Well, my body is a bit lazy, and my request seem to be very late than I expect it to be.

Holy shit! Why I'm so lazy?!

*Hit his head with a wall.

My apologize for the request lateness, anyway

I have got a useful critique by private message. And I start to see if was he told me is true. And I found out suddenly that....

many of my drawings look at the viewer in the same way, lol. Most of their face turn slightly on their side while their eyes give a peek on me. That makes a little bit of shock.

Guess I've to try changing this habit.

Well, I've got a lot of PM, asking me about request.

So as you wish! Since my paypal still not being registered, I feel not like to make you all await XD.

Rule
- Up to 2 chars only. And please tell me their height, so I can draw them in a correct size.
- I'm not good at background. Sry XP
- You may ask me to send the file into the format you want.
- I won't draw something alternative (tentacle, rape, bondage are fine)

Just PM for the slot. 5 slots are now open

You can check on the list on my info.

Well, it's not bad this year, since I have met somethings terrible a lot for 5 month. But to say the truth, I've almost forgotten my birthday in the first place. And to think of it again, it's because I wish not to think about it....

From my memory, most of my birthdays are unpleasent. My parents always asked me out for a dinner at the restaurant. But it's not the meal that I want, since they always said everything about themselves, leaving me behind like i'm no there.

It's not my celebraty. They just want to go out and use my birthday to cover it.

I've not understood that until i'm growing up. When I'm old enough to think about everything around in a complicate way. Well, they still doing the same, like they think I won't know.

I never love my birthday, never....

It's a test if i'm good and quick enough to draw for a real commission.
Anyway, there's a few rules before you ask for a request.

Rule
- Up to 2 chars only. And please tell me their height, so I can draw them in a correct size.
- I'm not good at background. Sry XP
- You may ask me to send the file into the format you want.
- I won't draw something alternative (tentacle, rape, bondage are fine)

Just PM for the slot. 5 slots are now open

You can check on the list on my info.

My vacation is started.

Well I wonder if that really start, since I have to do a TON of works, lol. I've to spend a week to clear them up before I'm free from them. That great I'm free now....but lately, I start to feel a bit boring instead.

Why when I'm so busy, I always want vacation. And why I'm so bored when I had it...?

A very hard thing to explain , lol

After I was nearly-retired in my university last semester, I studied harder harder and more harder. Working out more with my friends and try to get better grades, to survive myself in this stupid country.....

I always be called into the project group since my drawing skill is so good....

Just that.....and they let me did most of the work, dam it...



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I hate being human, being bound under the things they call "rule" since it was create just to make them rule us like its meaning...

I hate this country that's so stupid, the government always think of themselves first and so selfish. And they're truely.....stupid....for example about the landmine-detector GT200 (you can search in Google). Every countries denied it but they need us to protest them to do the experiment about it...

I hate my friends who always just talk to me when I'm in used by them....

I hate my family who always decide my future without asking me a bit....

I hate ....them.....

I hate them all!

My dear friend saw this on from his page :3 and ask me to do this.

Well, i'm not good with meme at all...but why not?

1.Are you single or taken?
Taken

2. Chocolate or flowers?
I would love chocolate if i'm not on a diet (but I am), so flower, lolz

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Wanna surprise my dear with something.

4.Do you like anyone?
Yes....to say the truth, more than like

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
A place that we could stay together with nothing interrupt us.

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
I've not make any deal since last Valentines, but I guess this year I'll

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Yes I know I do now, too.

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Ah....(remains silent for a long while)
I'm not good at writing letter.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
I don't

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
My parents don't care about it anyway. They always hate when my sister got a bunch of presents while our house is to small to keep them, lol.

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
I don't

13. Do you like candy hearts?
I like it

14. Flowers or chocolate?
? I think I've answered it. How 'bout a flower scent chocolate?

15. Is Valentines day depressing?
Not this year, at least

16. How do you feel about PDA (Personal Display of Affection)?
I don't know much, but my country doesn't allow me to do that. I don't want to be the point of view with my dear.

17. How is your love life?
Slow but sweet <3

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope

19. How many roses would you want?
Any amount.

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year?
I've it already

It's been a while since I stop posting something up here. As my works rush at me all the time. However, due to my grades last semester, I can't rest a bit or my 2nd university retirement will catch me up. I don't want to feel the way of an empty life again. If you've faced something like this before, I guess you understand it.

Well, I won't stop drawing, as it's my way to relax myself. And I must apologize everyone who've asked me for art trades that I've not draw for you in return. I'll try my best to finish them for you.

My parents have some financial probs, So it's time for me to think about finding some bucks. Too bad, I don't get any job yet, and I'm start thinking about doing commissions here. Not now, but maybe sooner.

Well, I don't know much and I guess I have to gather more information for doing this works.

The questions to answer

- How can I arrange my schedule for my work?
(I'm still in university and its activities waste my time alot.)

- What do I have to prepare before doing commission?
(I mean, something like open an international bank accout or more)

- How much price should I get, judge on my arts?
(Start with 10-15$ is what I hear, but I wonder If I can go farther)

If anyone have any information and share them here, I apprecate it ^^

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P.S. Thnx a lot to  FenrirWolfen  passchan  mirapony for some advices.

For the long time that I've been away from FA, I put myself so hard to study in my "u". Even that I use all of my effort, but my grades doesn't seem good as it should. And at last, I'm retired.

Well, it's not a good news to my family. But it's my luck that my parents understand me and give me a chance.

Time to work harder!

Ya Ho! At last, all of my test are really end. So i can spend more free time in drawing. (Even that i'm sure i'll instantly die after my grades come out :P)

For this term, comparing with my friends, my study didn't go well for sure.(I think i got more than 2 F.) But i'm not losing my heart. i'll try harder and harder, too.

Well, to say, i'm not good at writing journal. And i don't know how to write it good. So, i try to see other journals in FA, and try to make it out in my style. Even that i still feel i'm not good at English writing at all. = =""

So, if anyone have any suggestion in my journal and picture, please tell me. Don't keep it secret and i won't know how to improve myself.

Thnx again for every watched and fav >w<

It's good that my pic has come to someone fav, but it will be better if they have some comment at all.

By every advice from you visitors, I can continue improving myself.

So please comment!!!

First of all. today is Fenrirwolfen's birthday! Wish you luck and happiness, Fen.

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Sometimes, I feel like the way to be a good artist is so far. In the time I was younger. I always had good spirits to draw creatively. Even that I'm not good ing drawing at all.

However, after a long walk in this road. I feel like I'm not improve at all. When I see an artwork of someone I like, I always think 'Why I can't draw like him? What I don't have?' I try to improve and practice at anytime I can, but it's seem that the distance of him and me is going to be farther.....

I think I'm losing my spirit....

Hello, everyone in FA.

My name is Lunarez. You can call me "Lu" as a nick name

I've been heard about here for a month but I don't have time to register at all. But now, I got a lot of free time, so I start here by introduce my self.

Nice to meet you.