But apparently I'm not ALL TEH WAY GEI.

...I'm interested in a guy.

Like. I really really like him. >>

So yeah. That's all, folks. Lunar is after the d.

My girlfriend broke up with me. Said we were too different and she didn't know how I could be happy in the relationship. Truth is, it's the best one I've ever had. I fully believe she's my soulmate. I want her back more than anything.

She wants to stay friends and hang out, so my first idea was to go meet her wearing a hella sexy (and season appropriate dress), do my hair and makeup a lil' bit, gussy up, wearing calf length boots and the like. She does love it when a girl is wearing a dress.

My questions to you guys are, is that a good idea? How would you suggest I go about winning her back?

Last night I had a talk with my girlfriend. She wanted to bring some things to light in our relationship - id est, the problems we've been having.

For starters, we don't really seem to get along. She's more blunt, strong, tough, and a bit on the insensitive side. I, on the other hand, am more sweet, cuddly, affectionate, easy to forgive. We do love those things about each other, but those are also the things that are taking a toll on our relationship.

Then there's the long-term stuff. She's coming out of college, I'm only just now starting. She wants to know that she can be with someone who's on the same level as she is, who she doesn't have to wait for. I'm doing everything in my power to kick my ass into gear and get shit done. She's giving me the chance to be that person. And I can't blow it.

I'm making my girlfriend a Pink Floyd basket. So far I'm getting her a record player (she has vinyls, but no way to listen to them), a flag (it's Dark Side of the Moon, and in the O in Floyd underneath it has her tattoo so I thought that would be cool), a couple of records, a dry-erase board for school, and a shower curtain. Yes, a Pink Floyd shower curtain. I found it at work. I work at a head shop, there's a lot of cool shit there. Unfortunately most of it is Dark Side of the Moon. I understand it's the most popular album, but still... they had other good ones too.

So can anyone suggest anything else I could throw in? If you find it online, links would be helpful too!

So this might sound weird... but today my girlfriend was laughing at me about how forgetful I am, and said she hopes I'm not like that with kids. Kids.

The more we talked about it, we reached some sort of decision regarding children. If we ever do decide to have them, I get to bear them. Because I have the body for it.

Guys this got me thinking holy shit am I gonna be a mother

I might be a mother

Momma moo.

If it does work out, that's what everyone has to call me.

Probably just gonna find a place for myself. I need a roommate rather soon, and there's no one I can really think of that would be a good idea to room with. There were a few people that I thought sounded nice, but my girlfriend immediately showed her disapproval, as most of those few are stoners and would keep weed in the apartment. She doesn't want me to get in trouble if a bust goes down. Hopefully I can find a good landlord who would accept me as a tenant; I make enough money, but most places require I make 3 times the monthly rent and I don't. Not by myself. Plus I have to pay for water, electricity, gas, etc. Dunno how I'll make that work on one paycheck.

Speaking of paychecks, I got on full time at my second job, which is awesome because I'd much rather sell glass pieces, records, and incense to stoners than making god knows how many sandwiches a day to hungry, irate people.

And speaking of girlfriends, mine wrote me a love letter and gave it to me today.

"I love you so very much. Nothing makes me more happy than getting to spend time with you. These last few months have been really awesome and I hope that we have a lot more time together in the future. I am so happy that you're so understanding about me being in college and not always able to come back to Louisville and be with you as often as we both would like. Though I am far way, you will always have my heart; know that you are never far from my thoughts."

I omitted a few grammar mistakes lol. I'm the grammar Nazi/aspiring evil scientist, she's the one with the common sense. October 25 is coming up. That's the first day we met, and the date that marks our relationship at four months... this time around. I love her with every fiber of my being. Tomorrow's gonna be great, I get to work in the morning and have the rest of the day to spend with her.

Probably just gonna find a place for myself. I need a roommate rather soon, and there's no one I can really think of that would be a good idea to room with. There were a few people that I thought sounded nice, but my girlfriend immediately showed her disapproval, as most of those few are stoners and would keep weed in the apartment. She doesn't want me to get in trouble if a bust goes down. Hopefully I can find a good landlord who would accept me as a tenant; I make enough money, but most places require I make 3 times the monthly rent and I don't. Not by myself. Plus I have to pay for water, electricity, gas, etc. Dunno how I'll make that work on one paycheck.

Speaking of paychecks, I got on full time at my second job, which is awesome because I'd much rather sell glass pieces, records, and incense to stoners than making god knows how many sandwiches a day to hungry, irate people.

And speaking of girlfriends, mine wrote me a love letter and gave it to me today.

"I love you so very much. Nothing makes me more happy than getting to spend time with you. These last few months have been really awesome and I hope that we have a lot more time together in the future. I am so happy that you're so understanding about me being in college and not always able to come back to Louisville and be with you as often as we both would like. Though I am far way, you will always have my heart; know that you are never far from my thoughts."

I omitted a few grammar mistakes lol. I'm the grammar Nazi/aspiring evil scientist, she's the one with the common sense. October 25 is coming up. That's the first day we met, and the date that marks our relationship at four months... this time around. I love her with every fiber of my being. Tomorrow's gonna be great, I get to work in the morning and have the rest of the day to spend with her.

I'm not saying I hate work. I'm just saying that working every day for two straight weeks sucks dinosaur balls. Save for this weekend which I spared time for by the skin of my teeth, I haven't gotten to do anything else. I still have another four days to go before I get one day off. And even then I face being called in. I don't work for an actual company, so working more than 40 hours a week doesn't pay overtime.

On the bright side, I feel like my relationship with my woman is getting better and stronger every day. She is incredible. We're four days shy of being together again for three months.

October is coming up, and for the past few years it has been an incredible month for me. I had my first kiss in October of '10, in '11 I met the love of my life, in '12 I nearly died from pneumonia, and I'm looking forward to spending a special hallmark month with the girl I love more than anything.

Tl;Dr. Work is kicking my ass and draining my free time for drawing and stuff. Girlfriend is fucking amazing. My favorite month starts next week.

For a more selfish reason this time. Maybe that will bring customers.

My girlfriend is coming to visit this weekend, and until I move out here in a month or so, we don't have anywhere to go to.... enjoy each other's company. So I'm trying to get us a hotel room. The room is $75 and I've got $25 saved up so far (would be more, but I helped a friend with expenses) and I need the rest in two days. I can save a little from work, but I don't wanna be totally broke.

They will all he traditional, inked and colored.
Head shot: $3
Bust: $5
Badge: $4
Full Body: $7

Or you can just get a sketch or inked for less. Just note me.
And spread the word if you can't help <3

1. What's your favorite candle scent?
Summer Rain or Fresh Linen.

2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister?
Helena Bonham Carter

3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother?
Either David Tutera, Karl Lagerfeld, or Tim Gunn <3

4. How old do you think you'll be when you get married?
Not sure. Not thinking too hard about it right now.

5. Do you know a hoarder?
Unfortunately I do.

6. Can you do a split?
No, but that's a good suggestion. I need to be more... flexible. >>

7. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
Like 9?

8. How many oceans have you swam in?
2. East Coast and West Coast, baby!

9. How many countries have you been to?
Two. But maybe just one if you don't count going right over the Canadian border.

10. Is anyone in your family in the army?
Currently? No. All of my family retired from the military.

11. What would you name your daughter if you had one?
Depends. I'd probably let my girlfriend pick. As long as it's not stupid, I don't care.

12. What would you name your son if you had one?
I like Braxton. I'm also a fan of Nordic names. Because Vikings. Fucking badasses.

13. What's the worst grade you got on a test?
Maybe a 12%?

14. What was your favorite TV show when you were a child?
Courage the Cowardly Dog. I was also a huge fan of Unsolved Mysteries when Robert Stack still hosted it.

15. What did you dress up as on Halloween when you were eight?
I was a mummy. No toilet paper was used, I tore up old bed sheets and made my own fake blood.

17. Would you rather have an American accent or a British accent?
Depends on my mood. I kinda like sounding 'Merican sometimes. I wish I was more of a southern belle...

18. Did your mother go to college?
For a bit.

19. Are your grandparents still married?
Technically. Three of four are dead.

20. Have you ever taken karate lessons?
I took Tae Kwon Do.

21. Do you know who Kermit the frog is?
Don't Kermit Suicide.

22. What's the first amusement park you've been to?
Kentucky Kingdom <3

23. What language, besides your native language, would you like to be fluent in?
Latin. Eh, maybe German, too. Or Italian. Or Spanish.

24. Do you spell the color as grey or gray?
Grey. Gray looks too weird.

25. Is your father bald?
His hair's so thin, poor man.

26. Do you know triplets?
Do my dog's siblings count?

27. Do you prefer Titanic or The Notebook?
who the fuck likes the notebook

28. Have you ever had Indian food?
Mhmm x3

29. What's the name of your favorite restaurant?
Ooooh... good one. I've been getting more into sushi lately. So I'll have to go with Oishii.

30. Have you ever been to Olive Garden?
Oh, it's been a while.

31. Do you belong to any warehouse stores (Costco, BJ's, etc.)?
I'm a Sam's Club member.

32. What would your parents have named you if you were the opposite gender?
Probably something like Parker. I don't really know. I've never asked.

33. If you have a nickname, what is it?
Vanners, Banana, Moo-moo, etc.

34. Who's your favorite person in the world?
Sadly she's not on FA. But the woman I'm so happy to call my girlfriend.

35. Would you rather live in a rural area or in the suburbs?
There's pros and cons to both.

36. Can you whistle?
Horribly.

37. Do you sleep with a nightlight?
No, but my cat sleeps in my bed every night.

38. Do you eat breakfast every morning?
I try to. If I'm not working. Eating in the morning jump-starts my metabolism and I don't have time to eat at work. Fucking food rush. I hate that place.

39. Do you take any pills or medication daily?
If I'm on the rag, I take a few pills for a couple of days to keep my cramps somewhat bearable.

40. What medical conditions do you have?
Some mental shit.

41. How many times have you been to the hospital?
Once.

42. Have you ever seen Finding Nemo?
Yeah. Not my favorite Pixar film.

43. Where do you buy your jeans?
JC Penney, normally.

44. What's the last compliment you got?
That I look so beautiful in that dress.

45. Do you usually remember your dreams in the morning?
If I take a minute to think about them, yes.

46. What flavor tea do you enjoy?
Black tea with cream and sugar. Or sweetened green tea.

47. How many pairs of shoes do you currently own?
Maybe 6 or 7. Most of which are boots. Probably 9 if you count my slippers.

48. What religion will you raise your children to practice?
I don't have much of a religion myself, so....

49. How old were you when you found out that Santa wasn't real?
7 I think.

50. Why did you fill this out?
I'm waiting to get sleepy.

Stolen from  shasta.mistblaze

Today I noticed odd marks on my palms. Little slightly darker circles at the base of each, just above my wrists. They're slightly darker in color and there's no difference in texture, but the accurate placement has me worried. I work in food service so they could just be burns, they stung a wee bit when I was washing dishes in hot water.

What are your thoughts? Should I get it looked at? They just appeared today.

So my girlfriend started the Insanity workout course. Which is great for her. I mean. Fuck. I love strong women. Fuck yes.

And she wants me to do it too because I always complain about being bored. She wants me to work out with her.

nopenopenopenope

I look like a total fucking retard when I work out ><

I discovered that I really like spicy food. Yesterday I had a sandwich with wasabi mustard, hot pepper cheese, and lots of horseradish. And I paid for it dearly. But it was the best sandwich I've ever eaten.

And I applied for a job as an entry level lab tech. Not anything important, just running specimens back and forth and documenting faulty ones, but I fucking want that job. Since I applied I've called twice a day and am gonna pay them a visit today. Throw me a frickin' bone here, fuckers.

Fuck it. I'm done. I tried. Four fucking times.

I don't have to do this. I don't have to sell myself short to not sell anything at all. Furries will be so quick to pimp a bullshit raffle that just exists because hurr durr and they won't win anyway. But god forbid its for a bigger cause.

I'm not gonna stress about it anymore. I'm going back to school soon, I'm getting a better job, I'm moving out, my best friend is leaving for boot camp today. I don't need to worry about it anymore.

Five slots. Will be uploaded late tomorrow night when I have time to get it finished. There's about five more days on the free raffle, so those of you who haven't joined, take a look at my journals.

Egg adopts are $5 each, five eggs, randomized species. Dragon, drorrd (my species), wolf, husky, and jaguar. No one but me knows what will come out of which egg. So be looking for 'em!

Spread the word!
First ten comments pimping my contest and adopts will receive an extra chance to win the raffle.

I will do THREE pieces of free art for my plan to help my coworker. Clearly no one has read that journal.

They will be traditional, inked and colored.

1: watch me
2: pimp this journal and post the link.
3: go to my page and tell me what my best friend's account is so I know that you read this.

Goddamn it I need watchers and to earn some money for this guy!

And if I don't get more than six entrants, the raffle is cancelled. It needs to be more exciting than that

Buy any item of mine (sketch, ink, literally whatever) and get a second sketch free. 2 pieces of art for the price of one. Guys I feel like I'm selling myself short and would appreciate a little help.

A coworker of mine is having a rough go at things. Both of his parents are very sick and he can't go and see them because of missing work to pay expenses. His parents live out of state and I thought it would be nice for him to see them and not only be able to call and check on them.

So I'm open for commissions. Prices are as follows:
HEADSHOTS
Pencil sketch: $3
Inked: $4
Colored (colored pencils or markers/whatever I can get my hands on: $7

BUSTS
Add $1
FULL BODY
add $2
Anything digital: add $3

I'll try virtually anything. I want to reach a goal of $600 as soon as possible.If you can't commission me, please spread the word.

I know I still have free art owed and other things but I'm trying my best. I'm trying to go back to school and work and keep everyone happy.

Name: Kronos
Age: 29
Height: 6'
Weight: 210 lbs
Physical description: mostly rust red with a grey tummy, chest, ears, and grey spots over his eyes. Hooves and hair are jet black. Eyes are seafoam green. Tusks are ivory.
Sexual orientation: Straight
He enjoys a cigar and a good beer (or six), and loves to make gross jokes (toilet humor, nothing racial or offensive). Has basic personal hygiene standards but doesn't go over the top unless he manages to land a date.
Though his humor is rather disgusting, he hates people who make intentionally racist, sexist, etc jokes and will not hesitate to beat the absolute shit out of anyone who's being outright rude. He rarely swears in front of women, is a behind the scenes supporter of equality in all aspects, but doesn't flaunt his opinions. Respectable but hardly approachable to anyone who doesn't know him or someone who vouches for him.

Lately I've been getting more into... being girly. For some reason being with someone that's more masculine than me brings out my feminine side. I recently bought a couple of dresses that look FABULOUS on me... and I went bra/panties shopping for the first time by myself .////.

It's actually a nice change. My girl makes me feel beautiful and I feel like I can finally flaunt that and not be so shy about my body. She makes me feel so special and amazing, and I wish I could see more of what she sees in me. I love her dearly and couldn't ask for a better girlfriend.

Stolen from  skytea

0. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name? Savanah

1. How tall are you? 5'5

2. Natural hair color? Sandy blonde.

3. What about eye color? It switches between grey-green and grey-blue.

4. What orientation are you? A lesbicious lesbotic lesbite!

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided? Taken and I couldn't ask for a better woman.

6. What do you do in your spare time? Work, drawing, never being at home.

7. What's your job? I make sammiches at a deli. And I sell alcohol.

8. What's one thing you like about yourself? Physically: my shape. I have curves in all the right places. Non physically: once I make a promise, I keep it.

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself? My anxiety gets the best of me sometimes.

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you? I'm not shy.

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?) Other.

12. Do you drink? Yep. I love my beer.

13. Do you smoke? I recently quit.

14. What are your fears? Air raid sirens.

15. What are your dreams/goals? Go back to school and have just enough to suit my needs.

16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present? Who doesn't?

17. Who's your best bud? Salem

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for? Cookie cake. And more weed. I'm not high enough if I can still move.

19. Favorite drink? Alcoholic: any dark beer. Non alcoholic: Red Bull

20. Favorite color? Blue :3

21. If you had any super power, what would it be? Time travel

22. Favorite movie? Probably Tommy Boy.

23. Least favorite food? Lotus extract. Though it legally gets you higher than balls.

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! Ichiban. Sautéed zucchini and shrimp in ginger sauce.

25. What do you drive/wish you drove? Anything would be nice.

26. Most disliked bug? Motherfucking centipedes.

27. Most hated pet peeves? People who won't get off their high horse and admit when they're wrong.

28. Dislike in life? Conservatives.

29. Most annoying? People going back on their word.

30. Most disliked TV show? Anything related to the Kardashians.