I post all pics drawn for me/ containing me in my scraps. I clearly say on every pics posted there "PLEASE DON'T FAV HERE. FAV THE ORIGINAL" I only have these pics posted there for my records, the artist is the one that deserves the fav/comment. So unless "don't" now means "do", stop faving the pics in my scraps.

Rant over

As sone of you know, most don't bc I didn't tell anyone. My 21st bday was yesterday (May 31). I didn't do much drinking and don't plan on it much. A couple drinks and I've got enough of a buzz that I can enjoy myself.
Anyway. I don't care about presents and what not. If you wanna get me something I will thank you for it. If you really wanna make me happy, commission my bestie  brierose. She needs the money and all her art is awesome.

My bestie brierose found a kitten that needs help. In order to help she needs money. In order to get money she is doing commissions.

Here is the pic and info about the kitten. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5812728/

Here is her price list.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2291272/

She is running a special, mention the kitten by name and get a $5 discount. :3


PLEASE HELP!

As any who pay attention are aware my mate  nameneko134's fursona is a Glaceon pokesona, named Glacia. Well he also has a chara that is his Glacia's "daughter". Not to mention that Glacia can tf people into pokemon.
We have been rping and what not.

All this pokemon talk makes me want to play pokemon again! I haven't played since silver!

My delema is I do not have any game system at all. I cannot really afford to buy one, bc I'm a normal person with a deadend job and I have BILLS! Bills suck, but I need a house, water, electricity, heat, phone, internet, and car insurance much more then I need entertainment.

In short... kitty want pokemon, but kitty poor. :(

i thhin k im drunk. waht do you think?

Was in and out of sleep all night. In between sleeps, for alot of it, my awesome mate was online and we talked before i passed out again. My dreams were so vivid.. I now have no clue what was dream and what was reality...

The sad part is so much happened that I can't even remember it all...

ashwolves5's series of experiments raffle. Why not enter?
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2318150/

I am number 1 ^^

I now have the most awesome mate ever. nameneko134 agreed to be my mate. =^.^=

I've talked to him alot and i really like him. He told me that when we talk/rp he gets relaxed and I feel exactly the same. I'm so happy that I'm able to relax him and make him happy after a long day of work. =^.^=

The only thing that would make this better is if he agreed to move here and be with me. =^.^=

When I ask for opinions I dont want to hear, "i just want you to be happy" or "whatever you want". If the decision was that simple I wouldn't be asking for your input.
read my last journal all the way, then come back, elaborate on what your opinion is and why you have it

I'm getting a bit tired of this being alone thing. Although I am alone in real life, I don't think I should have to be alone totally. I talk to alot of people online and have done some not-so-clean roleplaying. This type of roleplaying has gotten boring and tedious. I think I would much rather have people to talk to and one person to give my love to....

What do you think about Mady having a mate? This mate would only be Mady's and unless (s)he lives near me IRL (or is going to move here), (s)he would not be mine. Here is the problem... Mady (and me) desire to have a monogamous relationship. She (and I) are faithful to mates and have been hurt by unfaithful mates in the past. IF Mady get's herself a mate, she would only snuggle and "play with" him/her. She would expect the same from him/her. The toss up is once I have a IRL mate, I would dump my online mate.

Thoughts on all of this? Should I stop rping sexually? Would it be a good idea to have a online mate?

at midnight i turned back to a kitty. I did however keep a stock of the carrots that changed me. I save the sources of all the tfs im involved in so that I may do it again. Meet me in a rp and request one of the things ive been tf'd into before (look in my scraps) and i will gladly change for you. ^^

So I got a couple commissions from Drawn by SwichWitch on deviantart. Her tablet broke and is offering $5 colored pencil drawings. One of the two I got was of bunny Mady. Sense it's so close to Easter and Mady got turned into a cute bunny, she is going to be stuck that way until after Easter.

During RPs/conversations until Monday Apr. 25, Mady will be a bunny.

In regards to my last journal. The person I was talking to when I got set off was not at fault. He was trying to joke, but he did it in such a way that my bottled emotions came out. I get too emotionally attached which by far is not a blessing. I really need someone special in my life and I'm desperately grabbing at straws that I already know in my head that lead to nothing... to bad my heart don't listen.

So for a while things are gonna have to be different. If I rp with you currently or you would like to that is fine. I will be avoiding "adult" situations in rps for a while. Depending on my mood, you might get a nuzzle or cuddle, but otherwise we will just play as if we dont have genitalia. Right now that is my problem. The big thing that I do not want right now is master/pet rp. As a pet I have to listen to my master and to do that I have to want to, right now I dont.

Don't let this make a difference between what we may have. I'm doing this for my benefit, bc unless you live in or around Nebraska and are a gay man, I don't want to develop feelings for you....

Long due reality check... None of these people I'm talking to that I'm getting feelings for can/will ever be able to give me what I really need. It's just making my hurt worse. I'd almost rather be hiding in a corner then this...

I brought this on myself

She is one of my best friends ever. I really wished she was closer to me, bc every day I'm not with her I feel lonely. She has always loved me as I am and supported me when others shunned. I always loved her art, she's drawn Mady more then anyone else has and she is my favorite person to have draw her. I love her and want her to be happy, she is always happy doing art. I talked her into doing commissions, bc it will help her improve as an artist as well as help her out financially. Since mine and her goal isn't to strike it rich, her prices are reasonable. PLEASE COMMISSION HER!! If you like me you'll do this... jk

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2242427/

As you may have seen in a past journal I have a list of things I want drawn. A couple of roleplaying sessions has got her transformed into some new things that I would like to see drawn.

As they get drawn I will link them next to the list item.

The list

Abilities:
Liquid shapeshift. (Mady melting) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5565063/
Plushification (Mady as a plush/ turning into one) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5555945/
Pool toy (Mady as a inflateable pool toy) - commissioned arcanasigal
Living suit tf (Mady as a suit, being put on by someone) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5625397/
Feral/anthro change (Mady as a feral house cat) -
Gender change (Mady as a male, midrange build) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5615636/

Things I wanna see:
NEW Butterfly (Mady turned into a butterfly, non anthro. I have details for markings) -
NEW Bat (Mady turned into a bat, anthro but with wings instead of arms) -
NEW Ferret (Mady turned into a feral ferret) -
NEW Dark Magician Girl (Mady as the Yu-Gi-Oh monster) -
NEW Bunny (Mady as anthro bunny)- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5618575/
Petrified (Mady turned to stone statue) - commissioned rikkithetffox
Rubberized (Mady turned into living rubber) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5545981/
Snake (Mady as a snake, naga form) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5523274/
Avian (Mady as some kinda bird, prolly like a canary) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5523294/
Canine (Mady as a anthro dog, preferably husky) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5579285/
Human (Human female Mady) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5550828/

Please help me full fill this list

You should at least try to enter, although the more that enter the less chance I have XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2237971/

So recently as many of you know, I have been outta hiding. I've been talking to alot of new and awesome people as well as doing some really fun roleplaying sessions. This has stifled my loneliness a good bit and aloud me to act as I like. Also for some reason since then time has started going by alot faster.

Here's the down side. Now I'm craving this attention and when I don't get it I feel lonely. SO this means I have used this attention to displace normal human interaction. I really need a mate.

There have been times recently that I feel like I'm not me. I feel like I'm watching this other person's life thru his eye. If that's the case, I don't know who he is but his life sucks.


Thoughts? Suggestions?

I'm looking for at least one artist to tackle this list. I need Mady drawn a few different ways. I need one of each of her abilities and there a few other things i'd like to see. I'm willing to pay for commissions (reasonable prices) and wouldn't mind getting all from one artist, if they think they can handle it. All drawings need to be at least basic color, bc Mady just looks like any other cat without color. I'm ok with colored sketch quality on some, but there a few I'd like decent quality (ask).

As they get drawn I will link them next to the list item.

The list

Abilities:
Liquid shapeshift. (Mady melting) - commissioned antihuman:sketch
Plushification (Mady as a plush/ turning into one) - commissioned tuss
Pool toy (Mady as a inflateable pool toy) - commissioned arcanasigal
Living suit tf (Mady as a suit, being put on by someone) -
Feral/anthro change (Mady as a feral house cat) - being gifted by brierose
Gender change (Mady as a male, midrange build) -

Things I wanna see:
NEW Butterfly (Mady turned into a butterfly) -
Petrified (Mady turned to stone statue) -
Rubberized (Mady turned into living rubber) - being gifted by brierose
Snake (Mady as a snake, naga form) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5523274/
Avian (Mady as some kinda bird, prolly like a canary) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5523294/
Canine (Mady as a dog, preferably husky) -
Human (Human female Mady) -

Please help me full fill this list

I was very much a loner, I've never liked it. I got super lonely all the time. Much recently I've been clicking on any image that is posted that states the artist is livestreaming. Not only do I get to watch someone draw art but I get to chat with others. I pretty much watch anyone who gives my a link.

Just in the last week I've added half a dozen new people to my MSN. Been talking to a lot of new and amazing people.

If you know an amazing artist who livestreams, give me a link and I will totally watch em. If you chatted with me on a livestream and liked chatting feel free to add me on MSN or Yahoo (same email, both listed on my profile).

So basically I'm saying that I wanna always have someone to talk to, keeps me entertained and takes my focus off the fact that I'm very lonely IRL

I'm tired of having this name when I am clearly no longer a dog. This migrate wont take too long, but im lazy. my gallery will be deleted and i will be selecting only some ppl to rewatch. if you like me rewatch me. Formally  koooldawg