wanted to xD
Done something stupid you laughed at?: Who hasn't?
Been on drugs: Yeah, doctor knocked me out with sleeping gas and anesthetic for my tooth surgery, I was soooooo out of it xD
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes, it was awesome, I need to do it again sometime c:
THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke: Either, they taste the same to me xD
Single or Group Dates: Group dates, it's more interesting, especially when we're all playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl xD
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Meat or Veggies: I like them both c:
TV or Movie: INTERNET FTW
Guitar or Drums: omgomgomgomgomgdrumsfuckyeah
Adidas or Nike: Don't care, xD
Chinese or Mexican: I BE MEXICAN
Finishing my second year will also mean I'll be moving again as I mentioned on my previous journal, with the possibly of a transfer of jobs since the house my madre and her boyfriend bought is within walking distance of a Panda Express. It will also mean that I will barely ever get to visit Berto since there's "no reason for me to go to Elgin".
There's so much to do and I feel like I'm running out of time all too quickly. I feel like I can't relax anymore. But nonetheless, despite all this, I feel happier than I was years ago. Although my Summer will be brief, the weather will be beautiful and sunny again. I will be doing my best to see that I get a chance to meet some of my online friends. One especially who has been my friend since I first joined dA 5 years ago (oh my, her birthday is coming up too I really need to make her something) and another who has helped me so much with one of my classes that's online. He's been such a good friend, it's just a real shame that they're both on "the other side of the pond" but I'm willing to do my best to make these two reunions possible~
I feel both optimistic and sad at the same time. What a strange combination haha.
I find it hard to believe how fast this year is going, I mean we're almost done with April D: I'll be 20 before I know it...
I want to say more, but my thoughts have suddenly escaped me. So I suppose I will do a quiz, it's been a long while since I posted one on my journal lol.
Stolen from OhSententia of dA
--
ABC About You Questions
A - AVAILABLE: Happily taken
B - BIRTHDAY: 6 August
C - CRUSHING ON: No clue xD
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Watermelon flavour Arizona c:
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Quite a few actually. I open up to people too easily to be honest.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Until We Bleed - Kleerup With Lyyke Li
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Both, I can pretend I'm a monster and I eat them
H - HOMETOWN: As a generalization, Chicago, but if I want to get really hometown-y it's Elgin.
I - IN LOVE WITH: My beloved Berto~
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Yeah, I killed a baby bird on accident when I was little ;A;
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 18 hours or so, on our way to Mexico.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: Bleh... I prefer fruit smoothies.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 half brothers, with a 12 and 13 year difference :l
O - ONE WISH: To visit some of my online friends, and travel the world. It's not a wish, I know it's going to happen.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Ivan, my buddy from work
R - REASON TO SMILE: There's so many things to smile for. I especially smile for the little things n.n
S - SONG YOU LAST SANG: Video Games - Lana De Rey
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:30am -That's the time my maths started -facepaw-
U - UNDERWEAR COLOUR: Teal black vintage designs lololol
V - VEGETABLE: BROCCOLI
W - WORST HABIT: Jumping to conclusions (though about 6 out of 8 times I follow my instinct I'm right in some way).
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Teeth. Had my fangs removed for braces and got an extra tooth removed surgically (it was fucking horizontal on my bottom row thinking it's a badass :l).
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo!
RANDOM QUESTIONS!!!
Spell your name without vowels: ls gbrl (I have 2 names lolol)
What colour(s) do you wear most?: Blue, red, and neutrals.
Least favourite colours?: yellow x.o
What are you listening to?: With You - Ill Nino
What is your favourite class in school?: Painting class. Though to be honest, I'm not doing very well in any of my classes I feel (/needs to stop skipping to catch up on coursework and actually show up)
When do you start back at school/college?: I'm college at the moment, but since I'll be transferring, the college goes in quarters so my Summer will be very short: 9 July ;A;
Are you outgoing?: Could be xP
Favourite pair of shoes?: I prefer to be barefoot, but I always get yelled at by madre and society doesn't accept it :c
Can you dance?: Yes! I miss dancing so much, it's been so long since I've been to a party where you can dance...
Can you whistle?: No, yet somehow I can make bird chirps lol
Cross your eyes?: Like a boss.
Walk with your toes curled?: Nah, makes it difficult for me to naturally tip-toe.
THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Of course c:
Do you believe in miracles?: I would say so.
Do you believe in magic?: Anything's possible c:
Love at first sight?: Nope.
Do you believe in Santa?: He's been dead to me since I was 8 xD
Do you know how to swim?: I've been called "mermaid" and "seal", I think it's safe to say yes xD
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes, though I'm intimidated by a few xD
Have you ever asked someone out?: Now that I think about it... No xD
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes c:
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I love the ocean, just wish it wasn't so damn salty...
What is the temperature outside?: Currently, it's 14C.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: ADVENTURE TIME
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: My buddy Ivan
Ever really cried your heart out?: We all have at some point (or will lol).
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Oh god yes -facepaw-
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Yes, but when I get an injury, I tend to laugh it off even though there's tears of pain coming out. I can't help but laugh... Like I was running really fast and the car door was opened and the tip of the door rammed onto my ear. While everyone else was freaking out (apparently it looked REALLY painful) I simply rubbed my ear in a daze and within a few moments I was off about running like nothing happened xD
Do songs make you cry?: Yes, but only when I'm feeling really sentimental and I'm with my love.
Are you a happy person?: More than I was a couple of years ago, despite all the life complications at the moment c:
What is your current hair colour?: Brown, it's slowly getting lighter to almost a chocolate brown. I miss my black hair when I was a kid :c
CURRENTLY WEARING?: Black long sleeve, panties (YEY FOR NO PANTS )
Necklaces?: Always wear my crescent moon and star that my madre gave me for Christmas
Favourite eye colour?: Anything but dark brown, I don't like mine. It's so dark it almost looks black (I've had people ask me if I was stupid high because they couldn't see my iris and thought it was my entire pupil :l)
Short or long hair?: Long with bouncy wavey hair. My hair can somewhat be like that... NOT GOOD ENOUGH D:
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope
Mooned someone: Yes, then naughty things were quickly followed afterwards ;D
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes, it's awesome xD
Cried in school: Yeah, sucked.
Wanted to be a model: Nah, I knew I would never make it because of my height even if I wanted to xD
Done something stupid you laughed at?: Who hasn't?
Been on drugs: Yeah, doctor knocked me out with sleeping gas and anesthetic for my tooth surgery, I was soooooo out of it xD
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes, it was awesome, I need to do it again sometime c:
THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke: Either, they taste the same to me xD
Single or Group Dates: Group dates, it's more interesting, especially when we're all playing Super Smash Bros. Brawl xD
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Meat or Veggies: I like them both c:
TV or Movie: INTERNET FTW
Guitar or Drums: omgomgomgomgomgdrumsfuckyeah
Adidas or Nike: Don't care, xD
Chinese or Mexican: I BE MEXICAN
March Had Came and Went...
Posted 13 years agoAnd so did my Spring break holidays.
Though I have actually attempted to finish on some work for my maths but sadly it was not able to be completed due to the fact that I hate excel and it's a bitch to figure out on certain commands to do certain equations. If I can't figure out that part on excel, I can't continue with the assignments :l
I have noticed that I've gotten quite lazy with my work. I know that I must do my best to succeed with my academics but let's face it, school has been the same routine for over 14 years for me and I for one, am tired of the same old routine. I feel like I would do so much better if I had a year break from school before going back. I would have been able to work more hours to save up more money and get to explore the world without having to worry about assignments. I have asked my mother for a year break when I graduated from high school almost 2 years ago, but by default she said no because I would finish school later, I might get lazy and not want to go back to school. I can understand this, but I simply feel like all this coursework is so stressful and its draining the happy and energetic personality I used to have. Just last night Berto was acting rather strangely and it's because I'm not the same person I was when he first met me. I know that everyone changes whether they want to or not; it's unavoidable. But it still hurt me to know that because I feel like I'm disappointing him somehow...
In terms of art, there are a few deadlines coming up that I really need to get going on. One of them is creating animal stickers for Berto's art show at his school. He's asked me if I can make some of the stickers (and make copies of each different animal) so that he can sell them for me. It would have been the only way for any part of me to be able to be in that art show. So far I only have the top hat hippo with 5 copies in vinyl sticker material. I still need to make 4 more animals x.o
I also want to participate in this scholarship for the Art Institute and it isn't until May but I have no idea what to submit because I feel that none of my stuff in my gallery now will be nowhere near as good. I know I can do so much better, but I'm struggling on figuring out what theme and what medium to make it in. Any ideas and suggestions would be greatly appreciated (and I'm looking for something different, not the generic anthros/sparkle animals).
Some other updates, my mother has been looking for new houses and I think that sometime after I finish my semester in May, we'll be moving into a new home. This is nothing new to me, seeing as I've been moving all my life, but I find it upsetting that my work won't be 3 minutes away from me like it is now and I may end up being transferred to a different Panda Express location. I would like to so that it would be closer to my upcoming new home, but I will deeply miss my coworkers and my manager. I've became very good friends with them to the point where I'm hanging out with one of them outside of work. I will miss him a lot, even if has a tough emotionless exterior; I know he's a big caring softie on the inside lol.
Every Monday through Wednesday I usually stay over my father's place so that my commute to school would be a lot closer and the risk of getting in an accident will be reduced, but there have been some issues going on between my father and my step-mother that I am no longer allowed to stay there. So I have actually been staying over my beloved's place. Though the only issue is once the semester ends and I start my life at the Art Institute, I won't be able to stay over at his place, nor barely see him at all. This will be difficult for me to get used to since he is not used to long distance relationships. Ah, we'll find a way to see each other, we tend to be persistent about that hehe~
I hate moving.
Though I have actually attempted to finish on some work for my maths but sadly it was not able to be completed due to the fact that I hate excel and it's a bitch to figure out on certain commands to do certain equations. If I can't figure out that part on excel, I can't continue with the assignments :l
I have noticed that I've gotten quite lazy with my work. I know that I must do my best to succeed with my academics but let's face it, school has been the same routine for over 14 years for me and I for one, am tired of the same old routine. I feel like I would do so much better if I had a year break from school before going back. I would have been able to work more hours to save up more money and get to explore the world without having to worry about assignments. I have asked my mother for a year break when I graduated from high school almost 2 years ago, but by default she said no because I would finish school later, I might get lazy and not want to go back to school. I can understand this, but I simply feel like all this coursework is so stressful and its draining the happy and energetic personality I used to have. Just last night Berto was acting rather strangely and it's because I'm not the same person I was when he first met me. I know that everyone changes whether they want to or not; it's unavoidable. But it still hurt me to know that because I feel like I'm disappointing him somehow...
In terms of art, there are a few deadlines coming up that I really need to get going on. One of them is creating animal stickers for Berto's art show at his school. He's asked me if I can make some of the stickers (and make copies of each different animal) so that he can sell them for me. It would have been the only way for any part of me to be able to be in that art show. So far I only have the top hat hippo with 5 copies in vinyl sticker material. I still need to make 4 more animals x.o
I also want to participate in this scholarship for the Art Institute and it isn't until May but I have no idea what to submit because I feel that none of my stuff in my gallery now will be nowhere near as good. I know I can do so much better, but I'm struggling on figuring out what theme and what medium to make it in. Any ideas and suggestions would be greatly appreciated (and I'm looking for something different, not the generic anthros/sparkle animals).
Some other updates, my mother has been looking for new houses and I think that sometime after I finish my semester in May, we'll be moving into a new home. This is nothing new to me, seeing as I've been moving all my life, but I find it upsetting that my work won't be 3 minutes away from me like it is now and I may end up being transferred to a different Panda Express location. I would like to so that it would be closer to my upcoming new home, but I will deeply miss my coworkers and my manager. I've became very good friends with them to the point where I'm hanging out with one of them outside of work. I will miss him a lot, even if has a tough emotionless exterior; I know he's a big caring softie on the inside lol.
Every Monday through Wednesday I usually stay over my father's place so that my commute to school would be a lot closer and the risk of getting in an accident will be reduced, but there have been some issues going on between my father and my step-mother that I am no longer allowed to stay there. So I have actually been staying over my beloved's place. Though the only issue is once the semester ends and I start my life at the Art Institute, I won't be able to stay over at his place, nor barely see him at all. This will be difficult for me to get used to since he is not used to long distance relationships. Ah, we'll find a way to see each other, we tend to be persistent about that hehe~
I hate moving.
My Art Is Dying
Posted 13 years agoI was looking over my gallery last night to see how my art has improved over the years that I have been back on DeviantART. But then something odd struck me in a way I have not noticed before:
My art is starting to lose its initial life it once had.
I may have some of you think, "But you've improved so much!" or "Your art got really good," I don't know about it being "good" but I know I have improved, that much I can say. But I'm not talking about improvement, I noticed in my earlier years I have drawn so much more than I do now. I also noticed that my art in general had a cheerful and happy feel to it. As I look over my more recent art, I noticed a lot of that content glow is gone or rapidly diminishing. I find this to be quite unsettling.
I know that I have not drawn so much now because I no longer have the luxury of time; how easily we all abuse that privilege. Though the life I am living currently is going alright with me, I feel that me growing up in general is what is making my art go in the direction it's going. I looked back at my past by reading dA notes and other documents and I have to say, I was pretty pathetic, and I'm not even saying this for you to give me pity. I got upset over so many stupid things I find it mind boggling now. With that in mind I believe it's what has started taking a toll on my art, but what really intensified it is how I am growing up as an adult. Instead of worrying about upsetting someone over something I had no awareness of, or being upset about not being on the computer 24/7, I now worry about bills and insurance so much more. I worry about my future with my career, I worry about being in debt. All of this is shaping me to be a more serious person. Although there's nothing wrong with a mature person, it has taken a lot of my initial carefree attitude. I simply can't afford to think that way no more.
It saddens me to see my art not having that life it used to have. As I think about it, I remember I now have a hard time drawing happy themed pictures and I have a much easier time if it's more serious or even negative. I think to myself, "Is my art supposed to look like this? Am I supposed to go through this phase?"
I will say that I have matured a lot, but I will also say that I still have yet a lot of growing up to do. This is something I fear because if I am completely grown up, I will become just another "robot" living in this society.
I guess all I can say is, for those of you who are still in high school or under, enjoy your youth while you can. Stop getting upset over petty things that does not need that much attention, be happy because life will suddenly slap you in the face and say, "Hey it's time to grow up now! Here, have all these responsibilities or else you'll get screwed over and end up living in the streets!" (Alright, maybe not that dramatic, but you get the idea). The "wise" (but still learning) Lumi has spoken, lol.
Take care guys <3How Old Do You Act Quiz
Posted 14 years agoBecause I'm bored lol
HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[/] You own a credit card. (debit)
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry. (That's like... Mandatory in my house O-o)
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself. (only when I REALLY need to)
[] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 4.5
[] You show up late for work a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention. (ONE detention for chewing gum in year 8 >.> )
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 9.5
[x] You know how to do the dishes. (This is also mandatory)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (2 other languages :3)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn. (also mandatory)
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14.5
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17.5
[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (have a job, but I'm not 25)
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning. (Mandatory too xD)
TOTAL SO FAR: 22.5
[x] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket (Not for me)
[/] You still have and use a VCR (just have one)
TOTAL AGE: 26
REAL AGE: 19
[b]LOL
HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[/] You own a credit card. (debit)
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry. (That's like... Mandatory in my house O-o)
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself. (only when I REALLY need to)
[] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 4.5
[] You show up late for work a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention. (ONE detention for chewing gum in year 8 >.> )
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 9.5
[x] You know how to do the dishes. (This is also mandatory)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (2 other languages :3)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn. (also mandatory)
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14.5
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17.5
[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (have a job, but I'm not 25)
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning. (Mandatory too xD)
TOTAL SO FAR: 22.5
[x] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket (Not for me)
[/] You still have and use a VCR (just have one)
TOTAL AGE: 26
REAL AGE: 19
[b]LOL
Less of a Space Filler
Posted 14 years agoNeeded to get rid of my previous journal. It was starting to annoy me xD
As you can see, I am not very active here. I will come on here every now and then and favourite some art from other artist, and every now and then I'll post up a drawing. But if you really want to see updates from me, I am most active on DeviantART
foxygaby.deviantart.com
See you there :3
As you can see, I am not very active here. I will come on here every now and then and favourite some art from other artist, and every now and then I'll post up a drawing. But if you really want to see updates from me, I am most active on DeviantART
foxygaby.deviantart.com
See you there :3
Commission information! Cheap at the moment! :D
Posted 14 years agoCOMMISSION INFORMATION
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I draw animals, mostly canine and feline, but I am willing to try to draw other animals.
Extra characters (that are feral) is a $1
Thank you so much for those of you who are taking the time to read this~ <3
How to Order A Commission
When ordering for a commission, I would need the following information sent to me in a note:
Type of Commission:
Type of Payment:
Character Name:
Character Reference/s:
Pose/s (If specified):
Expression/s (If specified):
Background: (If applicable with what you're ordering):
Extra Character: (Answer with either a "yes" or "no")
Shipment: (Answer with either a "yes" or "no")
I am sorry if this seems like a lot of information to put in, but I want to make your commissions perfect and make your money well spent~
~~~~~PRICES~~~~~
1
Traditional
--- Lineart only and with no background: Was $3 Now $1
Example:
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....y_FoxyGaby.jpg
Digital
--- Lineart only and with no background: Was $4 Now $2
Example:
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....tlineart-1.png
2
Traditional
--- One character flat colour no background: Was $5 Now $3
Example:
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....y_FoxyGaby.jpg
Digital
--- One character flat colour no background: Was $7 Now $5
Example:
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....by-d3047j8.png
3
Traditional
--- One character colour with shading but no background: Was $7 Now $5
Example:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5641777/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5642015/
Digital
--- One character colour with shading but no background: Was $13 Now $11
Example:
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....20ht5dhjpg.png
4
Traditional
--- One character fully coloured, shaded and with background: Was $12 Now $10
Example:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5645434/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5641704/
Digital
--- One character fully coloured, shaded and with background: Was $17 Now $15
Example:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5645951/
Anthros
One (for any commission type) will be an extra cost of $3 Since I take more time in drawing them and they are much more challenging for me.
Example
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5642109/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5645366/
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Don't want a drawing? That's alright, My dear sister gave me the grand idea to make and sell custom designed bags.
How to Order a Custom Bag
Type of Bag:
Type of Payment:
Character Name:
Character Reference/s:
Pose/s (If specified):
Expression/s (If specified):
Saying (Optional):
Colour of Font (The saying):
Shipping Address:
Anyway here's an example of a finished product:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5644632
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03046.jpg
I can create your character looking up like Lumina here is, and have your character saying "Humans are weird" or have them say something else, but don't make it too long. Short and sweet =o
Or I can make any other poses if you like, though that might raise the price depending on what pose we are talking about.
Here are some different types of bag and tote bag sizes with different colours
13.5 X 13.5 Starting Price: $15.00 Colours avaliable: Black, White, Tan, Pink, Purple, Light Blue, Light Green, Yellow, Red, Dark Green, and Dark Blue.
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03058.jpg
11 X 8.5 Starting Price: $12.00 Colours avaliable: Black, White, Tan, Pink, Purple, Light Blue, Light Green, Yellow, Red, Dark Green, and Dark Blue.
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03059.jpg
5 X 6 Starting Price: $7.00 Colours avaliable: Black, White, Tan, Pink, Purple, Light Blue, Light Green, Yellow, Red, Dark Green, and Dark Blue.
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03051.jpg
Zipper purse (It didn't have any specific measurements, probably 5 X 3.5) Starting Price: $5.50 Colours avaliable: Tan
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03049.jpg
Smaller Zipper Purse (roughly around 4 X 3) Starting Price: $5.00 Colour Avaliable: Tan
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03050.jpg
Over shoulder bag Starting Price: $20.00 This is pretty rare, this type of bag are always out Colours avaliable: Black
http://i1012.photobucket.com/albums.....n/DSC03060.jpg
Example of a finished product:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5642228/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5644603/
Payments can be made via PayPal and for those who live in the united states you can pay through money order if you do not have an account. (Those who are commissioning me for either traditional or the bags, you will have to pay separate shipping and handling)
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