Hello! Hello... Hey... To anyone who might read this...

I've been gone for a while. Things have not exactly been interesting since I left last time. Oh, I mean, a lot has happened, of course, but nothing really worth telling here I'd say. Unless someone is interested? He he, let me know if so!

Anyway, I mostly left because of the way I was feeling towards... Well, all of this. It's not a clear decision I took on the day I left, it just kind of happened slowly and without me even realizing it at first. When I finally came to understand what had happened, I then realized some things. Which made me stay away from here even longer, and even made me consider maybe never coming back, or at least for a long time.

I've realize things about friendships in this fandom. About my part, my role in it, about its promises. I found answers that left me upset and saddened. I felt betrayed, I stopped looking at everything I loved about this fandom, I lost the pleasure, the happiness I once had towards it. I stopped drawing. I slowly drifted away.

But in the meantime, I didn't just stay there, doing nothing. I explored some things about myself that I had never dared thinking about exploring before. I went all out, I experienced something new... And I liked it. A lot. It certainly changed me, for the better or the worse, that I don't know. But I think I feel better now.

Now, why am I suddenly back, on this beautiful summer evening? What exactly do I expect from now on? Will I stay, or will I be leaving again? I don't know. I don't know at all. The future is a mysterious thing that has always scared me, so I won't try to predict, or even hope for things.

But here I am, once again. And for the ones that still remember me, for the ones that will have taken the time to read through this entire journal...

Thank you. You are awesome, and I'd love to hear from you.

Sincerely,
Your friendly blue wolf,

~Lunclaw

Hello everyone!

I've figured it had been quite some time since I've last posted a journal here (even though no one cares including me). So, I made it a duty to at least post something for my 50+ watches and since it was my birthday yesterday.

I just wanted to thank all of you watchers for helping me reach this milestone! I pertinently know that I can count on my fingers the ones that actually even remember me, but... Eh, it gives me the occasion to celebrate I guess. Anyway, thank you, you mean a lot to me!

As for my birthday, nothing incredible. I just got older and realized that I did nothing really worth anything in the last year. Oh well, such a tragedy~

For the upcoming year, all I can think of as a wish is to make better art. I seriously need improvement.

Anyway, that's about it!

Peace out!

Hey there!

It's been quite some time already, but I just wanted to thank all of you, all of my watchers and dear friends... Since I've recently reached a thousand page visits! Yay! I would have never reached this milestone without you, fellow furs.

I'd really like to do something special for this occasion. It could be a Q & A or something like that... What do you guys think? Do you have any ideas? I'm eager to hear from all of you!

Oh, and also, last Friday, July 7th, was my first FA Anniversary! I'm so happy to have met all of you since this day, when I've decided to make quite the official leap into the furry world. Looking back at it, I'm very happy I did so : it gave me the occasion to meet wonderful people, to be part of an amazing group in which I felt and still feel somewhat generously included and, I guess, discovering and becoming a bit more myself through art and the friendships I've built here.

I can only thank you for everything that you have all done for me, and wish for plenty of other happy experiences in this amazing community in the future.

Peace out!

~Lunclaw

Hello!

Just a quick journal to spread the word about  Frenzin_flamemance 's raffle. This nice artist has some quite frequently and would like a few others to join in. You should check them out!

Peace out!

~Lunclaw

Here I am, 800 page visits, woo!

Still feel so lonely though. Me and my stupid need of friends and overall attention, I guess. Ugh.

Anyway, thanks for everyfur who made this possible!

~Lunclaw

...Yay? Actually, I don't know, I guess I just wanted you amazing pals to know. Nothing exciting, really.

I'm more apprehensive to say the truth. And disappointed with myself. When I look back at the last year, I realize I haven't done much, at least compared to so much other furs. It's been quite some time since I've joined FA now, and yet I can't say my art or relations with anyfur have really improved...

But on the bright side, I guess, it's the first time I get to celebrate my birthday officially as a furry! This fandom has brought so many positive things in my life so far, and I hope it will continu to do so, along with the rising challenges it will bring to a shy wolf like me. I just hope I'll be able to overcome them!

Oh, and seeing all you amazing furs around is truly the best gift I could have ever wished for.

A huge thanks to all of you! As always, comments are appreciated!

Peace out!

~Lunclaw

Woah! Already 700 page visits... Which means 700 poor furpals fell in that trick and thought they would see a nice, interesting page... I'm really sorry for all of them...

Er, anyway, see you all soon!

~Lunclaw

Hello!

I just wanted to thank everyfur that made this possible! Yay! I mean, it is truly awesome for me! And which also means that I'll need to step up my art soon with that many watchers...

Oh, and that brings in a question about all of this 'watching' thing... Because I know that there are probably not actually 30 or more of you really watching me. I mean, for a lot of you, it must be fine to take a look at what I post from time to time, without meaning really anything much, or you might even not remember that you've been watching me for all that time, which is also fine, he he! So, I just want to know who actually... Cares, I guess? Let me know!

*sigh*

Strange, how it feels so lonely out here...

Anyway, leave your comments or suggestions below, if you feel like it.

You're all amazing!

~Lunclaw

Hey there!

I've just reached 30 watchers! Yay! I might soon post a proper journal about it...

For now, I just wanted to give a quick shout out to a cool artist,  Frenzin_flamemance , who frequently makes raffles and takes requets!

See you all soon!
~Lunclaw

Hey there!

I just wanted to wish everyfur a wonderful holiday season! Also, you've recently been about twenty or so to watch my page. That might not seem like a lot... But it really means everything to me! Who knew one day I would have the chance to know so many furs... I want to thank every single one of you, you're all amazing!

Aiko-Bro
AmbaeCouture
BR0K3N
Carbon_Dust
chaos7450
CooperTheArcticFox
CrimsonGuardian
Deaths_Delusion
Incinermyn
Kaldo
Muralku
nakysosak
Pixel_Star
pokemonmaster80
ShapeshifterTF
Sir_Furnite
theswaggah
TwoTailedComicDream
wolfhound198
XCloudWolfX
XxSilentSoulsxX

Peace out!

~Lunclaw

I had never thought this would be possible... Although I might have the slowest growth of the whole community (I guess that's just how I am anyway, I don't tend to gather people around at all), but this really means a lot to me. It's not about a number, it's about every single one of you, dear watchers, that helps making me feel happy and - kind of - 'appreciated'. Now, I didn't think about what I wanted to do to celebrate this yet, so if you guys have any ideas, drop 'em in the comments below, I'd be happy to read them!

Thanks again to all of you :

 Deaths_Delusion
 chaos7450
 Aiko-Bro
 wolfhound198
 Captain-artyom
 AmbaeCouture
 Sir_Furnite
 XCloudWolfX
 Muralku
 BR0K3N
 Incinermyn

You are all amazing.

See you all soon,

~Lunclaw

As the title says, I'm still open for trades and requests, as usual, although I'll have much less free time from now on... But don't hesitate to continue interacting with me, I love to hear from you! Ha ha, heh, hehhhh... *implores* Please don't leave me alone... please...

Anyway, that's pretty much it.

Peace out!

The title says it all : I'll be taking simple requests of anyfur (if any) that will get to read this journal. I'd really enjoy drawing fursonas (references optional) to get more practice and to share those drawings with you guys if it can make you smile, and also because I... I *cough* need friends *cough*... So, yeah... throw in your characters, background ideas and whatnot, I'll be more than happy to sketch it or do a fully colored drawing of it, depending on what you want.

(Since I'm still practicing, expect something like http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20744712/ or http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20790705/)

Also, if anyfur's up for trade, I'd appreciate a little help, since I don't really know how they work...

Nothing much more to say here, peace out!

Hey there!

So, yeah, the title says it all : I'm looking for ideas to practice my drawing skills. If you'd like to support me, throw in your (simple) requests and I'll see what I can do with them. I'm a pretty poor artist right now, so don't expect much from it, but I'd definitely appreciate any request and interaction with any of you.

Peace out!