[ ] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish
[ ] You own a designer purse
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[] You had/have fake nails
[] You have more hair products and body products than you can use
[ ] Your pet is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier(mix)/Siamese/Shih Tzu/mini anything
[x] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet.
[ ] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp
[ ] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper
[ ] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets
Total So Far: 1

Do you:
[] Spend more time at the mall than you do at homework
[x] Have had a hair color that is not natural.
[ ] Have "blond moments" at least once a day.
[x] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear/use it
[] Constantly keep your phone at your side.
[] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[] Have a name for your car.
[ ] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week.
[ ] Refuse to go out in public without makeup
[ ] Prefer to be called "princess"
Total So Far: 3

Do you love:
[ ] Makeup
[ ] Glitter
[ ] The color Pink
[ ] Jewelry
[ ] Mirrors
[ ] Chick flicks
[ ] Shoes
[ ] Rainbows
[ ] Unicorns
[ ] Disney Movies
[ ] Flowers
[x] Stuffed Animals
[ ] Purses
Total So Far: 4

Do you shop at:
[ ] Coach
[ ] Forever 21
[ ] Victoria's Secret
[ ] Guess
[] Claire's
[ ] Express
[ ] Delia's
[ ] Hollister
[] American Eagle
[ ] Abercrombie Fitch
[ ] Aeropostale
Total So Far: 4

Do you say:
[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my god
[x] Hun
[ ] Fugly
[] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[x] Darling
[ ] Bff
[ ] Cutie
[] Hottie
[] Skank
[ ] Totally
[ ] For Sure
[ ] Fabulous
Total So Far: 8

Do you read:
[] Cosmopolitan
[ ] Glamour
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle Girl
[ ] Teen Vogue
[ ] People
[ ] Us Weekly
[ ] Star
[ ] Self
[ ] PerezHilton.com
[ ] Dlisted.com
[ ] Seventeen
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[ ] popsugar.com
[ ] Pink Is The New Blog.com
Total So Far: 8

Do you love these:
[ ] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[x] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] A Walk to Remember
[x] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[ ] Just My luck
[ ] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Center stage
[ ] Bring it On
[x] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] Mona Lisa Smile
[ ] My Girl
[ ] The Wedding Date
[ ] 10 Things I Hate About You
Total So Far: 11

Do you really enjoy:
[] America's Next Top Model
[ ] Project Runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] Sex & the City
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] The City
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[ ] Degrassi

Grand total: 11

Take your total and multiply it by 2. Then repost this as "I am #% Girly." With the number you got as the percent of course.

Did better than I thought 22%

So.. I'm now 22, my birthday wasn't bad but wasn't amazing either...

Went to meet with the Vicar today to talk about Paws and my wedding. It's officially booked now for the 23rd of April 2011 at 3pm

I guess that makes it all so much more real. It's going to cost about £361 just for the church let alone my dress etc, best start saving.

So I noticed some people doing this quiz, for a laugh I thought I'd try it out. It's really spooky o.o because it got me exactly right...

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist").


"I am affectionate and skeptical"



Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.



How to Get Along with Me

• Be direct and clear.

• Listen to me carefully.

• Don't judge me for my anxiety.

• Work things through with me.

• Reassure me that everything is OK between us.

• Laugh and make jokes with me.

• Gently push me toward new experiences.

• Try not to overreact to my overreacting.



What I Like About Being a SIX

• being committed and faithful to family and friends

• being responsible and hardworking

• being compassionate toward others

• having intellect and wit

• being a nonconformist

• confronting danger bravely

• being direct and assertive



What's Hard About Being a SIX

• the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind

• procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself

• fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of

• exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger

• wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right

• being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations



SIXes as Children Often

• are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn

• are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger

• form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent

• look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel

• are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent



SIXes as Parents

• are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty

• are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence

• worry more than most that their children will get hurt

• sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

http://helloquizzy.okcupid.com/test.....enneagram-test

Try it out.

So... In 9 days I turn 22.

Hoping to have all the parts for my PC by then... Never sure who reads this so I never know what to say.

Can't wait to get my PC done, just not sure if I want Windows XP or Windows 7 on it.
My specs are awsome

AMD Phenom Quad Core
NVidia GT240 with 1GB Cache
4GB Ram
7.1 Channel Sound
1TB Hard Drive
1000W PSU
Dual Layer DVD/CD Re-writer

All with a HD Monitor and PS/2 keyboard and mouse.

Sooo... I did it... I don't care what people say...

I bought Pokemon HeartGold with a Pokewalker and I plan to buy SoulSilver, I've also resently got Yellow, Blue, Red, Gold and Silver for the Gameboy Colour as well as Pokemon Stadium for the N64 and I already owned Sapphire, LeafGreen and Diamond. Paws owns Pokemon Snap...

Anybody else have any Pokemon games?

oh christmas tree
oh christmas tree
why did you spontaniously combust,
oh wait i know,
i left on the lights,
and then that night,
there was a crash,
oh christmas tree
oh christmas tree
why did you spontainiously combust

So... a LOT has been going on lately sch as my brother's getting married in a few months and my nephew seems to of dissapeared off the face of the earth due to his dad being a ******.

After over a month of trying to get help from EA about Red Alert 3 as since Paws moved in with me it won't let us play co op at all they FINALLY started helping so wt any luck that should be sorted.

Another bit of good news is me and Paws have officially set a date for our wedding and even booked the church and hired a few friends to help such as MushyMutt is going to be our photographer and Idealflame is going to be designing the wedding invitations for us.

I can't believe we're finally planning the wedding and also we've been slowly buying parts to build my computer so my poor dying laptop can retire after a cracked CPU the power button falling in, disc drive dying and pixels on the screen dying.

So... I saw this on a friends journal and thought I'd give it a try, maybe you guys could do it too ^.^

The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
NOTE: fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.

Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

So... Me and Paws will be celebrating our first anniversary on the 30th. Not sure what we're going to do though.

I just thought I'd make this post to thank the brilliant furs I've met this past year who have made me feel less like a freak. This time last year I was only just starting to delve into the furry fandom and I've met some really terrific people.

Without these guys I don't think I'd be as happy as I am right now, so in no particular order here goes:

MushyPea: one hell of guy, lately we've been talking a lot and it feels like he's probally one of my best friends. I'm always here for you hun if you need me and thanks for always being yourself <3

Artax: probally the first furry I met, a nice guy all round. Thanks for helping me when I was so new to everything <3

Tigz: OMG <3 TIGZ <3 you're one hell of a guy, don't let people get you down because they don't know how truely great you are.

IdealFlame: one hell of an artist and a good friend, I feel like I can talk to him about anything. Thanks for all the great pics hun, love ya <3

Shima: Hmm... What to say about you, you kept me entertained and made me feel at home at the furmeets in bristol, thanks for everyting <3

TigerFire: For making me and Paws welcome at furmeets and generally being crazy o.o

Nanaki: We may of had our differences but I know for a fact if I'd never met you my life would be 1billion times worse as you introduced me to the love of my life and I will always be thankful for that.

Of course I can't forget Paws, darling I love you so much. You've given me a reason to live, you are the light of my life and I will always love you.

I know I may of missed some people but if I named you all I'd be here all night. Thanks for showing me I'm not alone and there is a place for me <3

So in months of watching Paws mod pictures I finally did some myself and uploaded them.

Paws loves modding pictures but theys often of a more adult nature than what I've done. I mostly can only do colour changing which is helpful when using a program called Final Alert to make Red Alert 2 maps since you have to only use light green, dark green and blue to get the picture to import as a map properly.

I will try and get Paws to upload some of his modding but I doubt he will lol

Ok so I just tried to upload two photographs of a friend to which I was flamed for 'not reading TOS' I have read this twice and there still no infraction is found.

The pictures were of a burlesque style showing a friend of mine dressed up.

The only thing I could see that could have caused complain is that on the AUP it states

Prohibited - Photographs containing exposed human genitalia, breasts or buttocks are not permitted. This includes, but not limited to; images depicting explicit and/or implicit sexual acts, bodily fluids, images focusing on the genitals of animals or images containing items of sexual nature (adult toys, sexually modified fursuits/plush animals, etc.). Photos containing gore, wounds, scars, death or acts of violence are not permitted, as well as images containing or alluding to illegal activities.

For those who actually looked at the picture rather than just complain and flame me would have noticed nothing was showing, it's a style of clothing and lifestyle that has been around for years.

I should of expected the lack of maturity I admit.

For those who were genuinly offended due to their beliefs, I appologise.

So.... My cousin sent m a graphics table to help me do a job for him in flash since I can only draw by hand. Been playing around with it and desided I wants to keep it. Just wondering if anybody knows a desent program to use with one and any tips etc?
(Thats if anybody ever reads this)

Haven't updated this for a while, not even sure if people read it but... HI! *exstatic hand movements*

*cough* anyway...

Things are going ok, considering the fact I had the evil swine flu which then turned into a really nasty chest infection. Due to this I had to leave my college course but hope to be trying again next year.

On top of illness my nephew has been going through a really rough patch of life with dating an older woman who has 3 kids and his mum being a complete B**** and a W****

My mum's been ill too and my father is being his usual self meaning a C***

*Tries to think what else to say*

Oh yeah... HUGE thanks to lightswornraiko for being a help to me when I was in college and I needed a friend.

Oh and can't be forgetting my Paws <3 for being good to me even though I've felt like crap.

So... Went to Bristol furmeet and hung out with some really crazy people...

TigerFire for example who wanted people to run him over...

Looking forward to the halloween meet and seeing him dressed as the wicked witch lol

Depression can be your only friend at times. Paws and me keep fighting and sometimes it feels like he never loved me. I try to talk to him and things just get worse. I'm starting to wonder if I dreamed up the Paws I fell in love with.

I think he loves me deep down but it's hard to tell when he shouts at me or insults me, anybody have any advise? Is it really over?

So we went out for a meal to celebrate my 21st birthday which is actually on the 21st of April.

I had two HUGE suprises!

The first was my best friend asked me to be God Mother to her little girl the second was that Paws proposed!

This really has to be the best birthday celebration EVER!

I love my gorgeous Paws with all my heart. I will upload a picture of my ring, on my finger of course, I am NEVER taking it off!!!

Ok so... aint been online on anything much... Everything's great ^.^ got a tired out sexy tiger next to me <3 purrow ;) but I'm going to be 21 soon x.x makes me feel old.

On having Paws here I've realised some things... yeah life can be crap but if you hang around long enough something or somebody worth while comes along and makes all the crap worth it. So if you ever feel low just think about the good things that could be coming your way.

Ok so I should of put that better as Paws just commented that could mean a truck <.<

Anyway... I'm going to watch Resident Evil with this sexy tiger...

*is dragged backwards before she can type anymore*

Life's going great at the moment, I'm in love with a gorgeous guy who's moving in on the 12th! so he'll be here in time for my birthday which is awsome.

Also had some really good art done by idealflame who is amazing and I would recomend to anybody who wants some good quality drawings, he's also a really nice guy and friendly.

I've desided to purrhaps start writing again or purrhaps start with my art, I used to do paintings and such which I think turned out pretty good, unfortunately nothing I can upload.

Not sure if anybody actually reads my journal on here but thanks for reading if you have!

Getting sad at looking at all the great drawings people can do. I really want more drawings of my fursonas but can't draw myself. anybody willing to draw me drop me a line and I'll let you know details.