Hey guys! So I'm kinda soft locked out of my new pc. So I'm taking this opportunity to..might aswell finish my rebranding! From now on I'm moving to  HappyRagdoll and will take notes and messages there and uploading there

Well .. I was hoping to open commissions around next week or even November, and with a little more fanfare. but seeing that I am what the cool kids call. Broke af I'm opening commissions early! 🎉YAAAAY🎉 send me a note if ur interested hhhhh

Wow I never do these do I? Hee hoo

After these coms and trades. I'm gonna take a much needed hiatus for a week. And wen im back ill be emediatly opening commissions indefinitely

Lol last jornal I made was two years ago! I guess I should update you all huh?

After endless niche fetish drawings and experimenting with diferent themes. I have reached 1000 watchers! From the bottom of my heart! Thank you all! For the support and love you all have been giving me! I have met so many wonderfully people. And i absolutely love each and everyone of you! Its veen a wild ride. And it looks like is tull have a long ways to go..but ive made a print! Once again! Thank you all so much!

I plan to do a milestone pic. And an art raffle for this so keep an eye for that! Again..its been a crazy ride so far. And i look forward to making more things. More experiments and making more artwork for you all to enjoy! I also look forward to working with you all!

Once again! Thank you! Everyone! From the bottom of my heart

- Ragniss William Ragdoll

im gonna be the big 25! yey

the tickle cult one. i hate to admit it. but i bit off more than i was able to chew. and im sorry. im gonna have to cancel it, for now. once im in a better spot. and more breathing room in terms of commissions and plan it out better. ill bring it back! and oif you are still interested in it let me know! good news im making another one! stay tuned for that. but for real. i deeply apologies for the inconvenience

my full time job that i was with even during the coved crisis. they let me go because of attendance. i called in wen the roads were dangerous and manager even said "its okay if i called in" soo..yeah still got fired. and on a cherry on time a co-worker that didnt like me said i deserved it. i tould him to fuck off. but good news? i was tould im avalable for re-hire in 30 days? but still that hurts... so plees understand that i opened a ko-fi. i hate to ask. but all and any donations would be amazingly appreciated. just know. i dont want it out of pitty. or so. i want to go part time as drawing. for you guys. or maybe even full time. seriously even a dollar will be enough of me to thank you from hell and back. commissions are also open as an option as well im still planing things out. im still in a bit of shock.. but...im okay and also not okay..i saw it still. God damn... anyway im rambling now

https://ko-fi.com/happyragdoll anything helps. and would be greatly appreciated. again. im not begging. nor am i holding you guys at gun point. im very hesitant to even make a patron. let alone a ko-fi.

sorry its taking a minut. i.. as the saying goes bit off more than i can chew. i wasnt expecting so many people interested. now dont get me wrong! its still gonna happen. the wait may be a bit though. there are some commissions i want to knock out before doing this. this is also why i didnt take payment up front. if you are still interested in the recent ych do let me know! if you dont mind the wait that is! payment will be wen it is your turn! pleas bear with me. im sorry for the inconvenience!

Its still gonna happen dont worry! I was just caugh off gard at the amount of people who wanted a part in it and with that i say thank you! It will be done. And the waiting list is on my discord server. Ill try to get one here too!

However there may be a wait to the ych. I have some commissions id like to knock out vefore i get started. Again thank you! And if your still interested there some opening still.


Now..i just..have to think about how to approach this

mkay! so! hi again ive uuh been a little slow on my art lately..im sorry! but its because of three things...the usual! work and shit.. full time job during a pandemic has left me drained and uninspired. ive had NO motivation for at least the entire year so far. but im trying to change that reason two. persona! good game but..damn!! ive put allot of time into it..and now p4 is available to pc...here we go again! and reason three..ive had some guy..not gonna say any names..you know who you are. that just ruined shit for me. im not saying there name butbecause he cuss me out. degraded me and virtually throw his money at me, after i tould him not to send it yet and on top of that threatened me! and after that wantsed to rp? and wen i blocked him out. "exposed" me and shat on my name , he got butthurt because i didnt want to talk to him any longer and dont want anything to do with him. like..he cussed me out and wen i block him hes surprised!? like fuck off man!! he ruined my motivation for a while and then i realized..he doesn't matter what he says isnt true. apparently its not the first person hes done it too so hes just trash and fuck him. so! im gonna at least try to draw more.
trades are closed because..im not reliable and im shit at it now! so..thst closed and commissions are full so plz bear with me! im gonna at least upload three pics a week even if its just consent art or a sketch

so yeah! i just wanted to update my journal entry! i dont know what to talk about...um i see yall reely like my recent pic! guess il be making more of that~! yall suprisingly like hanlond! im glad! also there was a biug spike on my watcher. thank you! each and every one of you!

also commissions are back open. so yeah if anyone is interested note me or something...

wash your hands. stay inside aaannnd eat vitamins or something


biiyeeeeee

It was around 4:00am i was sudenly woken up by loud shouting my dog barking and a commotion. A man was trying to jimmy the back door lock. But my dad saw him and scared him off. I heard the comotion and i peaked out of my bedroom door. I see a man run across the hall. My firstninstinct was to grab my knife and brace the door. My sister and i has no lock for out doors (so that was great)( that will change) the figure was my dad i call mom and tell her i think theres" someone in the house"
She tells me to stay calms dads got the gun" the cops came in and. Were all safe but shooken..fucking hell this is only night 4 in our new home. We havent even fineshes unpacking. You think it wont happen ooh its such a small chance it wont happen. But then something like that does happen ..now what do you do? Im shooken up. But my family and i are good. Fucking hell..

What scares me the most is. What would have happened if he got in?!

So..this is awkward. And i probably look like a villain or something by now. Well il start from the beginning. Some guy came to work and he clearly had tue flue virus. And i guess he decided to spread the love and i got the flue. Like..BAD...thankfully i just barely managed to get insurance and finally went to the doctors. But the flue and the medicines put me our for almost two weeks. AND ON TOP OF THAT my family and i got a house. And were all smack dab in the middle of a move. And everyone els caught it with me. So for the past two or three weeks thats why ive been gone. Working on moving stuff to the house. Trying ti get better and . My work moved me to opening shift. So. Ive barely had the motivation to draw! Im still in the middle of the move...and drawing is starting to feel like a chore lateley. Slowly im back into drawing. Dont worry im not retiring anytime soon. And i owe a good amount of people some drawings. From trades to commissions. Dont worry! I haven't forgot, Nor have i "ran away with your money" il get to them soon. I just..bit off more than i can chew. And im sorry

happy new year! sorry i was sick for the last three days and was half asleep wen i madethe previous jornal...but i ment every word....ANYWAY! enough pessimism. a new year a new start! despite its rocky start! i have some new marker sets. i have prismacolor markers and spectrum noir! so YEAH i might be doing traditional commissions and learn how i can deliver the commissions to you! hopefully!!

anyway! thats all i have to say for now

I think it's safe to say. This year was fucking shit. My grandma passing away at the begining. I lost my well paying job. Even tho it was shit working there. And i got a better one but. Payment is a joke. Theres never a time were my family is arguing. And contemplating divorce... my mom is depressed becaus well..grandma. and my dad is a fucking dunce wen it comes to anything resembling human emotion. Becaus he still thinks hes in the military. He thinks depression is so easy to get over. And he wanders why were all upstairs and avoiding him. My mind is everywhere. I developed asthma becaus of inhailing rat poison that one day. Theres never a time im not sick if theres a day i feel healthy then its a god blessed day. But those days are scarce. I havent heard from those people i a while who was interested in my art. I do t think il be geting an email any time soon...just..fuck it to hell with this year...

at least untill i can catch up!

quick note! than you all for the comissions i got all of my family pressents and il get started and finesh most of them hopefelly by new years~

Allroit! Im doing $15.00 commissions flat color portraits no bg! I need to get sm moneys for christmass presents to get for my family 10.00 if the pic is for someone els

So..thats great! I cant do anything now..thats freaking great

ey so update im geting back to drawing cuz i kinda dropped it a bit XD sorry im slowly getting back at drawing

anyway ive been thinking about this for almost five months now. i was thinking of changing my name. something resembling my new Persona ragdoll...i like him allot. and was thinking he might aswell be the face of my page now. thinking of the name Happy-Ragdoll or something along those lines

i dunno what do you think? i still love machroshka. he will ALWAYS be my main man sona. but i wanted to make something more iconic and "original" and neonfox is going to be a major part of a story i plan on making. and i dont wanna stoop to self insert or something XD and ragdolls design is basically Machroshka and neon fox combined as one Oc

i dunno what do you guys think?

so ima tad clogged upon commissions a bit. but do not fret! it will be done i have a list! *drops list and it shattered and cobusts into flames*....FUCK! well okay then! ill just put this list here! i also wanna make this clear, i wanna do commissions before trades. sorry paying costumers come first!

anywho

1 Razgrisz016 from tumbler

2 The neon toy suits https://www.furaffinity.net/user/wendibones https://www.furaffinity.net/user/g00da https://www.furaffinity.net/user/crawlspacechaos

3  tamakinero

(if i have any other commissions im sorry plz remind me)

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1:bonniecakes Due ASAP

2  mirai223 you thought i forgot you did you?

again if theres anyone els remind me

sorry for the late anouncement i got sick at the worst time. but because of my tardiness and im feeling nice there wont be only one not two but three winners!

now lets do this.......



and the winners are!.................... 12  WendiBones 9  g00da and 4  CrawlspaceChaos

congratulations! you three! note me the detalesyoud like on the boytoy suit and the color accents youd like

so this is an unusual event .ive been sponsored by  scottysnyder do a raffle for you all on the neon boytoy suit

step right up to get a chance to get your Oc into this https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33294288/

anyone can enter!

the name might be the neon boytoy suit but females can use it too

-rules

one entry per person~

character or sona must be age of consent

you must be a watcher

if you spread the word on a journal il give you an additional number

comment with the word "sticky bubble" so i know you have read everything

and most importantly have fun...as much fun as you can get from a...quiet internet raffle that you just comment on............HAVE FNU!

the winner will be selected VA number generator

the winner will be selected on the ninth

Sin confession time!

Okay soo.....there was this time about two years ago..theres this thing we big boys like to do. Called RP. There was a time i was rping as kaz. And the rp was getin aaa..little naughty!
Well i was out with family and we were in a family group chat to go to applebees. At the same time i was doing the rp. So..i may or may not have goten the chatrooms mixed up and sent my mom and sister a reply of kaz unbuckling his belt and slowly taking his boots and socks off in a teasing maner chuckling devilishy urging the p2 ti come on the bed

My sister yelled at me while laughing WILL! THATS THE WRONG CHAT..and she busts out laughing like a mad girl my mom is flustered and laughing hard. And i wanted to take as many sleeping pills as humanly possible and jump off the roof

Nowadays we laugh at it. Sister will every now and then say "make sure you are on the right chatroom this time" and i have reached the conclusion that kaz is a cursed oc!