I havent watched the UFC for a long time and I no longer interested of being affilated with them anymore and doing mixed martial arts. This was ruined by politcal idiots who wants pushed conservative beliefs through sports and thier UFC president is moron as well. Donald Trump ruined everything what UFC is all about so Im not making anymore UFC related drawings. Im done with it. My country is about to go hell before 3 years to come and I’m deepen saddened what I gonna through in life.

I live in Chicago so I’ll attend the MFF for one time only to do one thing. But Im not going there in a furry suit.

So, Im going to the anime central convention in chicago for the first time next friday. I was wondering what I can find there. However dont see any events with Gurren Lagaan, Shantae or even Kill La Kill there. We’ll see.

It’s just a normal day today.

First of all, Happy New Year! Sorry it was late because I had a lot of things going through my mind.

It seems that 2023 was a terrible year for me because life still treats me like crap and let recap a couple of things.

1. I have not made single drawing this year.
2. I had COVID on March.
3. A doushebag co-worker messing up my work ethics that caused me to switch shift and prevent me from getting recognition.
4. I wasn’t treated very at work even all the hard work I did which I’m less likely to promoted to anything.
5. We were on vacation way to close Christmas which we didn’t celebrate together to open presents. And we still havent.

All things terrible times are becoming very evident that I’m not meant to succeed in life or on the internet. Because I dont have freedom. So what I will do this year is I’ll move to a closer place to work, work less hours and save money so I can do something at home like play video games, drawing and make friends. Winning friends back will be impossible because some of them were traitors.

Maybe those will be positive change but it wont change how people feel about me. I guess I’m doing for myself. We’ll see how this plays out. In meantime, I’ll still post some commission arts here. And I’ll credit if I did a drawing. Take care.

Merry Christmas 🎄to watchers, friends and family and sorry I drew no pic for this season because I’m still in the process of rearranging my workstation. Hopefully 2024 will be more productive year for me and hopefully regain respect and from the “greats.” It’s going to be alot to catch up. Take care.

We just got home last Thursday and we had to turn back 14 hours to make it back on the same day. We left Cebu phillipines at 12am and made it to Illinois at 8am. But it was a long wait before we get out of the airport. It was another crazy trip and it was the first time I went somewhere during the december and in hot places. But it was not all bad. I got to meet my realative and have some good food there. But a terrible place to travel through and wipe your ass. Im glad its all over and I can finally relax at home since my parents is still at the phillipines, but they’ll be home after christmas. Now, I can actually do something around the house before I can go back to work.

So far I have a 5 bluesky codes and every person I asked dont want so I’m so sell my code for reasonable price for thise who really wanted.

This morning I will be going on the trip to the phillipines the first time since 2007. And first to take a flight during winter. It’s gonna be one hell of the ride. But hopefully I’ll come back in one piece with in two weeks. That’s all I have for my vacation time. So, I’ll be checking here every once awhile but mostly on X. Take care.

I want to take some time to wish you a very merry thanksgiving. Epspecially to those who’s surviving. Im thankful with oppprtunity I have and some the followers and watchers I have either though I havent been as active as I promised would. But right now Im in tight situation were my room is a mess and I still have to set up by new computer and alot of the video games I havent played for awhile. I’ll probably start with Super Mario Wonder. But anyway, thanks for being patient with me. Hope you have a nice the rest of the year.

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I’m off covid for now which means I can go back to work tomorrow.

I mean Im still tested positive for covid which mean Im still contagious. No major symptoms though, but have to isolate for another 5 days.. Fucking great.

I’ve gotten really sick yesterday because of my massive headache. Now, I got tested positive today for COVID. Apparently, I got it from my Mom and Dad. I feeling minor symptoms now but still mad as hell trying to figure out how I can request of day off due to COVID. That means I cant do shit in the nest couple of days.

I took some time to edit the story of Hila Girl with the hung gorilla. It was causing some major controversy and I didnt mean to make r part. So, now the story is more friendly and making part that gorilla wants to be friends.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40057256/

It’s very sad that 4 of the artists I’ve for long time have blew me off in the last month because whatever I requested dont suit for their taste or doesnt please anymore. Now, I pulled my support from 10 artists and that’s not all of it.

I dropped my support for him as I’ve been disapointed in him for a very long time. I used to admire his work. But he seems to be incompetent when comes to commissions. For most of the commissions, he took took long to do a lineart and could not follow specific directions. What makes it the last straw was he refused to follow my instruction on my last commission which came out half good. So, he skipped my project for 10 months and then finish my drawing when I asked him to. But it didnt look good the way I wanted but he decided to do his way and that was $55 he took from me. From now on, I wont be commission him nor watched him anymore. I, no longer, appreciate his artwork after his recent actions. He’s got so many excuses to go easy on him. And most of time, he was behind debt for something. That’s because he did a terrible job fulfilling the cilents needs. If he would have work up to the cilent’s expection than they would have been more committed to support and contribute to save him from his debt. Well, not anymore. I’m done with him. I unwatched him, unfollowed him and left his server on discord. He can get help from his hardcore supporters no matter what his problem is.

It’s been another sad year despite the pandemic is no longer my concern. I really made myself a liar. My drawing still sucks so I wasnt been comfortable of drawing lately because of what you call an art block. I still owe a commission and the christmas pic has been delayed because Im in no position on how to draw comfortably. So, I’ll have to finish these drawings on my days off. So from now on, I cant make any promises to make a postive change for me. I lost respect from most artists and lost more friends. I’ll just have to try again and start with simple drawing.

Anyways hope you have a another safe year and be careful out there. Good Luck.

Merry Christmas everyone! It’s still chilly outside so stay home and spend the rest day with you family. Chillax for abit. And stay safe.

I also have one commission to do and a christmas pic drawing before the new year. Hope this works out.

I will not use AI for personal gain. I realize that will have nothing gain by making fake arts. So, I’ll stay true to the skill that I have now. And I’ll keep going. Just a heads up. I will be doing the two last drawings of this year if I can.

Some popular artists have been so arrogant and ignorant to acknowledge no-so-good artists for all the hard work they have done. So they use AI as a revenge to back at the great artists for treating them like numbers. Good for them. That’s what they get for ignoring the drawings they made in public.

Maybe AI wouldn’t be a bad thing for me. If this gonna propel me even further, then this is what I would do by any means necessary and at all cost.

This year I’m going to participate in a #inktober2022 event. The will be any female character I can think whether it’s an official, my OC or other OC’s

For all these years I thought I friends with the most awesome artist that we can do art together and do great things. But it was all a fucking lie to keep my hopes and soon one day be a great artist. Now, that he’s gone, I never find artist just awesome as him. And I’ll be a loser forever. I dont know what cause him to do such horrible things to desert people like this and I’m pissed off and I will be piss for awhile because I cant fucking please anybody and shit. I even email him and last he responded was last April and that was it. I dont think I can his OC now. If he’s not here anymore then his OC is just good as dead. Have a nice life.

Will the new PayPal policy change affect the way you manage commission and patreon?What other payments would you use by then?

Here’s a list of great artists that I can never be friends with, get an art from or even be praised from because I’m an untalented loser for a longtime.

Aeolus
pizzacat
Kadath
Choklit
Krillos
daredemon
cricket-inc
eltonpot

These are people who compliment each so constantly and support each other. That I wish I have those kind of people like that. But right now, people like them dont give a shit about me and take me for granted.