Extraversion |||||| 26%
Stability |||||| 22%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 42%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 62%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 54%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%

Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Family drive |||||| 30%
Physical Activity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Honor |||||||||||||| 56%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||| 56%


Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.



trait snapshot:
introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual.


http://similarminds.com/global-adv.html

Here's how I rated.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/person.....sorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

Yay, i'm wacko... not that anybody that knows me didn't know this already. What can I say, I know too much for my own good. Hard to be optimistic about things when I'm certain the world as we know it is falling apart, I can say specifically why and how and yet do little about them.

[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[x] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy...
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret


Final Total: 5



If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 75 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?

What do you think?

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?

No, but i'd gladly watch all the maniacs die in the streets from OD'ing.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?

Depends on the situation, for the most part I believe that's the mother's choice, as she will have to live with it for the rest of her life. If someone can't consider their child as anything more than a mistake, then yes, the kid is sadly better off dead.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?

If she's a typical neo-con authoritarian sympathizer like both mainstream parties are full of, then yes. If she's truly values life and cares about people's rights then things would be much otherwise... but of course, then she'd also never be elected.

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?

No, it's not the system's job to decide who is worthy of living or not. They should just cut to the chase and quit trying to make it so ethical-appearing and just take them out and shoot them. It is the same thing after all.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

Marijuana, like all drugs are just crutches... if they'd so dependent on it then that's their problem. Legalizing it isn't going to do anything more than promote it's already rampant usage.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?

IMO Marriage is bullshit anyway, love is love, being married doesn't make it any more official... just gives the families involved a chance to throw a huge party and let the couple have tax breaks.

[08] Do you believe in God?

Well, considering it is utterly mathematically impossible for evolution to have taken us this far from puddles of acid... it's absurd to say that there is no one behind the master plans. Now, what role this higher power takes in our overall lives is obviously highly debatable and ultimately unknown.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?

Uh, yes... the bullshit stereotyping and religion-inspired hate needs to take a hike. For as long as we have existed, there have been gays, there's even signs of that in the era before written history. People are people, there's nothing more to it than that.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?

It doesn't really even matter now, so many are being born as U.S. citizens now from illegal immigrants that the contribution of new border jumpers doesn't even make that big of a difference in the long run.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?

She needs to not have one of the first place, period. Seriously, fucking at 12 years old? No future for this girl if she's already spreading them.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

Yes, 18 is the benchmark age for everything else... no reason for alcohol consumption to be special.

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?

Doesn't matter, our administration has been hijacked. Enforcing the will of the people is a thing of the past. If it makes someone lots of money, even if it destroys the country as a whole... they're going to do it.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

Nope, if someone wants to die that bad... they should be given a way to do so. It's not like they won't find a way on their own anyway.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?

Yes, respect and proper behavior are a rare asset in anybody now-a-days. People were spanked as kids for ages until recently and you didn't see an alarmingly high percentage of psycho killers, rapists and drug addicts, say 50 years ago, now did you? Some kids are just hard to control and if someone considers a swatting on the butt to be cruelty, they shouldn't bother being a parent themselves... you know, considering how some people even get off on the crap, it's obviously not so terrible.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?

Hell yeah, there's nothing great about this country anymore... not to mention the flag itself probably wasn't even made in the U.S. anyway.

[17] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?

Neither, they're both cunts. Ron Paul or even Bob Barr would be better options... but it's not like they'd ever make it, they couldn't even hold a solid campaign thanks to the typical mainstream media bias... factor in people's inability to do their own research, bought votes, fake absentee ballots, etc., there is no chance in hell they'd ever make the office. So yeah, either way we're all screwed as usual.

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

Of course, but that's their problem.

---

Hijacked from Drayk.

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

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R: Fucking crazy.
O: Crazy
Z: Always ready.
E: Great in bed.
N: You like to drink.
E: Great in bed.

Ha ha... what can I say, i'm very fucking crazy and really great in bed. XD

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 2

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 7

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 8

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 10

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 14

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 21

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 23

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 27

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 30

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 31

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 34

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 43

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 46

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 48

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 49

Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (WAT?)
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 50

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 52

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 54

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 56

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 59

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 61

Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping (Hot tub counts!)
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 65

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 67

Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 71

Level 30
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 74


Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things. (with your total in that blank spot.)

---

I fail to see just how some of these are stupid, aside from the obvious ones.

Oh well, it's not like it's supposed to make sense anyway.

1. What is your character's name?
Tanaris, but has recently adopted the name Rozene.

2. What is your character's name in another language?
That is in another language :3

3. How old is he/she?
Being a nine-tail, that makes his quite old. I place his age to be about 825.

4. What is your character's race/species?
Celestial Kitsune (Myobu)

5. Do they have a crush?
Not really.

6. Do they have many friends?
No, just a select few.

7. What planet is your character from?
Actually from another dimension entirely, ended up in this one as he found the high concentration of intelligent fur races and other kitsune worth looking into.

8. Does your character like to eat?
Well yeah, but eating is a delicacy for him since he doesn't really need it to survive since his main medium of substance is the life energy of nature and the cosmos.

9. What's his/her favourite food?
He's like just about everything, particularly interested in trying new things.

10. What's his/her favourite drink?
Same as above.

11. Is your character annoying?
He's usually pretty quiet, tends not to draw too much attention to himself.

12. there is no 12 D:
LOLWUT

13. Is your character loved?
In terms of romantic love, he has been in the past but has no one at the moment. In general terms, there are quiet a few around the universe that have met him through his long lifetime that he has left lasting impressions of kindness and sometimes look up to him, due to his compassionate nature.

14. Is your character hated?
He and the Nogitsune have never been on good terms with the exception of a few, including one he used to call his mate.

15. Is he/she emo/goth?
No, enough said :P

16. Is he/she straight, bisexual, or GHEY?
Totally bi, being a spectral being rather than flesh-bound mortal has given him kind of a privilaged view of existance in the universe and he knows that love should never be snubbed merely because of one's appearance.

17. Is he/she a virgin?
No way, considering how old he is he has considerable experience.

18. Name 3 hobbies
Exploring, meeting others, studying history.

19. Is your character normal?
Normal for the kind of creature he, but otherwise not really.

20. Is your character attractive?
He has very soft fur of a brilliant white, sleek fox proportions, bright silver eyes that glow softly, slightly oversized ears, noticable pecs and toned stomach, a thick round rump, a vulpine-shaped package with good endowments and nine fluffy fox tails.

Overall he's about 5"4'/1.6m tall and weighs around 120lbs/54kg.

You tell me :3

21. How does your character handle emotions?
In his young days he was quite irrational under pressure, but as he's grown older he's become much more stable and carefree.

22. Does your character have other forms?
Yes, he can shape-shift to virtually anything but tends to stick to the above fox form, considering it more of his "true" shape.

23. Does your character overreact?
Rarely.

24. Is your character a criminal?
Well yeah, he once pretty much wiped out an entire civilization in sheer rage. He's vowed never to do such a thing again though.

25. Does your character go to school?
No.

26. What's his/her IQ?
He's very intelligent as most of his kind is, i'd say his IQ is around 170-180.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
No, he can cure such things in most cases.

28. Is your character dead?
No, he's very much alive though some picky scientists may try to argue otherswise since a kitsune's true being isn't of a flesh body.

29. Does your character have a family?
Yes, but he hasn't seen them for most of his lifetime.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Very much so, his younger days were quite chaotic.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
The day he fell in love with his first mate.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
Hard to say, really.

33. Is your character single?
Yes.

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes.

35. Does he/she have an element?
He has the "element" of the stars, which in itself isn't really all that useful, but over the years it has mutated to become a unique power, basically the ultimate fire element with perks. Imagine a little fuzzball that can manipulate matter on the smallest level, create atomic explosions, leverage radiation and survive temperatures of over a million degrees. Good thing he's a peaceful sort.

36. Do you role-play your character?
Yeah, my character is essentially nothing but IC, as you can see.

37. Do you write about your character?
I will be soon.

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Yeah, but he usually gets over things quickly and almost never gets violent.

39. Does your character get depressed?
Sometimes, he gets pretty lonely now and then.

40. What's your characters favourite animal?
He doesn't really pick favorites.

41. Does your character have any fears?
Nothing in particular, though he does often worry about those close to him if he hasn't seen them for awhile or think they might be in danger.

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Overall he's quite tough given his powers, but he does indeed have some. First is his body, even though his power is massive, his actual body is quite weak compared to the many bigger creatures; someone who caught him by suprise could do considerable damage to him. Second would be his sensetivity, he exists as a creature of passion. Becoming depressed considerably lowers his power and will to fight, if the depression becomes severe enough for him feel truly hopeless, it would literally kill him.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Not anymore, though there's also very few he looks down on.

44. Does your character like music?
Mmhmm.

45. What's your character's favourite type of music?
Just about everything except country. rap and death/black metal.

46. Is he/she impatient?
Depends on his mood.

48. Nicknames?
Nope.

49. Does your character curse?
Indeed, though he tries not to.

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
"Whew, glad that's over."


Nope, this one was actually taken from Sputnik. :3

- Name: Rozene (Pronounced "Rose-en" BTW)
- Single or taken: Single
- Gender: Male
- Birthday: December 3, 1981
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: 6'3"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi (40% F/60% M)

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •


- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: None
- Favorite designer?: Fruit of the Loom :D
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Err... would you believe nothing at all?
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: Sleeveless shirt and jean shorts
- What do you usually wear?: See above

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •


- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head and Shoulders (damn dry scalp)
- What are you listening to right now?: Carbon 12 - Liquid State
- Who is the last person that called/texted you?: My mom..
- How many buddies are online right now?: 4, though all are away

• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •


- Food: Mexican or Chinese
- Girls names: Maria
- Boys names: Cyrus (I know there's a better one... but I can't think of it atm)
- Subjects in school: Sciene
- Animals: Mammals


• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Given anyone a bath?: No
- Smoked?: Yes, a couple times and never will again
- Bungee jumped?: No, though I hope to go sky diving someday
- Made yourself throw up?: No, i'm emetophobic :(
- Skinny dipped?: Once
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Pictured your crush naked?: Uhh, yes... who doesn't?
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes, though only once :(
- Cried when someone died?: Of course
- Lied: Mmhmm... though I make it a point not to lie often, being honest is a much better policy in the end.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Nope
- Rejected someone?: Yes
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: Too many to think about.


• × • C U R R E N T • × •


- Clothes: T-shirt and jeans short, no suprise there. :3
- Desktop picture: Some abstract art thing
- CD in player: None
- DVD in player: The original Unreal Tournament

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •


- You touched: Myself :P
- Hugged: My grandpa, it was just Father's Day after all.
- You IMed: My fox-coon friend that i've known for many years.
- Talk to online: A foxie friend from Australia
- Sexed it up with: A cute sheppie friend of mine, you know who you are.


• × • A R E | Y O U • × •


- Understanding: Yeah, i've been through endless hell myself so I understand a lot of things.
- Open-minded: Yes
- Arrogant: I try not to be, enough of that in world already
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: Always
- Hungry: Somewhat
- Smart: Yes, or so they say.
- Moody: Yep, i'm a sensetive type... definately not by choice :(
- Organized: When I have to be
- Shy: Sometimes
- Difficult: Depends on the others around me
- Bored easily: Not usually, but sometimes yes.
- Obsessed: I don't think so
- Angry: Fairly often
- Sad: Very often
- Happy: Not enough, I don't have enough reasons to be
- Hyper: Only when hyped on caffeine
- Trusting: Not quickly... my trust has to be earned, but when they get it it takes a lot for me to lose that trust.
- Patient: Nope, i've already done too much waiting


• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •


- Kill?: You don't want to know the answer to that question
- Slap?: Nobody in particular
- Get really wasted with?: Nobody
- Get high with: Nobody
- Talk to offline: Dunno
- Talk to online: Whoever will talk to me that I can stand
- Sex it up with: ...I try not to think about it

• × • R A N D O M • × •


- In the morning I: Wake up?
- Love is: Dangerous, though well rewarding with the right person
- I dream about: Really random, twisted things :(
- Sexual preference: Umm, this was already asked :P
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: Their face, though that could be said for both


• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×


- Coke or Pepsi: Neither, Dr. Pepper and Mt. Dew FTW
- Flowers or candy: Candy
- Tall or short: Somewhere in the middle


• × • W H O • × •


- Makes you laugh the most: Random people on the internet
- Makes you smile: A couple of my SL fur friends who i'm close to
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Nobody ATM...

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Not really
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Hell no, I have enough problems as a male
- Wish you were younger: Sometimes
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Every now and then

• × • N U M B E R • × •


- Of times I have had my heart broken: Four, I think... not counting the perpetual heart break I experience all the time just being alive... let's face it, people suck.
- Of guys I've kissed: 2
- Of girls I've kissed: 1
- Of CD's I own: Many
- Of scars on my body: One huge one on my left arm from an ATV accident


Taken from stormy_rayne

Basics:

Name: Rozene Kitsune
Nickname: "Napalm Kitsune"
Fursona: Celestial (Heaven element) Kitsune
Date of Birth: 12/3/1981
Birthplace: Hutchinson, KS
Current Location: Same, unfortunately...
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 6'2"
Heritage: Several western Europe nationalities along with a tinge of American Indian.
Piercings: None
Tattoos: None, though I may someday get a glow in the dark tat.


Favourite:

Animal: Pretty much everything mammal, I love warm fuzzies.
Band/Singer: Varies between just about anything industrial, EBM, or metal.
Song: Front Line Assembly - Unleashed
Movie: Independence Day
Disney Movie: The Fox and the Hound
Disney Show: None, I never really got into the life-action stuff.
Disney Character: Todd the fox
TV show: Hard to say, don't watch much TV.
Color: Bright Green
Food: Anything known for being spicy: Mexican, Chinese, Cajun, etc.
Pizza topping: Meat lovers, yeah... I like my sausage :D
Ice-Cream Flavor: Mint chocolate chip
Pocky Flavor: Haven't had it in years, so I couldn't say
Drink (alcoholic): Hot Dr. Pepper
Soda: Vault
Cookie: Chocolate chip
Store: Nowhere, I'm not fond of shopping.
Clothing Brand: Whatever's cheap and comfortable
Shoe Brand: Same
Season: Summer
Month: July
Convention/Holiday/Festival: I would say Furcons but I haven't been to any yet D:
Flower: Red Roses
Board game: Monopoly, the original.


This or That:

Sunny or rainy: Sunny
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Fruit or veggie: Fruit, anything but grapefruit.
Night or day: Day
Sour or sweet: Both :3
Love or money: Love
Phone or in person: In person
Looks or personality: Looks are nice and all, but if you're going to live with them, they kinda need a compatible personality :P
Coffee or tea: Coffee
Hot or cold: Hot

Your:

Goal for this year: Figure out what i'm supposed to do with my life :P
Most missed memory: I'm not sure...
Best physical feature: I dunno, somebody else would have to tell me.
First thought waking up: Time for another day in insanity land.
Hypothetical personality disorder: Schizoid disorder
Preferred type of surgery: None
Sesame street alter ego: ...What? o.o
Fairytale alter ego: Erm, I'd like to play the hero, though not quite Prince Charming.
Most stupid remark: Nothing I say is truly stupid, hence why I rarely talk :P
Worst crime: I've committed no crimes, though the police and politicans may feel otherwise.
Greatest ambition: To have a loving mate by my side for the rest of my life.
Greatest fear: Staying alone.
Darkest secret: I know a lot of things I shouldn't, but I don't keep them secret I just have no one understanding enough to share them with.
Favorite subject: Any theoretical science, like Quantum Physics... even though I have no math skills.
Strangest received gift: Chocolates shaped like dog turds.
Worst habit: Nose picking D:

Do You:

Smoke: No
Drink: Yes
Curse: Yes, too much, perhaps... but I have alot to be mad about :P
Shower daily: No, a couple times a week. Fortunately, I don't have bad B/O.
Like thunderstorms: Yep, even severe ones.
Dance in the rain: Nah
Sing: Sometimes, was once a part of the Kansas Boys Choir and took chorus classes through most of my school career.
Play an instrument: I want to play guitar, I love distortion effects and power chords.
Wish on stars: I wish there was something out there to actually here me, but I don't hold quite that much faith.
Believe in fate: To an extent.
Believe in love at first sight: It's lust, not love.

Can You:

Drive: Yes
Sew: No
Cook: Yes, minor stuff
Speak another language: I know some Spanish and want to become fluent someday.
Sing: Yes
Touch your nose with your tongue: No
Whistle: Not very well.
Curl your tongue: Nope

Have You Ever:

Been Drunk: Yes
Been Stoned/High: Yes
Eaten Sushi: No
Been in Love: Yes
Skipped school: Yes
Made prank calls: Yes
Sent someone a love letter: No
Stolen something: Yes
Cried yourself to sleep: Yes, more often that I want to think...

Other Questions:

What annoys you most in a person?: Being narrow minded.
Are you right or left handed?: Right
What is your bedtime?: Whenever I get tired
Name three things you can't live without: Love, sense of purpose, and money (The third not by choice)
What is the color of your room?: Simple white
Do you have any siblings?: Yeah, but I haven't seen him in almost two years now.
Do you have any pets?: No, but I want a kitty or a rat again soon.
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?: I'd be very tempted, but I doubt I would truly do it.
What is your middle name?: Lee, I don't post my last name online.
What are you nicknames?: Too many, none which I am really stick by... other than "Seth Leopard" by which a select few might know me.
Are you for or against gay marriage?: For it, anyone who is against it has problems.
What are your thoughts on abortion?: I think it's okay, but the mothers who choose this may very well have to deal with it later and often find themselves depressed, some even have visions of the child that they would've had.
Do you have a crush on anyone?: No, i'm kinda leary anymore.
Are you afraid of the dark?: Sometimes
How do you want to die?: Not my choice, so I don't plan on having a say.
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?: I don't really like popsicles.
Are there any rules you've broken?: Most likely, though I wouldn't know.

Stolen from stormy_rayne.

[] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have/have had piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[] I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace/nexopia/facebook/furaffinity/etc..
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. (hasn't everyone?)
[x] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[x] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[] I am or was anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid/have paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[] I love being neat.
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or *blue*
[] I've worn pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[] I love cooking.

Well, there you have it,
Terry Lee AKA Rozene Kitsune.

Another day, another empty day.
so very much to think about,
so much drive to do it all,
but with such a big hole in my heart and no one by my side,
getting up to face it all is such a challenge.

Much love left in my golden heart,
while the bitterness tarnishes the glitter and corrodes it all away,
telling me that they're not worth it,
reminding me of the little I have been given,
and all the daggers in my back.

I know this is not how things should be,
I know there should be more that I can do,
but these hands have been played for me,
I am a prisoner to circumstance,
a mind that never ceases to tell me just how mortal I really am.

If only the outside world could understand who I really are,
to see that there's more than some bum and head case,
and to know that I would protect them all from the corruption and misguidance,
if only I had the power to show the fading dream that still resides in me,
then they'd know that I deserved better and there'd be no questions,
no petty fears and stereotypes to kick me while I am down,
and remind me of just how bleak the world looks through unblinded eyes.

I know I may never truly be seen,
nor may this pain ever be justified,
I must live on in a world that can never truly understand just what I really am.

Just remember, those who dare listen to the words of a pathetic nobody
that while your days continue, bright and full of possibility
that there is always those whose life has been much worse than your own
and there is such thing as those for whom living in the world is simply too much.

Never forget those that hold the weight of the world on their shoulders
so that you may go about your days, ignorant and free...
and remember that when you see someone who doesn't look quite right,
perhaps below a bridge or drinking at a bar alone, that you could very
well see a legend who's wings were merely clipped by the society we know.

Love is blind, deaf and dumb, incapable of discrimination of any kind,
a true miracle built day by day and made of truth, trust, loyalty and honor,
some disbelieve it's even there but those that know could never live without it,
necessary warmth that fuels the desire to live and face living hell with a smile,
the only true evidence that there may be a God beyond the cold, blue sky.

I was born with the love in my heart and in there it still lies,
burning me alive from the inside as it reaches out for someone to hold on to,
the ashes forming as I wonder what could have been,
the flame churning as I wonder why my pain is never seen,
the hatred burning, oh how shallow and callous humanity has become,
my mind aching as it tries to rationalize all the feeling that clouds it,
my body weeping as it struggles to balance and keep me living on,
so on I shall go, only ghosts and bitter memories by my side.

I said I will not be like them and my words hold true,
for I am a warrior, I carry on proudly even with a broken spirit and body,
nothing to hold onto but the hope that someday it will all change.
that all my sweat, blood and tears will not be in vain,
my continued living the only proof of any strength within.

People may think the world is better off without me,
they may think I am little more than dust in the wind,
or garbage to shred and toss aside on a whim,
but they'll never really know that I was part of a glorious future,
one with the love to understand true peace and brotherhood of man.

I am not a savior, but a man who never forgot his innocence,
a man who made sound judgments all of his own,
one whose eyes could never be punched enough to fail to see the truth,
and one who saw through so-called freedom's clever disguise,
for this I am rendered evil, called a liar, sinner and madman,
God forbid these people ever travel a day in my shoes.

I don't ask for medals, riches or fame,
and no news papers ever need publish my name,
just remember that I am here for you when the world severs the life support,
spits on you and calls you a failure,
for I shall never hold bias or show ill will to those that think and live free,
for my compassion is all I have left, and that they shall never steal.

---

Well, if you're reading this that means you've actually read my poem of sorts. It looks like there's only six on my watch list, but if you're one of them and find anything note worthy about it, pass the message along. I may publish this in other places, but I don't really know where it would belong, or matter.

Much love,
Terry Lee AKA Rozene Kitsune

01. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yep, there's even one i've messed around with and miss being close too terribly.

02. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
I perfer it at night, but i'm not really all that picky either.

03. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Whichever seems more comfortable at the time.

04. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Chicken all the way.

05. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
Yes, damned food poisoning. Only took me a couple days to get over it fortunately, but those days were hell.

06. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No, though I wouldn't mind doing it for fun with the few i'm comfortable watching me since I know damn well my body is nothing special.

07. Shower or bath?
Bath, I love being able to soak in the water and hope one day to have one of those fancy, big ones with the water jets.

08. Do you pee in the shower?
On occasion, depends on how bad I need to go and how lazy I feel at the time.

09. Mexican or Chinese?
Now this is a hell of a decision, both are my favorite food types... but if i absolutely have to cut the line i'd go for Chinese. Less bloating and feeling bad afterwards.

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
A good half and half, aggressive enough to let me know very well they want it but passive enough to not be totally domineering when they're going. Those who are totally either/or tend to be a real turn-off for me.

11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
Yes, same person I mention in 01. You know who you are ;)

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I wish, my life thus far has been a very lonely, dismal one... and not by choice. I hope one day to meet them all though.

13. Love or money?
Money is a great thing in modern society but love, or rather, true love is definately far better... and since I can't answer this question sufficiently without going in an elaborate rant/sermon/etc i'll keep it at that.

14. Credit cards or cash?
Cash, that way you know exactly how much you have at that point in time to spend and can limit yourself from spending further.

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
Most of them, sad but true. I love them all but none of them are like me and much of my immediate family is very bitter and down-right intolerant in nature.

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
Hotel, camping's cool and all but I savor the luxuries in the few times I get them.

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
No place weird, per say... just in a friend's room at his parent's house

18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
Hell no, do you have any idea how much that stuff itches when it grows back?

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yeah, went to one for an old friend's pre-marital bachelor party.

20. Ever been to a bar?
Not to a typical bar per-say, but have been to several bar-and-grill resturants with the intention of actually drinking.

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
Nah, not yet.

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
I know my tolerances and do well not to exceed them.

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
Of course, first did it at 16 and hope to do so for the rest of my life.

24. Favorite drink?
Depends on the setting, but in soda per-say, it's a toss-up between Mountain Dew and Dr. Pepper.

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
No, but I may be tempted to try one day.

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Not a public one, but yes.

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
No.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes, of course... I always like the ones that carry all the misc stuff, kind of like an uncensored Spencer's store.

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Yeah, gotta love the custom lubes.

30. Have you been caught having sex?
Unfortunately yes, during my experimentation in my younger years.

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
Nope, haven't made any... not proud enough to. If it means that much, they can ask where to find me IRL.

32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Well considering where this is posted now, I doubt there's many who don't have enough guts to do it. It's just a matter of if they will or not, and if they have already.


REPOST ME

*I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

*I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

*I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

*I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

*We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

*I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

*I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

*I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

*I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

*We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

*I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

*I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

*I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

*I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

*I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

*I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

*I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

*I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

*I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.


***** Repost this if you find any of these statements unacceptable, because these things REALLY do happen! The word must be spread! ******