Like they've always been ^^;
Now that I think about it, I'd never had to close 'em due to work overload. Except, iron artist thingy perhaps? Cant remember details of that ordeal XD

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-BlackLite-

I'm not good with these things so here ya go.
Also fuck you fuck you steam! I'm so angry that I cant afford a shit when/if they throw some good deals...>.<;


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In vocational qualification in business information technology
http://9gag.com/gag/6041499 sums it up >.<;

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Dafuq is this!? D:
At random pages in FA I get this wierd thingy when my mouse hover over a pic underneath it appear "see similar" box...
Goddamit if some stupid thing has invaded my browser or something >.<;

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After new year I should be working in some sort of IT related job for 6 months 3 days a week.Well lucky me I have not found any job yet....and the few places that actually had IT stuff are already taken.
This is suppose to be last year of datanome studies for me and I'd be free to pursuit whattheeverfuckIwanna!! But road has been very bumpy and I have some classes not finished and I most likely have to do them in a extra year. It's really not that bad, thouse classes are a goddamn difficult for me, so when there's not many other classes to distract me I'd have easier time to finish the remaining stuff.

So I haven't found any job yet. I did heard that some other students actually started a company and got their "training" finished with it.
This made me very interested in starting one of my own.
I'm thinking about starting an indie game developer company just for the heck of it. Ofcourse I dont except this to become anything serious but it would be interesting to act this out like the real thing.
Having 3 days of week for nothing more than arting would be a dream come true!(atleast for me <.<;)

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Yeah thank you body.....its not like having a bad flu and feeling sore all around my body is enough! >:/
Lets keep throwing up and increase body temperature too so the party can be complete!! mothafu-!



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I know its too soon to make another discount since the last one, but things are looking that grim...
If anybody could give a shout out about this in their journals, I would really...really appreciate it!! <3

Here's an example for something quick.
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/9106635/

I can also do more challenging pics too for that price but they'd take slightly longer.

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Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response

If ya need to relax then search this in youtube, watch/listen, even if the video your looking at seems weird or freaky just go with it.
You should feel "pleasurable" tingles around your head and/or chills down the spine.
Believe it or not some of the videos really do relax me. They've helped with my stress and headache for sometime now.


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-BlackLite-

Instead keeping flat color discount open for month I'll end it in couple days.
Reason is that I'm mothafekin greedy lazeh basterd. hurdur D:<


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-BlackLite-

Plain and simple. Contact me with note or email if ya interested.
More info over here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/767051/
Little advertising would be very helpful ^^

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-BlackLite-

To put it simple, I need money for couple suprising bills that dropped from the mail and for living through this month. That's about it.
I'd really appreciate it if anybody gives a little voice around.

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-BlackLite-

Every month for one week I'll start a small special deal "campaing" wich has from 1 to 3 different options to choose.
For this month offer(although last week):

Flat color pics 10e instead 20e
Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7995137/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/8889170/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/8241687/ (NSFW?)

2 lineart pics for the price of 1(15e)
Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6799913/ (NSFW?)
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7952742/

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-BlackLite-

Title speaks for itself. ^^

But I wonder. would people notice comish,trade,request etc status easier from "artist profile" instead from journals?
Like mine is right below here....oh well.
Also, I'm very interested to hear some ideas that you guys/girls would like to see as "special deals". I've tried to come up with some things but so far they've been just thouse generic things like; get 2 in 1 price, buy a pic have couple extra sketchs etc.


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Walking from school to home yesterday...was...different.
Somehow me and couple other strangers ended up trying to save an old woman that was run over by a train.

She was lucky that most of her body was still intact, except her leg...I saw her feet about 5 meters away and bunch of blood,flesh/fat tissue and blood all over the train tracks. First we checked if she was still alive, she did breath but started to curgle up blood, we turned her to side ways but that could also cause serius issues inside her.(neck,back ribcage etc)
Thankfully someone had called ambulance just before we tried to give first aid. I used the belt from her purse and tied it up near her severed kneecap. I'm still suprised that I didnt puke or anything cause the scene did look like out of a horror movie.

This morning there was a local news about this accident and to my suprise old woman was still alive, although in very critical condition.


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I really didnt see this coming...

Was talking with one of my irl friends and told her that I was planning to get cintiq and/or normal tablet...well the conversation lead to me mentioning my first tablet that had disapeared in a party long time ago. She looked shocked and told me to wait for a while...

Well after a while I had played around her wacom tablet she told me how embaracing it was that she totally forgot to return my tablet. And there I was.....looking at a dusty Trust slimscreen tablet and didnt realise it was the actual thing I used years ago.
I asked that how could she be so sure it was mine? Apparently I had "lend" it to her and I would asked it back if I needed it.
Funny thing how lucky I was.. XD

wait a minute, if I was this lucky...then something terrrible might happen to me next! D: mothafu-!!

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So far I have couple plans for future and after reaching these few "foot holds" I would invest to get a Cintiq.

Question is that should I even bother to get a Cintiq when I have problems with using just a normal tablet?
I did practise using such tablet some years ago and I really couldnt adjust myself to look at the screen and have my hand working on the tablet. I always turn to look at the damn thing and stuff always ended poorly.

Ofc whole story would be different with Cintiq 'cause it has the damn screen on itself DX......in my opinion >.>

What's your people exprience in such thing and have you actually been in same situation such me. Having problem with normal tablets but moved on Cintiq and had a blast or not?
I most likely just get a new/cheaper tablet duo to being impatient and start to goof around with it and bang my head to it until I can actually do something with it. DX
My old tablet however did disapear "mysteriously" during a party long....long time ago. >:/

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So I am looking a writer to team-up with and start some sort of webcomic.

I'll start to look for one soon and if ya peeps know someone that might be interested to join with me, then give me a hint, aight? ^^
This is more like "testing out the water" and get some exprience working in cooperative manner with a writer.

Someone might ask me "well, what kind of writer?". I'm looking for just a generic type of style that is adventure,comedy,drama etc. I honestly cant specify what I'm looking for and this goes more into the semi-serius project. But hey, it might be fun, I'd learn from it and meet new people and make some possibly interesting contacts. ^^;

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So then, I'm never been too much into whole making videos or such but still enjoy'd to look people's creations in youtube and such. Yeah I did do some "livestreams" that felt really...really awkward and my stupid low connection couldnt handle it, and I was totally throwing myself to woods most of the time.

But currently I have some assigments that I need to use a recording program, editor and even filetype convertor for it. I have done some research but was amazed about the amount of different programs there is.
So what are the free programs/softwares some of you guys/girls can recommend for a rookie like me to use? ^^;



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So it seems I keep appearing and disappearing all of sudden. Well....I cant and neither shouldnt try to justify these appearences and whatever wierd irks I get.
I think most of this has just been some sort of "phase". I kept to myself rarely contacting anybody while trying to survive on my own. *sigh*
I wrote a journal some weeks ago about grandfather passing away and deleted it afterwards....well I deleted in 'cause I realised too late it felt like I was "fishing" attention.....something like that I would never want to do.

However things currently are looking good...at some degree atleast. ^^;
And it's not like I havent been drawing anything.....that nice pile of sketches has kept rising in size and I'm afraid it'll soon fall over me. XD Also I had small part in one "adventure" book that the writer asked me to do some concepts and illustrations for it. I cant post any of them duo copyright agreement but lets say I earned enough for couple month's(wich is much...much more than my normal prices XD).

My current objectives are to finish this goddamn annoying datanome school, earn 300 euros for pc upgrade, post more new artwork in my gallery(furry and non-furry)

Oh right, although I keep playing wow in MoP. I'm still looking forward for gw2 that is going to be released so soon. XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOB2.....ture=g-all-lik

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I'm glad to see Commander Shepard's story came to an end....one way or the other.(red one for me)
ME was my second game in xbox360 and oh boy it was a blast. ^^
But I am sad to see this serie having it's rest with so much "drama,loop holes, theories" and all that other bullshit. ^^;

So....anyway in my case Shepard was "neutral" acting by the choises of my morals and choosing the red ending. That is all, and imo as it should be.

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Fantastic! and here's my reaction to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2c32SvJf54

I guess if I now log in tf2 I see whole teams of pyros XD

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-BlackLite-

Okay, so shit has been in da fan...yep in da freakin fan a way too long now.
The thing is that nothing big is happening in my life, everything just fine....just normal and boring as fuck. But what really has been happening behind the curtains are the stuff in my mind.

For a long time now I had this anguishing feeling about what the hell I want with my life and what I should do? And just when I'm close to setting my mind on something, everything goes haywire and I'll be headbanging the wall.
I did something very stupid a long time ago... I had many....so many pages of the "comic" project of mine what I had wrote during years. These included all the basics such as character bio's, monster dossiery, world, history(important events and such) and so much more.....and now I wonder that why the fuck I did not do any concept art of about anything!? >.<
Well during my "most difficult time" when I almost gave up the whole art/drawing I went and deleted every single text file.....

So now that I actually want go and start a webcomic I had to start from beginning, I guess this is good....in some twisted way DX

Oh well, on the other stuff...
Dubstep.....just....just no DX. I seriusly cant see....whats so good in it? >.< but I do tolerate it as people who like other music genres tolerate something they dont like. Opinion is a just a opinion. You can agree or disagree with it, it cant hurt.....but the tards who went batshit crazy against other just 'cause thouse wont agree with them....well they should be hugged or something, like ya know. confuse em first and then strike! >8D

TF2...too much fun, I mean seriusly. Got about 350 hours in that game so something must be right in that game.
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-BlackLite-

Yeah, almost finished with latest works.
I'm also looking for suggestions regarding "special deals". There's not yet that much variety in them and I throw 'em from time to time. But is there anything particular theme/idea you'd interested to commish as "special deal"? And ofc these will always be more less than my normal prices.


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-BlackLite-

Okay, I had some...hrmm, nasty bills like just popping out to screw me over.
So what means to you? Well, you get some quick inks from me! XD
But if ya low on cash yourself too, dont throw it to me. I'd hit my head against wall for it. <.<

*EDIT* yeah, I do ink rather than sketch....my sketch are terrible DX *EDIT*

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Next writing got nothing do with up topic, just some stuff about what has kept me silent for months:

Well, actually I dont want to talk much about it. Lets just say that I exprienced a mental breakdown(more or less).
I had professional help and few of them said that my analytic/logical personality even kept me from reaching a much...much worse situation. About few months ago, I couldnt say that I saw any light in the end of the tunnel....but now, I could say that I feel warmth, a hope....while crawling that tunnel.

So I keep going on. ^^;
And that's about it. Nothing cool, nothing horrific. Just plain old life with some psycho stuff XD

Btw Ame, I will pay your flight to Finland and let you kick me in da balls if I cant get your commissions done soon! XD (oh god what have I said!? D8 )

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That is all ^^


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