Tired and packing and ranting all at the same time.
Posted 14 years agoOff to Majorca next week for a break with me safety squirrel. I need the break so bad.
For the first time I've gone through all the 1775 submissions that have accumulated from the people I watch and gosh, i've now actually favourited some of them. Which is rare for me to be honest.
I'm glad I can see people progress over time and am thankful for everyone who puts the effort in to create something that I particularly find beautiful. Even if the people themselves don't see it the way I do.
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I said something today that makes me feel bad as a person. I said I bitch about everyone.
And I do.
I don't understand why I feel bad. I bitch so I can let off steam and find that a good old bitch session helps me build better relationships, cause after i moan about traits/habits/silly things that have happened, I can relax and feel glad I know the person enough to spend time with them and feel happy.
I need that venting to give me a chance to say, ok I've spewed all of the bad out that has got it's way into my head through irritance or jealousy or frustration, I can now let that go and forget about it because it's trivial.
But everyone pisses me off sometimes. I'll be honest, there are few people who I haven't been totally riled up about after getting to know them well enough. But even with all the bad things I come out with, if I disliked you, I wouldn't make an effort to talk yo you, now would I? Or pay attention when you speak. Or notice you. I don't see the point on wasting time on people I don't like.
Something else I said today. I don't like liars. So if you look down on me for having a bitch session or feel offended, just take a look at yourself. You do it too. Very few of you can say you haven't had a bitch session at one point or another about me, or someone else.
I know I have my flaws. Hell I'm even proud of some of em. Like my constant back tracking to an original subject in conversations to an original point that bno-one is interested in. And how I stutter sometimes.
But ya, I obviously I feel mighty guilty that I've slagged everyone off at one point or another if I know yas well enough to, but thems the breaks.
And no, I won't be telling anyone what I've said about them. Cause without yer flaws/habits/whatever, ya wouldn't be you. And I want the whole package.
SO after trying to clean my conscience and feel better about myself, I'm done my little rant and leaving yas all pondering what this crazy bitch has been saying.
Much love,
Miku.
For the first time I've gone through all the 1775 submissions that have accumulated from the people I watch and gosh, i've now actually favourited some of them. Which is rare for me to be honest.
I'm glad I can see people progress over time and am thankful for everyone who puts the effort in to create something that I particularly find beautiful. Even if the people themselves don't see it the way I do.
...
I said something today that makes me feel bad as a person. I said I bitch about everyone.
And I do.
I don't understand why I feel bad. I bitch so I can let off steam and find that a good old bitch session helps me build better relationships, cause after i moan about traits/habits/silly things that have happened, I can relax and feel glad I know the person enough to spend time with them and feel happy.
I need that venting to give me a chance to say, ok I've spewed all of the bad out that has got it's way into my head through irritance or jealousy or frustration, I can now let that go and forget about it because it's trivial.
But everyone pisses me off sometimes. I'll be honest, there are few people who I haven't been totally riled up about after getting to know them well enough. But even with all the bad things I come out with, if I disliked you, I wouldn't make an effort to talk yo you, now would I? Or pay attention when you speak. Or notice you. I don't see the point on wasting time on people I don't like.
Something else I said today. I don't like liars. So if you look down on me for having a bitch session or feel offended, just take a look at yourself. You do it too. Very few of you can say you haven't had a bitch session at one point or another about me, or someone else.
I know I have my flaws. Hell I'm even proud of some of em. Like my constant back tracking to an original subject in conversations to an original point that bno-one is interested in. And how I stutter sometimes.
But ya, I obviously I feel mighty guilty that I've slagged everyone off at one point or another if I know yas well enough to, but thems the breaks.
And no, I won't be telling anyone what I've said about them. Cause without yer flaws/habits/whatever, ya wouldn't be you. And I want the whole package.
SO after trying to clean my conscience and feel better about myself, I'm done my little rant and leaving yas all pondering what this crazy bitch has been saying.
Much love,
Miku.
This month and stuff that has happened in it.
Posted 14 years agoI am sorry if people think i've been ignoring them this month.
My MSN is dieing more than ever to the point that i@be given up on it. It's like if more than one person starts a conversation it dies..
On another note I've been hella busy making shiz this month and spendng too many money things on frivolous things.
One was hyper japan in london, which was a fun expo of sorts. Another is Batman Live which I'll be enjoying tomorrow and drooling over the bat mobile.
I'm really looking forward to anti-static which is on tomorrow. I hope lots of the Newcastle furs are gonna come, I'd love to see everyone again cause I aint able to attend the August meet or the Sept one.
I've started to watch anime. Something I was sure I'd never do again because it was too time consuming. I've finished Cowboy Be-Bop at last and Bludgeoning Angel Dokura-Chan. I'm thinking of re-watching Evangelion before I build my new Eva01 Mech.
My mind has been going everywhere. I dunno but it's been hard to string a coherent sentence together recently. But meh. I may just be getting more and more stupid.
Peace out babes! x
Miku
My MSN is dieing more than ever to the point that i@be given up on it. It's like if more than one person starts a conversation it dies..
On another note I've been hella busy making shiz this month and spendng too many money things on frivolous things.
One was hyper japan in london, which was a fun expo of sorts. Another is Batman Live which I'll be enjoying tomorrow and drooling over the bat mobile.
I'm really looking forward to anti-static which is on tomorrow. I hope lots of the Newcastle furs are gonna come, I'd love to see everyone again cause I aint able to attend the August meet or the Sept one.
I've started to watch anime. Something I was sure I'd never do again because it was too time consuming. I've finished Cowboy Be-Bop at last and Bludgeoning Angel Dokura-Chan. I'm thinking of re-watching Evangelion before I build my new Eva01 Mech.
My mind has been going everywhere. I dunno but it's been hard to string a coherent sentence together recently. But meh. I may just be getting more and more stupid.
Peace out babes! x
Miku
I am not totally crap at life! Yaaaaay! xxxxx
Posted 14 years agoSo it's taken me forever but I've finally passed my driving test! xxxx
I am a proud cat now :)
I am a proud cat now :)
Airbrushing
Posted 14 years agoSo today I came across my airbrushing kit that i thought was bust... Only to realise that I've actually been using it the wrong way round... Golly gosh do I feel stupid! haha x
So now I'm away to play!
So now I'm away to play!
Ham Hams Unite!
Posted 14 years ago~HAM-TA-RO! When we work together it's much better~
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That is all. Fu fu fu fu!
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That is all. Fu fu fu fu!
brushie brushie brushie! x
Posted 15 years agoI love the bat so much! It looks so scared!!! XD
http://brushiebrushie.ytmnd.com/
The music totally makes it tho. BRUSH!
http://brushiebrushie.ytmnd.com/
The music totally makes it tho. BRUSH!
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