streaming arts and freebies
Posted 3 years agocome in and join and chill im doing freebie sketches but if you want to upgrade your picture let me know in the comments in the stream or on here
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
https://picarto.tv/MatuTV
hey so i might take 4 emergency commissions
Posted 3 years agohey all so im a bit strapped for cash atm and in need of about 120 as im short on my paycheck to pay for a car repair please if anyone can help out or spread the word i just need to do about 4 commissions it will be full body with color and shading as long as its a character that doesnt have a raindow color design to it im willing to draw that character. these pictures can be E rated for all to see or Adult your chosing of course. i would like to start gettting back into art and drawing more as its been a long time and i will stream the pictures being made if i have to this weekend i need to get the car full repair by next monday so PLEASE HELP A GUY OUT IF YOU CAN!!!
(quick lil edit) i will take payment when im done with lining and as i start working on color to make sure both the buy and myself are pleased with the outcome. i will stream on friday, saturday, and sunday night to get these done
the prices for all 4 slots will be the same so $35
slot #1
slot#2
Slot#3
Slot#4
(quick lil edit) i will take payment when im done with lining and as i start working on color to make sure both the buy and myself are pleased with the outcome. i will stream on friday, saturday, and sunday night to get these done
the prices for all 4 slots will be the same so $35
slot #1
slot#2
Slot#3
Slot#4
plz go help this amazing girl out!!!
Posted 3 years agoso my friend is in need of help as she needs to eat and support her lovely pets please anything helps if you can plz go buy a commission or support her in anyway
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/demfox19240
im old but not deaf (its my bday)
Posted 3 years agoyeah i just turned 30 show me some love before i start going deaf and blind SPEAK UP SONNY I CANT HEAR YOU
do you want a porn game on steam?
Posted 3 years agowell i found a game due to a friend and the game is call
ORC MASSAGE
IT IS ON STEAM ITS A FULL PORN GAME AND ITS ONLY 15 DOLLARS ON STEAM WTF
HOW DID A PORN GAME GET ON STEAM
ORC MASSAGE
IT IS ON STEAM ITS A FULL PORN GAME AND ITS ONLY 15 DOLLARS ON STEAM WTF
HOW DID A PORN GAME GET ON STEAM
I'm getting into d&d help!
Posted 3 years agoSo as the title states im getting into d&d and am looking for help on character creation sheet and someone who can teach me some things about the class and races. I went and bought my players hand book and a set of dice from d4-d20 dice for a decent low price. But yeah be it in person or on discord I would like to talk to someone and learn the basics and show me how to setup the character sheet.
its balloon day today
Posted 4 years agoHAPPY BDAY TO ME ANOTHER YEAR ANOTHER ME
NEED HELP!!! PC IS ACTING UP!!
Posted 4 years agohello anyone that is following me i am in dire need of some help. as of late ive noticed my computer is starting to have issues even though being as safe as possible with what im downloading and making sure my computer is clean on the inside im noticing issues lately that are starting to worry me. i built this computer roughly 2 years ago or so on. well i built it to be an upgraded pc but im afraid after having some issues in the past where i fucked up an entire hard drive and nearly caused my pc to completely crash im afraid i might have to build a new pc entire or buy a pre built computer entirely. this is really hard for me as this was my first ever pc i built myself and had some help from a friend at microcenter teach me about how to propperly build a pc. with hard times of covid and just putting strain on my pc playing new games with high graphics but putting them at the bare minimum to play them.
so i think i will probably try and come back to doing furry art and trying to better my art style to start taking on commissions again so i can save up and either build a new pc entire or buy a prebuilt.
in all honesty i could really use some helpful advice on where i should buy from if im buying a prebuilt or what sites i should be looking at for building my own pc.
again i could really use some help from any of my followers.
my set limit of buying a prebuilt would probably be around at minimum $1000 no higher than a maximum of $1500 if needed to build a nice rig that will last for a long time. again this will be more catered to be a PC that will last a long time and see alot of use outside of gaming for work and for art.
so i think i will probably try and come back to doing furry art and trying to better my art style to start taking on commissions again so i can save up and either build a new pc entire or buy a prebuilt.
in all honesty i could really use some helpful advice on where i should buy from if im buying a prebuilt or what sites i should be looking at for building my own pc.
again i could really use some help from any of my followers.
my set limit of buying a prebuilt would probably be around at minimum $1000 no higher than a maximum of $1500 if needed to build a nice rig that will last for a long time. again this will be more catered to be a PC that will last a long time and see alot of use outside of gaming for work and for art.
got my covid shot yesterday WOO
Posted 4 years agobut now i feel like crap after getting the shot and i gotta go into work ugh i hate feeling like crap and feeling sick ME NO LIKE SICK
the reason why i dont art lately
Posted 5 years agowell here is the long story short. awhile back i was attacked by someone in my free art stream that came in threatening me about how im a shit artist and that i deserve to die.
his quotes
"you should be ashamed to draw shitty art like this. go back to school you (N word)"
"you think this is good you really think this is good?"
"my dick has better skills than you."
"oh hey hes drawing a face how original LEARN BODY ART DIPSHIT."
"your art is as bad as a tracing monkey."
from that one art stream it dropped myself esteem to even try to draw or even try to do any art. i did ban them in my picarto stream but i felt like shit that day anyways and that didnt help so i just ended the stream without even doing any art. i know your supposed to take criticism here and there and learn to mute the trolls and just ignore them but it just got under my skin.
the one thing that still bugs me from that day is the comment of your art is as bad as a tracing monkey. granted yes i have traced in my past and i try not to trace and post traced art at all since ive learned that lesson a long time ago. *cough* *cough* old account l33tpower. but i have tried to learn the body and how it flows and how the body is able to bend since then and i think i might try to do streaming again but till i feel safe enough to stream and feel like i wont be judged cause im still not as perfect as some of the popufurs here im still a bit shy with myself when it comes to my art and that day just didnt help and made me feel insecure. since then ive looked at alot of porn and sex models to view how the body works. since then i dont know how but i think ive been desensitized to porn from twitter and most porn sites LOL. guess thats a good thing maybe?
but yeah this is basically a journal to notify those that may still follow me and want to know what happened and why i havent posted in so long. trust me when i say this i will come back someday till i feel i can take the criticism without feeling attacked by stuff.
his quotes
"you should be ashamed to draw shitty art like this. go back to school you (N word)"
"you think this is good you really think this is good?"
"my dick has better skills than you."
"oh hey hes drawing a face how original LEARN BODY ART DIPSHIT."
"your art is as bad as a tracing monkey."
from that one art stream it dropped myself esteem to even try to draw or even try to do any art. i did ban them in my picarto stream but i felt like shit that day anyways and that didnt help so i just ended the stream without even doing any art. i know your supposed to take criticism here and there and learn to mute the trolls and just ignore them but it just got under my skin.
the one thing that still bugs me from that day is the comment of your art is as bad as a tracing monkey. granted yes i have traced in my past and i try not to trace and post traced art at all since ive learned that lesson a long time ago. *cough* *cough* old account l33tpower. but i have tried to learn the body and how it flows and how the body is able to bend since then and i think i might try to do streaming again but till i feel safe enough to stream and feel like i wont be judged cause im still not as perfect as some of the popufurs here im still a bit shy with myself when it comes to my art and that day just didnt help and made me feel insecure. since then ive looked at alot of porn and sex models to view how the body works. since then i dont know how but i think ive been desensitized to porn from twitter and most porn sites LOL. guess thats a good thing maybe?
but yeah this is basically a journal to notify those that may still follow me and want to know what happened and why i havent posted in so long. trust me when i say this i will come back someday till i feel i can take the criticism without feeling attacked by stuff.
the truth and why it hurts so much....
Posted 5 years agohello everyone its been awhile since i posted anything in art and been talking to anyone. for a long time i have been hurting inside holding my emotions all in and blaming myself for events in my life that have affected my family, me, and family friends.
for a long time i have been grieving over the death of my grandmother who passed away august 1st,2008. for a long time ive blamed myself for her death and her passing. the emotions ive always felt ive kept bottled in and it affects me. i felt that i was to blame for her loss cause i was there when she had the stroke and if i had been paying attention more to her and been by her side instead of leaving her room to go play games. my own mother tells me i was good at responding to her not saying anything when i heard a crash come from her room. while i cried and freeked out i felt like i was going to lose my own grandmother. i called my mother first and informed her and then called 911. I WAS THERRE AND I STILL BLAME MYSELF. i know it was a stroke but i still blame myself. i miss her it hurts to even post this but i feel i need to post it somewhere. to talk about this.
some people may know how this feels and i feel this is the only place i post something like this and not have someone attack me. i blame myself so so much cause if wasnt so deep into my game i could have been quicker or done something to save her.
I...I am always blaming myself for the destruction of my family. i have done nothing to hurt them but i feel this hurt everyone.
this has been eating away at me for a long time.
i went to a church and confessed with priest in a confession book but it wasnt what i was looking for. i told my mother and it still felt wrong. but this does for some reason help a bit but i dont think this is enough. im trying my best at the moment to help and find help as even though i feel like i have a happy life right now.....to no avail i know i have deep down depression that is slowly eating away at my mind as i am at work i blank out and have flashbacks to the memory of seeing my grandmother on the floor.
i know i am not to blame but i still feel like I AM TO BLAME FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY FAMILY.
inside im aching....im hurting.....im alone......no one is here with me..... nothing is there
for a long time i have been grieving over the death of my grandmother who passed away august 1st,2008. for a long time ive blamed myself for her death and her passing. the emotions ive always felt ive kept bottled in and it affects me. i felt that i was to blame for her loss cause i was there when she had the stroke and if i had been paying attention more to her and been by her side instead of leaving her room to go play games. my own mother tells me i was good at responding to her not saying anything when i heard a crash come from her room. while i cried and freeked out i felt like i was going to lose my own grandmother. i called my mother first and informed her and then called 911. I WAS THERRE AND I STILL BLAME MYSELF. i know it was a stroke but i still blame myself. i miss her it hurts to even post this but i feel i need to post it somewhere. to talk about this.
some people may know how this feels and i feel this is the only place i post something like this and not have someone attack me. i blame myself so so much cause if wasnt so deep into my game i could have been quicker or done something to save her.
I...I am always blaming myself for the destruction of my family. i have done nothing to hurt them but i feel this hurt everyone.
this has been eating away at me for a long time.
i went to a church and confessed with priest in a confession book but it wasnt what i was looking for. i told my mother and it still felt wrong. but this does for some reason help a bit but i dont think this is enough. im trying my best at the moment to help and find help as even though i feel like i have a happy life right now.....to no avail i know i have deep down depression that is slowly eating away at my mind as i am at work i blank out and have flashbacks to the memory of seeing my grandmother on the floor.
i know i am not to blame but i still feel like I AM TO BLAME FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY FAMILY.
inside im aching....im hurting.....im alone......no one is here with me..... nothing is there
TODAY IS BIRTHDAY
Posted 5 years agoI BE 28 AND ITS BIRTHDAY TODAY GIVE ME JOKES!!!!
so my birthday is in 20 days...GIVE ME JOKES!!!
Posted 5 years agofor my 28th birthday this year i dont want art i dont want happy bday wishes and stuff I WANT JOKES THE BEST JOKES YOU CAN THINK OF.
This year has been really shitty for alot of people so for my bday i want anyone that reads this journal please....please PLEASE POST YOUR BEST JOKES DOWN BELOW.
i want people who come into this journal to laugh at silly, funny, dark humor, or dad based humor jokes. LIKE GIVE ME THE BEST JOKES YOU CAN THINK OF!!!!!!
This year has been really shitty for alot of people so for my bday i want anyone that reads this journal please....please PLEASE POST YOUR BEST JOKES DOWN BELOW.
i want people who come into this journal to laugh at silly, funny, dark humor, or dad based humor jokes. LIKE GIVE ME THE BEST JOKES YOU CAN THINK OF!!!!!!
reason for why you dont see my art much lately.
Posted 6 years agothe reason why is due to some circumstances and events that happened before my birthday. i was in a friends discord well who i thought was my friend who had alot of people in their discord and they just attacked me when i was working on a pose that i wanted to use. problem is there are other artists in this discord that saw what i was doing and called me out as a tracer when all i was doing was tracing the outer line and trying to gauge the body structure to how i wanna do my picture. i asked for friendly advice cause i stated hey i know this pose im trying to work on it asking for help on how the hands should look and low and behold i got attacked cause i used a popufur artists picture. i tried to explain but i wasnt allowed to voice what i was doing. all i wanted to do was use the pose but even though im trying to get an understanding on that pose im supposedly a bad artist and that all my art is supposedly traced. look......
I ONLY USE TRACING TO LEARN IM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HOW THE BODY WORKS.
i have been attacked because of this and by the supposed creator of the picture i used. they would not let me have any say so on how i was learning. not to mention a bunch of shit in my life is hard enough i get attacked by the person i thought was my fucking friend. since then ive blocked him and everyone in his discord cause they have links to their profiles on his discord due to trying to help get artists submissions and stuff.
since then ive lost interest in art cause i cant get help trying to fuckin understand a pose without getting berated. btw if your reading this you fuck face your not my friend. remove my number from your contacts remove me from your steam. CAUSE YOU CAN FUCKIN GO GET SHOT IN THE FUCKING FACE FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE YOU DICK!!!!!
I ONLY USE TRACING TO LEARN IM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND HOW THE BODY WORKS.
i have been attacked because of this and by the supposed creator of the picture i used. they would not let me have any say so on how i was learning. not to mention a bunch of shit in my life is hard enough i get attacked by the person i thought was my fucking friend. since then ive blocked him and everyone in his discord cause they have links to their profiles on his discord due to trying to help get artists submissions and stuff.
since then ive lost interest in art cause i cant get help trying to fuckin understand a pose without getting berated. btw if your reading this you fuck face your not my friend. remove my number from your contacts remove me from your steam. CAUSE YOU CAN FUCKIN GO GET SHOT IN THE FUCKING FACE FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE YOU DICK!!!!!
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! im getting old BLEH!!
Posted 6 years agotoday i turned 27 i feel old as fuck....im having issues eating, im having issues when i move, and i have issues when i talk....im only 27 now but i feel old.
can someone help
Posted 6 years agoso after buying car repairs and stuff im stuck with no cash and i need $10 so i can transfer it to my bank account real quick so i dont get over drafted for bank charges. it would really help and ill try to do a full body and color pic for it. this is annoying as shit cause of these car problems.
Streaming Some league of legends
Posted 6 years agoso ive started to do game streams for fun cause its boring when you game and its a great way to take advice on games to better yourself.
so playing league of legends today and all are welcome to join
twitch.tv/matlynx
so playing league of legends today and all are welcome to join
twitch.tv/matlynx
i might be coming back to do art.
Posted 6 years agoas of late bills and car bills MAINLY THE CAR BILLS...are eating all my money and causing me to broke...no one ever mentioned cars eating $700+ of my money in less than 2 months would kill my bank...
so due to needing more funds to spend on bills and myself to even eat here and there and able to support myself i will be coming back to try and do art to make money. this really blows but ever since i started working for PIZZAHUT...my car bill has been the main source of cash drainage ive seen in my life.
so yeah gonna try and come back to doing art and doing art streams now that i have a new pc i can handle doing art and streams and what not to get funds and start paying off bs car bills....
in the end CARS SUCK!!!!!
so due to needing more funds to spend on bills and myself to even eat here and there and able to support myself i will be coming back to try and do art to make money. this really blows but ever since i started working for PIZZAHUT...my car bill has been the main source of cash drainage ive seen in my life.
so yeah gonna try and come back to doing art and doing art streams now that i have a new pc i can handle doing art and streams and what not to get funds and start paying off bs car bills....
in the end CARS SUCK!!!!!
I NEED HELP WITH NEW PC!!!!
Posted 6 years agoso bought all the parts for my new computer i have built it.....IT DOESNT FUCKIN POST!!!!! im so mad ive spent the past 3-4 hours building this mother fucker and its not posting the menu system or what ever.....
SO im calling out to anyone i can who is here in houston that might be a computer builder that can help me out with my pc as im apparently not tech savy as i thought i was.... not happy with this outcome at all..
PLEASE ANY HOUSTONIANS THAT CAN HELP ME OUT!!!!
SO im calling out to anyone i can who is here in houston that might be a computer builder that can help me out with my pc as im apparently not tech savy as i thought i was.... not happy with this outcome at all..
PLEASE ANY HOUSTONIANS THAT CAN HELP ME OUT!!!!
NEED GAMING PC BUILDER HELP!!!!
Posted 6 years agowell im looking into buying a computer but basically building it myself. im am looking for anyone willing to help me in trying to find information cause i would like to build a pc that can run smoothly not be high end as i dont play high end games like some people do. no i play WoW, League of legends, World of tanks, and csgo. im looking to go into the intel I5 cores with a gtx 1050 graphics card. i would like anyone who knows alot about building to help me out so i can find out what fits with what and what are good prices. im even willing to pay someone to build the computer and im willing to pay back $200 a month to you i just dont wanna have to pay for pre built computers from a store that are so expensive.
if anyone can help out or even find a gaming computer that wont break bank cause i dont really wanna be spending over $1000 on a computer i just want low-mid tear that will last me a bit of time. all i wanna do is have a better computer that is more reliable than the one i have currently.
if anyone can help out or even find a gaming computer that wont break bank cause i dont really wanna be spending over $1000 on a computer i just want low-mid tear that will last me a bit of time. all i wanna do is have a better computer that is more reliable than the one i have currently.
i have lost all motivation
Posted 6 years agoI've lost all motivation to draw. the reason why...life.... I have recently gotten a job at pizza hut. I've been too preoccupied to saving money to buy things to fix our house and stuff. I've also had life issues that keep happening to me that annoy the piss outa me and just make me frustrated at my life.
other than that my life has been hit and miss here and there. was promised from a friend he would be able to get me my dream computer. he busted and is coming back to Texas which SUCKS!!!!! was really depending on him so i could get a better computer and have my dream work station to stream art better and what not.
and other things keep happening that just pull my attention away from art. dont get me wrong i still love watching artists faving pics and what not but ive just lost all interest in doing art as of late and feel like i dont have that artistic flow anymore.
other than that been trying to get on with life and shit and find peace with myself.
other than that my life has been hit and miss here and there. was promised from a friend he would be able to get me my dream computer. he busted and is coming back to Texas which SUCKS!!!!! was really depending on him so i could get a better computer and have my dream work station to stream art better and what not.
and other things keep happening that just pull my attention away from art. dont get me wrong i still love watching artists faving pics and what not but ive just lost all interest in doing art as of late and feel like i dont have that artistic flow anymore.
other than that been trying to get on with life and shit and find peace with myself.
CALLING OUT TO ALL MY COMMISSIONERS!!!
Posted 7 years agoi need to know if i still owe anyone art from before i got my job...due to the holidays i have more off days up to 2-3 days a week i can be off work now so im trying to find out who i owe art too at all or need to talk with about art wise. with this big opening i can come back and do art here and there if need to so please SPEAK UP if i owe you anything.
What would you like to see?
Posted 7 years agoso serious question....
if i come back to doing art daily and try to be progressive in my art studies and try to do backgrounds
more explicit poses and angles
would ya'll be more interested in buying art from me then?
i would honestly like to know.
NEED HELP (computer is dying *cries*)
Posted 7 years agoso its finally come.... i honestly thought this computer would last alot longer....sadly its not. i guess due to im using the computer alot more when i game and when i do art for myself lately and when im doing stuff for my job that its starting to have issues. ive had to constantly do resets to previous days to make sure its not gonna suddenly seize up and just die on me. so while this computer is still alive. and with the $300 i have to my name at all cause of bills...
im gonna have to go back to taking commissions and stuff. so im gonna be dropping this here..... for a new computer exactly what i have or better at best the computer i would like to get that can keep up handle certain programs of my csp and stuff and my 3d software that i want to get back into using im gonna need to take commissions and start pumping out art as much as i can.
so with all due HELP A GUY OUT!!!! spread the word help me reach my goal its going to be around $1000..... so starting off now ill be trying my best at work and at home doing art to try and get my computer as soon as possible.
so $300/$1000
im gonna have to go back to taking commissions and stuff. so im gonna be dropping this here..... for a new computer exactly what i have or better at best the computer i would like to get that can keep up handle certain programs of my csp and stuff and my 3d software that i want to get back into using im gonna need to take commissions and start pumping out art as much as i can.
so with all due HELP A GUY OUT!!!! spread the word help me reach my goal its going to be around $1000..... so starting off now ill be trying my best at work and at home doing art to try and get my computer as soon as possible.
so $300/$1000
HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!!!!
Posted 7 years agoITS MY BDAY ITS MY BDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
WHERE ARE MY PRESENTS!!!!
WHERE ARE MY PRESENTS!!!!