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Posted 9 years agoATTENTION PEOPLE!!!!
I shall be switching accounts (should've done this a lone time ago)
From now on I will be on
Voodoo_Antelope
Don't worry, I shall not be closing this account down, however I will not be as active. If you would like too keep watching me then please go to that account!!!!
I shall be switching accounts (should've done this a lone time ago)
From now on I will be on
Voodoo_AntelopeDon't worry, I shall not be closing this account down, however I will not be as active. If you would like too keep watching me then please go to that account!!!!
Confuzzled 2016.... Thing
Posted 9 years agoWhat is your name?
- Maxi, but I also go by Voodoo.
What is your gender?
- Male
How old are you?
- I'm 21
How tall are you?
- I'm about 6'2, maybe a little taller
Are you in a relationship?
- I wish....
How are you getting to the con?
- In a minibus with a bunch of other people :P
Where are you staying?
- At The Hilton itself
What day are you getting there?
- Some time Thursday
When are you staying until?
- Until the 31st
Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
- Sorta but not kinda
Will you have anything in the art show?
- Nope
Will you do free art or take commissions?
- I'm not an artist so no
Who are you rooming with?
- Luiazure Dreamer
Who will you be with?
- Probably with my friends or derping about in fursuit
What suit(s) will you have?
- Sadly I will be leaving Maxi at home this year and debuting a new suit, a German Shepherd named Köter.
Would you want to borrow my suit for a bit?
- I'll stick with my own ^^
Can I talk to you/hang out with you?
- Sure, I have no problems with meeting people if they can find me!
Can I hug you?
- Sure, just don't grab me hard around the neck and no inappropriate touching please!
Can I dance with you?
- You'd have a hard time getting me to dance ;P
Can I kidnap you to my room?
- There's no harm in asking, provided you tell me what you intend
Do you drink alcohol/smoke?
- I drink but don't smoke
Can I buy you drinks?
- Sure, as long as I go to the bar with ya, don't mean to sound paranoid but it's just to be safe ^^;
Can I take photos of/with you?
- Ask me first and make sure you tag or send them to me,
How will I recognise you?
- Tall, usually wearing band t shirts, cargo pants, leather jacket and will either have slicked back hair or a mohawk depending on if I intend to suit that day
Where will you be most of the time during the con?
- Lounge/library bar and games room probably, that or walking around the con
Attending any events?
- I haven't had a look at the schedule yet but I hope to be at some
How often have you attended Confuzzled?
- This will be my 3rd year in a row
- Maxi, but I also go by Voodoo.
What is your gender?
- Male
How old are you?
- I'm 21
How tall are you?
- I'm about 6'2, maybe a little taller
Are you in a relationship?
- I wish....
How are you getting to the con?
- In a minibus with a bunch of other people :P
Where are you staying?
- At The Hilton itself
What day are you getting there?
- Some time Thursday
When are you staying until?
- Until the 31st
Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
- Sorta but not kinda
Will you have anything in the art show?
- Nope
Will you do free art or take commissions?
- I'm not an artist so no
Who are you rooming with?
- Luiazure Dreamer
Who will you be with?
- Probably with my friends or derping about in fursuit
What suit(s) will you have?
- Sadly I will be leaving Maxi at home this year and debuting a new suit, a German Shepherd named Köter.
Would you want to borrow my suit for a bit?
- I'll stick with my own ^^
Can I talk to you/hang out with you?
- Sure, I have no problems with meeting people if they can find me!
Can I hug you?
- Sure, just don't grab me hard around the neck and no inappropriate touching please!
Can I dance with you?
- You'd have a hard time getting me to dance ;P
Can I kidnap you to my room?
- There's no harm in asking, provided you tell me what you intend
Do you drink alcohol/smoke?
- I drink but don't smoke
Can I buy you drinks?
- Sure, as long as I go to the bar with ya, don't mean to sound paranoid but it's just to be safe ^^;
Can I take photos of/with you?
- Ask me first and make sure you tag or send them to me,
How will I recognise you?
- Tall, usually wearing band t shirts, cargo pants, leather jacket and will either have slicked back hair or a mohawk depending on if I intend to suit that day
Where will you be most of the time during the con?
- Lounge/library bar and games room probably, that or walking around the con
Attending any events?
- I haven't had a look at the schedule yet but I hope to be at some
How often have you attended Confuzzled?
- This will be my 3rd year in a row
A fresh start!
Posted 10 years agoOooookaaaaaay so it's been a while since I did any sort of update on my page, but I feel like it's time for a fresh start! No I'm not going to be getting rid of this page but I'm (finally) getting rid of images that failed to load properly and updating some info.
Nothing too major but it's just to show those who don't know me well that I'm not dead. :P
Maxi/Voodoo/Panzer
Nothing too major but it's just to show those who don't know me well that I'm not dead. :P
Maxi/Voodoo/Panzer
The truth.
Posted 11 years agoOk, a few people are getting a little concerned with the amount of caffeine I consume through energy drinks such as Monster or Red Bull, I've also been told that i get too wired to them and I can understand that. Truth is guys I drink them to keep me in that hyper state or else I'd become the REAL me.
The hyper, fun loving Maxi you all know is just an act in order to hide what I really am, a self loathing outcast who blames himself for anything and everything. Six years ago I visited my Grandfather in hospital who was dying from lung cancer, back then I was foolish and denied that he would die. I went home that night and I prayed to God (something I don't usually do) and asked for his pain to end and for him to die. The next morning my mother received a phone call and rushed to the hospital, later that day she returned home and told me that he had passed away and I went cold. I asked for his death and it was answered.
The next few days were hell, knowing that in a sense that I had killed him I could hear his voice in my head calling my name and asking "why?", all I could do was cry, scream and grip my head to try and make it stop. I looked for support from my friends but did I get any? Did I fuck! all they did was laugh as they always did.
Like I said earlier this happened six years ago and I've blamed myself for it for every day that I've lived, this self loathing and depression drove me to the point of attempting suicide on more than one occasion that I required counselling which helped for a short amount of time however caffeine seemed to put me in a positive state of mind for a long amount of time.
So that's the real reason I drink loads of energy drinks, not too keep a reputation. not to be hardcore but just to protect myself from myself.
Thanks for taking the time to read this, it means alot to me.
The hyper, fun loving Maxi you all know is just an act in order to hide what I really am, a self loathing outcast who blames himself for anything and everything. Six years ago I visited my Grandfather in hospital who was dying from lung cancer, back then I was foolish and denied that he would die. I went home that night and I prayed to God (something I don't usually do) and asked for his pain to end and for him to die. The next morning my mother received a phone call and rushed to the hospital, later that day she returned home and told me that he had passed away and I went cold. I asked for his death and it was answered.
The next few days were hell, knowing that in a sense that I had killed him I could hear his voice in my head calling my name and asking "why?", all I could do was cry, scream and grip my head to try and make it stop. I looked for support from my friends but did I get any? Did I fuck! all they did was laugh as they always did.
Like I said earlier this happened six years ago and I've blamed myself for it for every day that I've lived, this self loathing and depression drove me to the point of attempting suicide on more than one occasion that I required counselling which helped for a short amount of time however caffeine seemed to put me in a positive state of mind for a long amount of time.
So that's the real reason I drink loads of energy drinks, not too keep a reputation. not to be hardcore but just to protect myself from myself.
Thanks for taking the time to read this, it means alot to me.
New Twitter
Posted 11 years agoMy new twitter is @MaxiCollie, follow me if you would like to ^^
Twitter Hacked
Posted 11 years agoIf you couldn't tell by the Subject my twitter has been hacked and now I can't access it, I'll be making another one soon so please tell anyone who is following maxibordercolli the news, thank you.
