right here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4272269/ go check it out

So, I'm happy, because my girlfriend  valhallastarfire and I have made it past one month together. This last moth has been such a great

month of happy for me. I really love her, my sweet sugar glider ^^ I'm so glad I met her.

on a very much side note, she does art, so as a thanks, I am gonna promote her to you all heehee, see how clever I am XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4248207/ by

so yeah, last minute raffle located here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4246723/

so is having this good raffle -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4241456/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4223990/ it's who is holding it

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4220005/ it's by

free arts raffle when :SweetSushiicon gets to 666 watchers, so go here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4222435/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4188192/ go to it \O/

 TehButterCookie is having a raffle

-> here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4214746/

so  AstraMasq is having a raffle, which is awesome cause they are an awesome artist, so check this shiz out
link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4212905/

got this from  GlitterbabyKitty

Fell in love?
15

Lost your virginity?
18

Lost someone close to you?
8

Consumed alcohol?
-

Received a kiss?
15

Went to the hospital?
um 4?

Had a broken heart?
15

Lost a pet?
3

Got arrested?
-

Broke a bone?
-13

Got a job?
-

Got a boyfriend or girlfriend?
15

Went to a concert?
16

Met someone famous?
-

Got in a car wreck?
14

Dyed your hair?
-

Flew on an airplane?
2

Went to another state?
2

Got a tattoo?
-

Had a piercing?
-

Smoked pot?
-

Smoked a cigarette?
-

Went to Disney Land or World?
-

How many do or have you had?
i have no clue

Long term relationships
0

Dates with somebody of anther race
0

Times your heart has been broken
um, too many

Times you passed out from drinking
-

Pets
um 2

People you hate
3

Times you were dumped
2

Times you dumped somebody
1

yes, i can now voice chat on skype. now, all i ask, is ask if it's okay ^^ sometimes, it isnt heehee

so, it seems that my net is still being a dick, and making some of the items i fave act as if i unfaved them with only one button push. this being said, im sorry to
 Vexstacy and to  damnevildog for the like 7 "fave has been removed" things. goodness i hate my net

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You show(ed) up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[x] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[x] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR

Total: 30

Real age: 19

so  Ookini is having a raffle linked here -->http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4177110/

3 winners, chosen at 500 watchers

Also, Kiriban if you catch their 1500 page view and prove it.

Good luck to all ^_^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4172097/ <

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go there for details

So, first thing, I am such an asshole to so many people. i get hurt, and end up taking it out on them, and that's not right. i shouldn't be sad, but happy for them. I dont get why i get so sad like this, just cause someone left me, or, i left them, or, they have someone more important than me. they are happy, and that's the point. My feelings have no room in there, they are stupid.

Second, i'm sorry to everyone i've hurt, and i've hurt everyone i care about. I do it, and hate i do it. It sadens me that i do it so much, yet people still care about me

sorry for this everyone, just, wondering if anyone wants to talk or anything. been feeling fairly ignored by many who, i at least call friend. now, i know that around 10 of you guys talk to me, but, still, i fel so useless or something