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Posted 3 months agoThings are getting better. If anyone here follows on bsky you'll have already seen, but thanks to 
corriezodori I have a new face! https://bsky.app/profile/lunarfoz.b...../3luex2d6ltk2n
I'll upload it here soon enough for full quality, but I also have a big backlog of art to upload. The changes to Lunar aren't really great enough to make me wanna clear my gallery, but I may just bump everything into scraps. This is less of a new 'sona and more of a progression of the same 'sona. A remaster if you will, just in time for the 10th anniversary next year. Hell according to my records it's almost exactly 9 years since Lunar was created! Fuck I feel old. -.- Still, this is the longest I've stuck with a single design as my primary 'me' 'sona. Sure nanoLunar is older as a character, but he's also had changes~
Speaking of, I don't think I'm gonna do much if anything different with nanoLunar. Having Lunar be what he is now balances nanoLunar for me and it makes both characters feel better; feel *right*. <3
So anyways... art dump sometime soon ending with new Lunar ref. <3 It's... interesting looking back at it. Over the past ~year or so I have a fair few nanoLunar and Zener pics, but only a couple for Lunar. And most of those were gifts or freebies... and a few that I missed last time I did a dump. 8I
corriezodori I have a new face! https://bsky.app/profile/lunarfoz.b...../3luex2d6ltk2nI'll upload it here soon enough for full quality, but I also have a big backlog of art to upload. The changes to Lunar aren't really great enough to make me wanna clear my gallery, but I may just bump everything into scraps. This is less of a new 'sona and more of a progression of the same 'sona. A remaster if you will, just in time for the 10th anniversary next year. Hell according to my records it's almost exactly 9 years since Lunar was created! Fuck I feel old. -.- Still, this is the longest I've stuck with a single design as my primary 'me' 'sona. Sure nanoLunar is older as a character, but he's also had changes~
Speaking of, I don't think I'm gonna do much if anything different with nanoLunar. Having Lunar be what he is now balances nanoLunar for me and it makes both characters feel better; feel *right*. <3
So anyways... art dump sometime soon ending with new Lunar ref. <3 It's... interesting looking back at it. Over the past ~year or so I have a fair few nanoLunar and Zener pics, but only a couple for Lunar. And most of those were gifts or freebies... and a few that I missed last time I did a dump. 8I
Musings of a down dork trying to find himself....
Posted 4 months agoPosting here as I have too much to say for bsky. Comments and feedback greatly appreciated~ <3
Days continue to move on by in a blur. A slow, plodding, inexorable march into an uncertain future that at the same time feels too fast to grasp and hold on to. I'm sure the state of the world has a lot to do with the malaise I'm feeling, but at the same time this disquiet has been growing for a while, and I think it's starting to reach a head. I'm having a bit of an identity crisis. Sure it's a 'first world problem' and one that affects only me, but suffering is still suffering even if it's a fraction of what others are feeling. Perhaps by venting and talking to my piers I can even make some sense of it; or at the very least, get some feedback.
I mentioned on bsky that my 'sonas are comfortable masks that I wear to present to the world. Yet they still feel like me. They still *are* me. Or, at least they were. I'm not sure what I feel anymore. There has been an image in my mind that, were I skilled with art, I would render to express myself. Alas, I have only text so my words will have to suffice. I feel I need to share this.
The image is a black void; on the ground, pools of full bright colour and patterns that look like the melted remains of my 'sonas swirl around a dark figure. My sona's have melted and are distorting and fading. Where each 'sona's head should be, there is a smiling mask of that 'sona; a hollow effigy of the character. The dark figure is without definite shape, blurred and distorted but in the vague shape of an overweight human. It is hunched over on it's hands and knees in the center of the pool of colour, grasping the mask of Aysel as it starts to melt. Bright tears fall from it's hidden face into the mask.
I have always looked at my 'sonas and said "That's me!"; they've always felt like me, like the true me. What I should be, could be, wish to be. Now they all seem like hollow masks. I am the big ugly shadow creature; lurking in the void, hiding from myself and others because I can not choose a face that both represents what/how I feel. I've been trying to relate and reconnect with my 'sonas but it... isn't working too well. It keeps feeling like I'm trying to relive the past or am forcing something/someone that isn't me.
Again, I mentioned on bsky that I think Lunar is a bit too bubbly for me all the time. Yes I get like that often; I love to make people happy and make them smile, and I can be very energetic in the right circumstances, but it's... not the complete picture. So, perhaps I should make him less bubbly? It... isn't working. The bubbly smiling character seems almost like a mockery of/from better times. He's a perfected cartoonish effigy of myself in a good mood and what I'd want to be.
nanoLunar then? He was always meant to be the best me there could be. He's an autistic person's dream; a body under complete control with no excess sensory stimuli unburdened by the pain and indignities of an organic body. Something I DESPERATELY want even if I know it can't be achieved. If I get to heaven, my body will be nanoLunar. A wonderful fantasy, but one that can be hard to relate to when times are rough. More a character to look up to and aspire to be rather than actually me. Still, what I'd want to be.
Now I move onto Aysel. She's most like me in many ways, but she's still idealized in a few ways. But most of all, I think one of the larger things standing in the way of relating to her is her gender. I'm comfortable being male. Not to mention she is alien and was designed to be strange and different. Granted I *feel* like an alien IRL but... not exactly in the same way. If I adjusted her background I could make her even closer, but that just... doesn't feel right. I love what I've created in the zanthierian species and am not ready to unseat them from their lofty position in my head. They are what an intelligent space fairing race should be. What I feel the human race could be. Maybe.
Noticing the pattern here? Could be, should be, would be, BAH! My whole universe is a collection of could be should be. A lofty idealized fantasy realm where there is little conflict and everything is stable. Everything in order. Everything in line. No seedy places or back ally deals. No corruption or 'bad guys' left. It's nice, peaceful, and... unrealistic. I'm loosing touch with it. Relatable tropes where bad things happen and are overcome simply don't exist there because I made it so. It's a simple clean world to escape to. I... think this may need to change. I've been toying with this for a while now. Utopia is unrealistic. Not everything has to be bad, but it's the bad times that define the good times.
I'm feeling down right now, and not in a way that can be eased with thinking of happy characters in idyllic settings. My canon, my universe, my 'sonas need an injection of reality to remain real to me. To remain relatable. Happiness through others and community rather than idyllic settings. Uhg, my head it getting heavy. I think it's time to turn off for a while.
So to any frens reading this wondering what's going on... I'm not 100% sure yet. I feel like I need to implement a change but at the same time I don't *want* to change. In the past I've used 'sona disassociation to redesign my 'sonas, but I'm not 100% sure that's the answer this time. I still don't know what or who I feel like; I'm still the distorted shadow. Should I give Lunar a minor redesign? A new outfit? A more aged look? Perhaps. Or do I say fukkit and pull a new face from the ether to better fit my aged self? Maybe. But will it stick? Or is it just a patch? There are ideas but none feel just right yet. Right now I think the most likely thing will end up being a refinement of nanoLunar. Perhaps making him just Lunar. Stripping his more obscene powers and bringing him down to earth as a more relatable 'sona with just a few extra powers/abilities to still offer that sense of escape, but not too much where he becomes the perfect entity. Near future not far future technologically speaking. I really should get myself to snooze tho. Got work tomorrow. Bleh. We'll see how that goes. Sleep well everyone~ <3
Days continue to move on by in a blur. A slow, plodding, inexorable march into an uncertain future that at the same time feels too fast to grasp and hold on to. I'm sure the state of the world has a lot to do with the malaise I'm feeling, but at the same time this disquiet has been growing for a while, and I think it's starting to reach a head. I'm having a bit of an identity crisis. Sure it's a 'first world problem' and one that affects only me, but suffering is still suffering even if it's a fraction of what others are feeling. Perhaps by venting and talking to my piers I can even make some sense of it; or at the very least, get some feedback.
I mentioned on bsky that my 'sonas are comfortable masks that I wear to present to the world. Yet they still feel like me. They still *are* me. Or, at least they were. I'm not sure what I feel anymore. There has been an image in my mind that, were I skilled with art, I would render to express myself. Alas, I have only text so my words will have to suffice. I feel I need to share this.
The image is a black void; on the ground, pools of full bright colour and patterns that look like the melted remains of my 'sonas swirl around a dark figure. My sona's have melted and are distorting and fading. Where each 'sona's head should be, there is a smiling mask of that 'sona; a hollow effigy of the character. The dark figure is without definite shape, blurred and distorted but in the vague shape of an overweight human. It is hunched over on it's hands and knees in the center of the pool of colour, grasping the mask of Aysel as it starts to melt. Bright tears fall from it's hidden face into the mask.
I have always looked at my 'sonas and said "That's me!"; they've always felt like me, like the true me. What I should be, could be, wish to be. Now they all seem like hollow masks. I am the big ugly shadow creature; lurking in the void, hiding from myself and others because I can not choose a face that both represents what/how I feel. I've been trying to relate and reconnect with my 'sonas but it... isn't working too well. It keeps feeling like I'm trying to relive the past or am forcing something/someone that isn't me.
Again, I mentioned on bsky that I think Lunar is a bit too bubbly for me all the time. Yes I get like that often; I love to make people happy and make them smile, and I can be very energetic in the right circumstances, but it's... not the complete picture. So, perhaps I should make him less bubbly? It... isn't working. The bubbly smiling character seems almost like a mockery of/from better times. He's a perfected cartoonish effigy of myself in a good mood and what I'd want to be.
nanoLunar then? He was always meant to be the best me there could be. He's an autistic person's dream; a body under complete control with no excess sensory stimuli unburdened by the pain and indignities of an organic body. Something I DESPERATELY want even if I know it can't be achieved. If I get to heaven, my body will be nanoLunar. A wonderful fantasy, but one that can be hard to relate to when times are rough. More a character to look up to and aspire to be rather than actually me. Still, what I'd want to be.
Now I move onto Aysel. She's most like me in many ways, but she's still idealized in a few ways. But most of all, I think one of the larger things standing in the way of relating to her is her gender. I'm comfortable being male. Not to mention she is alien and was designed to be strange and different. Granted I *feel* like an alien IRL but... not exactly in the same way. If I adjusted her background I could make her even closer, but that just... doesn't feel right. I love what I've created in the zanthierian species and am not ready to unseat them from their lofty position in my head. They are what an intelligent space fairing race should be. What I feel the human race could be. Maybe.
Noticing the pattern here? Could be, should be, would be, BAH! My whole universe is a collection of could be should be. A lofty idealized fantasy realm where there is little conflict and everything is stable. Everything in order. Everything in line. No seedy places or back ally deals. No corruption or 'bad guys' left. It's nice, peaceful, and... unrealistic. I'm loosing touch with it. Relatable tropes where bad things happen and are overcome simply don't exist there because I made it so. It's a simple clean world to escape to. I... think this may need to change. I've been toying with this for a while now. Utopia is unrealistic. Not everything has to be bad, but it's the bad times that define the good times.
I'm feeling down right now, and not in a way that can be eased with thinking of happy characters in idyllic settings. My canon, my universe, my 'sonas need an injection of reality to remain real to me. To remain relatable. Happiness through others and community rather than idyllic settings. Uhg, my head it getting heavy. I think it's time to turn off for a while.
So to any frens reading this wondering what's going on... I'm not 100% sure yet. I feel like I need to implement a change but at the same time I don't *want* to change. In the past I've used 'sona disassociation to redesign my 'sonas, but I'm not 100% sure that's the answer this time. I still don't know what or who I feel like; I'm still the distorted shadow. Should I give Lunar a minor redesign? A new outfit? A more aged look? Perhaps. Or do I say fukkit and pull a new face from the ether to better fit my aged self? Maybe. But will it stick? Or is it just a patch? There are ideas but none feel just right yet. Right now I think the most likely thing will end up being a refinement of nanoLunar. Perhaps making him just Lunar. Stripping his more obscene powers and bringing him down to earth as a more relatable 'sona with just a few extra powers/abilities to still offer that sense of escape, but not too much where he becomes the perfect entity. Near future not far future technologically speaking. I really should get myself to snooze tho. Got work tomorrow. Bleh. We'll see how that goes. Sleep well everyone~ <3
It is done.
Posted 2 years agoMy FA is up to date. All the artwork I have of my 'sonas that is fit for public consumption has been posted. Thanks to Corrie for encouraging me to look into posty birb! That made everything so much easier.
In other news, I'm probably going to retire Zethril as a 'sona. I no longer feel a connection to him as a 'sona, though he'll stay around as a character. As such, his artwork will likely be deleted soon. The refsheet will stay tho! And that brings me to my next topic...
Now that all the art is here, I want to start uploading ref sheets for my other characters to make commissioning stuff easier. Just the ref sheets tho, and only completed refs! Buuuut that'll be later. I'm tired of uploadin' for the time being~ <3
In other news, I'm probably going to retire Zethril as a 'sona. I no longer feel a connection to him as a 'sona, though he'll stay around as a character. As such, his artwork will likely be deleted soon. The refsheet will stay tho! And that brings me to my next topic...
Now that all the art is here, I want to start uploading ref sheets for my other characters to make commissioning stuff easier. Just the ref sheets tho, and only completed refs! Buuuut that'll be later. I'm tired of uploadin' for the time being~ <3
Backlog...
Posted 3 years agoSo I went through my backlog of art and... oh. I didn't know I had so much. Gonna try to upload a few pieces of art per day for a while 'till I've got everything on FA. Should be fun~ >w<
A few notes:
I'll be uploading stuff in order from oldest to newest.
I may not know the artist for some older pieces, but I will do my best to search and find them. Please tell me if you know the artist for something uncredited!
I'll only be uploading stuff that:
is coloured
is canonically accurate
features my main characters/'sonas (Lunar, nanoLunar, Aysel, Spencer, and Zethril).
May upload more at a later date, but for now this is it. If I do upload other characters, they'll go in scraps.
A few notes:
I'll be uploading stuff in order from oldest to newest.
I may not know the artist for some older pieces, but I will do my best to search and find them. Please tell me if you know the artist for something uncredited!
I'll only be uploading stuff that:
is coloured
is canonically accurate
features my main characters/'sonas (Lunar, nanoLunar, Aysel, Spencer, and Zethril).
May upload more at a later date, but for now this is it. If I do upload other characters, they'll go in scraps.
*fox noises* 🦊
Posted 6 years agoThis journal is old and outdated, nyeh.
Derp fox updates
Posted 6 years agoFirst off I'd like to thank everyone on the last journal offering their support, it's always nice to know people care! I'd respond to all of them but I'm actually one of those people who doesn't really like to talk about stuff like this. Consider this a general reply.
On that note, I've come to accept Zeara's death. It still feels really weird, almost inexplicable, but I've accepted it. Now with the way my brain works it's best for me to just move on with life as usual. So your normally scheduled unscheduled derping shall commence as normal. Thanks again for all the support, and I offer my own support to anyone who needs it. Zeara was loved, and in the end, what more can any human ask for?
On that note, I've come to accept Zeara's death. It still feels really weird, almost inexplicable, but I've accepted it. Now with the way my brain works it's best for me to just move on with life as usual. So your normally scheduled unscheduled derping shall commence as normal. Thanks again for all the support, and I offer my own support to anyone who needs it. Zeara was loved, and in the end, what more can any human ask for?
So one of my best friends died....
Posted 6 years agoProbably not going to be around much, it almost hurts to go on FA.... In case you don't know, zeara passed away yesterday and I'm still kinda in the stages of shock... life just feels like a nightmare right now and I keep thinking I need to wake up. Zeara was one of my oldest friends, and I'm so upset I never got the chance to meet him.... I'm generally OK with death, but this was just too sudden and unexpected... it's not OK. I'm not OK.
The great travel begins in 10 hours.
Posted 6 years agoUpdates and looking for audiobooks~
Posted 6 years agoFook, a lot has happened since the last journal! o.o; To keep it quick, I'm going to be renting a room at Razz's place, I got all packed up, then got sick. Sweet. So I'm gonna be spending a couple more days in Hell getting over my cold before heading up north to the land of pleasant weather and snow~ owo Once I get there, I hope to pursue my electronics and hi-fi hobbies and offer repairs on old hi-fi stuff and electronics. If I need more money, I'll deliver pizza~ XD
I'm still looking for suggestions for audiobooks to listen to while driving and just in general~ Fantasy and Sci-Fi are my favorite genres. Here's what I have so far and what I think of them:
Xanth series; delightfully fun, but started getting a bit too silly after book 10 or so and my enjoyment started waning after book 20 or so. Books 1 through 6 are my favorites. If anyone wants copies of these audiobooks, just let me know 'cause they're hard to find and not for sale. I have books 1 through 32.
Metro 2033 series; first book was incredible, second book was a bit slow but still enjoyable, third book quite depressing and a bit disjointed (haven't finished it yet). I still need to play the video games.
Harry Potter, everyone knows these books~
Fahrenheit 451; fairly gripping and thought provoking story with an enjoyable style. I intend to check out more from this author.
1984; this one fucked me up. Excellent book though and definitely holds your interest to the very end!
Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy; Just started this one, and I'm enjoying it so far. Interesting style and delightfully silly so far, but in a good way. I have the sequels as well~
2001 A Space Odyssey: Haven't started this one yet, but I enjoyed the movie.
I'm still looking for suggestions for audiobooks to listen to while driving and just in general~ Fantasy and Sci-Fi are my favorite genres. Here's what I have so far and what I think of them:
Xanth series; delightfully fun, but started getting a bit too silly after book 10 or so and my enjoyment started waning after book 20 or so. Books 1 through 6 are my favorites. If anyone wants copies of these audiobooks, just let me know 'cause they're hard to find and not for sale. I have books 1 through 32.
Metro 2033 series; first book was incredible, second book was a bit slow but still enjoyable, third book quite depressing and a bit disjointed (haven't finished it yet). I still need to play the video games.
Harry Potter, everyone knows these books~
Fahrenheit 451; fairly gripping and thought provoking story with an enjoyable style. I intend to check out more from this author.
1984; this one fucked me up. Excellent book though and definitely holds your interest to the very end!
Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy; Just started this one, and I'm enjoying it so far. Interesting style and delightfully silly so far, but in a good way. I have the sequels as well~
2001 A Space Odyssey: Haven't started this one yet, but I enjoyed the movie.
So what happened... and xanax is still good candy.
Posted 7 years agoSo, as many may know, I live in the middle of bum-fuck nowhere in Hell Arizona and it sucks bad. Been here for pretty much half my life, and have wanted to get out ever since. I finally reach a state where I am mentally sound enough to move (don't forget, I'm an autistic dumbass, so quite immature), buy a trailer to live in and park it on Razz's property (I've always wanted to live in a mobile trailer, even got a very nice '04 model with a slide out and plenty of room for all me needs), and get enough money to actually go through with it. I was planning on leaving sometime in January.
But last tuesday, I get word that apparently the city doesn't allow people to live in trailers on property in city limits. Whelp, there it goes~ 3 years of working a job in Hell to get enough money to move to a place where I actually want to live, and less than a month away the dream is shattered. Now I basically got 3 options. Live in the middle of nowhere up north in my trailer, try and rent a room if one becomes available in Razz's house, or stay in Hell. So much for having my own place. So much for actually living near civilization. I'd rather die than go through another summer in this pitiful Godforsaken wasteland of a state, so who knows. I'll probably be in the middle of nowhere up north somewhere with no job. *sigh* Better than living in *gags* Arizona for another year. So yea, life's just peachy. What an excellent Christmas season I'm having! 8D hahaiwanttodietakesmorexanax
Oh, and I'm still not gonna be on too much. I'll pop on IMs or comment here during periods of lucidity when I'm feeling decent. Don't be surprised if I disappear at random though, and I'm trying my best not to snap at people. ><
But last tuesday, I get word that apparently the city doesn't allow people to live in trailers on property in city limits. Whelp, there it goes~ 3 years of working a job in Hell to get enough money to move to a place where I actually want to live, and less than a month away the dream is shattered. Now I basically got 3 options. Live in the middle of nowhere up north in my trailer, try and rent a room if one becomes available in Razz's house, or stay in Hell. So much for having my own place. So much for actually living near civilization. I'd rather die than go through another summer in this pitiful Godforsaken wasteland of a state, so who knows. I'll probably be in the middle of nowhere up north somewhere with no job. *sigh* Better than living in *gags* Arizona for another year. So yea, life's just peachy. What an excellent Christmas season I'm having! 8D hahaiwanttodietakesmorexanax
Oh, and I'm still not gonna be on too much. I'll pop on IMs or comment here during periods of lucidity when I'm feeling decent. Don't be surprised if I disappear at random though, and I'm trying my best not to snap at people. ><
Xanax is good candy.
Posted 7 years agoI should stop posting good news, it just gets fucked. Won't be around much if at all for a while. Have to try and pick up the pieces of a shattered dream I was a month away from realizing. Yes I'm taking my antidepressants again.
Derp News! *dootdoodoooooo*
Posted 7 years agoJust lettin' everyone know that I'm away for a while. I'm visiting the Chilla for thanksgiving~
But that's not all.... I'M FINALLY MOVING TO MINNESOTA! About time, jeeze, but yea, I got myself a trailer up there and Imma be moving up sometime at the very beginning of next year. *excitement!* But as such, I may not be on too much. I'm quitting my job January 1st, then Imma be setting my affairs in order and packing to move up up and away fromHell Arizona. I'm very excited! I've been living in Arizona for 13 hellish years and I'm FINALLY actually able to get out! I'm so happy and excited! ;w; So yea, you'll probably see more of me after I move and settle in since I won't be blacking out for months at a time due to depression. I'm finally actually happy and even off my anti-depressants! owo;
But yea, there's the news. Oh, one more thing. Imma be goin' to FWA next year if anyone's interested in a meet up! ^^ Also hoping to post more of my arts here sometime. That is all~ Love y'all!
But that's not all.... I'M FINALLY MOVING TO MINNESOTA! About time, jeeze, but yea, I got myself a trailer up there and Imma be moving up sometime at the very beginning of next year. *excitement!* But as such, I may not be on too much. I'm quitting my job January 1st, then Imma be setting my affairs in order and packing to move up up and away from
But yea, there's the news. Oh, one more thing. Imma be goin' to FWA next year if anyone's interested in a meet up! ^^ Also hoping to post more of my arts here sometime. That is all~ Love y'all!
That feeling when you think life is going pretty good...
Posted 8 years agoHaha, nope. My train of bad luck and rough times continues. God forbid I actually get some good news for once. So for any of y'all wondering why I'm not around... well, it's not a good idea for me to interact with others when I'm like this; I get overly sensitive and cranky....
Ahhhh, there's a lot to upload! @.@
Posted 8 years agoI'm just gonna keep characters limited to characters I KNOW I'm keeping. Even if they need refs. GAH I NEED SO MANY REFS! ;w; Also Imma be lazy about it 'cause eeehhhhh. XP
Oh yea, OH MER GRRD DON'T FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE TO MY PATREON FOR NO REASON AT ALL! https://www.patreon.com/lunarfox *flails* everyone has to link their patreon on every thing they do, right? That is how it works... right? nothiswontkeepbeinglinkedforeverimjusthavingfuncasueimpunchy
Oh yea, OH MER GRRD DON'T FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE TO MY PATREON FOR NO REASON AT ALL! https://www.patreon.com/lunarfox *flails* everyone has to link their patreon on every thing they do, right? That is how it works... right? nothiswontkeepbeinglinkedforeverimjusthavingfuncasueimpunchy
Life updates and a fox. 🦊 ('cause I can <3)
Posted 8 years agoAnyways, perhaps I should start with the obvious... yes I'm not around much on IMs and honestly that's for good reason, at least in my eyes. I'm busy with work, it's HOT AS FUCK, and as such I'm mildly depressed. And yes I said hot as fuck. For winter at least. It's been in the mid 70s here, and combined with the sun, it FEELS much hotter; it also turns my house into a hot box. So I'm running AC. IN FUCKING WINTER!?! This may seem like no big deal, but I just went through the hottest summer on record (literally) and I do NOT deal well with heat. I hate where I live SO MUCH.
But I'm working on that. For anyone not already in the know I'm planning on building me one of those nifty mini-homes on a trailer and movin' myself up to Minnesota to be with my best friend razz. <3 I've got a long way to go but I'm gettin' there. My goal is to be in MN before I'm 30 (October 2020), and it's gonna cost roughly $10,000 (that's building the home, getting a vehicle to pull it, moving it, and having enough money in reserve to last 3 months while I find employment). I'm currently in the process of organizing and noting everything I own in order to start selling it. So if anyone wants PC parts, cool old Hi-Fi stuffs, or random electronic bits and bobs, do lemme know (especially if you're in southern AZ/NM). Literally everything except my primary PC and Hi-Fi system is for sale. @w@ Within those categories, you name it I probably have it or something similar~ Well, except for vintage computers. I never got into that area too much~
I'm hoping to be around a bit more now, I've been talking with friends on discord more the past couple days and I really do miss the interaction. It's just hard to do anything except stare at YouTube when I've been putting all my effort into work, not being depressed, not being cranky, and dealing with heat. Eh, first world problems I know, I've just gotta deal with 'em but unfortunately my ways of dealing with them are to be all hermitty in my little air conditioned ice box. XP
But, for now I'm gonna be submitting some pictures before the night's done (I'm behind on my submissions as usual). I'm also typing up another thing just for fun and as an excuse to ramble (I'm quite good at waffle and ramble). Ahem, yes, you'll see it soon once I get everything set up and my descriptions sorted out if anyone's interested in my ramblings or characters and commissions. Oh! I'm also gonna submit some more refs, and pics I've gotten of other characters~ Not everything I have, that would take a loooooooong time. I'm still gonna keep it to coloured pictures, but from now on, anything I commission is gonna be uploaded! I love sharing my characters with the world and interacting with folks! <3 And I have more than a few characters in need of some more love. <3
But I'm working on that. For anyone not already in the know I'm planning on building me one of those nifty mini-homes on a trailer and movin' myself up to Minnesota to be with my best friend razz. <3 I've got a long way to go but I'm gettin' there. My goal is to be in MN before I'm 30 (October 2020), and it's gonna cost roughly $10,000 (that's building the home, getting a vehicle to pull it, moving it, and having enough money in reserve to last 3 months while I find employment). I'm currently in the process of organizing and noting everything I own in order to start selling it. So if anyone wants PC parts, cool old Hi-Fi stuffs, or random electronic bits and bobs, do lemme know (especially if you're in southern AZ/NM). Literally everything except my primary PC and Hi-Fi system is for sale. @w@ Within those categories, you name it I probably have it or something similar~ Well, except for vintage computers. I never got into that area too much~
I'm hoping to be around a bit more now, I've been talking with friends on discord more the past couple days and I really do miss the interaction. It's just hard to do anything except stare at YouTube when I've been putting all my effort into work, not being depressed, not being cranky, and dealing with heat. Eh, first world problems I know, I've just gotta deal with 'em but unfortunately my ways of dealing with them are to be all hermitty in my little air conditioned ice box. XP
But, for now I'm gonna be submitting some pictures before the night's done (I'm behind on my submissions as usual). I'm also typing up another thing just for fun and as an excuse to ramble (I'm quite good at waffle and ramble). Ahem, yes, you'll see it soon once I get everything set up and my descriptions sorted out if anyone's interested in my ramblings or characters and commissions. Oh! I'm also gonna submit some more refs, and pics I've gotten of other characters~ Not everything I have, that would take a loooooooong time. I'm still gonna keep it to coloured pictures, but from now on, anything I commission is gonna be uploaded! I love sharing my characters with the world and interacting with folks! <3 And I have more than a few characters in need of some more love. <3
ANNOUNCEMENTS! Derp foz isn't around much?!
Posted 8 years agoGot a few people getting worried and/or asking why I'm not around much. Basically it's fucking hot here and I've been working outside quite a bit~ So naturally by the time I get home I'm basically a cooked vegetable. Add a malfunctioning air conditioner into the mix and you've got one cranky lethargic fox. Thankfully the AC unit is being replaced next week, and it should start cooling off a bit outside then too. But also I'm still hosting a derpy caco, so he's taking up any other free time I've had! X3 Eh, I'll be around once life settles back into some semblance of normal and the heat stops being so stupid. -w-
READ IF YA KNOW ME! I'm on vacation~
Posted 8 years agoLast Friday started the beginning of my annual vacation~ The first week I'm still at home, but I have Chilla and Razzle visiting; Deverus will be joining us later tonight. owo; So as such, I'll probably be on IM things much less than usual. I'm still around here on FA, but may take a while to respond. Usually, by the time I come to relax at my PC I'm sleepy as hell and too brain dead to chat coherently! ;w;
I'm leaving for the east coast on the morning of the 28th, and will be staying 'til about May 2nd or so. I'm sure I'll have some days while I'm on vacation where I'll be chatty online, so you'll see me a bit, just a little less than usual! owo; Anyone wanting visits between AZ and GA feel free to let me know~ X3
I'm leaving for the east coast on the morning of the 28th, and will be staying 'til about May 2nd or so. I'm sure I'll have some days while I'm on vacation where I'll be chatty online, so you'll see me a bit, just a little less than usual! owo; Anyone wanting visits between AZ and GA feel free to let me know~ X3
(f)Art dump and QUESTIONS! owo;
Posted 8 years agoHope y'all enjoyed the fart dump, that's all the arts I have of Matt for the time being! owo; Well almost, there's a traditional piece I need to scan in but I dun have a scanner. XP Not to mention some sketchies~
Now questions...
Should I upload sketches and icons?
If you haven't noticed, I usually only upload coloured stuff and usually don't do icons. B/W stuff and icons aren't uploaded~ Opinions?
Should I upload stuff with my other characters?
Only stuff with my current 'sona/'sonas is uploaded. I did this before 'cause there were no folders to sort characters into but now.... Still, there's 65 characters with A LOT of art and I can't remember the artists to some of the pieces. ;w;
Should I bother with crediting the original image?
It's a PAIN IN THE BUTT! It's what takes the most time in my submission process, crediting the artist is easy but searching for and linking the original image just kinda takes some fun out of it. I'd love to just upload the image, credit the artist, and be done (unless I wanna blab in the description).
That's it for now~ Hope everyone's well! ^^
Now questions...
Should I upload sketches and icons?
If you haven't noticed, I usually only upload coloured stuff and usually don't do icons. B/W stuff and icons aren't uploaded~ Opinions?
Should I upload stuff with my other characters?
Only stuff with my current 'sona/'sonas is uploaded. I did this before 'cause there were no folders to sort characters into but now.... Still, there's 65 characters with A LOT of art and I can't remember the artists to some of the pieces. ;w;
Should I bother with crediting the original image?
It's a PAIN IN THE BUTT! It's what takes the most time in my submission process, crediting the artist is easy but searching for and linking the original image just kinda takes some fun out of it. I'd love to just upload the image, credit the artist, and be done (unless I wanna blab in the description).
That's it for now~ Hope everyone's well! ^^
MRRR CRIMBO! And some more updates~
Posted 9 years agoFirst off STOP BEING ANGRY ABOUT ME NOT RESPONDING ON IM DAMN IT! I'm just not sociable right now! If you need to tell me something and I don't respond, SEND ME A NOTE! Jeez! =\ I'm half tempted to make a new skype again.... And nu, I'm not feeling sociable with most people yet.
Now then, I hope everyone's had a good Christmas! It's been pretty good here, I already knew what I was getting as I got it a bit early (a shiny new HTC 10; my old HTC m9 was delicious~), but I also got a few nice little nicknacks. It was a good dinner too! No family arguments (aside from a small poke about politics from my uncle to my grandfather), but best of all... my sister wasn't there! =D
But there seems to have been a little bit of confusion from the last journal, both on my part and the parts of others. So lemme be a little bit more clear about that here and be really simple about it.
IRL: I'm kinda sorta asexual? I dun really wanna fuck anyone, but I like sexual attention to myself. Mostly 'cause I'm a germaphobe. This will probably change for a lover (if I ever find one...).
RP/fantasy: I still like sexual stuff! But I'm going to be a little picky about who I put my main 'sonas (Lunar and Aysel) with and what they do. Sex is kinda meh to me in fantasy. Vore is always OK though! owo; And I still have my blatant butt fixation (AV and rimming, yaaassss)~ For other sexual stuff, I have a shit ton of other characters if the mood takes me~ X3 Don't worry if you're a close friend, Lune and Aysel have no limits with friends~
Next, just a general note here: Matt and Lunar are the same person! If I want to talk about the older Lunar I'll say so. I'm kinda tempted to give him a new name~
That is all~ Merry Christmas and a happy new year to all! <3
Now then, I hope everyone's had a good Christmas! It's been pretty good here, I already knew what I was getting as I got it a bit early (a shiny new HTC 10; my old HTC m9 was delicious~), but I also got a few nice little nicknacks. It was a good dinner too! No family arguments (aside from a small poke about politics from my uncle to my grandfather), but best of all... my sister wasn't there! =D
But there seems to have been a little bit of confusion from the last journal, both on my part and the parts of others. So lemme be a little bit more clear about that here and be really simple about it.
IRL: I'm kinda sorta asexual? I dun really wanna fuck anyone, but I like sexual attention to myself. Mostly 'cause I'm a germaphobe. This will probably change for a lover (if I ever find one...).
RP/fantasy: I still like sexual stuff! But I'm going to be a little picky about who I put my main 'sonas (Lunar and Aysel) with and what they do. Sex is kinda meh to me in fantasy. Vore is always OK though! owo; And I still have my blatant butt fixation (AV and rimming, yaaassss)~ For other sexual stuff, I have a shit ton of other characters if the mood takes me~ X3 Don't worry if you're a close friend, Lune and Aysel have no limits with friends~
Next, just a general note here: Matt and Lunar are the same person! If I want to talk about the older Lunar I'll say so. I'm kinda tempted to give him a new name~
That is all~ Merry Christmas and a happy new year to all! <3
Kind of back? PLEASE READ IF YA KNOW ME! ;w;
Posted 9 years agoFirst off, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! 8D No matter my struggles or your own, I wish everyone happy holidays free of stress and hardship~ <3 Is is still one of my absolute favorite times of year~
But news and mindless marble fox rantings now~ Vacation was fun (Chilla's family is one of the few places I actually feel properly at home <3) but I'm a little burnt out at the moment! ;w; I have a fair few people still craving my attention but I'm not so keen on too much interaction at the moment, only with a select few people; so I really beg of you, PLEASE DON'T BE ANGRY IF I DON'T CHAT WITH YOU! ;w;
I'm also struggling some new and interesting feelings, mostly relating to sexuality and sexual encounters (both IRL and in RP) as well as some old nagging annoyances and doubts. I'm sure the doubts are partly due to lack of sleep and lack of medication. For anyone interested, I kicked my anti-depressants. It was kinda by accident as I forgot to take them for a week in the busy frenzy of packing and leaving for my trip; my boss gave me some extra hours so I could have some more pocket money (he's cool like that) so that meant working almost full time and trying to clean, pack, and get ready for my trip. I'm not the most organized and I'm shit with my time management! ;w; That aside, I chose not to go back on them while I went on my trip 'cause I was feeling pretty good! Overall I'd say I can pretty much 95% manage my depression on my own. I did, however, decide to go back on them 'cause I didn't realize how much they helped me with my temper, and a bit of help with the last 5% doesn't hurt either! Though I'm at half the dosage now, just got the prescription filled today~ Hey, why take more than what's needed, right? I'm confident this'll work well and it's nice to know that I don't have to rely on a pill to get rid of crippling depression now! =3
But back to what I was originally saying about sexual shit (this will probably be TMI for some); in short, I'm not feeling nearly as horny as I've usually been since sexual maturity. And I know it's not my meds as I've been off of them for a month now (they do effect libedo to a degree)! Perhaps it's maturity finally deciding to settle in? Maybe not. But I'm really starting to settle into something between pansexual and asexual (never thought I'd say I was asexual). Perhaps I'm misinterpreting it, but in short... I don't wanna do sexy stuffs with anyone IRL. If someone wants to do it to me (like giving me a blow job for example) then, yea, sure, I'm all for that! I'm not gonna deny that it feels good~ But I don't wanna return the favor, and I dun really wanna stick my dick in anyone. I'd also like to add that if someone does give me a BJ, it's very hard for me to get off. I have to sorta force it, and often have to close my eyes and think of other stuff. Sometimes I can't even climax! With my 'sona and characters it's a little different, that's where the pansexual bit comes in. But lately, I'm really just wanting to do sexual stuff with close friends. Not really into it with strangers anymore (though flirting can still be fun to a degree). Still, at this point I really have to say that vore > sexy stuff. -w- Though is it still strange that I still prefer seeing naughty bits drawn in vore when the characters are naked? o.o; Just seems natural....
Next, what journal would be complete with a bit of complaining about the american elections? You can skip this if you want. TL;DR: Believe what you want to believe, but don't demonize others and most of all FUCK POLITICS! >8U I've been refraining from talking about this for a while 'cause my views seem to make many people angry but I have to talk about it a bit.... I hate how politics split and divide people so much. And I HATE having to act like I hate certain sides or people around certain other people. Example? My boss and family are republican. My best friends are democrat. When around my family and boss, Clinton is satan. When around my friends, Trump is satan. If I don't act like that, arguments ensue and it can go so far as people looking at me like I'm retarded. Honestly, I can't get behind either one of 'em! The presidential debates were like watching preschoolers bicker! Seriously, most comments were argued with either a disingenuous shit eating smile or a pompous "wrong" before steering completely off topic.
Look here folks, BOTH SIDES HAVE GOOD POINTS! Am I the only one that can see it? Too much of either side would be bad! Too much republican control and gay and trans people would still be demonized. Too much democratic control and you get stuff like mandatory gender and race quotas in business and entertainment. Too much democratic control and it becomes easy for people to abuse the public assistance programs (I'm pissed that some of my tax dollars go to people too lazy to try and work and non-us citizens (I watched my gran get naturalized, why should she have to go through that and not someone else?)); too much republican control and there wouldn't even be a public assistance program (I'm on public healthcare, and know people too sick or disabled to work that need help from such programs; I'm totally OK with helping them)! So for fuck's sake, can we please stop rioting and demonizing people 'cause one asshole got into the white house instead of a different asshole? LIFE GOES ON. I really hope Trump proves his opposition wrong and is actually a decent president. I would say the same about Clinton if she won. What's done is done, it's up to everyone else to make the best of what happened.
Also hey, lemme dispel a misinterpretation here since most people 'round here seem to be of the democratic belief. Republicans aren't evil, not inherently anyways. My mother's one of the most open and accepting people I can think of, and she had no problem when I came out and told her I had a boyfriend. She also supports my trans sister. My boss supports equality for all and is just as accepting, heck one of his office workers is very openly gay. He also pays everyone equally based purely on merit; I even get payed $2 above state minimum wage despite being the lowest person in the company.
But news and mindless marble fox rantings now~ Vacation was fun (Chilla's family is one of the few places I actually feel properly at home <3) but I'm a little burnt out at the moment! ;w; I have a fair few people still craving my attention but I'm not so keen on too much interaction at the moment, only with a select few people; so I really beg of you, PLEASE DON'T BE ANGRY IF I DON'T CHAT WITH YOU! ;w;
I'm also struggling some new and interesting feelings, mostly relating to sexuality and sexual encounters (both IRL and in RP) as well as some old nagging annoyances and doubts. I'm sure the doubts are partly due to lack of sleep and lack of medication. For anyone interested, I kicked my anti-depressants. It was kinda by accident as I forgot to take them for a week in the busy frenzy of packing and leaving for my trip; my boss gave me some extra hours so I could have some more pocket money (he's cool like that) so that meant working almost full time and trying to clean, pack, and get ready for my trip. I'm not the most organized and I'm shit with my time management! ;w; That aside, I chose not to go back on them while I went on my trip 'cause I was feeling pretty good! Overall I'd say I can pretty much 95% manage my depression on my own. I did, however, decide to go back on them 'cause I didn't realize how much they helped me with my temper, and a bit of help with the last 5% doesn't hurt either! Though I'm at half the dosage now, just got the prescription filled today~ Hey, why take more than what's needed, right? I'm confident this'll work well and it's nice to know that I don't have to rely on a pill to get rid of crippling depression now! =3
But back to what I was originally saying about sexual shit (this will probably be TMI for some); in short, I'm not feeling nearly as horny as I've usually been since sexual maturity. And I know it's not my meds as I've been off of them for a month now (they do effect libedo to a degree)! Perhaps it's maturity finally deciding to settle in? Maybe not. But I'm really starting to settle into something between pansexual and asexual (never thought I'd say I was asexual). Perhaps I'm misinterpreting it, but in short... I don't wanna do sexy stuffs with anyone IRL. If someone wants to do it to me (like giving me a blow job for example) then, yea, sure, I'm all for that! I'm not gonna deny that it feels good~ But I don't wanna return the favor, and I dun really wanna stick my dick in anyone. I'd also like to add that if someone does give me a BJ, it's very hard for me to get off. I have to sorta force it, and often have to close my eyes and think of other stuff. Sometimes I can't even climax! With my 'sona and characters it's a little different, that's where the pansexual bit comes in. But lately, I'm really just wanting to do sexual stuff with close friends. Not really into it with strangers anymore (though flirting can still be fun to a degree). Still, at this point I really have to say that vore > sexy stuff. -w- Though is it still strange that I still prefer seeing naughty bits drawn in vore when the characters are naked? o.o; Just seems natural....
Next, what journal would be complete with a bit of complaining about the american elections? You can skip this if you want. TL;DR: Believe what you want to believe, but don't demonize others and most of all FUCK POLITICS! >8U I've been refraining from talking about this for a while 'cause my views seem to make many people angry but I have to talk about it a bit.... I hate how politics split and divide people so much. And I HATE having to act like I hate certain sides or people around certain other people. Example? My boss and family are republican. My best friends are democrat. When around my family and boss, Clinton is satan. When around my friends, Trump is satan. If I don't act like that, arguments ensue and it can go so far as people looking at me like I'm retarded. Honestly, I can't get behind either one of 'em! The presidential debates were like watching preschoolers bicker! Seriously, most comments were argued with either a disingenuous shit eating smile or a pompous "wrong" before steering completely off topic.
Look here folks, BOTH SIDES HAVE GOOD POINTS! Am I the only one that can see it? Too much of either side would be bad! Too much republican control and gay and trans people would still be demonized. Too much democratic control and you get stuff like mandatory gender and race quotas in business and entertainment. Too much democratic control and it becomes easy for people to abuse the public assistance programs (I'm pissed that some of my tax dollars go to people too lazy to try and work and non-us citizens (I watched my gran get naturalized, why should she have to go through that and not someone else?)); too much republican control and there wouldn't even be a public assistance program (I'm on public healthcare, and know people too sick or disabled to work that need help from such programs; I'm totally OK with helping them)! So for fuck's sake, can we please stop rioting and demonizing people 'cause one asshole got into the white house instead of a different asshole? LIFE GOES ON. I really hope Trump proves his opposition wrong and is actually a decent president. I would say the same about Clinton if she won. What's done is done, it's up to everyone else to make the best of what happened.
Also hey, lemme dispel a misinterpretation here since most people 'round here seem to be of the democratic belief. Republicans aren't evil, not inherently anyways. My mother's one of the most open and accepting people I can think of, and she had no problem when I came out and told her I had a boyfriend. She also supports my trans sister. My boss supports equality for all and is just as accepting, heck one of his office workers is very openly gay. He also pays everyone equally based purely on merit; I even get payed $2 above state minimum wage despite being the lowest person in the company.
SORRY FOR SILENCE! I'm away on vacation~
Posted 9 years agoSorry for silence on some fronts, especially messengers; I'm away from home on vacation! owo; I've already traveled from Arizona, to Colorado, to Minnesota, to Georgia~ Gonna stop by North Carolina this weekend, then chillax in Georgia before heading back west (visiting someone in Texas on the way~). ^^
Birthday, news, and FAVE CHARACTER POLL?
Posted 9 years agoAs so often seems to be the case when I write one of these things, the last journal really needed to be taken off of my front page. First things first, muh birthday's on Saturday the 29th! I may have already treated myself to some tasty new computer parts and completely rebuilt my PC~ >w> Things are going well for me as a whole, but I'm keeping busy so dun get to worried if I don't reply on Skype or Discord~ ^^;
Next, I'm gonna be going on vacation for the latter part of November, mostly to spend Thanksgiving with a certain chinchilla, her family, and a couple more friends. But first Imma go visit and pic up my caco brother in MN~ owo; So, if there's any people along the way who'd like to meet up, I'd love to stop and have lunch with ya or something! X3 Here's a rough idea of what my trip'll look like, if you're close hit me up! Especially if you're close by the middle of the AZ-MN or GA-AZ drives (my specific stopping points are just outside Wichita and Dallas/Ft. Worth).
Oh, and if anyone can recommend some good audio books for the trip that'd be rad! I like sci-fi and fantasy stuff mostly (dystopian stuff is also of interest, though I can only take so many endings like 1984). I've already listened to the whole Harry Potter series, The Martian, and 1984 while driving.I'm probably gonna see if I can find the Xanth series, I haven't read them since elementary school and I'm certain I've missed a lot due to my young age at the time. Found the first 15 on youtube interestingly enough! Ahh, good ol' cassette rips~ -w-
In regards to the last journal, I'm happy I went through with the change! I feel very at home being the derpy speckly marble fox Chilla and I designed~ As much as I like nanoLunar's design, he has too much story and is a bit too OP for a main 'sona. Doesn't feel like me, more what I wish I could be (who doesn't wanna be cool, powerful, and sexy? *bricked* XD). But because of that, he's still gonna be around as a playable character, and his personality isn't changing~ Any RPs I do casually will be done with Matt Rozz; if you want any other character please just ask! ^^; Also note that Matthew will still be called Lunar as I've had that nickname for far too long to give it up! I also like being called Lune and Lunar~ X3 *derps* I may rename my old 'sonas to make things less confusing *coughrazzcough*, I was thinking about Lukas perhaps? Not sure! Anyone have some opinions? owo;
Lastly, just for fun, and if anyone reading is interested, would you kindly tell me which of my characters is your favorite in the comments? Full character list can be found here! The character's name can be seen in the viewing tab and address, as seen here. If Lunar (any variant) is your choice, tell me your second favorite too! ^^ Eventually I'll get some art with the most popular one, though first I need to stop being lazy and upload all the refs I have..... *flops and derps lazily* And all the art of other characters I have as well. *slides slowly off screen making grumbly noises*
Whelp, that's it from me, thanks to any who've read! ^^
Next, I'm gonna be going on vacation for the latter part of November, mostly to spend Thanksgiving with a certain chinchilla, her family, and a couple more friends. But first Imma go visit and pic up my caco brother in MN~ owo; So, if there's any people along the way who'd like to meet up, I'd love to stop and have lunch with ya or something! X3 Here's a rough idea of what my trip'll look like, if you're close hit me up! Especially if you're close by the middle of the AZ-MN or GA-AZ drives (my specific stopping points are just outside Wichita and Dallas/Ft. Worth).
Oh, and if anyone can recommend some good audio books for the trip that'd be rad! I like sci-fi and fantasy stuff mostly (dystopian stuff is also of interest, though I can only take so many endings like 1984). I've already listened to the whole Harry Potter series, The Martian, and 1984 while driving.
In regards to the last journal, I'm happy I went through with the change! I feel very at home being the derpy speckly marble fox Chilla and I designed~ As much as I like nanoLunar's design, he has too much story and is a bit too OP for a main 'sona. Doesn't feel like me, more what I wish I could be (who doesn't wanna be cool, powerful, and sexy? *bricked* XD). But because of that, he's still gonna be around as a playable character, and his personality isn't changing~ Any RPs I do casually will be done with Matt Rozz; if you want any other character please just ask! ^^; Also note that Matthew will still be called Lunar as I've had that nickname for far too long to give it up! I also like being called Lune and Lunar~ X3 *derps* I may rename my old 'sonas to make things less confusing *coughrazzcough*, I was thinking about Lukas perhaps? Not sure! Anyone have some opinions? owo;
Lastly, just for fun, and if anyone reading is interested, would you kindly tell me which of my characters is your favorite in the comments? Full character list can be found here! The character's name can be seen in the viewing tab and address, as seen here. If Lunar (any variant) is your choice, tell me your second favorite too! ^^ Eventually I'll get some art with the most popular one, though first I need to stop being lazy and upload all the refs I have..... *flops and derps lazily* And all the art of other characters I have as well. *slides slowly off screen making grumbly noises*
Whelp, that's it from me, thanks to any who've read! ^^
You ever feel like just starting over sometimes?
Posted 9 years agoSometime it just seems like it'd be nice to just drop everything and make a new account or 'sona. Probably just a phase, I seem to go through this every so often. I dunno, I don't think I'll be able to get rid of Lunar really! But it is tempting to redo him again.... Guh.... I've had a few ideas, but I dunno if they'd stick or if I'd be happy or if I'd just go back to Lunar again. I always seem to! -w- Not to mention it's near impossible to find someone I trust to do refs....
UPDATED Buttload of cheap computers and parts sale/art trade
Posted 9 years agoTL;DR: Want a gaming or arting computer for dirt cheap or for art trades? Tell me what you wanna play/do/pay and I'll build it for yeh! Prices start around $200 for a complete system; feel free to haggle! =3
Seriously though, I've acquired a butt load of computers and parts and it's time to sell them cheap! I've sorted out all the good stuff and here's a breakdown of the individual components. Each CPU has a motherboard to go with it; I've listed the brand and form factor. If you see something you like please let me know! I take art trades for hardware but shipping must be paid in full via PayPal (I charge what UPS charges me rounded up to the nearest dollar).
All complete PCs will be sold with new cases (several choices available) and fans unless stated otherwise. I can provide references within the community if you want. Anyone interested in seeing what my build quality is like, this is a WIP of my last personal rig; it has the 4590 and the 660ti listed below in it: FrontSide BackSide I take a lot of pride in the computers I build and you'd be hard pressed to find a better built rig for the kind of prices I'm offering. All completed PCs are sold with your choice of Windows 7 or Windows 10 Home Premium or Pro; all keys are legit OEM keys.
CPUs: The following numbers are Passmark total, single thread, and TDP
1 c2duo E6600 1562 0902 65
1 c2duo E8400 2178 1255 65
2 Athlon 5350 2756 0823 25
2 xeon E5405 2907 0867 80
1 xeon E5345 2947 0915 80
1 Athlon 630 3175 0958 95
5 xeon X5355 3292 1043 120
1 xeon L5410 3458 1021 50
5 xeon E5430 3900 1145 80
1 Xeon X5460 4491 1345 120
1 i5-2300 5283 1568 95
1 i7-960 5914 1386 130
1 i5-4590 7204 2119 84
Motherboards:
MSI z87m Gaming LGA1150
Gateway LGA1155
MSI g45m LGA775
AsRock g41c-gs LGA775
MSI GF615M-P31 AM3
GPUs: (numbers are passmark scores)
8600gt 0252
9500gt 0287
GT 430 0656
9600gt 0751
Radeon 4830 0966
Radeon 5850 2255
GTX 750 3244
GTX 660 4116
GTX 660ti 4703
GTX 670 5381
GTX 960 5924
SSDs:
60GB Mushkin
120GB Crucial
120GB OCZ
120GB adata
HDDs:
2TB Seagate
1TB WD Green
500GB WD Green
400GB WD AAJS 7200
320GB Seagate PipelineHD
RAM:
Enough to give every computer 8GB+; up to 16GB available on newer motherboards. Also shit tons of extra DDR2 800 2GB sticks.
PSU:
2x Antec 380 watt
EVGA 400 watt
Corsair GS700 700 watt
Several 350 watt HP, Delta, Gateway, ETC.
Older PSUs are serviced and caps/fans replaced as needed. Any parts needed or inadequate for specific builds will be purchased new or refurbished unless otherwise noted.
Seriously though, I've acquired a butt load of computers and parts and it's time to sell them cheap! I've sorted out all the good stuff and here's a breakdown of the individual components. Each CPU has a motherboard to go with it; I've listed the brand and form factor. If you see something you like please let me know! I take art trades for hardware but shipping must be paid in full via PayPal (I charge what UPS charges me rounded up to the nearest dollar).
All complete PCs will be sold with new cases (several choices available) and fans unless stated otherwise. I can provide references within the community if you want. Anyone interested in seeing what my build quality is like, this is a WIP of my last personal rig; it has the 4590 and the 660ti listed below in it: FrontSide BackSide I take a lot of pride in the computers I build and you'd be hard pressed to find a better built rig for the kind of prices I'm offering. All completed PCs are sold with your choice of Windows 7 or Windows 10 Home Premium or Pro; all keys are legit OEM keys.
CPUs: The following numbers are Passmark total, single thread, and TDP
1 c2duo E6600 1562 0902 65
1 c2duo E8400 2178 1255 65
2 Athlon 5350 2756 0823 25
2 xeon E5405 2907 0867 80
1 xeon E5345 2947 0915 80
1 Athlon 630 3175 0958 95
5 xeon X5355 3292 1043 120
1 xeon L5410 3458 1021 50
5 xeon E5430 3900 1145 80
1 Xeon X5460 4491 1345 120
1 i5-2300 5283 1568 95
1 i7-960 5914 1386 130
1 i5-4590 7204 2119 84
Motherboards:
MSI z87m Gaming LGA1150
Gateway LGA1155
MSI g45m LGA775
AsRock g41c-gs LGA775
MSI GF615M-P31 AM3
GPUs: (numbers are passmark scores)
8600gt 0252
9500gt 0287
GT 430 0656
9600gt 0751
Radeon 4830 0966
Radeon 5850 2255
GTX 750 3244
GTX 660 4116
GTX 660ti 4703
GTX 670 5381
GTX 960 5924
SSDs:
60GB Mushkin
120GB Crucial
120GB OCZ
120GB adata
HDDs:
2TB Seagate
1TB WD Green
500GB WD Green
400GB WD AAJS 7200
320GB Seagate PipelineHD
RAM:
Enough to give every computer 8GB+; up to 16GB available on newer motherboards. Also shit tons of extra DDR2 800 2GB sticks.
PSU:
2x Antec 380 watt
EVGA 400 watt
Corsair GS700 700 watt
Several 350 watt HP, Delta, Gateway, ETC.
Older PSUs are serviced and caps/fans replaced as needed. Any parts needed or inadequate for specific builds will be purchased new or refurbished unless otherwise noted.
About this whole IMVU thing....
Posted 10 years agoWhy's everyone getting so worked up about it? Really? It's a strange and bizarre purchase, yes, but it sounds like it's not gonna change much.... o.o Who knows, maybe the site will actually run better if it's given a more consistent budget!
And WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL YOU PEOPLE MOVING TO WEASYL!?!? D8 It's literally the worst art site to choose from! Inkbunny is still by far the best site, even if it does allow questionable content. It's tagging system and submission management systems are the absolute best that I've seen, ever.
And hey! On the extremely off chance that someone on weasyl's management team is reading this... ALLOW USERS TO DISABLE CUSTOM/CROPPED THUMBNAILS! >8I And don't be so fucking snotty about it if someone asks.... =\
And WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL YOU PEOPLE MOVING TO WEASYL!?!? D8 It's literally the worst art site to choose from! Inkbunny is still by far the best site, even if it does allow questionable content. It's tagging system and submission management systems are the absolute best that I've seen, ever.
And hey! On the extremely off chance that someone on weasyl's management team is reading this... ALLOW USERS TO DISABLE CUSTOM/CROPPED THUMBNAILS! >8I And don't be so fucking snotty about it if someone asks.... =\
