I kinda decided to completely remove my Twitter account. I did some thinking, kinda obvious one, and I realized that social media, at its best, automatized the most basic forms of communications by answering a very basic ''how are you'' on a daily basis, thus taking away from the natural flow of talking to people :P

Now if you're some sort of company/content creator, sure, social media is pretty much a necessity so that consumer/fan can stay up to date with everything you do. But for me (at least for the time being) anything like Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, always felt a bit forced/unnecessary. So I figured I'd cut that out for good :P

What do you think?

So..today I did some research, set up a few things and BOOM! I'm an official artist on Bandcamp! (there are no songs/albums there yet but I have to start somewhere :P)

That being said, I'll still be making commissions here for a while (Still have two slots open ;3) but after this batch, the prices will go up a bit.
I should also think about writing a TOS someday :D

I decided to make an actual queue for my song/jingle commissions :D They're 5€ (euro) per piece. Paypal only! (collabs are free!)

1. [paid and finished]
2. [paid and finished]
3. [paid for 3-5 lessons]
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I'm currently collaborating with:

It's after midnight here soooooo I turned 27! Now I'm on my way to 28! Scary stuff man, but I'm actually excited now that I have achievable goals, interesting hobbies and amazing, supportive friends ;D

Happy Birthday to me and here's to another, even better year!

(I'm not actually THAT self centered, it's just for one day XD)

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....84/unknown.png

Like, seriously? xD

IN OTHER NEWS! Only 3 days until my partner's visit and 11 days till my birthday! [Internal screaming]

Well, in 29 days to be exact :P

So much has changed in the last 12 months. I feel like I've changed a lot too! I'm taking major steps forward as a musician and slowly preparing to move into a bigger and better flat :D
Some pretty heavy and bad stuff happened too..and I honestly don't know where would I be if it wasn't for my friends and my partner :)

But that's just the way life goes. A neat balance of bittersweet things :P
Anyway, I just wanted to update you guys on things :3
Hope you're doing alright!

Took me forever and a day but I finally got it :3

https://open.spotify.com/user/uriy1.....RqW-SCS5KRB0HA

Feel free to add me :3

Thoughts, kinks, banter and so much more at https://twitter.com/thatonelewdlab

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NO RP

Hey there!

As you all know, I've been toying around with music for quite a few years now. Some years being more creative/productive than others. And now, I feel like I'm hitting a bit of a dry point again. BUT!

Instead of backing out to my lazy little corner to regain my motivation, I decided to toss myself out there even more and..compose/produce for you guys!
I decided to open for song commissions!

I know I'm not that skilled yet, and I struggle a lot, which is why I want to kick things off with 30-60 seconds long..umm..let's call them jingles :P
They'll be 3-5 EUR each, based on song's complexity (payed upfront) because like I said, I'm no Mozart or anything ^^
The idea works like this: You give me a request, I work out a ''sketch'' melody or chords and send it to you. If you like it, I continue working on it and you pay me :) If you don't like it, I doodle out a few more ideas until we either agree on one of them or get back to it once I get even better and try working on it again :)

So pick a genre, key of the track, mood, instruments maybe (?) And let's get to work! :D

BUT WAIT! There is more!

Besides making songs, I can also help you mix and master your tracks, collaborate on a song with you and teach you all the ins and outs of a very popular DAW, FL Studio!

I can't even begin to describe how excited I am to work with you or for you all!
And as a wise notepad once said...LET'S GET CREATIVE!
All these things' prices are to be discussed (at least for now :D)

Going pretty great so far! Developed a habit of practicing music almost every day now and I have some big plans in the upcoming weeks :)

I do have one important question though. Does any of you play any instruments/sing? Or maybe you know someone who does! If so, then the next journal is definitely for you :3

On another note, no musical pun intended, I hope you guys are having a good year so far! :)

or whatever the website's called...

I have it now, and you can ask me about things of all sorts!

gogogogogo https://curiouscat.me/asklabAD

Hey guys, just wanted to let you know that things with my mom are on the good path.

Now I just need to patch my mind up and things will be great.

Just wanted to let you guys know where things are at the moment.

My mom is finally back home, and recovering from Pneumonia and Neuralgia. She can't talk but she's fully conscious, responsive by blinking, head and hand gestures AND most importantly, she's happy :3

Now I know things are looking grim and her quality of life isn't fixable, but we're glad we get to be together and I can see her watching her TV Shows all happy and excited :)

On another note, I'm happy to say that I'm insanely lucky to have such great friends, loving partner and you guys to support me to no end :3
I feel positive about February :3

So..it's been 4 days since my last post..and even though not a lot has changed, regarding my mom's fate, I wanted to take some time to say a few things that are just running through my head back and forth.

First and foremost, I want to thank my loving partner Astarin, my close friends and everyone else for the immense amounts of support, ears to vent to, derps to derp with, arms to hold me and everything else you guys have done for me in this challenging time. It means the world to me, and my mom, to see how many of you are there for us and we can't thank you enough :)

Now both me and her know, that the next few weeks/months will be our last, and it's a very surreal and nightmarish thing to realize..But we're slowly getting at peace with it and getting 110% out of our lives, one day at a time.

I can't really tell how I feel right now, but at least I'm not afraid anymore.
And if there's any advice/knowledge I'd take from all this, it's that we are lucky to have these last moments, as difficult as they are, because lots of people out there don't have the luxury of saying goodbye.

I'll be writing more of these as the events unfold at their own pace.
Thank you, once more.

Life doesn't always go the way we want to..
It gives or it takes, and we're never able to tell what's next..
Quite a lot has happened to me over 26 years of my existence..
Some might say I deal with a lot on a daily basis..
But now, life decided to spin way out of control..
By attacking my Mother..

I used the word attack, because her life was always heavy, always uphill, always against her..
Since late November her quite advanced MS was getting worse than ever..
She got Neuralgia, which in our words, basically means the worst imaginable pain that's possible and then some..
By the end of December, she was so weak from inhuman amounts of painkillers that it basically turned her into a zombie..
She caught a flu which around last week decided to morph into pneumonia..
She's been in the hospital since Saturday, struggling to survive each and every second..
Few hours ago I got a call from her doctors saying that they did everything they could, but her condition is too severe and her body is giving up..
She's alive right now, but she's alone, unable to talk, eat, breathe or even shit on her own..
100% aware of what's going on..
It's the worst nightmare..

Why am I even writing this? I don't really know..
But knowing that you know, makes it seem less alone..
I'm still figuring things out..
But right now, I'm just going to leave this here..
And ask for your warm thoughts for her..
She doesn't deserve this end..
It's just not right..

That's something I've had in my mind for a long time now. But I always had a one big reason not to do it, poor internet connection.

But since I've been 'blessed' with a new ISP very recently and lags/low quality is no longer a case, my head is just exploding with ideas on things to stream! Games, even the nsfw ones :P Music production, Podcasts/Talks about various serious or silly things, you freakin name it :D Even some streams for the ones who don't speak English very well :)

The only two questions at hand are:

1) Would you be interested in watching it?
2) If so, where do you think I should be streaming at? I don't really want to make a few separate accounts depending on the content soo..any advice will be really appreciated :3

A cozy hangout spot made for friends to play games and have fun with :D Comment for an invite :)

Just as the title says, I got rid of my facebook account. The page is still running (for now) but I may delete it too. I don't like my information floating around places I don't use :P

I guess I'm 26 now :P

Yeah, I am writing this just to get wishes :3
NOW GO AND LOVE ME FOR THE NEXT 24 HOURS O:

Time is flying by at a ridiculous pace! I'll start my 27th year on July 27th!
I'm getting old x3

In other news, I'm in the process of saving up for a new, upgraded ref sheet!
Not that my old one is bad, just needs a bit of revamp :P

In other news number 2. I still don't rp. :)

Online RP has lost most of its appeal to me. Can't wait to see even less furs talking to me now xP

Hi! It's your favorite Lab again! (..or your second choice..hehe..third, maybe >w<?)

ANYWAY!
You may have or haven't heard of this thing that's called a Twitter account, on which I post things of somewhat questionable, perhaps a little playful, nature!
It is heavily guarded tho, You see I have a key, which allows me to decide who gets to see those things and who doesn't :P (I'm sure y'all can pass tho..maybe)

So without further ado..here it is! https://twitter.com/thatonelewdlab

People that message you with emojis or simple ''hi'' with nothing else to it...
Your mind games ain't worth a second of my free time :P
Wanna talk? Start talking! Otherwise I'm just gonna ignore you ;)

Yah! Apparently I done did hit 10.000 clicks on my page here :o

Now THAT is appreciation :D Thanks everybody! <3
As a token of my gratitude, I'd like you all (yes, even you over there behind a stack of pillows!) to suggest me what'd you like to see more of, AND drawn by who, on my page ;)
And who knows, maybe your idea will be my next big commission :3 MAYBE you'll be in there too~<3 Write your thoughts~

I no longer use Skype for anything.
Uninstalled it and deleted everyone on it. See you on Discord/Telegram ;)