I'm open for commissions and I should do a pricelist on everything. I will make a point to do something for animated as well just not sure how popular it will be.

Got some spots open for my crappy gifs

Either male or female or other sexes can apply

Need feline

Need wolf or canine

Need boar

Need equines

It will be feline and wolf/canine and boar with equine.

If more people show up for either one I will have to roll a die essentially

Fuck it... some people do Tarot cards and others do iron artists... going to do the Slissasutra. 100 positions with Sliss, as any gender or any position of him/her/it/whateverpronoun doing the kamasutra. Probably going to get a list of this and let artists pick out what they want and this is probably going to take a few years to do. To make matters worse I got this idea from someone that I know and also the citra sutra that has been around for a while. Plan on getting it with other people and no one in the picture is going to be same except for Sliss. Will have an update on this shortly...

So I am not going to be uploading much art right now because I have no job and that means no money to fund my art. Currently looking to get back on my feet again however.

I have an idea for All Hallows Eve or whatever festival you celebrate the dead with that I want to post on my journal and at a convention that celebrates those who have died. But want to remember those that have passed in the fandom due their untimely deaths. Anyone know of any furres that have passed due to cancer or death by or some other way that they are not longer part of his realm?

Would be great to hear any feedback.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16649053/

Ernesto is looking for one more solid bid on this.

Saw  cobalt do it on his journal and I wanted to see how I reflected on my own. Here is what came out:

= Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Switch
91% Voyeur
84% Exhibitionist
80% Bondage Giver
71% Degradation Giver
70% Sadist
66% Bondage Receiver
66% Dominant
66% Experimentalist
66% Primal (Predator)
63% Non-monogamist
61% Daddy/Mommy
61% Master/Mistress
59% Brat Tamer
59% Degradation Receiver
54% Girl/Boy
54% Submissive
52% Primal (Prey)
51% Brat
50% Masochist
45% Slave
45% Vanilla
41% All-Rounder
41% Pervert
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=51885

Always hard finding the right artist that you want that is also open and does not have a long que. I am very picky sometimes when it comes to something specific that I want and other times I just do not care. I do not have the big names but I do like seeing the people that aren't really well known get something done. This time it is hard finding the right person to do some porn pictures. Being picky but finding no one...

So yeah not much to update right now but you should check this out, trying to help a friend out with money and though maybe putting this out there since everyone loves lizards that they should get on this. So here ya are: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14922514/

So someone who is trying to get better at working on his drawings and is quite speedy at his work is looking for commissioners. I have worked with him before and he is a good guy but think anyone else could help out for sure.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14066675/

The beetle shark thing and a YCH is what he did for me. Just go check it out.

I will be at Ragnarok starting the drive for it at 6 a.m. EST and will not be back until 29th sometime in the evening. I will not have any access to technology other than a car to drive. TIME TO CREATE DEATH DESTRUCTION AND CHAOS!

Looking for an artist that can draw insects and sharks really well. If anyone that is watching me that is an artist and would like to take up the test please do so. Also if you know of someone then please refer them to me so I can get in touch. Not going to say what kind but I got an image in my head right now.

They taste so good that I got more vodka and more gummies and I am trying out orange slice gummies. I hope it works but only time will tell...

Is there a group for cartography? If not then perhaps there should be!

Yeah doing TMI Tuesday. Give me your questions and I may respond if I get drunk enough!

Not even the same topic as the title but got ideas for creatures and species now after seeing different mixes. Definitely feeling something aquatic like creature that needs to come out into art.

Also I wonder if I can pull off with getting delicious but mass amount of liquor for a tom collins, coke and whiskey, and screwdriver for a con I am going to for under $50. Is that even possible? I will have to price everything I need for sure!

Many claim it but I have researched my heritage on my mothers side to go back to the Isles. So today I am going to be eating cabbage although I would love to have pudding and other tasty meals today with the corn beef. I know that I will also be taking part in drinking Guinness and/or Killians and doing some Irish Car bombs.

So I am getting some art done and I need help finding people to put in it, anyone know of any scalies that want to be part of a picture that I have in the works?

Hate this day mainly because I celebrate it alone. Perhaps I should try mixing some ingredients together and hoping they taste great because when I fail a drink mix I drink all of it down and sometimes it can just taste bad. Maybe get myself some rezzmatazz or some other schnappy drink mix.

Wondering in there is any artist out there that is either watching me or just browsing to draw one of my characters for free or for payment. I am not sure if I will get a response however I would like to see if anyone is willing to do this.

On the flip side I wanted to see if anyone who watches me would like to get a drawing together, perhaps something with Sliss or perhaps another?

Updating my FA and all the commissions that I have gotten. Sorry for the spam of arts.

So I am laying here in my old bedroom and on my old laptop wondering how the crap I have gotten in this situation. I drunk right now, not to the incredibly stupid stage but more like I am trying to sober up and wanting a philosophical conversation with someone type stage. Almost drank a liter of vodka to myself and realized that I should probably write something down.

I will refrain from making any stupid comments and like always I will also try to make things short because that is what I like to do. I do not like long winded conversations unless it is something interesting or believe in to be true. I am in my drunken stupor and finding out that my life decisions have been poor but also very interesting to begin with. I have survived the many challenges in life and have fought the many battles that would push many to the edge. I am feeling rather chill and relax and yet I crave to have more in my life. Yet where do I go from here?

That is the question that I have been asking myself for sometime now. Where do I stand and where do I set forth? Should I back track my ways or should I keep moving forward and see what is next to come on down the road? That is my immediate questions that I have to ask.

Some of the more long term questions I have been asking myself are things like; Should I get involved in romance or should I write about getting involved in romance through narrative? It may come to surprise many that I am still a virgin and have not done the full completion of the act of mating. I have come close however it always ends abrupt and leaves me wondering about how I should move on. Maybe this seems silly but I must state that I have yet to actually feel the power of love physically. Holding someone that I feel is truly to be my mate and lover in my arms and giving them the kind of love that I have for them. Notice that I do not state the gender question. I also highly doubt anyone is going to read this journal or give me feedback.

While yes, I am drunk I do feel the need to ask what the fuck I should do now? A comment will help but I ultimately am the one that chooses my own path and actions.

I am sharing some of my thoughts openly and letting them be known. I am trying not be lookingn like it is an emotional distress but a mere observation on my life as it is now. Maybe in the future when I am not so drunk I will do a more detailed journal however I felt like it is time for an update...

Also I have plenty of roleplaying books that could use great homes hit me up with a note if you are interested. Also looking for people to help out with my writer's block/laziness. Always look for someone to inspire me to write more. :D

Leave comments if you wish, I will respond to them.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:37154506

 crimsonred77 is trying to sell his PS4 with a controller and a game. He could use your help if you are interested in buying the console for about $650. The link to the journal will describe more.

Going to try to make a suit for conventions but I am thinking about making it out of leather because I am a scaly after all. Not sure when it will be done but more than likely it would be a scale mail piece with long arms. The thought is still in my head and the plans are on paper just need to get a hold of leather and utensils and start building...

So I am back at this journal thing, Was thinking when I left my friend's house at how many people I have affected and how many friends I care about. Like really care about with watching their backs and stuff. It is a small list of people who I will stay up and watch, make sure that they are doing well and lend money to knowing that they will pay me back. I do this to strangers and people that I have met for the first time as well but not on the same amount of time that I do for my sincere friends.

Tonight I offered to leave my car at a friends place to drive a friend and his wife, who is also a friend, to their house and crash at their place. They were about to do it when the other friend offered to have them stay on their comfy couches. I was cool with it knowing that they were not going to be messed with and that they could use a mini vacation from their 4 children. I have done this in the past where I am worried about a friend's health or situation to watch over them as a guardian and as a friend who cares. Many people take my kindness for granted but very few pay me back for it. Thoughts of the past of previous incidents like this came to pass, thinking of people that I have known and done this for who came into my life and have gone because they have their lives to deal with.

Then came the thought of how alone I was and reminded me of a poem, or a short story... Cannot remember which one it was where two people were closing at the end of the night, one who was married and wanted to go home with their spouse to cuddle up with and then the other who was old yet was alone. He wandered through the streets dancing around and looking at other places because he did not envy those people, he was happy. I thought hard about that and thought I was happy however I have yet to actually feel a true relationship. I do not know of this love and a relationship with another aside from me watching people have boyfriends and girlfriends, relationships and marriages breaking up. Am I forever alone I thought? Quite possibly due to how old I am and how I do not know the actual true feeling of physical and emotional love. I have just sat on the sidelines and watched people be happy and sad with their relationships.

I still live with my parents. Working a job that can be laughed at but at least I am working. I spend most of my paycheck helping out other people and have little money for myself. I put others ahead instead of myself and I am currently fine with that. However I do know in the future I will not have luxuries that I have now and it scares me a little. However I honestly live in the present most days and wonder what tomorrow will bring. Will it be good, or bad, or just a bland day?

I do not know. And that is why I am just one and I am here. Thank you for all who helped me be here.

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On a side note, I have a lot of roleplaying game books that could use a good home. If you want to know the ones I am trying to get rid of sent me a note.