To my dear reader/fan/viewer.

I've heard you loud and clear on wanting me to finish the comic. I want to assure you I always want to. However, I currently have an real-life bind with current circumstance of my my family, and my mental state.

At the start of the Furious Capturing, I was drawing commissions, along side being my father's caregiver due to his lower-body disabilities (he's fully paralyzed from waist down.) not long after 2nd page is out, this duty had been expanded to looking for my grandparents (they're both fully bedridden). things are more escalated as my mother was diagnose as suffering from 2nd state cancer. and now I'm currently have 4 people in my hands to look out for.

since these happened, I did tried to force myself into working onto another page, however I can't keep my focus at all due to having so many things in schedule all day, whole week. I lose my mental workflow pretty fast now that sometimes I can only resort to draw at late night when no one is bothering me which weaken myself even more. And with my own perfectionist mindset, I can't seem to allow haft-heart arts being publicized.

I still love to draw, and I may come back now and then once things dial down though. And please be assured, this blue wolf always appreciate your love and like. He's just too busy to draw anything worthwhile.

Love and regards
Luchen

For ppl who don't know, I started using Furry Network for a while now. (The page is here if you want to visit.) I really having trouble making comic pages link. They're not support this comic page format so I need myself some adjustment on it. No matter what, I'll try to get more used to its system and come up with something.

I finished the game's true ending.

I can't stop crying.

Damn it.....

I had slipped and fall last night, now my right arm is numb and my left knee is hurt all over.

I've seen a doctor, nothing much and they'll be recovered. But damn.... it's gonna leave myself slow for days.

After the last pic, I got a lot of commission coming so I considered open more spot.

Having to write each 46 characters 30 times to learn the Alphabet and such. My teacher even asked in class if we regret registering into this class....

Well, if that makes me capable to read more Japanese texts, I'll try my hardest!

I'm in a furious state right now. My bamboo tablet that I used for arts and commission got broken, by the rats!
Those vermin eats the side button of my pen! srsly they eat everything in my house for a while ,but this start to get outrageous.

I guess it's time to call pest control....

For draining my time like mad ;w;

Charr drawing incoming soon.

A sexy art doesn't mean nude. and vise versa.

Oh, you're doing commission?

Let's develop new art style when your commission is finished half-way and make you want to redo it from the start!!

Yeah, sc**bag brain, thank you...

It was an awkward moment, when I woke up in the morning, with sweat soaking my body. I turned my face to at my legs to see if the dream is real.

Nah....she's not there.

The dream I got was somewhat so convincing. My original character, Kitsune somehow sat on my bed, beside my legs. She gently pat her tail on my knee and gave me a warmly and charming smile, before she said "Things will be better soon."

Well, it's sad the dream ended there and nothing more, but it warms my heart up for the day. Maybe my brain just want to comfort itself by telling me things gotta be better in the future. Maybe it notice the worries I got beneath my heart that I don't even notice myself.

But whatever, thank you.

Thank you, Kitsune.

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm lacking of knowing people emotions, or it's just people beside me always put their face behind the masks all the time.

....when you want to open the commissions for some pocket money, but don't know how to write a journal about it.

Well, I got a flu and have to stuck at home for 2 days. Headache, dizzy, and stuff... Normally, the best thing I should do at this point was eating some pills and sleep a lot, which is something I did.

But somehow I couldn't sleep.... For the love of....whatever higher power it is, I couldn't. (maybe because I slept in classes too much.....)

This is the list of what I shouldn't but I did when I'm sick
- Play games (whatever I can grab)
- Cooking (Something easy for digest)
- Drawing (follow by art blocking, the incident that whatever you draw isn't as good as you wish it to be)
- Reading (Everything I got my hand on)

Oh...well...

It's death, cracked in the middle, into 2 pieces....

Time for my life-saving again OTZ||||||

In the past I have a lot of things I want to draw but never pull them off

Now I have too many pics that I draw and I want to finish them instead = =*

I'm getting ill...

I tried to think positively that this illness should be gone like the other times, however it's so persistent. This is when I start to notice how 'wrecked' my body is. I mostly cough and easily tired all the time. It feels like my stamina got drained by just walking around the university and doing housework. And even though I sleep early at night, I'll find myself have no strength to wake up in the morning. My eyesight already gone down enough for me to feel uncomfortable when have no glasses on. And it's also getting worse. I can barely see something further more than 40 feet away even my glasses on and I start to get headache a lot because of eye-overuse.

It's remind me the old time that I was still youthful and energetic. But I've waste them by being a jerk instead of trying my best for graduation. I can't revert the past though, so I can only sigh and sigh and keep on. I stop worrying about future already since I know that one day I'll die and my name shall be forgotten. There is no way I could be famous that the people around the world know me.

So what I am gonna do?

...I'm picking up my pencil , paper and laptop.

Even fate will let me die now, my faith will lie in what I love...

And never, never begone....

Yours faithfully
Luch‚‚é Lenardon

You guys may already have read Moondrop so far from the start. In the mean time, I was working with  lordy-furry-lord for a story prequel as a novel which you can read it at his userpage.

It'd be great if you guys leave the comment about it. And hope you guys enjoy!

The weather here is absurdly hot!

I've seen the weather report, and it said this year gotta reach 42c. I can't even believe this myself. My room ,which was one of the coolest in my house, is now like a huge stove in the afternoon. And my laptop starts to protest by repeatly shutting down , overheating. I can't blame it. This temperature is just crazy. I also can't sketch my picture in my room anymore since my sweat will make the paper unusable. So what can I do? I pack all the things I need and rush to the closest shopping mall. It feels like heaven and hell that are seperated by the gate.

It's been long since I had not been updating the journal. And the last one isn't something courageous to be put on the first page also. However, I have decided that even the journal is rarely read (Yeah, it is), it still feel better to have a contact with viewers. I also learn how hot-head I am and how I'm so easily desperate with something shouldn't. I've growth a lot since I leave my userpage here none updated. I have realize the truth of life more as I'm aged.

In my return, I have got both good and bad news. In fact it's not really a bad thing happen or something. So let's start with the good one.

I've got my own tablet mousepen at last. I've been working and saving up for this for a while. It's not really an expensive or really nice one though, however, it still doing nicely with its job. This's what make me feel happy. I'm also decide to fully focus on my arts instead of aimlessly live everyday. Living with a schedule is hard for me at first, but I'll get used to it

For about bad news, practicing mousepen comes into the hardest part. It feels like you use your right hand drawing when you're lefthander. But it slowly and smoothly improving. So I guess it should be fine.

I'll make sure that I start putting my galleries on the page soon, so my skill won't be rusted.

It's still a bit small amount, but hey, it's a nice step isn't it?.
I must thanks you guys. This won't happen for me if I didn't get encouragement from you all.


4000 PV pic will come later soon :P

I was tagged by dear. Well, he's sweet on his meme btw.

Feel free to do it if you want XD

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The Rules:
- You must post these rules.
- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
- You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
- Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!

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1. I love anthro furries, any kind.
(Isn't this obvious since i'm furry artist?)

2. I love to play games
(Mostly something with furries by the way)

3. I love clear sky.
(Always remind me to clear my heart every time hardships are up)

4. I love wind
(Calm and soft, but can be dangerous at the same time)

5. I love the moon
(Shine brightly even it's so lonely in the darkness of night)

6. I love quiet places.
(silence will bring you answers)

7. I love having friends to talk, to meet, to share something with me, but not much.
(No one can stay alone, animals or human)

8. I love sleeping.
(I'm like some kinds of nocturnal being XD.)

9. I love sitting, thinking in my mind for a long time
(Day dreaming in fact XP)

10. At last, I love  Ganxo dear. You're so sweet sending this to me.

Well... I didn't expect that I'd get a lot of PM in my mailbox. (around 30 or so) and after I waking up and check, it's too many ppl interest in the request, too many that I can't PM back 1 by 1. So I decide to post it here

These guys are the lucky one for this request period

 SonicHomeboy
 jackojock
 renthedragon
 Raicoonie
 trigger12

Also my apologize for the others who I didn't contact back, it's just too many to do it :(

I expect to improve myself a little bit more with some free requests.
This is also a good chance to improve my responsibility in doing my works.

You can see the detail of the request on my feature submission.
Note that 'I only take the request from PM' and if I accept it, i'll add the progression on my info