Help my mate?
Posted 12 years agoMy mate needs some funds.
xxmingxxo
Details:
6 slots
I'm open for:
250$ Fursuit heads
features: silicon nose, resin blanks, resin eyes (none LED), jawset, silicon tongue. any add ones will be 5$ extra each
360$ fullsuit
Features plastic claws, outdoor feet paws, silicon paw pads, zipper for the back of the suit to easily fit in, i will do the crotch drop for n extra 20$, digitgraded legs, could do stompy.
290$ Partial
Features
head, feet, paws, tail. plastic claws, silicon pawpads
50$ Faux fur tails
Yarn tails 10$ + n extra color is 3 each
Any questions feel free to ask :3
Check them out

Details:
6 slots
I'm open for:
250$ Fursuit heads
features: silicon nose, resin blanks, resin eyes (none LED), jawset, silicon tongue. any add ones will be 5$ extra each
360$ fullsuit
Features plastic claws, outdoor feet paws, silicon paw pads, zipper for the back of the suit to easily fit in, i will do the crotch drop for n extra 20$, digitgraded legs, could do stompy.
290$ Partial
Features
head, feet, paws, tail. plastic claws, silicon pawpads
50$ Faux fur tails
Yarn tails 10$ + n extra color is 3 each
Any questions feel free to ask :3
Check them out
HELP A FRIEND IN NEED!
Posted 12 years agoOkay! So I don't do these often, and when I do its for people I care about who are in dire need. Also, for snakes. My wonderful pet
britishviper has a very sick snakey who got misdiagnosed, and they spent a whole lot of money on meds that ended up being useless, and now need to spend more money on more meds to try and help.
Please, they have adopts for sale, they are a great artist, head over and buy some adopts or commission them, or make a journal.

Please, they have adopts for sale, they are a great artist, head over and buy some adopts or commission them, or make a journal.
Its good to be the king raffle
Posted 12 years agoRelationship Meme <.>
Posted 12 years ago1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
xxmingxxo
2. How did you two meet?
I heard of her through a friend. She became a pet, then became all mine ^^
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
May 12th
4. Did you meet online?
Yeppers XD
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
Hehehe that would be telling XD
6. Is he/she what you expected?
That, and more :3
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
Hehehehe ;3
8. When did you first have sex?
Idk. A time?
9. Do you live with them?
Not yet *droops ears sadly*
10. Are they snugglers?
YES! :D
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
I dunno... XD
12. How long have you been dating?
Month and a half...
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
yes ^^
14. When will you see them next?
When I'm lookin at them XD
15. What interests do you share?
Each other? Being furries... meh XD
16. Is there something you regret?
Not being closer to them irl :C
17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
WELL they are sending me stuff soon xD
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
hehehehe ;3
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yes
20. Have they given you a ring?
Nope.
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
Taller
22. What is their personality?
Cute, funny, amazing.
23. Are they a furry?
-_-
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I get a side of the bed? YAY! XD

2. How did you two meet?
I heard of her through a friend. She became a pet, then became all mine ^^
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
May 12th
4. Did you meet online?
Yeppers XD
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
Hehehe that would be telling XD
6. Is he/she what you expected?
That, and more :3
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
Hehehehe ;3
8. When did you first have sex?
Idk. A time?
9. Do you live with them?
Not yet *droops ears sadly*
10. Are they snugglers?
YES! :D
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
I dunno... XD
12. How long have you been dating?
Month and a half...
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
yes ^^
14. When will you see them next?
When I'm lookin at them XD
15. What interests do you share?
Each other? Being furries... meh XD
16. Is there something you regret?
Not being closer to them irl :C
17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
WELL they are sending me stuff soon xD
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
hehehehe ;3
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yes
20. Have they given you a ring?
Nope.
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
Taller
22. What is their personality?
Cute, funny, amazing.
23. Are they a furry?
-_-
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I get a side of the bed? YAY! XD
Free adopts (hurry!)
Posted 12 years agoHey guys, emergency commissions for my mate.
Posted 12 years agoSo my mate needs some emergency commissions. Go see her on
xxmingxxo
Details: I'll be opening my commissions early >.< my mother who was living in a big motel room, is now being kicked out. cause they want to move in the detacelers (if you dont know whaat tht menans it's once a yearwere i dont remeber who hires em but people are hired to go pull corn from the corn fields.)
Any way shes being kicked out for those people n they said they will only let the people who lived there the longeststay. my moms been there for a year now. :/ so she has 6 weeks to move out. so i need to take commissions to help put a down payment on a house for her. sence my moms helped me sence i was born. so i want to help in return so id like to open early.
6 slots
I'm open for:
250$ Fursuit heads
features: silicon nose, resin blanks, resin eyes (none LED), jawset, silicon tongue. any add ones will be 5$ extra each
360$ fullsuit
Features plastic claws, outdoor feet paws, silicon paw pads, zipper for the back of the suit to easily fit in, i will do the crotch drop for n extra 20$, digitgraded legs, could do stompy.
290$ Partial
Features
head, feet, paws, tail. plastic claws, silicon pawpads
50$ Faux fur tails
Yarn tails 10$ + n extra color is 3 each
Any questions feel free to ask :3
(i wont take donations now last time someone donaated to me they wanted there money back when i needed it for patrick)

Details: I'll be opening my commissions early >.< my mother who was living in a big motel room, is now being kicked out. cause they want to move in the detacelers (if you dont know whaat tht menans it's once a yearwere i dont remeber who hires em but people are hired to go pull corn from the corn fields.)
Any way shes being kicked out for those people n they said they will only let the people who lived there the longeststay. my moms been there for a year now. :/ so she has 6 weeks to move out. so i need to take commissions to help put a down payment on a house for her. sence my moms helped me sence i was born. so i want to help in return so id like to open early.
6 slots
I'm open for:
250$ Fursuit heads
features: silicon nose, resin blanks, resin eyes (none LED), jawset, silicon tongue. any add ones will be 5$ extra each
360$ fullsuit
Features plastic claws, outdoor feet paws, silicon paw pads, zipper for the back of the suit to easily fit in, i will do the crotch drop for n extra 20$, digitgraded legs, could do stompy.
290$ Partial
Features
head, feet, paws, tail. plastic claws, silicon pawpads
50$ Faux fur tails
Yarn tails 10$ + n extra color is 3 each
Any questions feel free to ask :3
(i wont take donations now last time someone donaated to me they wanted there money back when i needed it for patrick)
Nice guys STILL finish last...
Posted 12 years ago♥To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"
♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful" and meant it
♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her
♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls
♥To every guy that said he would die for her
♥To every guy that really would.
♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for
♥To every guy that cried in front of her..
♥To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes
♥To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.
♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.
♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.
♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them
♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door
♥To every guy that walked her to door safely
♥To every guy that gave his heart fully.
♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.
Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...And because of this, there are not many left out there...I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their imageIf you are a nice guy repost this with: "Nice guys STILL finish last "
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this wayrepost this with: "To Every Guy
♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful" and meant it
♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her
♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls
♥To every guy that said he would die for her
♥To every guy that really would.
♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for
♥To every guy that cried in front of her..
♥To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes
♥To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.
♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.
♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.
♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them
♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door
♥To every guy that walked her to door safely
♥To every guy that gave his heart fully.
♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.
Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...And because of this, there are not many left out there...I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their imageIf you are a nice guy repost this with: "Nice guys STILL finish last "
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this wayrepost this with: "To Every Guy
URGENT: To my pets!
Posted 12 years agoI need you all to contact me urgently, as soon as possible.
Birthday boy
Posted 12 years agoSo, apparently today is my birthday. Yay -_- now im 20 and still feel the same.
At least I have my lovely mate, my pet Luna and my friends around.
At least I have my lovely mate, my pet Luna and my friends around.
Single or not... Why not? :P
Posted 12 years agoGo ahead. :)
SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get
♥ = I want a relationship with you
C: = I'm falling for you
:3 = I miss you
;] = i really like you
:* = I want to kiss you
:< = I hate you
: X = I like you
O: = I like you but im in a relationship
:/ = I like you but your in a relationship
:] = You're cute
</3 = I regret leaving you
:b = We should get to know each other
;^) = We should hang out
<3 = I love you.. \o/
<:^ = i want to know you
@FT@=*stalk*
eue= You're hot
<:3 = You're a great friend
^_^ = We're friends
^.^ = We're best friends
>;3 = I want you on top
>:3 = I want on top
SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get
♥ = I want a relationship with you
C: = I'm falling for you
:3 = I miss you
;] = i really like you
:* = I want to kiss you
:< = I hate you
: X = I like you
O: = I like you but im in a relationship
:/ = I like you but your in a relationship
:] = You're cute
</3 = I regret leaving you
:b = We should get to know each other
;^) = We should hang out
<3 = I love you.. \o/
<:^ = i want to know you
@FT@=*stalk*
eue= You're hot
<:3 = You're a great friend
^_^ = We're friends
^.^ = We're best friends
>;3 = I want you on top
>:3 = I want on top
The Internal World Project.
Posted 12 years agoOKAY guys. I needa ask a favour. This is for a group of people with DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) who are looking for artists to draw their different personalities.
As a group, furries are probably the largest minority to experience body dysphoria, which is when you feel you don't belong in your body. The Internal World Project plans to help people with DID, possibly trans* people, and generally people who have dysphoria to get an image of who they feel inside. Here are the details, from the founder themself:
TL;DR
There are a finite, but immensely large amount of stories about people who are different. Today I want to talk about one certain type of different people. Before then, I want to compare them to the different people we have looked up to over the years, in books, comics, television, movies, art, and all else. I’m sure at least a few characters pop to mind.
The psychic. Twins with special powers. The reincarnations of important people. The person who just doesn’t give up even if the odds aren’t in their favor. The kid with the imaginary--or not so imaginary--friends. The person who can see across dimensions, across time, across realms. The people who suddenly find themselves in a magical world, the outsider.
This all seems so far-fetched, doesn’t it? You probably don’t believe in magic or superpowers or fairies anymore, but you can’t let it go. You wish for it.
You know what people say about wishes.
I would like to introduce you what some might say is a mental disorder. All in all, it is a sign of the human brain coping. Some of us can paint and write worlds into being. Our brain sometimes does it unconsciously. Dissociates. Creates an alternate reality or pretends the world we exist in isn’t the real one. One way or another, you end up having to deal with more than just an external world.
Dissociative Identity Disorder and problems like it aren’t all too rare. It used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder, but most medical professionals don’t like that. Some of us that have it don’t like it either, though I am not all too bothered.
Nonetheless, at some point, we needed to survive and our brain chose to compartmentalize. That’s the medical standpoint on it. Others of us believe we have shades of old incarnations, spirits residing inside us, more than one soul, absorbed multiple babies (chimeras), etc. There’s plenty of theories, and, like most beliefs, it’s hard to exactly prove any of that wrong, isn’t it?
Me? I have a mental palace similar to Sherlock Holmes. A big creepy mansion, all rickety but made of strong wood, something that will last longer than any cookie cutter house. Inside are a large amount of rooms, each full of important things, riddled with metaphor and symbolism. The outside is a void, all dark with no stars or moon or sun.
My body isn’t anything too special. Woman’s body, flax hair, green-blue eyes, pale skin that gets rashes under the sun, stretch marks where my hips grew too fast, and a freckle in the hollow at the base of my neck.
Inside of that body in my mind palace brain is where the rest of me lives, people once forced into filing cabinets, only allowed to exist as imaginary friends and then characters I put in stories, talked about as if they were real because they were. Their personalities have as much worth as mine, but they, however, have one problem I don’t have.
They have no body, but they are stand alone people. I could take one out of me and put them in the world and they would be okay. I don’t think some of them would much like the exterior world, but they’d try and at least one is quite willing.
Us with dissociative identity disorder (DID) often have alters--different personalities--that have clear ideas on what they look like, but this doesn’t match up with what our body looks like. Think about it as a variation on what transgendered people have to deal with. The dysphoria is there quite often for some of us.
Me, Cas? I’m an animal rescuer; genetics, history, and English nerd; a Whovian and generally Anglophile; published writer and poet; and a panromantic asexual. Mirrors are not the bane of my existence.
But my internal world is much more complex.
There’s Caspar. Six three, all lean muscle, darker tan, messy black-brown hair, and amber eyes. He is male and feels it. Whenever he sees a mirror or a photograph of ourselves, he flinches slightly, unable to help it. Beside his looks? He’s a lover of reptiles and birds, a lovely painter of modern art (entirely different style than our art!), attempting to learn German, and, if he could’ve been, he’d have either wanted to work for the military or the FBI. He’s a protector and a jokester. He compares people to inanimate objects. Most often, he feels like lava. Right now, he and I are in a serious relationship with another man, which I am overjoyed at.
There’s Cassandra. She looks like us, but us like we were six. Her room has yellow walls adorned with purple butterflies and she has a collection of glitter, feathers, and random craft stuff that she occasionally will throw in all directions. She loves cats and rabbits, adores the zoo, and would like to be a princess, but a princess like in a Disney movie, not a real princess. She reads animal encyclopedias but has pretty atrocious grammar. She feels like cold bubbles and is the only one of us that’s particularly good at crying.
There’s the shadows. As far as I can tell, they’re two old, mangled male wolves, a female wolf who has taken the name Laurel, and a cub. They shift together and come apart, becoming as big or as small as they need to be. (Trigger Warning) For the longest time, they were all suicidal. When we have them close to the forefront, it can be like fireworks and flame in our skull.
According to the others, I feel like a glass of water. Used to, I’d go catatonic to avoid showing my others, my alters. My head and hands would ache. That happens sometimes if I don’t let one of the others talk when they feel the need to, but we’re getting much better at talking to each other and working together as one.
Taking in all of this, I hope you have begun to grasp what I’m planning. I’m calling it The Internal World Project. I would like all the lovely artists on here to take a chance and help someone with DID or a similar condition or “mental quirk” to have something to show their friends, their family, their partner, etc. what they look like. What they feel they truly look like.
It might be a big deal or a small deal for you, but it would mean so much to the people like us. Your donations are free except for time and supplies after all. You’re not tossing money in a hat hoping it would go to a good charity. While I am currently being the middleman, I am rousing the people on DID forums and in support groups hoping to get them to come to those who decide to donate by making portraiture. I’m hoping to find people that will share their stories with you and help spread awareness about this problem, this feeling of often times wearing a mask but being unable to make a new one for yourself.
I am a writer, not an artist by design. I can do a bit of painting and sketching, but little on the level of what I would hope for. While each person may have their own needs and wants, I’m hoping for people who can manage a bit of realism or at least a lot of human (or other!) emotion. Feel free to donate even if you can’t, however, and thank you for any attempts made to help!
Imagine if you were never able to look at yourself. Take that to heart at least today, and, if you can, at least spread the word.
Thanks,
Cas Kingsley (C.M. Koenig)
/TL;DR
What we are looking for are people, artists, who can do the art for this. Possibly paid, but chances are they will be donation pieces.
The original journal can be found: http://slssfrncghst.deviantart.com/journal/
A useful website: http://www.intervoiceonline.org/
To contact The Internal World Project, contact the user slssfrncghst on dA, or I can send your information to them. If you can't help, please, spread the journal. This is something really serious for those involves...
As a group, furries are probably the largest minority to experience body dysphoria, which is when you feel you don't belong in your body. The Internal World Project plans to help people with DID, possibly trans* people, and generally people who have dysphoria to get an image of who they feel inside. Here are the details, from the founder themself:
TL;DR
There are a finite, but immensely large amount of stories about people who are different. Today I want to talk about one certain type of different people. Before then, I want to compare them to the different people we have looked up to over the years, in books, comics, television, movies, art, and all else. I’m sure at least a few characters pop to mind.
The psychic. Twins with special powers. The reincarnations of important people. The person who just doesn’t give up even if the odds aren’t in their favor. The kid with the imaginary--or not so imaginary--friends. The person who can see across dimensions, across time, across realms. The people who suddenly find themselves in a magical world, the outsider.
This all seems so far-fetched, doesn’t it? You probably don’t believe in magic or superpowers or fairies anymore, but you can’t let it go. You wish for it.
You know what people say about wishes.
I would like to introduce you what some might say is a mental disorder. All in all, it is a sign of the human brain coping. Some of us can paint and write worlds into being. Our brain sometimes does it unconsciously. Dissociates. Creates an alternate reality or pretends the world we exist in isn’t the real one. One way or another, you end up having to deal with more than just an external world.
Dissociative Identity Disorder and problems like it aren’t all too rare. It used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder, but most medical professionals don’t like that. Some of us that have it don’t like it either, though I am not all too bothered.
Nonetheless, at some point, we needed to survive and our brain chose to compartmentalize. That’s the medical standpoint on it. Others of us believe we have shades of old incarnations, spirits residing inside us, more than one soul, absorbed multiple babies (chimeras), etc. There’s plenty of theories, and, like most beliefs, it’s hard to exactly prove any of that wrong, isn’t it?
Me? I have a mental palace similar to Sherlock Holmes. A big creepy mansion, all rickety but made of strong wood, something that will last longer than any cookie cutter house. Inside are a large amount of rooms, each full of important things, riddled with metaphor and symbolism. The outside is a void, all dark with no stars or moon or sun.
My body isn’t anything too special. Woman’s body, flax hair, green-blue eyes, pale skin that gets rashes under the sun, stretch marks where my hips grew too fast, and a freckle in the hollow at the base of my neck.
Inside of that body in my mind palace brain is where the rest of me lives, people once forced into filing cabinets, only allowed to exist as imaginary friends and then characters I put in stories, talked about as if they were real because they were. Their personalities have as much worth as mine, but they, however, have one problem I don’t have.
They have no body, but they are stand alone people. I could take one out of me and put them in the world and they would be okay. I don’t think some of them would much like the exterior world, but they’d try and at least one is quite willing.
Us with dissociative identity disorder (DID) often have alters--different personalities--that have clear ideas on what they look like, but this doesn’t match up with what our body looks like. Think about it as a variation on what transgendered people have to deal with. The dysphoria is there quite often for some of us.
Me, Cas? I’m an animal rescuer; genetics, history, and English nerd; a Whovian and generally Anglophile; published writer and poet; and a panromantic asexual. Mirrors are not the bane of my existence.
But my internal world is much more complex.
There’s Caspar. Six three, all lean muscle, darker tan, messy black-brown hair, and amber eyes. He is male and feels it. Whenever he sees a mirror or a photograph of ourselves, he flinches slightly, unable to help it. Beside his looks? He’s a lover of reptiles and birds, a lovely painter of modern art (entirely different style than our art!), attempting to learn German, and, if he could’ve been, he’d have either wanted to work for the military or the FBI. He’s a protector and a jokester. He compares people to inanimate objects. Most often, he feels like lava. Right now, he and I are in a serious relationship with another man, which I am overjoyed at.
There’s Cassandra. She looks like us, but us like we were six. Her room has yellow walls adorned with purple butterflies and she has a collection of glitter, feathers, and random craft stuff that she occasionally will throw in all directions. She loves cats and rabbits, adores the zoo, and would like to be a princess, but a princess like in a Disney movie, not a real princess. She reads animal encyclopedias but has pretty atrocious grammar. She feels like cold bubbles and is the only one of us that’s particularly good at crying.
There’s the shadows. As far as I can tell, they’re two old, mangled male wolves, a female wolf who has taken the name Laurel, and a cub. They shift together and come apart, becoming as big or as small as they need to be. (Trigger Warning) For the longest time, they were all suicidal. When we have them close to the forefront, it can be like fireworks and flame in our skull.
According to the others, I feel like a glass of water. Used to, I’d go catatonic to avoid showing my others, my alters. My head and hands would ache. That happens sometimes if I don’t let one of the others talk when they feel the need to, but we’re getting much better at talking to each other and working together as one.
Taking in all of this, I hope you have begun to grasp what I’m planning. I’m calling it The Internal World Project. I would like all the lovely artists on here to take a chance and help someone with DID or a similar condition or “mental quirk” to have something to show their friends, their family, their partner, etc. what they look like. What they feel they truly look like.
It might be a big deal or a small deal for you, but it would mean so much to the people like us. Your donations are free except for time and supplies after all. You’re not tossing money in a hat hoping it would go to a good charity. While I am currently being the middleman, I am rousing the people on DID forums and in support groups hoping to get them to come to those who decide to donate by making portraiture. I’m hoping to find people that will share their stories with you and help spread awareness about this problem, this feeling of often times wearing a mask but being unable to make a new one for yourself.
I am a writer, not an artist by design. I can do a bit of painting and sketching, but little on the level of what I would hope for. While each person may have their own needs and wants, I’m hoping for people who can manage a bit of realism or at least a lot of human (or other!) emotion. Feel free to donate even if you can’t, however, and thank you for any attempts made to help!
Imagine if you were never able to look at yourself. Take that to heart at least today, and, if you can, at least spread the word.
Thanks,
Cas Kingsley (C.M. Koenig)
/TL;DR
What we are looking for are people, artists, who can do the art for this. Possibly paid, but chances are they will be donation pieces.
The original journal can be found: http://slssfrncghst.deviantart.com/journal/
A useful website: http://www.intervoiceonline.org/
To contact The Internal World Project, contact the user slssfrncghst on dA, or I can send your information to them. If you can't help, please, spread the journal. This is something really serious for those involves...
Mouse fund
Posted 12 years agoWELP! I have to buy a new mouse. Mine is broken, and my spare is dying as I speak. Luckily I have a laptop, but track pads arent good for gaming, or doing anything really, ever!
So, Imma finish up my stories and then hopefully start some commissions.
So, Imma finish up my stories and then hopefully start some commissions.
Im over it. (rant/advice pls)
Posted 12 years agoHey guys, I just wanted some advice.
I have been with my current partner for almost two years now, and we love each other very much. I've known her for longer than I've known several things about me. Firstly, I didn't know I was pan until I learnt that I was attracted to people because of their personality not their body, and that the body meant very little to me. Secondly, that I am genderfluid. As a straight female herself (let alone one brought up in a old school catholic way) she has been very accepting of my gender and sexuality.
Recently we have been having major problems, mainly that I am getting ignored and snapped at for no reason, and being generally treated like crap. She keeps apologising, but she is ruining myself esteem, which she knows, and she doesn't seem to want to change it. She keeps doing it no matter what I do or say. I have tried talking to her and asking her what's wrong, but every time she just says 'nothing, I just didn't think, I'm sorry'.
She is getting to the point where, last night, she ignored everything I said for half an hour, then snapped at me for no reason, the last time having been a few days ago where she promised she would stop, and then she did it two hours later. The exact same thing. Where does it become her just being hurtful?
TL;DR: My girlfriend treats me like a door mate, I'm thinking of leaving her, what should I do?
I have been with my current partner for almost two years now, and we love each other very much. I've known her for longer than I've known several things about me. Firstly, I didn't know I was pan until I learnt that I was attracted to people because of their personality not their body, and that the body meant very little to me. Secondly, that I am genderfluid. As a straight female herself (let alone one brought up in a old school catholic way) she has been very accepting of my gender and sexuality.
Recently we have been having major problems, mainly that I am getting ignored and snapped at for no reason, and being generally treated like crap. She keeps apologising, but she is ruining myself esteem, which she knows, and she doesn't seem to want to change it. She keeps doing it no matter what I do or say. I have tried talking to her and asking her what's wrong, but every time she just says 'nothing, I just didn't think, I'm sorry'.
She is getting to the point where, last night, she ignored everything I said for half an hour, then snapped at me for no reason, the last time having been a few days ago where she promised she would stop, and then she did it two hours later. The exact same thing. Where does it become her just being hurtful?
TL;DR: My girlfriend treats me like a door mate, I'm thinking of leaving her, what should I do?
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Posted 12 years agoSo many setbacks (rant, expletives... annoyingness)
Posted 12 years agoSOOO! I'm not sleeping AGAIN for another night. I need to get this writing piece done, argh!
TL; DR (for those of you who don't care, and I don't blame you)
SO I almost leave my mate, 'cause she's treating me like dirt. Meet up with an ex, who is now batting for the opposite team and jokes constantly about me doing that (jokes? seems not.) and haven't heard from my parents for a coupla months, when they said they were moving... So I have no info to contact them with.
On top of all that, I chose the WORST time to start this, cause I just got dumped with a billion assignments.
So, on top of all that, I have no money and my guitar student keeps dodging on me.
That wasn't so long, almost no point for tl;dr, but meh.
I just want someone to fucking treat me well. I can't cope with being rejected, accused of cheating WHILE IN VISUAL RANGE, then have the person act like everything is fine. I'm not dirt, I have enough fucking self-esteem to believe that, but I can't leave, 'cause I'm a slave to my heart. I love her too much...
Most of my pets aren't on much, and the one that is has their own mate, and can't be what I want, for which I don't blame them.
I am human, I am fur, I am therian, I am love. People can't accept that. Everywhere I see a group judged. or all BUT that group judged. Except by a few individuals. I wish I was able to find people who could listen, help and be what I am for others. I may act like stone sometimes, but I am made of flesh and emotion.
I love people I love, and sometimes that feels like a crime. I have had my heart torn and sewn by so many people, or by the same one, so many times, the scars are still fresh, and are not healing cause they are beign reopened (and hereby i say good by to my writing skills for now). I am being torn and I am being ruined, and I can't stop it. Im starting to live on pain, and I start wanting to dish it out. I wanna push everyone to breaking and then end their suffering. I wanna drain the pain. I want to ruin others as they ruined me, but I can't, because its wrong, and immoral, and I can't help but think of that. So fucking what if I love people. I love some more than others, and I love one more than all. but that fucking one cant see what she is doing and if fucking kills me. it already almost has.
Woah, nope still tl:dr. Fuck! I need someone to vent to. I need a stoic fucker that can be soft cute and fuzzy. FUCK COMMAS THAT SENTENCE NEEDS NONE!
I'm sorry to all the poor furs that read that... please don't fear, be angry, or reject me... I don't hurt people if I can help it...
TL; DR (for those of you who don't care, and I don't blame you)
SO I almost leave my mate, 'cause she's treating me like dirt. Meet up with an ex, who is now batting for the opposite team and jokes constantly about me doing that (jokes? seems not.) and haven't heard from my parents for a coupla months, when they said they were moving... So I have no info to contact them with.
On top of all that, I chose the WORST time to start this, cause I just got dumped with a billion assignments.
So, on top of all that, I have no money and my guitar student keeps dodging on me.
That wasn't so long, almost no point for tl;dr, but meh.
I just want someone to fucking treat me well. I can't cope with being rejected, accused of cheating WHILE IN VISUAL RANGE, then have the person act like everything is fine. I'm not dirt, I have enough fucking self-esteem to believe that, but I can't leave, 'cause I'm a slave to my heart. I love her too much...
Most of my pets aren't on much, and the one that is has their own mate, and can't be what I want, for which I don't blame them.
I am human, I am fur, I am therian, I am love. People can't accept that. Everywhere I see a group judged. or all BUT that group judged. Except by a few individuals. I wish I was able to find people who could listen, help and be what I am for others. I may act like stone sometimes, but I am made of flesh and emotion.
I love people I love, and sometimes that feels like a crime. I have had my heart torn and sewn by so many people, or by the same one, so many times, the scars are still fresh, and are not healing cause they are beign reopened (and hereby i say good by to my writing skills for now). I am being torn and I am being ruined, and I can't stop it. Im starting to live on pain, and I start wanting to dish it out. I wanna push everyone to breaking and then end their suffering. I wanna drain the pain. I want to ruin others as they ruined me, but I can't, because its wrong, and immoral, and I can't help but think of that. So fucking what if I love people. I love some more than others, and I love one more than all. but that fucking one cant see what she is doing and if fucking kills me. it already almost has.
Woah, nope still tl:dr. Fuck! I need someone to vent to. I need a stoic fucker that can be soft cute and fuzzy. FUCK COMMAS THAT SENTENCE NEEDS NONE!
I'm sorry to all the poor furs that read that... please don't fear, be angry, or reject me... I don't hurt people if I can help it...
Help a friend of mine out?
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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4515034/
Feel free to grab the slots.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4515034/
Feel free to grab the slots.
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