Been gaming like usual, my depraived self has been through ups and downs in the past year. Almost my Birthday soon, god I feel older than I should. Still have yet to find someone who can draw my fursone, dont really know to many furs and I dont feel like begging cause' im not that low.

Been playing alot of Call of Duty 4, pretty amazing game.

kicked off my css team

so you could say I am up and down at the moment.

I reformatted my PC so I lost my story I was writing, was planning on submitting it to FA way back when, but oh well.

I cant seem to Revise or even add to my story series i've started to write entitled "feels so good, Feel so numb" been mostly chatting in ventrilo with my buddies and gaming too much to work on it

I feel sorry for sony
the delay of GTA IV hurts not all of the gaming industry it hurts sony more, with a pitiful cataloge of games, they needed a grade A title. Now they have jack shit for the holidays to compete with gates' powerhouse GG for sony this year.

People can be so fucking dumb
c'mon people are calling Resident Evil 5 racist because <gasp> the zombies are black </gasp> oh gee i dunno in africa i suppose zombies would be white? gimme a fucking break nobody shed a single tear in RE4 when you killed spaniards. But noo black people get to bitch if theres zombie black people "OMFG THE ZOMBIES IN DEAD RISING WERE WHITE, RACIST BASTARDS" Does that mean i can bitch about dead rising? Or would a white person bitching about people being racist towards him be wrong? and the people who said that shit are people who are against Racism.. its that kind of attitude that keeps that shit going, idiots.

I wish i could get somone to draw my fursona already but i dunno any artists and im assuming 'commissions' cost money and i dont wanna be like "LOL GIFT ARTS PLZ" on somones page and act like a total douche even though it says their open for requests :( further more to top that off i only know like a couple of furries as friends, and i dont even talk to em much so i feel kind of alone and unconnected wit teh furry world. maybe thats why i'm half blogging here.... oh geeze, i think i need to go play some classic DooM and purge myself of these thoughts.

Welp i think im Looking a tad, bland at the moment so i might pull my ass away from Oblivion(PC game of course) and write up a short story. But anyway im looking for someone who can draw me panda-ness if anyone can Draw me or pass this along to someone else who can draw well id be happy i just wanna see what people could draw o me

Shoulder length sapphire blue hair, panda of course. wears galsses and has a fit build. Black fur around eyes, hands(palms are white fur) black fur extends back to forearm. Black furred feet and shins, chest is black furred as well, and black fur around the mouth(like a goatee) All other unmentioned fur is white... go crazy with the cloths i dont care, just make sure its kinda baggy, semi-punk-ish

pretty sure tats it, good luck whoever decided to draw me (glow_wolf, *poke* *poke* *nudge* *kick*)