I realize I haven't been around as much as I want to be, and through the support of close friends I am feeling so much better. Progress still needs to be made, but I hope to get there in time and will do my best to heal. Just a lot happened that I had to take care of, and there was little breathing space I had to deal with it let alone make time for me. But I'm getting there.

Still, I want to say thank you so much for all the friends who have supported me along the way. Who have offered their dms, time, and voice calls to help I couldn't be more appreciative to have people who do that. It meant the world.

Alongside that, I do want to say thank you so much for all the support I have gotten on my content. Never imagined I would have 950 watchers on fa, let alone in less than a year. Would be such a stretch, but let's see if we can hit 1000 by October 1st. Till then, thank you for everything.

I will sadly not host a raffle for 1,000 watchers as I am close to 1,500 followers on Twitter and may hit that at a time where I can commit to a raffle without eating into my time.

Thank you for everything!
💙🤍

Hello everyone,

After discussion and contemplation of what will happen moving forward, I have come to the decision that will be offline from the fandom for at least 2 weeks. This means no DMS, voice chats, or whatnot from until I feel comfortable and emotionally and mentally together. I promised one individual that after a month, if I still I have not returned, then I'll let them know on 01/10/2023.

I have tried time and time again to balance everything and friends, but after the last few weeks and days, this is a decision I need to make to help others and me.

None of this decision was to down out of malicious intent or frustration, I just have to prioritize my health that has been run into the ground the last week and days.

Truly sorry this has come to it, but moving forward I need to understand my place in the fandom, my mental health, and how I shall heal.

This is not a permanent goodbye as of yet, but a short farewell that I need to take from the fandom.

I will miss you all, truly. I'm not sure when I'll be back, or even if I will (that person will be kept in the loop), but after this message is sent I will notify people and I will disappear.

Goodbye my lovely fluffs, and take care

Lupus x

Good afternoon everyone! Given how Twitter hasn't been the greatest platform to post updates on stories, I have got a telegram channel set up where I will post updates. If anyone would like a link, feel free to dm me. This will only be for those 18 and over.

Have a lovely day!

Holy gosh, I am speechless of the amount of support I have gotten. Both 900 on fa and 1,300 plus on Twitter is just, I cannot begin to say thank you for all the comments, all the praise, and kindness people have shown me along the way. Thing is this account hasn't been around a year, and I'm intrigued, can we hit 1k before a year.

Still, again, to all those who have shown endless support for me and my stuff.

A day I have dreaded for many years has finally come to pass, and right now I need to come to terms with the change. Full disclosure, no one has passed, but a decision was made and I need to try and accept that. It just feels like a living nightmare that I need to accept is my new reality. I'll be around, just need time.

I made a promise to be there for them on this day, and because of a cold I was to weak to be there in their time of need. I'll try to be active as much as I can, and I had hoped that my break away would help. Except, I came back and this happened.

This is one of the closest people I held dear to my heart, and it feels they've been snatched from me without a goodbye.

I wish I could hug all my macro and micro friends with the last bit of my strength. Hopefully it eases in time, but we shall see.

The last week in a bit I made some changes and I have felt so great since. I'm gonna continue, but this half of the year I am gonna fight to be the person I wanna be. I've put a plan in place and a programme to allow and push me to the person I strive to be and achieve my goals I set out for the year. No more waiting, no more letting these waves wash over me. I am fighting back. Thank you to all those who have been there for their continuous support and love!

Thank you!!!!!

Good morning/afternoon/evening all of you, hope the day is treating you all well so far.

I wanted to say firstly, thank you to all those wonderful people who have followed and supported me since I started releasing content. I cannot thank you all enough, and the amount of heartwarming moments I have shared whether it was making my friends happy or inspiring other people to write. After so many memories, I hope to make more and release more stories in the future.

After I reached 1,000 followers on Twitter, I wanted to release a 10,000 word story raffle that will be open today until July 14th. There are a few conditions that I will request all entries to follow to ensure that the process during and after is as easy as possible.

When you reply with your entry, please input the following information:

1. Reference - This can either be a link, a photo, or a direct description so the raffle is not limited to those who have art. However, those with details only I will do my best to get it correct, but we can discuss that if you are the winner.
2. Plot - Can all entries please provide a small paragraph to outline the plot. Given this is a 10,000 piece, I want to ensure that I have enough information beforehand prior to going into conversation with the winner. I have allocated just over a month period for the raffle to help people with this. Furthermore, if entries want to message me via DM's of the plot via note or something, please input generic themes of your entry into the twitter or furaffinity post. Although, try and keep this to a minimum please XD.
3. A mention of an additional person is included if the entrant wants to feature a friend or more, but please do not exceed four people. However, those tagged cannot add a separate entry to prevent double entries for one individual.

After doing so, you will be given a slot number that will be dictated by the time of your reply compared to other entries on both Twitter and Furaffinity. I will give you a like to verify that you have entered.

Further rules include:
1. Content or themes features - any themes that I do not feel comfortable with writing will be discussed with the winner, but they will remain the winner unless they themselves want to step away. If so, I will spin the wheel again to pick a new entry.
2. Can comments be reserves solely for entries so that way they don't get lost within the pile, but if people have questions send a note.
3. The winner's story will be uploaded, so please ensure you are comfortable with this down the line before entering.
4. Although the raffle finishes in July, I cannot guarantee an immediate start with the story so please be patient. I will try to maintain regular contact with the winner until completion.
5. Ensure to follow the one person one entry rule to make sure it is fair on all other entries.

Remember raffle closes 14th July

Thank you again for the amazing support, it has been a pleasure!

Lupus Kintsugi x

When I joined the fandom on Twitter just over a year ago, I never imagined after just over a year I would get close to 1k, but gosh I'm so thankful for all the amazing support. After my first story uploaded, I never foresaw this! The comments, the feedback, and just overall support has been so heartwarming. I wish I could hug you all to thank you.

Again, thank you to all the people who have opened and welcomed me into the fandom. To the artists and writers who inspired me, motivated me to get better and improve. To all my treasured friends who each have a spot in my heart. They knew who they are, and believe me I am gonna hug them so damn tight next time we chat. There is no escape XD. In all seriousness though, I am grateful for being in the fandom and I look forward to releasing more stories in future and meeting more of you wonderful people!

Also, I shall be advertising a 10k word story raffle tomorrow. All the information will be shared on my Twitter and Furaffinity tomorrow.

Thank you for welcoming me in the fandom!
Lupus x

Good morning/afternoon/evening everyone, hope you are all well.

I have been contemplating some stuff the last few days, and it is kind of a follow up from my previous journal. After the last few days I had hoped things would potentially get better, but that sadly has not been the case. One of my brightest lights in my life, a person who helped shape the person I am, is deteriorating day by day and there is nothing I can do. I merely have to sit on the sidelines, hold their hand and watch as an evil disease takes them from me. Writing, running, and socializing with my friends are activities I love doing and offered some distraction and uplift from everything going on. Running and socializing with close friends will continue, but the writing part is something I am going to be cutting down on. It has not offered the distraction I hoped it would.

The support and kindness you have provided me, I cannot begin to express my gratitude. It truly means a lot. When I joined here, I did not expect to meet such exceptional people who I wish I could grow large and pick them up for one tight hug.

I am going to be around people close to me for now, and hopefully once things settle, rebuilding and continue.

Everyone, have a pleasant morning/afternoon/evening.

Thank you all for everything.

Last few weeks have just been dragging myself through each day, one at a time. Ive been doing my best to be there for others, for my friends so I know they are safe and happy. I am grateful for my friends who are there for me, but there will be days my communication will be weak. I am doing my absolute best to be there for others, and keep in contact with all the lovely people I've met, but its been getting harder. Right now, I am watching someone ever so close to me fade away to a disease, and I've sought to conceal it in hopes this negative energy or hurt doesn't spread to anyone else. But, talking with friends has helped it a bit. I just need time, and hopefully things will get better.

Starting today until the 3rd of March 12:00 GMT, I will open up a 2,000 story raffle. Open to 18 or over, please submit your story idea on the comments along with a reference. Any further information will be done so upon request with the winner.

Again, thank you for the support. Comment here or on fa, no more than one entry

https://twitter.com/LupusKintsugi/s.....mJurA&s=19

Hello! Hope everyone is well! Merry early Christmas and a happy near you. Firstly, thank you for all those who have supported me, checked in on me and just messaged me. It truly warms my heart that there are some exceptionally wonderful people in the fandom.

What I want to say, and apologies in advance, but my social contact this month will be diminished. This is not personal on anyone, but it is just this time of the year for me. December is filled with too many negative memories that hurts to revisit, and they are congested back to back. I know I will get through it, but it drains me nonetheless. Equally, ive come to accept that for two people dear to me, this is my last christmas with them. Im trying to think positive, and will continue to do so. Just, please, give me time. That is all I need is time.

Love Lupy x